Chapter 4

Nathan decided that he would rather go out to eat and he suggested that I take Terrill to my room and take a shower with him. While I was doing that he was going to find me something to wear and we would go get a hamburger somewhere.

I led Terrill down the hall to my bedroom with Nathan following close behind. I went into the bathroom and turned the water on in the shower. I sat on the toilet and let a large amount of fresh cum drain out of me. Then I peed and wiped myself.

By then the water was hot and Terrill and I got into the large glass enclosed walk-in shower. Terrill reached up and aimed the water away from us and pushed me to my knees. I thought he wanted me to suck his cock again and I started to suggest that we either wait until after our shower or turn the water off.

I totally misunderstood what he had in mind. I had just begun to speak when a jet of hot piss shot out of his cock and hit me right in the face!

I screamed and started to try to stand up and get away from him. He held me down with a handful of my hair and stood in front of me and pissed all over me. I heard Nathan chuckle. He must have come in to see what I was screaming about. I had my eyes closed tightly though and I couldn't see him.

Terrill directed the stream of piss down onto my breasts from time to time, but most of it hit me right in my face. When the first spurt had sprayed into my face and surprised me I had been just starting to speak and I had gotten some of it in my mouth. After that, and until he finished I kept my mouth tightly closed. But I had the bitter taste of his piss in my mouth now and I kept shuddering in revulsion.

I had been shocked earlier when Nathan had pissed on my pussy. But it had been exciting. It had felt good as that hot liquid sprayed on my clit. This was just degrading. He was only doing it to debase and humiliate me. It definitely had that effect. What was even more embarrassing was that it was starting to turn me on. Not at first. But as I calmed down and resigned myself to my fate as it were, the stream of hot urine, or the idea of what was being done to me, began to turn me on. I didn't let on though. If he had realized it I would have been even more embarrassed.

The stream finally began to diminish and then I felt the head of his cock pressing against my lips. I groaned in fear as I relaxed my jaw and he forced his cock into my mouth. As soon as his cock entered my mouth the thing that I feared occurred. The last few small streams of hot piss shot out of his cock and into my mouth.

I finally managed to pull my head free and I doubled over and gagged and choked and spit out the vile liquid. I fought to keep from throwing up and finally managed to get my stomach under control.

Terrill watched me for a minute as I struggled to control my stomach and then I felt the hot water from the shower wash over me and I turned my face up and let it wash the piss out of my eyes and off of my face. I finally struggled to my feet and I leaned back against the glass and forced myself to stop crying and to relax.

Terrill only gave me a minute or two to compose myself before he pulled me close and put his soapy arms around me and began to use my body wash to soap my body up and slide his hands over me. As he washed me he said, "You are going to have to stop being so sensitive teach. Sex is supposed to be dirty. The nastier it is and the more it hurts the better it is. You like it that way too, I can tell. You just have to realize that you aren't really the prim little bitch you always thought you were. Once you realize what a slut you are you'll be a lot happier."

I knew he was wrong. I wasn't that way at all. Well, maybe a little, but not the way he meant. Not to the degree he wanted to take me. I didn't bother to try to argue with him though. It isn't like it mattered what I thought about all of this.

After he was finished washing me I did the same for him, just like I had done for Nathan earlier. It wasn't the same though. I guess because I had feelings for Nathan. I don't think I liked Terrill very much.

After we dried off I brushed my teeth and got the bad taste out of my mouth. Then I went out into the bedroom. Nathan was dressed and Terrill had gone out to the living room to put his clothes on too.

Nathan handed me a slip and told me to put it on. It was a short, white, lacy slip that I wore under my clothes when I was wearing a thin blouse or a short dress. It only came down a couple of inches below my crotch and the last couple of inches were a lace pattern that matched the lace that covered my breasts. It was a very pretty, very sexy garment and it was one of my favorites. When I wore it though, I always wore it with a bra under it and a dress or a skirt and blouse over it.

When I had it on Nathan smiled and said, "Very hot! I like it."

Then he pointed down at the high heels he had selected for me and told me to put them on.

I said, "I need to get dressed first Nathan."

He smiled and said, "Silly bitch! You are dressed. Put the shoes on and do what you're told."

I looked down at my breasts. You didn't have to look all that hard to see my nipples. I glanced down and saw that it didn't take any effort to be able to make out what remained of my bright red patch of pubic hair either.

I looked back at Nathan with a look of horror on my face. He expected me to leave the house like this!

I shook my head and backed away from him. As I backed away I said, "Oh no Nathan. I can't, I can't go out like this. I just can't!"

