Chapter 1

The months that followed that night of incestuous and out of wedlock sex at my brother-in-law Mike's house were quite difficult for me as I constantly reminisced about everything that had happened. When Rick and I had sex it was great as usual but for some reason I felt something wasn't there, something I couldn't put a finger on. I began to think that I unconsciously felt guilty by my infidelity or worse, Rick somehow knew what had happened, but if so, why would he still be so willing to engage in sex as if nothing had ever happened, or was it I desired to be with Mike again. I prayed the latter was not the case.

It wasn't until our annual Fourth of July party, which was also the day we celebrated Jessica's birthday, that Rick and I had hosted for years that I was able to get a fix on what was flowing through me. Mike, as usual, would tease me about sneaking over to his house for sex when my sister Megan was out of town, but his offer didn't leave me with a demanding desire to have sex with him. I enjoyed what happened that night, but I knew getting in bed with him again was very remote at best, but his teasing was titillating, so I figured I would tease him a bit also.

I had a simple bathing suit under my shirt and shorts, but I figured the skimpy yellow bikini I wore when sun bathing while alone would work a little better, especially when in the pool, so I went inside to change.

The first thing I noticed when I walked into the bedroom was the bathroom light on, and the door partially shut and thought that I or Rick had left it on and went to shut it off. When I pushed open the door I saw Jessica sitting on the edge of the tub shaving the edge of her pussy that showed with her bikini on. Suddenly the visions of that night I first saw her shaved cunt came rushing back and I felt the heat build inside of me. I stood there a few moments without saying a word, just starting. Jessica must have thought I was upset she was using our bathroom and started to apologize.

"Sorry mom, but the bathroom in the hall was taken. I'll be done in a second. I had to do a little trim job here."

As I exited the bathroom I could feel my legs shaking and had to take a seat on the edge of the bed to calm down my emotions. I couldn't believe that seeing Jessica's pussy had such an effect on me, but it did and I was having trouble dealing with it.

Neither Jessica nor I had talked about that night, and I had thought I had put it all behind me as something that just happened in a life threatening crises that made people do things they normally wouldn't, but at that moment I wasn't sure.

The memory of me doing those perverted things with my daughter weren't disgusting me at the moment, as it should have, no, instead I began to fantasize seeing her between my legs pleasing me once again as only another woman can.

When Jessica finally came from the bathroom, I admired her young tight teen body as she passed by me. I went into the bathroom and splashed cold water on my face and stared into the mirror in an attempt to wash away the thoughts that had just invaded my entire being.

Since Jessica was now three days into her eighteenth year, we allowed her to have some wine to celebrate the occasion and by the end of the day she was a bit more than tipsy, as was Rick.

Mike and Megan had left, and it was just Rick, Jessica, her boyfriend Jeff and I sitting on the patio enjoying the warm evening. Rick had just finished off yet another beer and was attempting to go inside to use the bathroom but I could see he wasn't going to make it without help.

After I got him into the bathroom and he relieved himself, I knew he was done for the evening and led him to the bed, where he plopped on the bed and passed out. I returned to the patio and chatted a bit with Jeff, and he too soon called it a night and headed home.

I held Jessica's arm as she staggered a bit making it to her bedroom and helped her remove the damp bathing suit she was wearing. I eased her onto the bed and pulled a t-shirt and panties from her drawer and was about to attempt to put them on her when she began to mumble.

"Oh that feels good Jeff, do is some more."

It dawned on me that when I came back outside she and Jeff were in an embrace, and he must have been caressing her in some way, and my brush against her breast when I removed her top made her think it Jeff, not I who had just touched her.

My hands were trembling as I reached out and softly caressed her firm breasts, and her reaction urged me on.

"Mmm. That feels wonderful, don't stop."

Now with both hands, I began to tease her hardened nipples a bit before I leaned down and replaced my hands with my mouth. I bit gently on each nipple and slid my hand over her near hairless pussy. Even in her semi-conscious state, she was becoming aroused by my touch and instinctively parted her legs to allow me full access to her dripping cunt.

I knew I should stop this insane behavior before she realized it was I, not Jeff who was pleasing her, but her next words drove me to yet another disgusting act.

"Eat me lover, make me cum."

The desire to once again taste her sweet juices outweighed the consequence of her waking and finding her mother ravishing her drove me to another perverted act. I moved between her legs and pushed them apart and placed my mouth over her love canal and began to savor the intoxication and addictive juices that were deep in her warm cunt.

