Anne N. Mouse: Blog

I know that I suffer a lot from cowardice. Why do I know this? Because I am afraid to attempt suicide. Not because I think I'd succeed but because if things in that attempt went like everything else in my life I'd not succeed and only end up a quadriplegic...
Sorry for the drama.

I'm leaving you all a going away present. A Study in Black and White, I hope you remember me well.
It's been fun, but the party is over.
TJ

I shall be moving to a place where I shan't have access to the internet for quite a while if my plans work according to what I want. If they don't work according to what I want, I may never have access to the internet again.
Take care all,
I've loved the time I've spent writing and sharing my pitiful meanderings here. But all good things must apparently come to an end, and I've reached the end of my rope in some ways and see no way except to go to ground and hope for the best. But that means minimal or no access to the net until things start to look up. Hopefully this move will result in lots of work which will allow me to put aside some money to tide me over rough times again.
That's all for now,
TJ

Actually, I'm sure it will be more than that to get some of this html stuff. Yet it does look like it will eventually lead to being able to do something interesting...
Keep on keeping on, even when you don't think you're making progress! I guess that is the whole message.
Oh and review, review, review!
In other words, start over from the beginning several times to make sure you really got what you were doing!
'Cause, right now, sometimes it feels like the instruction slips away as soon as I move to the next page!

When doing things, and managing to do the same task wrong a dozen different ways, it is easy for depression to set in.
It didn't help that I met with an old friend today who is being strongly affected by Parkinson's disease, and if I'm right early symptoms of Alzheimer's as well...
Then I can't seem to get simple shit right? Time to turn out the lights? I hope not, but will I wait too long and not be able to know I ought to turn out the lights?