The harvest moon shines down on me as I duck through a hole in a fence that was once at least partially mine. I look around to make sure no one is out here to see me. Except for the occasional sounds of the farm animals and the insects, the night is silent so I move on. I cross into the cornfield and notice that the corn is already thick and very high. I try very hard not to make any noise as I stealthily move through the stalks of ripenening corn. In the center of the field there's a small clearing where all of the corn stalks have been cut down to the ground. It's a relatively small area, and in the heart of the field can't be detected from any direction except directly above. Its placement doesn't even allow it to be seen from the upper levels of the farmhouse that I spent most of my life making into a home. Even in the middle of the day this small clearing can't be seen unless you're flying directly over it.
"Took ya long enough ta git here," said Bert, as I stepped into the clearing.
"I was trying to be quiet," I whispered.
"I didn't really expect you to be on time anyway," he sighed. "You were always late for everything even back when..." he stopped in mid sentence and I wondered what he was going to say.
There were so many ways that he could have completed that sentence. "Back when we were married," was one way. "Before you became a whore or slut," was another. The one that hurt the most of course would have been, "Back when we were in love." But Bert didn't say any of those he just motioned with his hands and I lay down on the soft ground. I pulled my skirt up and removed my panties. Bert knelt down between my legs and started to rub my vagina. He was very gentle, and I began to moisten almost immediately. Perhaps it wasn't his gentle stroking, maybe it was just the fact that he hadn't called me in two weeks. He inserted his finger in my vagina and began slowly moving it in and out a little at a time, then inserted a second finger when I began whimpering quietly. "Bert I'm a big girl, I can take it," I hissed.
It wasn't that I wanted him to hurt me, but I wanted his dick in me so bad that I was prepared to take a little bit of discomfort to get it. It wasn't just a want, it was a genuine need. I found myself at times dreaming of Bert making love to me in the big soft sleigh bed in the farmhouse. I wanted to feel him kissing me and ramming his big dick in me hard, and cumming deep inside my vagina. Bert was 45 now, and I was 39, so It wasn't out of the question to hope that he could get me pregnant one more time. But it would probably never be.
Bert squeezed my breasts and gently pushed his dick into my opening, filling me with warmth. Almost involuntarily my legs spread even farther, as he began thrusting himself inside me. He used slow and steady strokes at first then gaining in both force and tempo until he was just slamming me. I watched his face intently this time, to see if what I'd seen 2 weeks ago was real or not. As he continued stroking my pussy I noticed that he had closed his eyes, and was making that face that only a wife, a lover or a mother could love. Then he lowered his body onto mine until we were united down our lengths. His arms reached around and under me as if he was trying to pull me inside of him.
I was watching his face so intently that I lost touch with what my own body was doing. My own orgasm caught me completely by surprise, and I felt my legs clutching him desperately. My own arms pulled him further into me as his pulled me into him.
"Oooooh" he exhaled, though he was trying not to make any sound. There it was he lowered his face to mine and as he lost control of his bodily functions temporarily as he came, I saw it. I was very sure now. Suddenly he stopped moving his face towards mine, but his lips had already started to pucker. I quickly raised my own lips and kissed him before he got out of reach. I would have given every dime I had in the bank right now, to feel his semen spurting inside of me the way he used to, but he had shot all of his baby juice into a condom.
He quickly turned his head to the side and spat then wiped off my kiss, but it was too late. I knew that he had wanted to kiss me while he was fucking me. And the look in his eyes told me that no matter what, there was hope. That maybe someday, there might be more. No matter how guarded he tried to be, I was sure from that look that way down deep inside of him, he still loved me. Maybe someday when all of the pain and hurting was over, there'd be more than what we had now.
But if all I could hope for was these late night booty calls, I'd take them.