Her hips started to rise up and push her cunt against my invading tongue as her juices began to flow freely. Without fear of having her awake, I attacked her hard clit while fingered her pussy, as well my own, trying desperately to bring us both to orgasm.

Suddenly I felt Jessica attempt to sit up, but my assault continued even as she spoke.

"Oh my god mother what are doing?"

For some reason the fact that she now knew it was I that was enjoying her dripping cunt brought me to a state of excitement that was beyond anything I had ever experienced, and I increased my efforts to make her cum.

"Oh yeah mother just like that, oh that feels so good. Make me cum mom, oh yeah like that."

I was relieved that she wasn't repulsed by the perverted act I was performing on her, but instead was urging me on.

"Slow down mom I don't want to cum yet. Turn around and let me do you too."

I had no hesitation whatsoever and quickly shed the bottom of my suit and turned and placed my cunt to her mouth. We mutually sucked and licked each other until first her, then I exploded into orgasm.

When I finally was able to roll off of her, she quickly moved up and placed her lips to mine and pressed her tongue past my lips. Our passionate embraced kept the moment alive for a few more minutes until reality came to us both.

"Holy crap mom that was totally intense. I can't believe just how hard I came, it was fantastic, better than the last time."

I felt totally ashamed by what I had done, but her words told me that she was not angered in the least, which made me feel a little better, but sill felt quite uneasy by what I had done.

"Jessica, I don't know what came over me, I was just trying to get you in bed and for some reason I did what I did. I'm truly sorry and I feel horrible, and I promise this will never happen again. I hope you can forgive me."

"Forgive you for what? You made me cum like I have never before, and I certainly hope you're not serious about being the last time. I loved it, and I am pretty sure you did also. I like it when Jeff does it, but I love it when it is a girl because they know exactly what pleases another girl."

She then pulled me towards her and again placed her lips to mine while touching me in a way only a women could do, and soon we fell asleep in each other's arms.

I awoke to the sound of the early morning birds chirping in the trees and quick glance at the clock radio showed it was just past 4:00 a.m. and I eased from the bed and made my way to my bedroom.

Rick was scheduled to do a three-day trip that would take him to Indianapolis, Cincinnati and on to Louisville before coming home, and I was hopeful he wasn't too hung over to make the trip. As it turned out, he easily made it out of bed and into the shower with only one nudge.

Two hours later he was on the road, while I looked forward to another three days of vacation, doing absolutely nothing.

Jessica came bouncing into the kitchen around 9:00 a.m. cheerful as always looking for a nice warm breakfast. I stood at the stove quiet fixing her pancakes and sausage, wondering just how the events of last night would be broached, if at all.

I placed the plate in front of her and sat quietly sipping coffee and puffing on a smoke watching her eat. She noticed my silence and put down her fork and took a drink of her milk.

"So, how long is daddy going to be gone this time?"

"About three days, if he doesn't hit any bad weather."

"So do you want to do anything special while he's away?"

"I don't know, I actually planned on doing nothing, but you got anything special you would like to do?"

"Well, Ashley told me about this spa in town that has some new fancy procedure to remove the bikini line that supposed to last up to six months, and I figured I would try it. Ashley says it leave you soft and smooth like baby and I thought I would have it all removed. Want to come with?"

Since I hated the itching feeling when my bush started to grow back, I thought what the hell, why not.

Once at the spa, I felt like I was at the gynecologist office for an exam, lying back with my feet in those cold ass stirrups. I was more that a little surprised to find that it wasn't a woman that would to the procedure, but a man, and I felt a bit uneasy.

I felt something that was very cool at first, but quickly warmed us as he massaged the cream over my thin-cropped bush. For some reason having a man other than Rick touch me there sent little tremors through me, and each time he came in contact with my clit my legs jerked. As it turned out, the cream he was applying was just to soften the hair a bit, and had to be applied quite heavily and by the time he finished, I could feel the wetness forming in my cunt.

I felt totally embarrassed when he smiled at me, knowing that he knew I was a bit aroused. The rest of the time I tried to think of anything other than sex to help relax me, but that wasn't an easy thing to do with some strange man massaging me that way.

It took about a half an hour for him to complete the task at hand, and like a barber showing his customer a job well done, he held a mirror for me to inspect his work.

