Chapter 9

"Back to the punishment. " This was followed by increasing harder slaps to my balls. She must be using both hands. One was some kind of flogger and the other a solid object like maybe a small paddle. The hits got stronger and stronger and I reached the point where I squeezed the ball to yellow.

There was a short break but then beating of my balls continued, maybe just a tiny bit less and there was no further increase. Red must have sensed that I was close to the breaking point.

"I'm getting bored with this. Time for something else to try."

Something firm and vinyl or leather covered was pushed against the front of my body and the tension on my arms was released. "Bend forward, as far as you can go and stay there. If I have to secure you to the bench it will go much harder on you."

The next sensation made me gasp as loud as I could with that bloody gag. Something was biting my nipple and then another gasp and the other one was suffering too.

"OK let's see how much weight you can hold with your nipples. I won't stop adding until you squeeze the ball or the clips fall off. Enjoy". (chuckling)

In a way I like nipple play but this went way beyond what I was used to. I had no idea how much was hanging from them but it felt like a ton and I was sobbing from the pain but tried to hang in there. Suddenly a searing pain and a clonk. One of the clips tore loose and fell down. The strain on the other one got less and less. Red must be removing some of the weights, but not all of them.

"Don't worry toy, I won't neglect the other nipple. The clip goes back on. Should really hurt now after it ripped half your nipple off. Maybe I should add the weights back on this one until it too falls off. Equalize the pain. -Nah, maybe next time."

She was right, it hurt a lot more when she put that clip back even after having removed some of the weights. I was sure that it had not ripped off part of my nipple but it sure felt like it.

Suddenly there was the smell of her arousal under my nose. She was coating my lips with her juices. "Toy, I had a tiny little orgasm while adding all those weights to your nipples. I'm proud of you, you trusted me and did not push the button. That's why I'm took half of them off. Don't worry, you'll experience plenty of pain in your nipples because you won't be able to stay totally still to keep them from swinging".

I wasn't sure what Red meant until the first stroke of a cane burned into my ass. It was a totally involuntary reaction to the pain from my ass that instantaneously transferred into pain in my nipples as the weights started swinging because my body was jerking in reaction to each stroke.

I lost count at fifteen or sixteen and was so deep in sub space that it took quite a while before I realized that the beating had stopped. Coming to think, it must have been the pain surging through my nipple when Red took those blasted clips off. It could be days before wearing a shirt would stop reminding me of my ordeal.

I heard and felt the chain holding my arm lower further and Red pushed against my back forcing me into a 90 degree angle over whatever stood in front of me. Then I felt her finger covering in a glove probe my anus and some cold lube. I pushed the button until it was clear to me that the red light was on.

Red stopped and helped me stand up. "Do you want to talk?" I shook my head. "OK for now, I'll go to something else but we WILL talk about this and you will tell ME why you went to "red"."

She pulled the chain back up but maybe not quite as tight as before giving me just a tiny bit of wiggle room. Whatever had been front of me was also removed and then the shocks started hitting me. Red was zapping my balls with varied intensity. The low ones just tingled but others caused me to jump, not that I really could do that with spreader bar. This caused Red to laugh as the torture continued. There was a break in the torture and I heard her, she must have had quite an orgasm.

After while, presumably catching her breath, Red resumed the electrical torture, touching other body parts but being careful to stay always below my heart. Eventually, she stopped – again just seconds before I was going to squeeze that ball. It sounded like another orgasm, not anywhere near as strong as last one but it was there.

Next thing I knew was that she had removed the spreader bar. A tap against one of the leg was clearly a signal to move my feet closer together. I heard some clinking noise, I guess a chain was now connecting those cuffs.

I felt her breasts pushing into my back and in spite of all the suffering, my dick tried to get hard in its cage.

"I'm going to lower your arms now, I'm holding you now but I am not strong enough to hold you completely upright. Trust me you will collapse after what I put you through. I'm going to let you slide down to the floor as gently as I can and then I'm going to take the gag out. Stay quite. Don't speak without permission or I'll start all over again."

Sure enough, Red was right. I would not have been able to stand on my own. Once on the floor, she released the air from the gag and took it out. A bottle of some kind touched my hands. "Here take it and drink and rest a bit on the floor. Leave the blindfold on. I'll be back shortly.

It may have been five minutes, ten minutes I had no concept of time. Every muscle of my body was aching. My nipples were on fire and a my balls were suffering from a dull and steady ache. I wondered if they were swollen or not.