"Gotta go, T... ," he began. "Miranda will probably wonder where I am." He must really be off his game tonight, I thought. First he lets his guard down so I could clearly see that there might be a little bit of love left for me. Then he almost kissed me, and didn't slap me when I kissed him. But now this was really big he had almost said Tina, he had almost used my name. After over a year of referring to me as whore, or slut, or skank, he had almost called me by name.
"Bert, can you make it tomorrow?" I asked. "Please don't make me wait 2 weeks again."
"I don't know," he said slowly. "I've been trying not to call you at all. I hate myself every time I do. I'm just weak and worthless. Miranda deserves far better."
As Bert slowly headed back to the house, I knew that he'd circle back by the barn and then go to the house. That way if Miranda was looking for him; she'd think he'd been in the barn.
I lay there on that soft ground with a warm feeling inside me. Then on a whim I looked around in the moonlight and found the used condom he'd discarded. I licked the end of it with my tongue and then swallowed all of the contents. It should have been mine anyway. It used to be mine.
Bert used to kiss me all the time, now he wouldn't kiss me if his life depended on it. Even when there was no one around to see it, he just wouldn't do it. He used to love eating my pussy, now he wouldn't even allow me to give him a blow job. He used to beg me to do that. I picked myself up off the ground and started slinking back through the corn to the road. From there I'd just walk the half mile to my little house.
I'm sure a lot of you are wondering why a 39 year old woman is sneaking around and fucking in cornfields like a high-school whore. It wasn't always this way. Bert and I used to be married. There was a time when that man loved me like there was no tomorrow. We were high school sweethearts and we married young and we still have 2 beautiful children, who moved to the big city when they got done with school.
We had a great life. Our house and farm are beautiful. We don't have to worry very much about what we grow or when, because we grow corn and a couple of other staple crops for one company. A big supermarket chain uses our crops to make their own store labeled products. Good steady money every year. Not like some farmers who have to scrape and just barely make it. We were very lucky. I guess the problem was with me. I'm the one who fucked up paradise. You see Bert and I were happy like I said. But I was the one who spent all of her time dreaming while Bert spent all of his time working.
I didn't quite live in the real world. I existed in a fantasy life of Audrey Hepburn movies and dime store romance novels. My name is Tina Johnson. I'm moderately pretty I guess. I'm kind of a corn fed farm girl type. That means I've got a big ass and sturdy legs. Almost everyone around her is built like that though. My best friend Miranda on the other hand, is different. Miranda is really pretty and she's thin, like Audrey Hepburn. When we were growing up she was too thin. None of the boys liked her. Miranda went away to college and came back a career woman. She works in a store about 40 miles away and drives there every day in her car. She dated a lot of the guys in town and never seemed to stay with any of them. Over the years she became like a member of our family she was here so much.
She's the Godmother of both of my kids. She took care of me when I was sick and Bert had to run the farm. She was the shoulder I had to cry on when things weren't going well with Bert, and the one who defended me when he was sure that I was wrong about things. She was also the one who tried to pump some common sense into me before I went and fucked up my life. She really tried but I was so far from reality that maybe I just couldn't hear her.
I wanted my life to be a romantic fairy tale like "Breakfast at Tiffany's," or "You were never Lovelier." Any of those 40's musicals would do. I wanted to be wined and dined and travel to wonderful places. But my life was not only not like that, my life was in a rut. I felt like I was on a treadmill. I kept doing the same things over and over and over again. Bert had to do them over and over too, but I never saw that. The life that I had started to seem like a prison to me. I couldn't see any of the good in my life, I saw only boredom. So last year, after my daughter Kathy, the youngest of our children moved to Chicago, I started telling Bert that I wanted us to sell the farm and move to the city, and travel.
