Cly Anders: Blog

It's officially the holidays this week. The kids will be off school. Last chance for shopping. I've already slowed down so much on writing the last couple of weeks. I slacked on real life things and now they are catching up to me. I will do my best to set time aside for writing, but I tend to go to bed before my kids. Sun goes down, I'm thinking about pillow, and the sun goes down so early now. This happens every winter. It's not as bad this year, thankfully. I live in a desert, now. I get more UV in a half day here than a week in the northeast! PupPEE does not help the matter. I get a paragraph, I look over, there's another piddle. Grrr. Then she rolls over and weaponizes her cuteness and, well, good thing they make sprays for that. Corgis for life! I don't know why I didn't do this sooner. But, I'm going to go ahead and take a little hiatus for Christmas. I just don't feel like worrying about posting or stressing about anything I do have the power to control during this stressful time. Just gonna take care of me and mine these next couple of weeks, and if I get any writing done, I will consider it a bonus to keep me going strong into the New Year.

First up for the posting block: Ugh, finally! Smut on the smut site! I know, took me long enough. Kupper and Zigz begin something that will lead them on the path to become legends [the end has most certainly changed from the OG rough draft]. Maybe it's not my very best smut scene, but it was supposed to be more of a romance-focused story than a smut-focused story. Plus, it gets better as we go. Not to mention, the scenes to cum in "Rat and Dragon" and "Dragon Tamers" will not disappoint. ;)

Nothing quite like waking up to Roscrow telling me about his night with S're at the night club. "So, at the night club..." You asshole, you been gone 2 weeks. "Oh yeah. Well anyways, at the night club..." Um... h-hold on. Oh, uh... damn, and husband's not home to help with this. "Oh good, that means you have time to write it." Yooooouuu... would be correct. So, at least the asshole is back. Just in time for the holidays, when I can't write what and when he wants. Just like an asshole.

That said, I thought I would get to writing the chapter fixes for "Girl in the Snow." I did not. And my reader has not gotten any reading done. However, I have a new weapon. I was simply using the wrong type of puppy. I made friends with the gf and discovered his weakness for bernese mountain dogs. Mwhahahaha! And I have permission for torture to commence! He will either read, or he'll get a dog. Either way, good things will happen. ^.^ But, alas, I did not write that chapter. So, I will give you all a new chapter to chew on with a fun cliffhanger. I just can't leave without some sexual tension.

And on Saturday, Roan's sneaky self overhears more than was intended. As a bonus, I'm going to give you all a Christmas gift. A follow-up chapter on Sunday, just to make the holidays that much sweeter- kind of like the sweetness of super short chapters with a guide to sort of [not] follow. I'm almost further in that than Tamers. Go figure. But, having been given an order, Roan will carry out his mission... or almost die trying. Gotta stop being distracted by elf pussy, bud! The mega pussy is a lot scarier!

My husband calls me a tease. *waggles brows* Absolutely! Have an exurb from "The Rat and the Dragon" to keep you excited for my return on Jan 9th. It's something these two say every single time they fuck and it becomes the most important phrase of the story.

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"You will keep your legs spread like this while I tease this needy little button," he warned sweetly, circling his calloused thumb over her clit, gliding effortlessly while covered in the slick of her orgasm.

Huffing and moaning, her chest heaved with every heavy gasp. Twitching and squirming with each jolt of pleasure, every one of his slow, full thrusts kept her right on the edge. Her eyes were so hazy, hardly able to focus on his arrogant face.

God, she hated that expression. She hated that smug smirk. She hated that look in his eyes– like he owned her entirely; like he controlled her completely. And she hated even more that in that moment, he was right.

"I– I hate you," she moaned, a gasp jerking her chest upwards when he thrust in sharply, freezing a second to look at her face.

She hated that wicked grin the most. She could feel his dark, gritty chuckle roll through every part of him that touched her.

"Is that right?" He taunted gruffly. Looking back down at where he violated her, he did not give her the chance to respond, working her up to the edge of climax again. "I think you should prove it, because this hot, wet elf pussy isn't really convincing me. Now be a good girl, and cum for me."

Posted the next chapter for "Mongrels and Music." I think Kupper is gonna get to the sex before anyone else. One more chapter and they be fuckin'. Roscrow's not getting any fucking because he went radio dark on me. Right at the good part, you dick! You do this all the time! It's like having a sapient telepathic cat in my head. "I'm shunning you. Do you see me shunning you? WITNESS ME SHUN YOU!" Fine. Roan's getting all the elf pussy. But not for a bit yet. So, guess that'll be Kupper. That's okay, he's my favorite, anyway. You hear that, Roscrow? Kupper's my favorite! You could be my favorite if you weren't moodier than a teenage girl at an all girls catholic summer camp.

Speaking of Roscrow and "The Dragon Tamers," my proof reader has been indifferent to my puppy pictures. My method of torture is ineffective. Must come up with something else. But, as I promised, there will be a NEW chapter to Dragon Tamer. I've made it short. Like these other stories, I'm trying to maneuver through the stream of consciousness and find break points that make sense and make the reader want to turn the page. You will see tomorrow what looks like 2 new chapters, but I'm breaking up the last one into 2 in order to shorten them and keep myself equal with other sites. I had posted that chapter here first rather than elsewhere and that's why it was one big one instead of the 2 little ones. The idea came to me later. Also, the part where Jasper does his Tender thing makes for a chapter called "A Tender Moment" while this new chapter mocks that one with "A Tense Moment." So it has to happen.

