Diary Entry 4 - October 26

“What the fuck have I gotten myself into? I honestly don’t even know what my life is anymore. Things with Trip are just confusing as hell. I only see him Friday nights still, and sometimes he’s nice, takes me out, and we actually have a nice time. Other times it’s just a quick buttfuck and he kicks me out. I don’t get it, and I really don’t understand why we’ve never had normal sex. Even Jake has fucked me properly.

“I shouldn’t have even gotten started on Jake. I really wish that Trip hadn’t made me fuck him. It’s gotten so much worse since then. Congrats Jake, you are the first guy to have been in all three of my holes, you could just leave me alone.

“He’s not tried to fuck me again or anything, but every few days he sends me a text, demanding a picture. He expects it quickly, and he always wants me to have paper or something with the date on it. I never know when, or what he’ll want to see.

“It’s gotten so much worse too. At first it was simple shots, he’d ask to see my tits, or my cunt, or my ass, but it’s gotten a lot more brazen. Just yesterday I was in the class where he’s an assistant and was using a highlighter on my notes. He literally texted me in class that he wanted a picture of me bent over with the highlighter in my ass. That was the worst.

“Hopefully, this upcoming week will be better. Halloween is Thursday, and this week Trip has said that I’ll be with him that night. His frat has a party and he needs me for the evening as part of it. It’s nice that we’ll actually get to spend two days together this week.

“And fuck, there’s a text from Jake. Ugh, topless, sucking on my buttplug from Trip. Better get this done.”