I wanted to go to Paris, and walk down the Champs Elysees, and drink cold Champagne on top of the Eiffel Tower. I wanted to go to Italy, and Spain and cruise the Mediterranean. Bert just got a cold towel and placed it on my forehead. He kissed me and wrapped his arms around me, and told me someday we'd do those things. But this wasn't someday, and he had crops to get in, but he promised me we would. I guess that wasn't enough for me because I just saw myself chained to a schedule where everyone except me got to do what they wanted to do and I had to sit around bored. Everything we did was on a schedule. We even had sex on a schedule. I'm not saying that sex wasn't good, it was great. Bert got me off every time, but sometimes it seemed like even sex was on a schedule. Bert would come in, eat me for exactly the same amount of time, in the same way, then roll me over and fuck me and be asleep by 9 so he could be awake by 5 a.m. to start his chores.
Miranda was constantly telling me how great Bert was and how mush he loved me and how fucking lucky I was. I didn't feel lucky though, I just felt trapped. Then one day when I was in town shopping, I saw it. In the ladies dress shop in town, they had a new display. But it wasn't the beautiful spring dresses that grabbed me, it was one small item. A hat, but what a hat it was. It was almost exactly like the hat that Audrey Hepburn wore in Breakfast at Tiffany's. I went into the store and bought it immediately. I didn't even try it on I just got out my credit card and bought it. I got home and tried it on. I wasn't even thinking about what Bert would say when he found out that I'd spent 85 dollars on a hat that didn't quite fit me. It was at least 2 sizes too small for my big head. I was sure that I looked like Audrey Hepburn.
Well, except for the fact that she was tall and thin, and I'm 5'3" and weigh 185. And of course we have different hair color, different eye color and different facial features, we could be twins. As I sat there in the mirror I was sure that I looked exactly like her.
Miranda came over later on that day, and when I showed her my hat, she wrinkled up her nose a bit but didn't say anything. I know now that she didn't because she was my friend, and didn't want to hurt my feelings. But as they say, kindness can sometimes be the unkindest blow of all. I told her that I wanted to go to Paris, and I was going whether Bert wanted to or not. If he didn't go to Paris with me I would simply divorce him and find someone who would. I was too special to waste in this one horse town. Even our kids had moved away.
Miranda tried telling me that good men were hard to find, and especially in our town, men like Bert were not easy to replace. But I didn't want to hear it. I think she sensed somehow that I needed this. I think that we all, just every once in a while need to do something crazy, just for ourselves. Bert had done his crazy thing a couple of years back. In a rural farming community where everyone drives pickup trucks and tractors, Bert had gone out and bought himself a Mustang GT. He loved that car like it was another one of our kids, and even built a garage right next to the barn just to house that car in.
Miranda herself had done her crazy thing, and made herself the talk of the God Damned town about 8 months ago. She'd always been thin and petite so she raised a lot of eyeballs around town when she went to Chicago for a "Vacation" and came back with much bigger titties. I'm talking about every man in town is staring at you titties. So maybe that was why she understood why I needed to go to Paris.
Bert of course said "No." So we began arguing about it. After weeks of arguing, I finally told him that I wanted a divorce. There was no way that I could stay with a man who prevented me from living my dreams. Bert moved into the guest room, and stopped speaking to me at all. Miranda called me a fucking idiot and tried to talk me down off the ledge, but I couldn't hear her. She was also talking to Bert to try and get him to see what this meant to me.
Finally Bert gave in and though he couldn't leave the farm in the spring, he paid for my entire trip and Miranda's. He couldn't go with me but he loved me enough to let me go. I could tell that he didn't want me to go, but he tried not to show it. I could tell that the thought of me being away from him for 3 weeks was breaking his heart.
Miranda also couldn't go, she couldn't leave her job for three weeks without giving them sufficient notice. Kathy came to my rescue. My daughter and I would go to Paris together. When the day came for us to leave, Bert drove me to the airport where I'd fly to Chicago, Kathy and I would travel together from there. Bert hugged me like I was dying, and just didn't want to let go of me. If I knew then what I know now, I'd never have gotten on that fucking plane.
