Chapter 2

Developing love!

For the next year, Christi and I saw each other almost everyday spending most of our time at friends and her house. Over time, our love grew to the point she would call me or I her every evening and we would talk until everyone had gone to bed and hours past that. I would slip out my bedroom window and we would meet at her house as she would sneak out of her window also and we would lie in her back yard beneath a hammock with a blanket she would bring. Things never went to far, mostly innocent kissing, a little touching but not much more. To keep up appearances and because I loved flirting with other girls, I would continue to talk with them because I felt it was second nature and loved tinkering with their feelings as though it were a hobby of mine. However, Christi was all I wanted.

My First Time!

I was near sixteen and sex was beginning to consume my thoughts and I began thinking of ways to convince her to have sex with me without losing her. It was late summer on a Friday night we were on the telephone having talked that week about her parents going out of town for the weekend.

"Are you coming over in the morning? My parents will be out of town until Sunday evening." she asked.

"Yes, I will be over in the morning."

"They are leaving early and ask me again if I wanted to go, but I told them no. Will you call me after eight o'clock, they should be gone by then," she asked.

"OK, but I hope I can get up that early."

"Do you want me to call you?" she asked.

"Yes, by the time we get off the phone it will be three or four o'clock and I will have a hard time getting up."

"OK, I'll call you."

During the time we were talking, I felt my heart beating faster and my adrenaline was flowing as my thoughts were of having sex with her the following day. We had dated for a year and I had never made love to her because I was always too shy or too afraid to try but the last couple of weeks I had been trying to get up the nerve to make an advance toward her.

I knew she loved me, but the question was "how much". I knew that tomorrow being alone with her I would have no excuses, nevertheless, I did not know how to go about it. I might not be able to sleep at all now. I was very naive about going all the way with a girl but I knew one thing, I loved her, and I did not want to take any chances on turning her away so how do I go about it, what do I say, how can I know if she would let me do anything?

The next couple of hours we talked a lot about everything, and even listened to each other breathe for periods at a time.

"Well, I'll see you in a few hours, we had better get a couple of hours sleep." I stated.

"I love you."

"I love you too, good night!" I said and we hung up. It was three, o'clock in the morning and I lay there for another hour thinking about it before I finally fell asleep.

I awakened to mom shouting upstairs at me that twiggy (that is what mom called her) was on the telephone. I put my pants on and ran downstairs to the telephone.

"My parents are gone, are you coming?" She asked.

"Let me take a quick shower and I'll be over." I told her as we hung up. It was eight, o'clock in the morning and I knew I had to hurry and get out of the house because Dad always made us clean the house on Saturday mornings. Dad was up but he was in the bathroom and mom was making her bed so I ran up to the bathroom, took a quick shower, dressed in record time, hurried down the stairs and out the back door, "quietly".

I began running and sweating a little so I slowed down to a fast walk all the while thinking how I was going to do it. Today might be the big day, on the other hand, would I chicken out? It was about a mile to her house and I took the shortest route. When I reached her house, she was at the back door waiting for me, opening the door and letting me in.

" Hi." We said and I kissed her. She responded with a longer than usual kiss.

We went into the kitchen and sat next to each other at the table playing around, kissing, hugging and joking about silly things then she went to the refrigerator to get us a coke. I could feel my blood starting to flow and my heart pounding heavier as she walked to the sink and stood with her back to me. If she only knew what was on my mind at this moment, I wanted to go over, grab her and do it on the floor in front of the sink. I could not make myself move, I was stuck in the chair and I was chicken! The more I thought about it, the worse it became knowing if she was to look at me, she could see my face was flush. I tried thinking of something else, but it was useless. She came over to the table and handed me a coke.

"I'll be back in a minute." She said, as she walked to the bathroom.

After waiting a minute, I got up, walked down the hall and stood near the door of her bedroom and I waited for her. The door to her bedroom offset a few feet from the bathroom door so if I lost my nerve, I could just say I needed to use the bathroom. As she came out the door and as we looked at each other, she almost walked by me but I reached out to her hand and pulled her toward me and draped my arms over her shoulders with my fingers locked. As we were standing halfway in her bedroom door with her back resting on the doorframe, I leaned forward and kissed her for a short time.

The blood was rushing through my body knowing if she could see inside me, she would see a scared little boy with his guts all knotted up inside. Staring into each other's eyes, I moved my hands down to the top button of her blouse and began undoing it. We continued staring as I moved my hands down her blouse, she saying nothing as I unbuttoned them one at a time. At this moment, I was breathing heavily and felt the blood pumping throughout my body knowing she would not resist and then feeling the world fall from my shoulders.