Nathan didn't move and his expression never changed. He spoke in a calm but firm voice. "You are new at this so I am going to give you a warning. I don't usually do that so you know I have feelings for you bitch. From now on you dress the way I tell you to dress. You do what I tell you to do. You don't have to like it. In fact it amuses me when you are doing things that you don't like to do. But you don't ever refuse to do anything that I tell you to do. There are consequences for refusing, or even just hesitating long enough to piss me off. Now put the damned shoes on bitch. Don't make me tell you again."

This entire day since Nathan had arrived had been one mad roller coaster ride. I had done things, and allowed him to do things that were totally out of character and to be honest I had enjoyed it. Or at least I had enjoyed a lot of it. It had been the most exciting few hours of my life. But it was an aberration.

I was starting to come to my senses now and I said, "Nathan, I care for you. That is why I have spent so much time trying to help you. But I never should have done the things we did today. I was weak and I'm sorry if I led you on or gave you the wrong impression. It was a huge mistake and I'm sorry. But it has to end now. You have to leave now. I should never have invited you into my home. It was a mistake. Please, take Terrill and go now. I would appreciate it if neither of you mentioned this again. Please go, now."

Nathan merely smiled and took a couple of steps towards me. He put his finger under my chin and lifted my face up until our eyes met. In a quiet voice he said, "For an intelligent woman you can be such a dumb cunt. I just gave you a warning and in the next breath you refuse me. Now I am going to have to punish you."

I shook my head and tried to step back away from him again but he grabbed a handful of my hair and held me close and continued speaking. "You are going to have to accept that your life just changed drastically. Take a minute to think about that movie out there in the camera. The one we watched this morning that shows you seducing a minor and spending a couple of hours having sex with a sixteen year old in your living room while your husband is out of town. Think about it bitch. What happens when someone shows that to the principal and the members of the school board?"

I was crying softly now but I continued to stare into Nathan's eyes and let him paint a horrible picture of my future if I didn't obey him.

Nathan continued, "First you get arrested. Next you get fired. Your husband will kick you out of the house so fast you will be lucky if he gives you time to pack your clothes. So now you are homeless and unemployed and unemployable."

"But it doesn't end there, does it bitch? What happens when daddy runs for re-election? That movie starts going around again and questions about your old man's sex offender daughter come out. You know what a lot of people are going to wonder? They are going to wonder if daddy was a child molester. How else would his daughter become one?"

"I'd say that your daddy's career was pretty much over. I suppose you will have to go and live with your parents and try to find a job somewhere. But you know what your mother is going to be wondering? The same thing everyone else is. Did daddy fuck his little girl?"

"I imagine your father-in-law will be able to avoid most of the bad publicity. After all, by the time he runs for Governor his son will have divorced your ass and he will try to ignore any references to his daughter-in-law the child molester. It probably wouldn't have much impact on his chances. At least, it won't unless it's a close race."

"But that isn't the end of it bitch. Those pictures will be floating around on the internet for the rest of your life. Pictures of you making love to a teenage black boy, pictures of you sucking my cock and fucking me, they will haunt you for the rest of your life. A lot of people get off on that kind of thing you know. Those pictures will be famous. Everyone that knows you will download them out of curiosity. Before long, everyone that sees you will have seen you naked. Not just naked either, naked and sucking my big black cock."

I collapsed to the floor and covered my face and cried hysterically. The enormity of my lack of judgment wasn't just washing over me. It was being used to club me into submission.

I don't know how long I lay there on the floor crying. I am not normally a person that does a lot of crying. I had probably cried more today than I had all the rest of my life. I guess I wasn't down there for all that long because Nathan would have gotten tired of it before long.

He never said a word though. He sat down on the foot of my bed and waited for me to stop crying and calm down. When I finally wiped my eyes and sat up he tossed me a couple of tissues and asked, "Have you got that out of your system now? I'm only going to put up with just so much of that shit bitch."

The word bitch was really starting to grate on me. The first time he had called me a bitch it had been kind of exciting in a kinky sort of way. Now it was just a slap in the face each time he used it.

After I dried my eyes and blew my nose he reached down and pulled me to my feet. He looked at me and said, "Go fix your face. You look like shit. When you are done, come back out here and put your shoes on. Don't take a lot of time, I'm getting hungry."

I went back into my bathroom and washed my face in cold water. Except for a little lipstick I don't wear makeup. I just brushed my hair and once my color started to return to normal I looked alright.

I went back out and slipped my shoes on. I looked at myself in the mirror on my closet door and I could not believe that I was actually going to leave the house like this. I looked like a prostitute! Come to think of it, I felt like a prostitute.

When I was ready Nathan stood up and I followed him out to the living room. Terrill was out there watching the recording he had made of me and Nathan and when he saw us coming out he said to Nathan, "I thought I might be able to film some close-ups and splice them in but I think it would be easier to just re-shoot the whole thing. It would be best to use two close-up cameras though. We could get Doc to operate one of them. What do you think?"