After a few small problems at the airport in Paris, we got settled in our hotel room. Kathy wanted to relax and get over the time difference and jet lag, but I was desperate to see the city. So I left her in the room and went down to the hotel lobby where I found a tour group that was just about to leave.
I spent the early evening on a cramped bus with a group of tourists from all over the world. There were Asians, Africans, Indians and people from other European countries, all linked by our mutual thrill at being in Paris. We saw many of the famous sites including the Louvre, and the Eiffel tower. The problem is that all we did was to see them on this tour. We drove by each one, paused for a few moments to take photographs and sped off to our next location. I guess I was a bit disappointed in the tour because it wasn't what I expected. I could have probably seen more, and been more in depth if I had watched it on television.
The next day I scheduled several tours, that did go inside some of the more famous places, including a two hour guided tour of the Louvre, that included a guide who talked about all of the most famous pieces of art. Kathy loved it and wanted to do it again, but I was still disappointed. All f the things that we were doing were just too touristy if that's even a word. I wanted to immerse myself in the true spirit of Parisian culture. This wasn't what I'd come here for. Of course Kathy didn't understand it. My daughter looked at me as if I was crazy, when I tried to explain it to her. "Mom," she said. "I think you've spent too much time watching those old movies. Paris is just a place, like any other. Your experience here is largely made up of what you want it to be. Some of the things that you're hoping for just don't exist. You're missing out on the experience you've always dreamed about, because it isn't like some fantasy you had that based on movies from 60 or 70 Years ago."
By the 2nd week Kathy and I often travelled alone. She spent her days going on boring tours and taking pictures and sending home post cards to family and friends. I of course did none of those things. I took to wandering the streets in my Audrey Hepburn hat searching in vain for the true Paris.
Then one day unfortunately only 3 days before we were supposed to come home I was wandering down one of those famous avenues, I was actually a little lost, when I saw him. An artist sitting right out on the avenue sketching the avenue itself and some of the people passing by. He had dark hair, and a scruffy unkempt beard. But he had the most piercing blue eyes I'd ever seen. I stopped to watch him sketch, and after a while he turned to me. As I watched amazed, he began to draw me. He even drew my wonderful Audrey Hepburn hat.
"Beautiful Lady," he said in heavily accented English. "I would like to finish the drawing of you but I must rest for a few moments and get something to eat. will you remain here for a while?"
He looked at me hungrily. No one had looked at me like that since, well no one had ever looked at me like that. "Yes," I told him. "Oui," I said using the only French word I knew.
"American," he said. "But you speak French like a native." He smiled at me and gathered his pencils and supplies. "Perhaps you would join me for a bite?" I nodded my head so vigorously that it could have come off of my neck. He held out his hand, just like Gregory Peck had done in ... All of a sudden, I decided to take my daughter's advice and concentrate on what was real. Instead of living in my fantasies from movies of long ago, I decided to concentrate on what was going on now.
"My name is Pierre," he said in that deep voice and that accent. "Pierre Le Pew, but all of my friends call me Pepe." He led me to a small sidewalk cafe on the next corner. I looked around and we were off the main streets. there were no tourists to be seen and I was happy. I was seeing the real Paris at last. We spent the entire afternoon drinking rich black coffee and talking and laughing. Finally when it was time for the bill Pierre paid it. I offered to but he wouldn't hear of it.
"Oh my," he said sadly. "We have lost the light, I will not be able to finish the drawing of my new American friend." He seemed so sad about it that my heart broke.
But then he had an idea. I could accompany him to his flat, the light there would allow him to finish the drawing, and then he'd see me back to my hotel. It was beginning to get dark and I was supposed to meet Kathy, but I decided to go for it. After all I was leaving in only two days and he was the only Parisian I'd met while I was here.
