Chapter 1

During my final semester in college, my live-in girlfriend broke up with me. It hurt as we had been together for the past two years, in both classes and in love. Yes, our love was the lesbian kind of love, as neither of us had any interest in dating boys.

While my older sister Pam was aware of my lesbian lifestyle, she was even more on my side once I had leaned on her shoulders after this breakup. She allowed me to cry over the phone and gave me encouragement as to moving ahead after college with a job. She shared that working full time just might help me get over Sara, my most recent lover.

I say most recent lover since I had two previous lesbian girlfriends while still in Jr. High and High School. The first was Tammy back in 6th grade. Our school district separated Grade School from 1st to 5th grade and then Jr. High was from 6th to 9th grades with High School having the finally 10th through 12th grades. So I began my first lesbian affair while in 6th grade and it was quite interesting. Of course, I knew about my body as my breasts had just begun to grow. And I had begun to grow hair around my pussy. Of course, I had already started my periods so I was over that shock! By 10th grade, I met Kathy and fell in love with her during our swim practices. I thought her body was amazing once I saw her naked in the showers. She knew from my eye contact that I liked her body and show she came on to me. After a few dates, we got down to our serious lovemaking and both seemed to enjoy swapping between being a top and the bottom.

But once I got into college it was an entirely different ball game. Many girls were quite open about being lesbian. I quickly found the more manly lesbians had armpit hair and hairy legs both! Yes, they dressed more like men but that didn’t give them away as much as their body hair. I went more for the more girly girls as I was seen as a girly girl myself! I found I liked the girls that didn’t need to shout to the world that they were a lesbian.

Although I stopped all sports once I arrived at college, I was still able to identify my next girlfriend since she was my roommate too! Carol was just as girly-girl as I was but we both found ourselves quite comfortable being nude in our apartment. As it was just the two of us we started by heading to or leaving the shared shower naked. Then we started sharing the bathroom when one of us was peeing and the other was brushing their teeth or combing their hair.

But since we had to pay for our electricity, water and trash we soon choose to take our showers at the same time. Our reasoning was it would save on our water usage but I think we both were ready to just be in the shower together and even help each other wash our bodies. Quite quickly our helping one another turned into some passionate touching which lead us to our bedrooms. Neither of us cared which bedroom we would use for our lovemaking. And just a quickly we began sleeping together, again to save on the extra sheets to wash. I had fallen in love with Carol but sadly found out that she was just using me to help herself get through college.

Pam had contacted me asking me to come live with her so I could find some local work. My degree was in accounting so that would make finding that sort of job easy in any local. I agreed to her request and packed up my things and packed my car. I arrived at her house that following Saturday.

“Hi Susan, we are so glad you accepted our invitation to live here with us dear. We both hope you will be happy with your new accommodations and the businesses that are available to you for future employment.”

“Thanks, dear, I do feel it will be great being around you now that I am out of college. As I shared I am still getting over Carol but things seem to be going a little better each day.”

“What happened with your friend Carol, Susan?”

“Never mind my dear, this is a girl thing and you wouldn’t understand.”

Susan unpacked her clothing and settled into her room. That evening she enjoyed dinner with her sister and her brother-in-law Tom.

“Susan, I have a friend who runs an accounting firm here in town. He assures me that your application would be accepted and approved the same day. Would you like his phone number?”

“Sure thing Tom, that would be great. I promised Pam I would get a job once I settled in so I could pay you guys rent for my room and board. I don’t expect to live here for free.”

“Susan stop worrying about paying us rent sweetie. I promise you that neither of us is expecting any money from you for living with us. Now put that out of your mind and let’s get on with being happy that you are out of college and now able to move on with your life.”

“Thanks Pam, I love you both and so appreciate being able to live with you. And finding a job this quick will be wonderful. I have run out of my savings, so it is time to see money moving back into that account!”

Later that evening Tom had headed off to bed and Susan and her sister sat in the living room drinking some wine and chatting.

“Susan, let’s forget about Carol. She was a bitch that just used you for sex and that was wrong. Not all women are like that dear. I have several friends that are lesbians and they are in loving relationships. I hear them speak so lovingly about their girlfriends.”

“Thanks Pam. I understand that Carol wasn’t a good example of other lesbians. I know for myself I would never hurt the woman I was with no matter what! I did love her and that is why this separation still pains me so much. I am trying to move past it but it still hurts so much. Please help me while I move on. I am just asking for more time.”