After the last button, I reached up to open her blouse and pulled it slightly over her shoulders glancing down quickly and then back into her eyes. She was wearing a bra as I placed my palms on each of her breast for a moment, then moving around her body to unfasten it fumbling a few seconds finally unhooking it.

My adrenaline was pumping so hard I could feel the blood pumping in my inner ear. Looking at her, I could see an almost scared or shy look in her eyes, however, she did not move as I put my thumbs under her bra and pulled it above her breast. I looked at them thinking they were the most beautiful things I had ever seen, in person, perfectly round, not small, but not large.

I put my lips to hers then slid them around her face, working my way to her ear wetting her face as I moved. She began squirming and I knew she liked what I was doing to her and at that moment, I realized my fear had gone. I had dreamed many times of all the things I would do with her. All I had to go by were illustrations I had read or seen in books and magazines with no personal experience.

I began moving my mouth down her neck with the end of my tongue touching her skin. Slowly, I moved down to her breast. With my mouth over her left nipple, I knelt down on one knee to relieve the strain on my body she being only five- six, which that was almost perfect. I moved my mouth with my tongue dragging along to her belly reaching her navel and putting my tongue around and in it. She was breathing heavily and squirming. I hoped what I was doing was arousing her having had no experience at this learning by each move I made.

I arose to put my arms under her back and knees picking her up to carry and lay her on the center of the bed. With her arms around my neck holding on and squeezing I said jokingly.

"You're going to choke me." She loosened her arms and looked up in my eyes, and said.

"I love you so much, I want you to love me as much as I love you." I could not think of romantic words to say.

"You are all I can think about." I replied.

After kissing a few minutes, I began removing her blouse and bra, then reaching down unsnapping her shorts and sliding them off along with her panties as she helped. She lay on her back with the front of my body touching hers and our mouths together with my hand moving up and down her body touching everything within reach. I never knew a woman's whole body was so soft and smooth having never done this before and it felt pure and clean.

I arose off the bed to remove my clothes while looking down at her nude body and began with my shirt. That did not bother me; it was removing my pants that caused me to be a little embarrassed. Not wanting to appear naive, I continued removing them in front of her pulling them down past my erection that had grown so stiff I could feel it pulsating. As I did it slammed up into my stomach making a thumping noise causing me to blush but I was looking into her eyes as she watched it. I could see she was being turned on and in turn, my adrenaline was at its peak as my face felt flush. I directed my eyes between her legs as I leaned over putting my hands on each of her knees softly caressing them, tugging slightly outward causing her to react by spreading them. Surprisingly, as I looked at her moist spot the terms Inner labia and outer labia came to mind, which I had read, recently in a medical journal I had picked up which had a drawing of this area of a woman's body describing in detail each spot. I remember the article vividly having to relieve myself in the bathroom after having read it. (The inner labia being the inner lips and the outer labia meaning the outer lips.) Even the thought of that article added to my pleasure.

Looking over her body knowing it was something I had never seen in person, I had only dreamed of what was next, being an exciting feeling and loving every second. Without thinking further, my mouth moved down to the soft skin inside her knee, my tongue slightly touching her skin. My nose almost touching, smelling the light fragrance of roses on her skin, her leg slightly jerking as I softly kissed up her thigh and moving my wet tongue upwards. My eyes glancing, seeing something they had never envisioned up close. Without hesitation my tongue moved in the channel of her cunt searching and studying the inside of it with my tongue and hearing her moaning causing my excitement to be even greater. I began thrusting my tongue deeper into her causing her to pour more of her juices on my tongue and into my mouth, until it ran out and dripped off my chin.

To my surprise, my enjoyment was even greater than I had imagined. I felt I could do this all day but I never realized that over a period of time, my tongue would become so sore and the skin underneath my tongue would get cut from rubbing over my teeth. I was forced to stop. However, I did not mention this fact to her for fear it would interfere with our pleasure. I instinctively moved my mouth upward to her pubic bone and passionately kissed her all around in this tender region working my way to her navel, my tongue finding it and circling within it leaving a trail of moistness. Eventually, my mouth moving up to the lower part of her breast, slightly sucking the area all around it, both hands clasping one of them and feeling the softness in my hands. My mouth moved to her nipple, lightly nibbling and then fully opened sucking in as much of the nipple and areolar as I could possibly inhale at once.

