Chapter 46

Happy late Easter everyone, Sorry it’s been awhile, and now I give you Chapter 46.

Kevin POV-Heath gets out tomorrow

Most of my Alabama family are here at the hospital.‭ ‬The only ones who are not is granny and Gray.‭ ‬She hasn’t been the happy granny as of late.‭ ‬I understand something happened in between when uncle Heath left and got back to turn the tables on me and aunt Tiffany.‭ ‬It seems they made up ... hell he has even acted like the joke never happened.‭ ‬I see the kids playing and I need a breath of fresh air.‭ ‬I tell my siblings I was stepping out.‭ ‬They nod while mom looks at me. ‭ “‬Kevin sweetie are you sure you’re ok... ‭?” ‬I nod letting her know

‭”‬Yeah just need a smoke... ‭” ‬I am lying slightly but I don’t want her mother hen side to come out ... I get outside and put my shades on

‭ ‬Gray had another date with the bar bitches but a deal was a deal ... I walk to the small pavillion and light up a cig‭ ‬sitting on the top of the table.‭ ‬I start thinking of my youth and my family.‭ ‬At ten dad and I started to grow way far apart ... I mean it started before that but at ten was when it really flared up.‭ ‬I remember quite a few times my older uncles having to seperate us.‭ ‬My mothers and aunts tried to seperate us but we’d broke free to continue our assaults.‭ W‬e get seperated but a hand grabs my shoulder and I spin knocking out that person ... I knocked out my mom.‭ I had swung for the fences thinking it might be uncle Ep to have me land on my knees. Once I realize who I hit I rushing to check on her feeling so bad.‭ ‬Nick in his infinite wisdom and caring attitude for me at the time shoves me away.‭ He shoved me hard to the side making me dent the oven.‭ ‬His‭ ‘‬cowardly‭’ ‬attack pissed me off to the point that I grabbed the closest thing. To my good luck it happened to be momma’s iron skillet and I proceeded to swing for the fences.‭ ‬Nick happened to turn around to get hit upside the head being‭ ‬knocked out in the process.‭ ‬Momma would slap the hell out of me telling me to go to my room before checking on her husband.‭ ‬I walked to the back door and ripped it off the hindges before throwing it in the backyard.

‭”‬Fuck you bitch ... I’m my own man... ‭” I say not looking back while I hear my aunts and momma call to me to come back

That night I went to my buddy Marque’s place.‭ ‬His mom worked late nights so he wasn’t supposed to have friends over but he would.‭ ‬We played Xbox until three in the morning and skipped school the next day hanging out at the mall.‭ ‬The next couple days would go by with me crashing at one friend’s place or another and when I did get back to school the feud escalated to my siblings. Nicky, ‭ ‬Justin and my high strung sisters would not leave me alone.‭ ‬Hell even Gray was being annoying even with all of them following me around.‭ ‬Gray and I were the partners in crime just like Nicky and Justin were partners.‭ ‬After school lets out I try to leave through the front gate and ... oh shit one of my loving siblings let the moms know I was at school.‭ ‬I see momma looking for me and mom has a bruise, ‭ ‬to which I felt sorry for hitting her ... I truly did, ‭ ‬then my aunts all looking for me.‭ ‬Unfortunately I‭ ‬guess we had a giant in our family somewhere because I was a good foot taller than everyone in school student wise.‭ ‬I mean it was like putting the one red balloon with all the blue ones ... only a blind person couldn’t tell.‭ ‬I start the other way before momma screams.

