Chapter 3

When I heard the front door close I came out of the closet. I quickly striped off my clothes and got on the bed. Cindy immediately wrapped her arms around me and said, "Make love to me."

I very slowly and tenderly made love to Cindy. During the whole time I was making love to her she didn't say a word. The only sound she made was a whimpering sound as she had an orgasm. Then she went to sleep.

As I lay in bed waiting to fall asleep I though about all that had happened in the last few days. I had not only let Cindy have sex with another man, but I had told her to do it, and had loved eating her pussy afterward. Then I had watched as she had sex with another woman and found that to be thrilling beyond my expectations. I was excited about what this meant for our relationship. I began to think about all of the possibilities our new sex life would open up for us. Then I finally drifted off to sleep.

When I woke up in the morning I somehow already knew that things weren't going to work out as I had hoped. Cindy wasn't in bed so I got up and went down stairs and found Cindy sitting by herself in the living room with a cup of coffee. She didn't speak to me as I entered the room and I could sense from her body language that she didn't want to talk. I backed out of the room and left her alone.

Cindy was quiet all morning. She didn't speak to me until noon and then she only asked what I wanted for lunch. By dinner she seemed more relaxed but it was obvious that she didn't want to talk about what was bothering her.

Over the next few days things got nearly back to normal but Cindy didn't want to talk about what was bothering her. I thought about it a lot and came to the conclusion that the sex with Carol must have upset her. I guessed that she must have made it with Carol because she knew I would enjoy watching but afterward she regretted it and decided to just not discuss it all.

Over the next few months things seemed to be back to the way they were before all this started. Sex was good but not frequent and we were getting along fine but I still could sense that there was something bothering Cindy that wouldn't go away and I didn't know how to get her to talk about it.

Finally after four months I decided I had to do something. One evening after dinner I took Cindy into the living room and sat her down and said, "It's time we talked. I sense that something is wrong but I don't know what it is. I know something is eating at you but you won't talk to me. I think in time this will drive us apart unless we get things into the open and discuss them. So what is it that you haven't wanted to talk to me about?"

Cindy was quiet for a minute then said, "You're right. I guess it is about time we talked. I hoped that the problem would take care of itself, but it hasn't."

I started to say, "I think I know what's bothering you..." but Cindy cut me off.

"No. Don't say anything. Your guessing at what I am feeling will just make this harder."

I said, "Okay. You talk I'll listen."

Cindy said, "It started the night Carol was here. After she left and after you made love to me. I pretended to go to sleep but instead I lay awake thinking about everything that had happened."

I almost said something but decided to keep my mouth shut.

Cindy continued, "It all started with the affair I had with Bill. I was feeling very guilty about it and was determined to never do anything like that again. Then out of the blue you take me back to the place for dinner. I was so confused that night. When you explained that you new about my affair I was sure that you were going to leave me or worse, but instead you wanted me to have sex with Bill again. You wanted to spy on me under that table. Then you took me out the car and you went down on my pussy that was full of another man's cum.

"On the way home I was floating. I felt that I was forgiven for my affair and that you still loved me and I was very happy. Then you suggested that I invite Carol over and tell her the story so that you could watch hoping that she would masturbate while you watched. I really didn't want to do that but I pretended that it was a great idea. First of all I wasn't sure I wanted to tell her that you had spied on us under the table. I also was uncomfortable telling her what you did after Bill had sex with me. But it was something you obviously wanted and I was afraid that you might get mad if I didn't agree to do it."

I said, "I never would have made you do that if I knew you didn't want to."

Cindy said, "That isn't the point. The fact is that I did do it. I really didn't think that Carol would masturbate in front of my like that. I figured that when I put my hand in my pants, she would freak out and leave. But then things got strange. Carol didn't leave. Instead she seduced me. She got me top do something I would never have believed I would do. Make love to another woman. All of this disturbed me very much."

Cindy was quiet for a moment so I decided that it was my turn to talk. I said, "I'm sorry that I put you through all of this. I had no idea that these things would upset you so much. I guess that when I learned that you had no intention of repeating your affair that I should have let it go. Getting you to repeat the act with Bill so that I could watch was stupid. And asking you to set it up so I could spy on you and Carol is unforgivable. All I can do is say that I am sorry."

"George, you still do understand. That first time I had sex with Bill was very exciting for me. I enjoyed the sex. I enjoyed getting pick up by a stranger in a bar and letting him fuck me. The guilt came afterward when I thought about the fact that I had cheated on you, but that was also part of the excitement. I decided never to do anything like that again, not because I didn't like what I had done, but because I didn't want to chance hurting or losing you.