"Can you stand up?" Red was back. I struggled a bit but was able to get on my feet with a bit of help from her.

"You may take the blindfold off". I blinked even though there were no harsh lights in the dungeon but plenty of tears. My sight returned and I could see that Red had put the robe back on. Go to the bathroom, pee and wash your face. You're a mess.

As I stepped out of the bathroom Red hugged me "you did good toy. I'm going to give you a reward for suffering. A very, very special treat. We go down stairs. Be careful the cuffs stay on. The chain is long enough to make the steps. Maybe you should go down backwards on all fours like a little boy – which you are. (giggles)

When I got down to the bottom, Red put a new dry blindfold over my eyes, took my hand and led me to some place in the apartment. She opened a door and could clearly hear the sound of a spa going.

"Careful two steps up. Good, now sit down."

Sure enough I was sitting on the edge of a spa. Now the reason for the coated metal cuffs became clear. They're water proof. My guess it was in their bedroom and that is why was still blindfolded. That space was private but I needed more than a hot shower to ease the pains in my body.

"Go ahead, slide in baby, I'll be right there, move towards the middle. I want access to your body."

Was my torment still not over or?

I felt Red behind me and she had something – I really don't know what it was – that she was using on my back and arms. It felt rough and soft at the same time. All I know is that between the hot water and whatever she used my aches eased quite a bit. Not gone but acceptable. I winced when Red got around the front and rubbed that thing over my nipples.

"My, my, I did abuse those didn't I?" Next I felt her lips on them first softly and then firmer with a bit of pressure with her teeth causing some pain. I moaned not sure if from pleasure or pain, probably both.

There was that silver bell laughter again.

"Slide back until you lean against me. I want to talk about what happened up there."

I did 'till I was positioned between her legs and her hands on my shoulders were pushing me back. I guess she was sitting on some ledge because neck came to rest between her breasts. This is nice.

"So Peter, tell me why did you push the safe word to "stop" when I started on your anus" Please be honest with me. It's very important to me. I may explain it to you why, depending on your answer."

"I don't know, it may be silly and I should have trusted you. But after all that went before that, I panicked. See there was an incident several years ago where M got carried away with a dildo. We had used one before and I thought we had agreed to nothing larger than what I was used to. I was gagged like today and she broke the agreement and used one quite a bit larger and in spite of lots of lube, it caused some bleeding. I couldn't use my safe word and had to suffer because I was tied down. I struggled but either she was so wrapped up in her pleasure or just decided to ignore me and went ahead."

This was many years ago and had completely forgotten about it because we never did any anal play after that. I guess when she saw the blood, she was sorry. So it never came up again."

"Not knowing what you had in mind, I freaked and pulled the "trigger" to stop."

Stroking My cheek and kissing the top of my head "I'm sorry babe, I had no idea. I should have talked to you about that before we got started. We'll drop it for the moment. But it is very important to me. It's something that in some way defines me. Using a strap-on on your ass will be therapeutic for me. So I hope that we can find a way to make it work. But not tonight. Just forget about it for now. We will talk about some other time."

Sitting there with my head between her breasts, letting the water ease the pain and her every often kissing the top of my head, softly stroking it and cheeks was like a dream.

"Poor, poor Peter suffering for his Goddess. Michelle would be pissed if she knew what went on and will go on tonight. Yes babe I'm not done with you. For now enjoy the spa for a few more minutes 'till we go to the next phase."

Now I was wondering, that could be bad or good. What is that lovely Goddess up to?

I most have dozed off, a pinch to my abused nipple startled me.

"Time to get out. I'll help you get dry."

We stepped both out of the spa and since my hands were still cuffed together Red did most of the drying with a coarse but stimulating warm towel.

Grabbing my hand "come, time to "play some more" she pulled me out of the room, closed the door and led my down to what I guess was another bedroom. I bumped against a bed.

"Get on it and scoot into the middle. I'll guide you so you won't fall off on the other side."

Once I was positioned the way Red wanted me, she disconnected the cuff on my wrists and hooked them to something on either side of the what must be the head board. Same thing with my feet. So here I was tied to the bed with some freedom of movement but no way of getting free.

Then the next phase of my torture began – the sensual one. Red started kissing me all over my body, every often stopping for a little tongue wrestling. When she started licking my balls, I went nuts. They still hurt from all the previous abuse but at the same time, I never wanted her to stop. My dick was also hurting, even though not much had happened to it except a few of the electric shocks. But that damned CB was way too tight.