I'm still working on the rewrite of the first chapter, "Girl in the Snow." My friend helped me realize what my intention had been and how I fell short. Later in the story, his love for S're is brought into question. I wanted from the start to make the reader question. Is she controlling him? Could it be? Does he know this? And I did not even hit the board the target was pinned to. So, if he still has not caught up next week, I should have that chapter touched up and repost it.

And on Saturday, Roan's gonna find out his elf and her pussy[cat] have secrets. I use a lot of the old version in this encounter, but I touched up the conversation quite a bit, and I think the dialogue makes more sense. I hope you all think it makes more sense, too.

I have a question for anyone who has gotten this far. Would you be interested in a less... fantasy driven story? One that may be a little more down to earth? This Earth, specifically? No magic. No aliens. Something I've not done before. It was a concept someone planted in my head and the seed has taken root and is growing like a weed. The thoughts have skittered through my mind like sand and it's becoming a storm. He was struck by the idea that I started writing smut at 13 not knowing a thing about what I was writing and made mention that such a story- a journey of coming of age and learning about it through writing- would be immensely alluring. An autobiography of sorts, with some poetic license. I'm not sure how sexual it would be. I've never thought of it since I wouldn't want to read such a thing, myself. But now, I can't stop. Hmmm, real life? Don't I get enough of that simply living in it already? Well, in any case, it has been an interesting idea and I've been mulling it over.

Maybe once all the elves clear out. Uuuugh, but then the assassin girls want to play! And after that is a totally new story about a dude who can sort of see the future and gets put in a gladiator type thing run by an ancient clockwork technomancer. Dude makes friends with a werebear warrior, a necromancer feline alien person with a giant skeleton warrior, and a goblin-like elementalist. They escape and get chased by a sapient shapeshifting plant that can appear as a person or an animal. And he's evil as they come. For once, no smut. Just a story. But I've had to let it sit for years. Staven's been a very patient man, hanging out with all these dangerous characters.

Sometimes, google doc doesn't catch all the misspellings, and neither did two pairs of eyes. Rather annoying. Trying to fix it, but the mods don't always post such small changes, so I may have to wait until I make larger changes. Like I've said before, I'm considering breaking the chapters up smaller, so that's what it might take. Just know, I noticed them while reading them on a different format than what I write it in. I'm sure other writers are able to understand that.

This is why I say, I don't have a set time for posting. My day was busy. But here they are, 3 chapters reposted to make up for the lack of new chapter. "In the Serpent's Gaze, Cost of a Bounty, and The Adventure Begins." Now that that last one has gotten so long, I may at a later date split it up into 2 smaller chapters. Meh. I'll figure it out as I go.

Truly, this man is everything I could have hoped for. He doesn't give me too many direct lines, he just points things out. He told me that the scene with the guards was too flat and he had no reason to be happy that anything bad might have happened to them. He tells me when descriptions don't move him, when I've used the same word 15 times, and when scenes fall short of inspiring. Love it. And he knows passive voice. I don't know passive voice. It all sounds fine to me. So, I hope you all like the improved chapters and see exactly why it is I'm patiently waiting for him to catch up. I threatened to torture him with puppy pictures if he takes too long. He tells me I'm not very good at this torturing thing... *small voice* all the dominant bones are in my husband....

*holds up hands helplessly* Guys, I don't choose these things. The characters talk. I write. That's what this is. And Kupper had a lot to say. Just like Roan and his elf, there was already a template to follow along to, it only needed updating. The Ryo no longer exist as a species that can breed with outsiders. They never were supposed to, but I liked the idea of Zigz glowing. I gave that up. The old version still exists over on my page under Woofajuana. The new version follows along, but skips off the path a few times, most notably by chapter 5. I hope you enjoy this revival. I'll post on Thursdays until I'm out of material or it's done. Maybe some weeks I won't post, at all. All depends. No promises made with this one. Kupper is quiet but mighty. When I hear his voice, it is short, clear, and concise, and then it's gone. Then it's back, whenever he chooses to speak. And funny enough, Roscrow has no clue he exists. He knows almost everyone else trapped in here with me, but Kupper has eluded him for years. He swears he can hear music when Zigz skips by... But, look, Roscrow! Roan gets to spank his bitch! You know why you don't get this? Because it took you 20 years to tell me you were an elf. Punishment.

Speaking of Roscrow... I know I said I would post a new chapter every other Friday... But he's so close! My beta reader is 2 more chapters away from being ahead. I really want him to get there. Like, more than I'm worried about disappointing any of you. If it does disappoint you, well, that sucks. I would hope you'd want the best story I could put out. With that in mind, I will instead post the next 3 chapters he went through. "In the Serpent's Gaze, Cost of a Bounty, and The Adventure Begins." "What are Friends For" got split into 2 smaller chapters elsewhere, but is still one chapter in my copy. Once he goes through that, he will be caught up, and the one after will be fresh content. I hope you all understand, and if you don't, that sucks. Moving on.

I love his suggestions so much, they inspire me to go through "The Rat and the Dragon" with the thought "What would Psycho say?" I hope it shows as we go forward. That story waves to the original path, blows it a kiss, and skips along through the woods. Let's go!