"Yes, suck it! That feels so good." She said as her nails dug into my shoulders. Her pleasure at what I was doing made me suck even harder, magnifying our pleasure.

"You can do this all day long." She whispered. However, my thoughts being different, my hands moved slowly down to her wet area cupping her mound and feeling an excess of moisture, which even caused the sheet beneath her to be cool and damp.

To this point, all I had imagined in my wildest dreams was inferior in comparison to the exhilaration of the emotion that overwhelmed every inch of my body. Having waited for this moment all my life, without hesitation, I positioned myself between her silky legs. My erection throbbing, feeling as though it was going to burst, found its way to that warm, wet channel easily sliding the head inward causing her to gasp.

"Wait, please go slow at first." She pleaded with an apprehensive tone in her voice. I obliged, slowly moving it in feeling her tightness as she took a deep breath, being subdued by the slight pain of my entry, not knowing if my intention was to thrust myself in, causing her severe pain.

"Slower, go slower." She said softly as I obeyed her inching my way in until finally she consumed my full length. Pulling slowly outward almost coming out of her, I pushed in at a faster pace and began moving in and out obtaining a rhythm of movement that pleased us both. I maintained this pace for a couple of minutes until she spoke up wanting more. "Do it harder." She said being more aggressive. Being excited by her tone I thrust myself even harder, she grunting as I felt myself against her cervix. "Oh shit! Come on, do it!" She said clasping my ass, pulling me in and out until I felt myself coming.

"Oh Fuck! Oh Shit! I shouted as I exploded in her. I put my wrist around her neck pulling us together as she wrapped her arms around me and her legs around my ass confirming her pleasure to me. We held that position for several moments until we fell limp feeling the moisture our bodies had created.

I had finally done it was my thought as I rolled over on my back breathing heavily.

"Are you OK?" She asked.

"Yes! I'll be all right as soon as I catch my breath." I lay there a few minutes and finally settled down catching my breath. Reaching over I pulled one end of the bedspread over us; our bodies had cooled from the sweat with the fan blowing. I had really done it; I was in heaven lying with the girl I loved finally performing my first act of manhood.

"I love you." She said.

"I love you too."

We lay quietly thinking until the next thing I knew I was awakening, looking at the clock on her nightstand and it was twelve forty five PM having slept over two hours. She was still lying asleep as my mind began wondering again looking at her lying still wanting to see her body. The spread remained covering her and I was afraid of looking under it thinking she might awaken and notice me staring, thinking I am some kind of pervert.

Putting my hand under the spread on her breast, sliding it back and forth between them, I squeezed each softly, and then sliding my hand down feeling her body. She awoke putting her arm around my neck, leaned to my face, and kissed me. Then we lay holding each other for the longest.

"Can I ask you a question?" I asked.

"You know you can ask me anything now!" She replied.

"Why do you think it took us so long to make love?" I asked knowing it was because of me, but wanting to know if she had thought about it before now.

"This is my first time and I really wanted us to do it for a long time but I was waiting on you to make the first move and I am glad you did."

"Mine too!" I said.

"Don't lie to me, I've heard stories of you with other girls!" she responded.

"I swear to you! This was my first time! Who told you those lies?" I asked.

"When you broke up with me one time for about a week, you were with another girl during that time and I heard rumors, some from people that you know." She answered. I thought for a moment, and said to her.

"I'm going to tell you the truth being I know this is my first time, so I do not have to lie. Of course, I wanted everyone to think I was doing it with this girl and probably lied and even spread a few rumors myself to make the guys think I was a big shot. However, I am telling you the truth, you are my first, I promise with all honesty, "you are the first."

"I believe you," she said putting her arms around my neck.

I began working my mind over her body quickly arousing myself. We kissed awhile, and as I probed her body with my hand, she put hers on me, feeling as if she were exploring me. I suppose girls have a curiosity about men's bodies, I thought. Maybe not the same as men, but they are curious just the same. I pulled the spread back, the weight of it causing me to be hot. She then rolled over on top of me with her legs on either side, while she arched forward kissing me.

"Do you want to know something?" She asked, as she buried her face on my neck.

"What?"

"I never expected anything like this."

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Well, Debbie told me about her and David doing it. She told me that all David does is do it and gets up and that is all guys want to do."

"What are you trying to say?" I asked.

"I loved everything you did to me and I wish it could be like this every time with us," she answered with a soft voice.

"I do too but my tongue is sore!" I said smiling, as I looked at her, then she raising her head up returned my smile.

