Chapter 9

They left the next day for a seven month world tour. Their first stop, Europe where Lynn was overwhelmed with the history, architecture and people. She was surprised to learn that Denise was fluent in four languages and could read three more. With such an experienced travel guide, Lynn was finally living her dream, seeing the world with her husband, lover and mistress.

They made passionate love each night, Denise bathing Lynn's womb with semen. When her period arrived on schedule three weeks later, Lynn didn't really attach too much importance to it. After all, she had only been off the pill a short time and the pill's effects took a while to dissipate. When another month rolled by and she still was not pregnant, Lynn was disappointed but determined, not only offering herself to her husband at night, but at every opportunity during the day as well. Her third period arrived and Lynn could not hide her disappointment.

"Maybe we're trying too hard," suggested Denise. "let's just relax, enjoy our tour and let things happen naturally."

"But my clock is ticking Denise. I'll soon be forty!"

"Which means simply that I'll now be married to the most beautiful and sexy forty year old in the world."

Lynn smiled. "You do love me, don't you?"

"More than you will ever know," responded the blonde, "now spread your legs. I want some tight Black pussy."

When the fourth month passed and Lynn still had not conceived, she began to despair even though Denise reassured her it was much too early to "panic". Asia was mysterious and thrilling, but there remained at the back of Lynn's mind the unrelenting desire to conceive. She began propping up her legs after Denise had filled her womb to allow her husband's seed to flow deeper within her. She consulted several books on fertility and charted her most productive days, encouraging Denise to take her especially often during those times. And still, after the fifth month, Lynn was barren.

Lynn continued to be awe struck with the wonders of a world she hardly knew existed. A visit to Australia was exhilarating while the South Seas islands were both breathtaking and relaxing as they spent as many days sunning on the beautiful beaches as they did sightseeing.

And each night they spent making love, Lynn now from a growing sense of desperation. Denise tried to console her, but Lynn was beginning to become despondent.

Their first argument came in Rio, the last stop on their tour. Lynn had taken no interest in a shopping spree with Denise who, in turn, had suggested some sight seeing and a romantic dinner, but again Lynn could muster little interest.

"Look Lynn, we'll keep trying. I know how much this baby means to you... to us both."

"I'm sorry, It's just that these things, this round the world trip, as wonderful as it has been, just doesn't seem all that important any more."

"Oh? And how about us Lynn, are we important any more?"

"I didn't mean..."

"Perhaps you did. What if we find we can't have children Lynn, what then?"

"I... I..."

"Your indecision is answer enough. Perhaps you'd better take some time to think about what you really want Lynn."

"I do love you Denise, it's just that..."

"That what? That you won't love me as much if we can't have children?"

"No... but you can't know how much I want to have your child."

"What you need to decide is how much you want me!" said Denise, grabbing her purse. "I'm going shopping."

With that she turned and was out the door.

Lynn, despondent and a bit miffed at Denise who she felt didn't understand, sat in the hotel room staring out the window. She suddenly realized that over a year ago, as a bored housewife, she had sat staring out a window wishing for what she then considered a mere fantasy. Yet, she had met Peter at the planetarium, he had seduced her and her life had been turned upside down -- all for the better, she thought, especially since meeting and falling in love with Denise. Yet Gary, her then husband, as unimaginative in bed as he was, did give her a child.

She looked down at her bare midriff, longing to see it swell. Her life with Denise, as erotic and wonderful as it was, was simply not complete. A child would make everything perfect. How she wanted to, one final time, bear a child and bring her life to total fulfillment.

The ring of the phone startled her.

"Hello."

"Lynn?" came the voice from the other end.

There was instant recognition of the voice she had not heard in almost a year.

"Peter?"

"Yes, I want to see you."

Her heart fluttered.