‭”‬Kevin Lashawn Covington get your ass over here now‭!!!” ‬I look and she has her hand pointed to the ground.‭ ‬I look at her and think of running ... I mean I was faster than everyone in the family

‭ ‬Everyone jokingly called me the Black Bolt ... I look to see my siblings and cousins blocking me. ‭”‬What the hell guys... ‭” I say while ‬Mandy looks at me

‭”‬Kevin you are in such deep shit ... go over there now.‭” ‬I flip her off

‭”‬Make me bitch... ‭” ‬Jessie walks over to slap me followed by Renee

‭”‬Now Kevin.‭” ‬I look at them

‭”‬You better be lucky I don’t hit woman intentionally... ‭” ‬They slap me again then Mandy gets her two cheap shots and I have had enough to get even

‭ ‬I shove all three down and I hear feet coming over.‭ ‬Mom smacks me while momma and my aunts Shelby and Lisa check on the girtls.‭ ‬Mom asks me why I would do that and I look.

‭”‬What the hell the cunts can hit me but I can’t defend myself... ‭?” ‬Mom slaps me again

‭”‬You will not use that language young man ... second you will apologize to them... ‭” ‬I look at her and sigh ... I mean I was a one man wrecking crew when it came to fighting but I was vastly outnumbered and I couldn’t hit them because they were my moms, sisters, aunts and cousins.

‭”‬Fine ... I’m sorry... ‭” ‬Mom tells me that was halfassed and to truly apologize

I look back and see her upset and I look to my sister and cousins.

‭”‬I am sorry for shoving you girls ... I won’t do it again... ‭” ‬Mandy gets up to hug me

‭”‬And I’m sorry for hitting you‭ ‬little brother... ‭” She says to kiss my cheek. ‬I look and she has tears in her eyes, ‭”‬We have been so worried... ‭” ‭ ‬I look to see mom and momma nod while my cousins pipe in.

‭”‬I’m sorry Kevin but our moms and dads have been looking too... ‭” ‬I look to see all four of my aunts nod saying the men just got calls and were relieved.‭ ‬I look at the ground.

‭”‬How is Nick... ‭?” ‬Mom smacks me playfully

‭”‬Your father is fine ... he only got a slight concussion.‭ ‬But you are grounded for the next month... ‭” ‬I look at her

‭”‬He started it though... ‭” ‬I get told he was grounded too and was sleeping on the couch, ‭”‬How is that punishment ... we got a freaking sixty inch TV... ‭”

‭ ‬My moms and aunts laugh saying one day I’d finally figure out his true punishment.‭ ‬That was a long three months ... in the meantime I had done some other‭ ‬things and gotten caught so time was added.‭ ‬I mean my moms caught me changing out their birth control pills with TicTacs ... stupid Damon squealing on me ... I laugh thinking how protective of a family we were though... ‭ ‬I remember this one time in middle school this guy tried to bully me.‭ ‬That didn’t work since I was as big as a senior.‭ ‬I mean our schools were side by side.‭ The highschool and middle scholl shared the grounds with a main prinicpal and vice principal but the the grades had a principal. ‬I was sent to the principals office to wait on my moms.‭ ‬I am sitting across from the loser and he starts talking shit.

‭”‬My dad could beat‭ ‬you up... ‭” ‬I look at him

‭”‬Bitch I’d fuck your bitch daddy up then knock up that whore you call your mom ... you are a little pussy that comes from a big worthless pussy and a slutty pussy... ‭” ‬He gets up but the school resource officer sees him

‭”‬SIT YOUR ASS DOWN NOW‭!!!!” ‬The bitch does and I smirk

I hear the door open and in comes my moms and my aunts Sasha and Lucy.‭ ‬I look since this was not going to end up good.‭ ‬I ask my moms why my aunts were here to be told since it was two they were just going to get‭ ‬my cousins and siblings out since we had like an hour of school left.‭ ‬I nod while they are escorted to the classes and the door opens again.‭ ‬In walks this large gentleman and this overdressed bitch.‭ ‬I mean she looked to be sixty trying to look twenty ... she was rode hard and put up so wet so would never dry ... The little bitch points to me.