Something in the back of my mind told me not to go, but I just didn't listen to that voice. I wish that I had. We walked through the darkening streets with Pierre taking my hand and waving to all of the people we met. I felt like one of those women from my movies. They all seemed to smile at me as we passed. Now as I look back on it, I realize of course that they weren't smiling at me, they were laughing at me. It's almost like I was one of those guys who wants to be a Samurai so badly that he gets a sword and goes to Japan. Or all of those guys who walk around in Star Trek uniforms speaking Klingon. I was that far out of touch with reality. The difference is of course that the guy in Japan knows there are no more Samurai, and the Trekkie knows that he's never going to really be Captain Kirk. I really believed I was Audrey Hepburn.
Finally we got to a small decrepit hotel. Back home I'd never have stepped into a place like this. It looked and smelled awful, kind of like a fleabag motel that hookers would hang out in. Again the voice in my head said you shouldn't be here, and again I turned it off.
Once inside Pepe's flat he began to sketch in earnest. He posed me the way he wanted. Often he would stand up and move me into a certain position. Several times when he did this he accidentally brushed my breasts, which caused me to feel a little bit wary, but I brushed the feeling aside, this was Paris after all and he was an artist. He just wanted to get the picture right. Maybe when he was done with it, I could buy it from him and take it home and show all of those hicks my portrait drawn by a modern day French Artist.
After about an hour, we took a break. He gave me a glass of very strong wine and after drinking it I had a slight buzz. I wasn't drunk and I was still very much in control, it just lowered my inhibitions. There was music playing down in the streets and he stood me up and we danced slowly to the music we heard through the window. Now this was the Paris I'd come to experience. His hand on my waist dropped lower and lower until it was resting on my ass. I knew then that I should have said something but I didn't want the dream to end. With no negative reactions, I felt the hand joined by his other. Now he was moving me around the floor by holding onto my ass with both hands. And I should have said or done something then but I thought, that it was only a tiny bit wrong. Besides it would give me a dirty little memory all my own to take into my old age. Then the hands began to squeeze and fondle my ass and pull me into him. With no words of protest he grew even bolder and pulled me into him for a kiss. When I felt his lips separate and his tongue try to enter my mouth I pulled away.
"Pepe, I'm a married woman," I said sternly.
"Forgive me, I was just overwhelmed by the moment," he said. "Come, I will take you back to your hotel."
"But you haven't finished the picture," I said.
"Perhaps you could come back tomorrow," he said. "I would like very much to introduce you to some of my friends."
So I forgot about the incident with the kiss and he took me back to my hotel. Kathy of course was very worried that I'd missed our meal together, and very relieved when I came in. She spent nearly an hour telling me about some silly tourist thing she'd done today and what she wanted to do for our remaining 3 days here.
The next day I woke at about noon and went to meet Pepe. He was very sad and apologetic about last night. He laid out his supplies and began to draw but I could see he was having difficulty.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"I cannot see the framing of the doorway I began to draw you in last night," he said. "And the light here is too bright, it does not enhance your beauty. It is like the glare in a photograph, but I will do my best."
"Would you like to go back to your place then?" I asked. He nodded his head like a schoolboy who has been caught in the cookie jar. "Okay, but no funny business."
When we got to his place, he arranged me as he had last night. He gave me another glass of the wine from before and after sipping it as he sketched I was soon feeling no pain. He again got up several times to position me, and like before he brushed my naughty areas a few times accidentally. I was used to it by now so I didn't even mention it. When we took a break he massaged my shoulders and it really felt good. I felt a little warm so I unbuttoned another button on my blouse. His wonderful massaging hands wandered down my arms continuing to massage. I felt great, until I noticed that he was no longer massaging my arms he was cupping and massaging my breasts.
"Pepe," I said sharply.
"It is only massage, no funny business. And I could not resist they are like the mountains of Venus, so full, yet so soft." he said. I was overwhelmed by the compliment so I said nothing more and he continued to play with my breasts. My nipples became aroused and my panties got a little moist, but my guilt stopped me from truly relaxing.
