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So my left hand feels like someone set fire to it. The doc says tendinitis and offers braces (when I'm not working) and a topical pain rub. My work of course doesn't want me to go to the doc at all, so since I maybe dehydrated a little too I started complaining about angina because yes it is happening. The VA ran a strip and wouldn't you know angina is apparently psychosomatic... yet I still feel like someone is digging half way between the bottom of my rib cage and my arm pit on my left side with a dull knife....
At least today my hands aren't trembling so badly that I doubt i could touch type.... A couple weeks ago I sat down in the morning and had to carefully hunt and peck to even get ten words on the page. Of those ten words I probably should toss 7. At least I keep hearing that I should get what seems like a complete story to me then wait a while to let it settle before removing 75% of it as dross....
Which when you struggle to get started some days feels like killing your favorite pet at least....
Fail the wal-mart associate evaluation? Yeah that's pretty low...
I hate looking for work. I hate that I have published only drek. If what I've published were not my own work, it would barely rate a read. Some of it would be passed on, I wrote stuff I usually wouldn't open.
Has anyone here tried Dr Peterson's writing tool, Essay? If so leave me a note please.
Do you all recommend Icecream e-pub reader, or is there a better e-pub reader that I can get for free?
Hey I'm once more mostly unemployed, so I've got to not spend money if I can avoid it...
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