Chapter 4

After Jan's death life just didn't seem the same. The kids came home for the funeral and Sue and Guy stayed over longer, to be with their father. I remember the great times we all had together when the kids where home and really missed them. They were both young adults at this point, Sue being 24, Guy 23. Nick and I both appreciated them staying longer to help with the change of Jan not being around. The time came, when they both had to leave and it was just Nick and I.

Nick looked at me and said, "You know you can leave anytime you want". I said "I didn't want to and that I loved him". He smiled "Yes Jan was correct you were perfect for us". He stated that since I came into their life's, neither of them had any wanting to find anyone else.

He then got serious, you know we can't have any kids and you should have a family of your own. I said, "no that he was my family, his kids were my family". He understood, but said that because he was so much older, that he, more then likely will be dead before me, 22 years separated us, or his age will show and he wouldn't be able to keep up with me. I told him that didn't matter, "I love you, for better or worse." "I know" he said, "I never had doubted your love, but Hun, just think about it and whatever decision you come up with Ill understand". I turned to him and said if this is so important to you that I have children, let's have your vasectomy reversed and see what happens. He smiled and said, "Ok, he would do that for me".

Two years past and even though we had sex just about every evening, I never got pregnant. He had his sperm amount checked numerous times and the Doctors said it was low, but he still should be able to get me pregnant.

One day he approached me and said "Hun, you should have children and a family". I told him again it didn't matter and it was him I loved. Then he said, "Nicole I want you to listen to this and let me know what you think". He told me that he was talking with his Father, about us and not having children, when his Father says, why don't you use Jack's sperm to get her pregnant. Jack is Nick's Brother. He looked at me and asked what I thought about that.

He then said, "It would be almost the same, as having a child with him being the same bloodline. Jack was 10 years younger then Nick and a good-looking man. Jack had two boys from a previous marriage and they both were great looking kids, so I looked at him and said that is fine, if Jack is willing to do it. Nick asked Jack and he said he would do it. I kind of knew Jack would, because I always felt he had a thing for me, but because I was his brother's girl he never made an advance towards me but always made sly remarks letting me know his feelings.

This went on for two years getting Jack's sperm to a Doctor and the doctor inserted the sperm into me when they thought I was fertile. Jack also would give Nick sperm and Nick would insert it with a turkey syringe. Nothing happen, and I was getting discouraged.

Nick could see this and then he asked me the ultimate question. He stated that we both agree that Jack would be the primary candidate to get me pregnant, that his blood stream and gene's were the closes to his, and if I would agree to have intercourse with him to get me pregnant, if Jack agreed to do this. I was startled, but truthfully it kind of sent a sense of excitement through me.

I asked, "Were would we do this", Nick said, "Here of course." I told him that I didn't think Jack would go along with that, being that they were brothers. Nick said, "He didn't know, but did know through Jacks action that he would like to fuck me. I had to agree with him, but told him that even though I liked Jack, he would have to understand this was for getting me pregnant and then it would be over, and if we wanted another child then he would do it again if he wanted to.

Knowing Nick I asked if he already approached Jack about this and he stated, "No, because he didn't know how to go about it and was afraid Jack would miss interpreted what we wanted." I said, "What if we invited Jack over to the house for dinner and the both of us approach him in regards to this matter". Nick agreed and the stage was set.

Nick invited his brother over for dinner one Saturday evening; we had a few drinks, small chat and kidded around about his sperm not being good for me. Then Nick said maybe were going about this the wrong way, Jack looked at him and said what's wrong with it, many women get pregnant with insemination. Then Jack said the only other way is for me to fuck Nicole and he understood why we couldn't do that.

Nick looked at me and then stated, "Why not Jack". Jack looked at me and then to Nick, are you serious. I said, "Yes Jack, Nick and I discussed it and we felt that this would be the best way through natural means and like before, because your brothers and genes are closer, you're the only one that I would agree to do this with. Jack also, we understand what were asking of you, to sacrifice your time. Nick and I felt that this has to be normal as possible, meaning its not going to be stick it in, get off, then wait for the next time. We will be having hot passionate sex just like Nick and I have. It is felt that you and I have to be relax and do this in the normal way people have sex.

He didn't know what to say. He stated, "When would we do this, I live 90 miles from you guys, you coming to my house every night". Nick said, "No, you can move in with us until she gets pregnant".

Jack didn't work; he had plenty of money to support himself. Jack was shaking his head, saying "I don't know Nick, you're my brother, and that's nothing against you Nicole. You're a beautiful woman any man would love to be in bed with you, but he is my brother". I looked up at him and stated I understood, but because he is your brother your being asked to help your brother out, we tried every means to get me pregnant and nothing has happen. Nick wants me to have children, because he feels I should have a family like normal people. I do want a child, but I won't leave your brother or go to someone else to get pregnant. We would accept your answer as being No, and if he would continue furnishing sperm.

He then looked at both of us and said, "Guys you know I would do anything for you, gees Nick you were always there for me, but you're my brother. Nick looked at him and then said loudly, "Jack it's going to be just SEX, like with any of the girls you pick up, but this time you are going to get someone pregnant!!!

Jack looked at Nick and then me, "When do you want to start". I said, "Tonight". Nick turned and looked at me, "yes tonight". Jack just stared, ok Ill do it. I looked at Jack and then stated, remember Jack this is just sex, when I get pregnant it will be all over with, so if you start getting feelings for me please state them, cause I will stop it right there and then. I am not going to lead you on; I love your brother only and will never leave him for you or anyone. He stated he understood.

I got up and went over to Jack, even though I was nervous, grab his hand and he followed me like a puppy dog. We went into our bedroom and if I knew Nick he would be watching it all on close circuit TV. I told Jack to relax and if he wanted we could take a shower and get to know each other's body. He said, "That would be nice" and slowly undresses as I did. My cloths came off first for I only had a blouse and skirt on with no panties. It has been many years since I have worn panties, especially when I was wearing a skirt. Jack looked at my naked body and said, "God your beautiful" I thank him and said come on lets take a shower. He still had his shirt and underwear on and seems embarrassed to take them off. I walked up to him and said here let Sis help you out. Sis is what he called me, short for meaning sister-in-law. I unbutton his shirt and then put my hands on his jockey short and lean over to bring them down, his cock was rock hard and jumped out at me and it was beautiful, I licked the tip and then got up and gave him a kiss. Grab his hand again, led him to the master bathroom, where I turned on the water and we both stepped into the shower.

He was still nervous, I told him to hand me the soap, which he did, I lather it up in my hands and then proceeded to wash his back, butt and worked it down the crack of his ass, his body was perfect just like Nick's and I really felt that I knew this body, because it was so close to what Nick's looked like. I turned him around and then started to wash his face, chest and then to his cock. My hands were full of lather and I grab his hard cock and started to stroke it slowly and then reach under to his balls and continue to wash it.

I was on my knees and really wanted to start sucking on his cock, but felt I needed that cum in my pussy at this moment and not down my throat. Jack was starting to respond to my touches and actually put his hands on my head and tried to push it to his cock, I looked up at him, said, "Not this time Hun, we need to fuck and get this sperm in me". He looked down, said, "Yes your right, I am sorry, except your turning me on and you know how much I have wanted you over the years". I just smiled and sucked the tip of his cock in my mouth, then with drew and gave his cock a kiss, looked up, said, "In time Hun". I then got up and said, "Wash me please".