"Paris is the city of light, but also the city of love," he began. "But we are a city of secrets as well. What we do here does not leave the room." He began to unbutton my blouse further and I don't know why I didn't stop him but I didn't. He lifted my breasts out of the cups of my bra as if they were the most precious things in the world. He licked them and sucked them and played with my nipples very gently, the way Bert used to before we were married. Then he pulled my skirt down and began to rub my vagina through my granny panties. I was beginning to swoon. I wondered how far he's actually go. I really intended to make him stop at any moment but each new sensation was a miracle in itself. When I think back on it, it wasn't any better than what Bert used to do to me before we got bored, and maybe in retrospect it wasn't as good, there was something missing, but at that moment my head was spinning and it wasn't the wine.
The next thing I knew I was on my back. Somehow he'd gotten my panties all the way off. That was the end. I had to put a stop to this. As if he sensed what I was about to say, he started kissing me again and his mouth on mine wouldn't let me say anything.
Then it was too late, he pushed his penis inside me hard and fast, and just started fucking me. Started out romantic and fuzzy, quickly became animalistic and ugly. He just slammed himself into me with no regard for how I felt. I looked at his face and saw his smile. "Pepe stop," I said. "I don't want to do this."
"Oh beautiful lady," he smirked. "It would be very rude to stop now, we have already gone this far. No one will ever know. It will be our secret."
By the time I realized how stupid that sounded he was cumming in big spurts all over my stomach and breasts.
"I'm so sorry," he said. "I couldn't resist. I don't know what came over me. At first I was just trying to massage, to remove your tension. then when I felt your magnificent breasts I just lost control."
"You think my breasts are magnificent?" I asked.
"Yes," he replied seriously. He swore to me that none of it had been my fault, it was his spurred on by my beauty he had lost control. He looked so sad, that again I believed him. By the end of the afternoon he had lost control twice more. The only time I stopped him was when he tried to fuck my ass. He assured me that no one would ever know and that tomorrow we would finish the drawing and he wouldn't lay a finger on me.
In fact we would go out to get something to eat and come back and finish it today and he would give it to me as a present for my husband.
We went to a small cafe, another one that he knew about. I excused myself to go to the ladies room while we waited for our food to come back. As I returned from the ladies room I heard two men talking.
"Isn't she a little big for your tastes," asked the first voice.
Then I heard Pepe, answer n perfectly unaccented English, "Yeah she's a fucking cow but she's got a big jiggly ass, and big old sagging titties. Some guys like that, but I won't know whether we'll get any money out of this until it's edited.
"But she looks so God damned goofy, and what's with that fucking hat. It's got to be at least two sizes too small for her big head, and it just looks silly."
"I know," answered Pepe."She thinks she's one of those movies stars from the forties. Audrey Hepburn. I guess no one told her how ridiculous she looks. But she's going to get her wish, she's gonna be a movie star alright."
"Why the fuck does she call you Pepe?" asked the first voice.
"Shit I couldn't tell her my real name, so I just made up the first French sounding name I could think of," said Pepe.
"I told her my name was Pepe le Pew," he laughed.
"Isn't that the Skunk from the Looney tunes cartoons?" asked his friend.
I snuck out of the cafe and caught a taxi back to my hotel. I went into my room and took off all of my clothes, got into the shower and just let the water run down on me. I soaped myself off, but I somehow just couldn't get clean enough. I must have stayed in the shower for over an hour. When Kathy came in I was still there. My skin was wrinkled and I had huge bags under my eyes from crying, but I didn't tell her what was wrong. I couldn't. No one could ever know how stupid I'd been. I suddenly realized that the two people, who'd almost understood me had both been right. Miranda had tried to tell me that the grass wasn't any greener on the other side of the world, but I hadn't listened. And Kathy had told me that people and places, were only people and places. I went to dinner with my daughter, and called my husband for the first time since I'd left. I had avoided talking to Bert because I didn't want his negativity to ruin my trip. I'd wanted romance, and the fantasy, I figured out too late that I already had it. I had a man who loved me so much that he paid for me to come on a trip, that he didn't want me to go on. Bert didn't try to prevent me from living my dream, he just loved me so much that he didn't want me to leave him, and he had responsibilities. That was another thing, for all of our lives I had never helped him make our living. While he went out in the fields and worked his ass off, I sat in the house and watched those fucking movies. How had he put up with me?