"I'm sorry!"

"That's OK." I said rolling on my side, propping my head up looking into her eyes for several moments.

"I need to use the bathroom," she said.

"Me too!"

Being shy about her body, she hurried to the bathroom as to avoid me seeing her, which made me a little angry after what had just happened. When she returned, I had gotten the same impression that she was hurrying to avoid me seeing her. As she put one knee on the bed, I stopped her and I said.

"Don't be like that!"

"Like what?"

"Don't hide your body from me!"

"I'm not!"

"OK then, stand up." I demanded.

"What for?"

"Just stand up," I argued. She stood up in front of me as I looked her up and down a few seconds and at the same time we burst out laughing then she fell on me. We had a few moments of silliness then I said to her.

"I'm serious, you're not going to pull away when I look at you or try to touch you, are you?"

"No! Are you?" she asked.

"No!"

"I'll promise not to be that way if you'll promise," she stated.

"I promise too!" In my mind, I thought this is great! I am ahead on this deal because I already loved looking at her.

I went and used the bathroom and while in there I began thinking of her causing me to get another erection. I was surprised that so soon after I felt the urge just as strong as before. Not wanting to walk back into the room with a hard on I tried thinking of something other than her hoping it would go down but to no avail. I tried splashing cold water on my face and even placing a cold wash towel on it but it remained erect. Knowing I would be embarrassed when returning, there was nothing to do but hope she had her eyes in another direction. I returned to the room noticing she was looking directly at it. She smiled and asked.

"What were you doing in there?"

"Quit laughing! I can't help it. I can't get the thought of you out of my head." I said trying to explain it away with a smile on my face.

Almost instinctively we began touching and probing each other as she moved on top of me while kissing me at the same time. She began rubbing herself on my stomach, putting me inside her as she moved up and down. I put my hands on her breast and pushed, sitting her upright as I fondled her all the while she made circular motions with her hips. We continued making noises in pleasure. I wanted it to last as long this time but she continued clashing her cunt on me and soon I felt that sensation approaching and knew the end was near.

"I'm going to come!" I said quickly to let her know.

"Ok! OK! She said as though she was in a daze, continuing to pound on me. I placed my hands on her hips helping her until every ounce of my body felt that wonderful sensation again. I shot juice in her for what felt like thirty seconds until I knew there was no more to give. Putting my arms around her back, I pulled her close to me holding on until I felt myself becoming limp.

Afterwards we lay silent a few minutes and I asked her if I could take a shower.

"Yes! I'm going to take one too," she replied. I got up and pulled her up as we stood with our bodies touching.

"That was more than I expected!" I said smiling.

Minutes later, we were in the shower and I was washing the sweat off my body and watching her wash.

"Will you wash my Back?" I asked while turning around. I had become aroused obtaining another hard on hiding it from her.

"OK." she replied. "But you broke your promise." I knew what she was thinking as I turned to look at her.

"I just didn't want you to think I was some kind of animal!"

"I understand." She said and began laughing.

"Do you see what you do to me?" I said and laughed with her.

When she finished washing my back I rinsed.

"It's my turn to wash yours!" I said. She had used a lathered washcloth to do my back but I lathered my hands to do hers then began rubbing my hands over her back and moving lower to the cheeks of her ass, rubbing around them and moving my hands toward her belly in a circular motion.

"I thought you were going to wash my back?" she asked.

"I'm going to, give me time," I said as we laughed.

"S u r e!" she said. I slid my hands up her stomach to her breast feeling them, then lathering my hands again and putting them back on her breast as I squeezed and enjoyed the feel of her nipples. She leaned back, putting her weight on me as I fondled her.

"That feels good!" she said.

"I know." I replied. We stood under the warm water a few minutes quietly enjoying the time together with only the sound of the water then I broke the silence.

"If you only knew what I've been through the last few weeks."

"What's that?"

" I have been trying to get up enough nerve to do this and it has been driving me crazy."

"Was it worth your frustrations?" She asked smiling as she cocked her eyes back at me.

"Yes!" I answered quickly kissing her on the cheek.

I wanted to make love in the shower but the water was turning cooler so I got out and dried then going into the bedroom to sort our clothes to get dressed. Minutes later she returned and began putting her panties on. We looked at each other to see what the next move would be.

"I'm hungry." I stated.

"I'll fix us something to eat." She replied as we dressed and went into the kitchen. I sat at the table as she went to the refrigerator opening the door at the same time asking me.