We were given a special gel to apply that would ease any discomfort we may experience and was promised there would be no need to think about shaving again, at least for six months.

All the way home I felt a tingling sensation, and wondered if this was the discomfort we would experience, if so, the gel certainly wasn't needed, there was no pain in the least.

As the first stoplight I turned to Jessica to see what I thought about the whole experience.

"Mom, I don't know how yours went, but I think that guy was trying to get me turned on. He kept running his thumb over my clit, and he came close to making me cum a few times."

"Yes, Jessica I think those guys do that on purpose hoping to get a little action, but if this works like they say it's a small price to pay. How do you feel, I tingle a bit, but no pain or soreness."

"Me neither. It feels sort of good actually."

By the time we reached the house, the tingling feeling turned to more like an itch that couldn't be satisfied. I thought that maybe I was having a reaction to whatever they used, and called the number on the card I was given.

I was relieved to hear what I was experiencing was exactly the discomfort that they said I would have, and the gel in the tube would take care of it. They also said that even though the gel was for external use, now harm would be realized if it got inside, and only feel the warming sensation the gel would put off.

By the time I got off the phone, Jessica also felt what I did, and I quickly assured that it was normal; at least that was what I was told.

"Come on Jess, let's go in my room and try the gel. I called the spa and they said this was a normal reaction and the gel will fix things."

We got to my bedroom and I quickly shed my shorts and panties and had Jessica do the same. I was about to squeeze some gel from the tube when Jessica snatched it from my hand.

"Let me put it on you mom."

Jessica put a liberal amount of the gel on her fingers and began to rub it in as the instructions said. Being the tease she is, she made sure her fingers did a small massage over my clit as well. Before she could finish, the gel began to warm up as I was told, but the sensation on my clit was unbelievable. When she finished, she handed me the tube and flopped onto the bed.

"O.K. mom, your turn to do me."

I smiled at what she said and gave her a tap on her clit.

"Do you before, or after I apply the gel?"

I applied the gel over both sides of her slit and massaged it in, and made sure I worked her clit over pretty good, as she did me, and for good measure I slipped a couple of gel coated finger deep inside of her.

When the gel started to warm in her pussy, she let out a groan and said her pussy was pulsating like she was having an orgasm. Not one to be left out of anything good, I took more gel from the tube and slid my fingers inside of my own pussy.

The sensation was so intense; I couldn't understand why they didn't sell this stuff to be used internally and began to massage my clit while the gel did wonderful things inside of my quivering cunt.

Getting close to orgasm, but not quite over the edge, I opened the night stand and pulled out one of the pink rubber cocks I used when Rick is out of town.

It only took a few moments of plunging it deep inside while I fingered my clit to bring me off, and hard. I began to squeal loudly and began shoving the dildo deeper and faster as I started to cum.

I lay there still as I came down from a very weird orgasm and could see Jessica staring at me.

"Gosh mom is that what you use when daddy is out of town, a fake cock?"

"Yes sweetie, if you can't have the real thing, this works pretty good. Want to try it?"

"No, I would rather have the real deal, and I bet you would too, if you're interested."

"Interested, how is that?"

"I can call Jeff, he has a nice cock, and I bet you would love it as much as I do."

"JEFF!!! I couldn't fuck Jeff, he's your boyfriend."

"Yeah, so what. I let him fuck other girls, besides, you fucked you sister's husband, and she didn't even know about it. At least with Jeff, you got my permission and besides, he thinks you're pretty sexy and I know he would be more than willing if given the chance, so how about it?"

"I really don't think I could do that Jessica."

"He should be home from work by now, I'll go call him and invite him over."

"Well you can call him if you want, but if there is any fucking going on, it'll between you two. I'll take a ride and visit Megan, and you two can fuck each other's brains out."

As it turned out Jessica asked Jeff over for a simple dinner of burgers and hot dogs on the grill, and said if I changed my mind to let her know, as if that was going to happen. Fucking Mike was one thing, it was unplanned and just happened, what Jessica was suggesting would be premeditate adultery, something I wasn't going to do, even though it sounded intriguing.

By the time the back doorbell rang, I was totally convinced that nothing was going to happen; at least anything that I would be involved with. I opened the door and saw Jeff quietly standing there and a weird feeling came over me as Jeff eyed me up and down. I wondered if Jessica said something to him other than inviting him for dinner. I had to swallow hard before I spoke.