I told Bert that I missed him and I loved him and I couldn't wait to get home to him. I also figured out that if I wanted our sex life to be better, it needed to start with me. I needed to do something to make it better, starting with telling Bert what I wanted.
Kathy talked all through dinner about the things she'd seen and the tours she'd been on. She knew more about the history of Paris and art than most of the people I'd listened to on TV. She'd obviously enjoyed her trip here far more than I had. I'd been so busy trying to find the true Paris that I'd missed it. I felt kind of like those people who want to see the forest but the trees keep getting in their way. I decided to spend the last day we had enjoying the city with my daughter. Maybe I could even buy some tacky souvenirs to take home.
I woke up that next morning and heard the phone in the room ringing. I put it to my ear, and felt my blood go cold. "Beautiful Lady, I am waiting for you downstairs," he said.
"Go away Pepe, or whatever your name is," I snapped into the phone keeping my voice low so Kathy wouldn't hear me.
"I think you need to get your fat country ass down here, or you won't like what happens next," he said without a trace of an accent. "And don't forget to wear your little circus hat."
I wondered what he meant by that, so I asked him. "What do you mean I won't like it?"
"How would you like it if your daughter found out what you've been doing. Or I'm sure I can find an American reporter who might be interested in a story about married American tourists spending time with French artists."
"You have no proof," I snapped.
"Well I think that you should come down here and look at what I do have," he said. "I'm in the lobby of your building you'll be perfectly safe. In 10 minutes I'm gone."
I dressed quickly and made it to the lobby with time to spare. I saw him sitting at a reading table with a file folder in front of him on the table and a box. I walked over to his table and sat down. I slammed my hat down on the table in front of him.
"Good Morning beautiful lady," he began.
"Save it Frog," I snapped. "Let's get to it."
"You were supposed to return to my flat with me today, so I could complete the drawing and introduce you to my friends," he said politely.
"I don't want the fucking picture anymore," I snapped.
"Speaking of fucking pictures, or is it pictures of fucking?" he said. "My English isn't that good," he pulled several pictures out of the folder. Each clearly showed himself involved in sexual acts with me. I cringed when I looked at a picture of myself sucking his dick.
"Okay," I snapped how much do you want for the folder?" I asked.
"As I said, I only want you to come back to my flat and meet my friends, and this can all go away," he smiled. "Besides, I stole all of your money yesterday. You have nothing left to pay for anything with."
I went back upstairs to my room and told Kathy that I wouldn't be going on that last tour with her after all but I'd be waiting for her when she got back like yesterday, and we'd have our last dinner in Paris together and maybe go for a nice walk.
When we got to Pepe's flat, things were a little bit different. There were lights and several cameras set up around the bed we'd used yesterday.
"What are all of the cameras for?" I asked. "There's no way I'm going to do anything with you on camera."
"First," he said menacingly. "You already did. I have plenty of video of your performances yesterday. Second, who said that you had any choice?"
He sat down at the table and motioned for me to join him. At that point I didn't trust him or anyone else, so I sat down warily.
"These are the facts," he told me. "I am a business man plain and simple. My only goal here is to make money. And I will make money either way. So let's look at your options. Number one you can walk out that door right now or you can stay here for a few hours and never see or hear from me again. If you walk out the door, I simply do what I'm going to do anyway. I release your video and photos from yesterday, and I make money from the sale of the videos. I'm going to either way. Here's where you have a choice. If you cooperate, then I shoot a few hours more of footage, which gives me more video, so I can release more videos, but to a smaller market, which is good for you."
