Anne N. Mouse: Blog

I washed dishes as part of my payment for my lunch today... It seemed the least I could do to show my appreciation for those who had labored to provide a meal worth eating...

Someone asked what I thought of the food. I told her I was the wrong person to ask that... The thing is I've been hungry often enough that about the only thing I would complain about would be moving insects on my plate... Otherwise? It's cooked, 'normal' food? It was worth eating!

However the opening of this blog sort of diverts from what I was going to write about... Mainly that would be a sort of list of non-sexual services that I consider part of a relationship. I wouldn't want to be mainly a domestic servant, though I certainly didn't mind washing the dishes and don't mind housekeeping (just don't want it as a permanent and only job) the same goes for the yard. I have little problem waking up a two or four cycle engine and mowing or trimming or even doing a bit of work on a tree, though I'm far from an arborist.... I like to do a variety of tasks and would consider them to be a part of the bargain (so to speak) of a LTR that progressed to the point of shared quarters. Of course I'd prefer to sit down with my housemates and set the schedule for such things just as I would prefer to sit down and set a budget with said housemates so that everyone knew what was expected in all parts of the relationship.

Why an employer should hire me… Or anyone would want more than a long distance, anonymous relationship with me. Something limited to e-mail at the most.

The army surly thought I was defective as a soldier, and that had nothing (so far as I can tell) to do with my sexual preferences, for until I married I tried to project as near a neuter attitude toward the idea of sex at all as possible… Though one supposes that such an attitude was considered aberrant? How can a person know?

All I know is that for most of my life I've probably sabotaged relationships that I was in believing that I was unworthy of anyone ever caring for me…

Well I think that is quite enough of my maudlin day…

Enjoy the reading here!

I'm comfortable with giving is a 3 for anything I've read here... Still there is a story earning that from me now, I'm sad to say.
Why?
Lack of a proofreader. Granted the writer is a Brit and I'm and American, but the errors that are creeping through are such that anyone who was conversant with any version of English ought to pick them out with ease...
Then again, maybe I'm pickier than others about such things!

Like to cuddle? I just wondered... It seems to me that of the many things I miss about my last relationship is the few times my spouse and I took time to cuddle.
I know this is a sex story site, yet a part of a good relationship to me is to be able to touch my partner without it necessarily leading to a session of the mattress Mambo...
Not, mind, as I've stated that I'm opposed to those things happening either. I just find that maybe because of my age, they have slid down my priorities list quite a ways. I'd like to hold someone and lie beside them and read a book that we share liking... not necessarily erotica either. It could be a book on planning our finances together. Indeed, for a relationship to last very long I think I would definitely have to sit and face my partner while we made a budget that we both agreed to. I don't know that to be the only thing that destroyed my only long term relationships thus far, but I think that it was one of the top one, as well as planning who does the chores in the house and when!
Both of my long term relationships thus far had lots of rocky times over that issue too!

Why?
I want to know, why, do we (or I at least) define a relationship by what I find distasteful? Then I wandered what I would consider a good relationship? Really for the most part I'm a little log in the tooth for pure passion, the sort of I can see nothing but my next O passion that many people seem to think makes for a relationship.
I want a friend, and to a degree, I have several acquaintances here who are working their way toward becoming good friends. But I do worry that I have mislead people with what I am and am not… Still, for my age, I'm pretty enthusiastically bisexual. Just not into physical pain or bondage. Neither giving nor receiving pain is erotic to me.
I'm enthusiastically oral too… I find both felatio and cunnilingus to be erotic activities that I get into greatly… I like to kiss, both women and men… and I'd like to find someone to share the rest of my life with at times, but sometimes, as with the job hunt, I find the idea of reaching out to new people to be so daunting that I simply avoid it!
Still… I hope I am clear to at least one person today with my blog…