This event happened a few years ago when I met a woman I had contact with over the internet. The incident is the second and last time I met the woman and marks a low point in my life at the time.

I had been working away from home for several years, home at the weekend away again on the Sunday evening. I was a married guy with kids and what occurred with this woman does not fill me with a great deal of pride, in fact I regret the experience, although it was erotic but in a very cold way.

My eye had been wandering and I was positively looking for extra marital sex, there is no point in disguising the fact, I was looking to get laid and in the parlance of the time, with no strings attached.

I had spoken to, let’s call her Ann because I can’t remember her name, a few times, the discussions were, for my part, designed to revolve around sex. I also believe she was only looking for sex and not a long term relationship that you might expect. I suppose my perception has always been that the guy is just on the look out for sex and the women is looking for a more substantial arrangement that involves commitment, maybe not always.