"What difference does it make to me?" I asked.
"If I release in the smaller market, the videos will probably only circulate through this part of France, maybe if you're extremely popular which I doubt, they may be seen in a larger part of France, but that's as far as they go. On the other hand with less footage, I'd have to go to a larger market to make the same amount of money, so your video would probably go throughout Europe which would be bad for you, because some areas of the continent have distribution deals with Asia and America, so you might end up being seen at home. Aren't you uhm, married by the way? We wouldn't really want the people in Bug Tussle or wherever you're from to see this now would we?" he asked with a sarcastic sneer on his face. At that moment I really wanted to wipe that grin off his lips with my fist.
"You probably wouldn't be a happy little wife for too much longer after that video got out. On the other hand, I really don't need you to agree to anything. Rape videos are really big in some parts of the world so all of your screaming and kicking would actually add to the thrill for some of our clientele. Your best bet is to take your clothes off, lay down on that bed spread your big fat legs and enjoy another afternoon of sex, and then go home and forget any of this ever happened. In a few weeks all of the perverts around here will be tired of seeing you and I'll have some other stupid fat woman from Iowa, or Idaho making the next movie. As a word of caution though, you really should try living in the real world and stop being so fucking gullible. News flash! Audrey Hepburn died in 1993 and you ain't her. So what's it going to be? Are we filming a few hours of wild enjoyable sex, or am I editing what I've already got to get it ready for wide world distribution? It really makes no difference to me," he said.He crossed the room and opened the door so I could leave if I chose to.
I lay down on the bed and began to take off my clothes. Pepe got behind the camera and started filming as a big swarthy guy entered the room already naked. He helped me finish getting undressed and started groping me. Then he rolled me over and entered my vagina doggy style. Pepe was shouting instructions. The big guy pulled out of me and came around to the side of the bed. I was instructed off camera to give him a blowjob. As soon as I got his still slimy dick in my mouth, someone else entered my vagina I couldn't even see who it was. I had to admit though that it was exciting at first.
My body started to react against both my will and my better judgment. I couldn't help it, I started to push back against the guy in the back. When I realized what I was doing I abruptly stopped. The big guy in front of me pulled out of my mouth and sprayed his foul smelling semen all over my face. More and more men kept coming into the room. At one point, I was lying on top of one guy face up with my neck arched backwards painfully. The guy under me was fucking my ass, while a guy on top of me stuck his dick in my pussy. I was sucking one guy off and giving a hand job to yet another. It was nowhere near romantic and I was in a lot of pain. Tears were streaming from my eyes but no one cared. Pepe kept running out of disk space on his camera so he kept leaving the room to get more memory cards. I guess shooting in HD ate up memory a lot faster.
"Okay baby, just one more shot and you can go home and forget about all of this," he said to me almost gently. I just need you to get back in position, let them all pull out of you. Then I want you to get down on your knees and open your mouth wide. Don't swallow until I tell you to.
The part about going home re-energized me. I got back on top of the first guy and got into position. After a couple of strokes in my vagina and ass they pulled out. I quickly got on my knees. There must have been at least 6 or 7 naked men and they all tried to shoot off into my mouth. Some of them made it while others just sprayed my face and chest with their semen. I had my head tilted back and my mouth full of a mixture of semen from several different men. I was waiting for Pepe to tell me to swallow. Pepe got a funny look on his face and said, "Just hold it." He ran out of the room. I knew if I swallowed I'd have to do it all over again and I wanted this to be over. I guess I thought that he was going to switch memory cards again, because he ran out of the room carrying the camera. I waited for a few seconds which became about a minute no longer and suddenly there was an ear splitting sound as the front door was caved in and the room filled with Gendarmes who arrested everyone.