‭”‬He’s the one that started it momma... ‭” ‬She looks at me

‭”‬How the hell can you pick on a younger person than yourself... ‭? My son is only a seventh grader and you’re what ... a Senior! ‬Your parents must be some serious fuck ups... ‭” ‬I‭ ‬get up looking at her

‭”‬Fuck you you stupid cunt ... your daughter tried to start shit and I put the bitch in his place... ‭ And talking about seniors ... you’re a fucking senior citizen trying to look like your great granddaughters would...” ‬The guy sucker punches me and I land against the counter

‭ ‬I look back and see momma come running to knock the asshole out.

‭”‬How dare you hit my son... ‭” ‬The bitch grabs momma and hits her

I see aunt Sasha and Lucy come in and upon seeing momma get hit they charge her ass knocking the stuffing out of her. Oh yes another Covington family moment we share. ‬The asshole gets up and I tackle him putting him through the wall.

‭”‬FUCK OFF BITCH... ‭” ‬The school resource officer get in and I see him grab momma throwing her towards the door and she goes through it

‭ ‬Everyone stops and I see momma covered in glass.‭ The glass sparkles from the light that hits it and I feel my blood boiling. ‬I start walking but hear my cousins begging me to reconsider my thoughts. ‭”‬KEVIN DON’T... ‭” ‬The pig turns around and I knock him out

‭ ‬I mount him raining down punches and I hear his eye socket break and then his jaw.‭ ‬I hear the secretary on the phone calling the cops but this asshole was way over the line.‭ ‬I stop after a minute and he is barely conscious and I look to see momma getting up getting off of him to check on her.

‭”‬Momma are you ok... ‭?” ‬She tells me yes and I see the other cops pull up

‭ ‬They get out with tazers drawn telling us to get on the ground.‭ ‬Momma starts to lay down and I yell at the cops.

‭”‬Can she lay somewhere else you stupid shit ... don’t you see‭ ‬the glass... ‭?” ‬One comes over pulling his baton and hits me with it in the chest

‭ ‬I fall to the ground while he kicks me in the ribs to continue his assault.‭ ‬Momma begs him to stop and he smirks.

‭”‬Punk ass needs to learn his place... ‭” ‬He turns and I low blow his ass to pick him up by the throat throwing him head first‭ ‬into the crusier’s windshield

‭ ‬It is hard to breathe and I think the ass broke a rib or two.‭ ‬I sit down trying to catch my breathe while mom runs out to me.

‭”‬Kevin are you ok... ‭?” ‬I nod trying to mask my pain but her motherly instinct is so sharp, ‭”‬Bullshit I‭ ‬see it in your face baby... ‭”

Basically the prick’s parents get arrested and since I am fourteen the prick’s dad faces a felony for abuse on a minor.‭ ‬His mom is an accessory while momma and my aunts get simple battery.‭ ‬The prick and myself get a week off from school while the cop that hit me is recorded like five different ways getting the same as the asshole’s dad but worse since he is a cop.‭ ‬Granny and grandpa Rick sue his ass and the city for allowing such a violent man to be a cop.‭ I can’t tell you how much money we got but I know it was enough I wouldn’t have to work ... too bad it went into a trust fund that I would get at thirty. ‬I on the otherhand have three broken ribs.‭ ‬It wasn’t so bad since both moms kinda wait on me hand and foot but it hurts to move.‭ ‬Vanessa and Simone want to cuddle with me since I am hurt but when they lay on me it is harder to breath than usual.‭ ‬I laugh to myself when I hear a voice.

‭”‬What’s so funny small fry... ‭” ‬I look to see Nicky and Justin come over

‭”‬What are you two doing... ‭?” ‬They tell me checking on me and they wanted a smoke too.‭ ‬I just nod

‭”‬Just thinking about some of the past.‭” ‬They look and I remind them of the fight when I‭ ‬was in middle school when Justin laughs

‭”‬I remember that because the next day everyone was talking about you and I was all, ‭’‬That’s my nephew bitches ... don’t fuck with the Covingtons... ‭’ ‬After that Nicky and I were hardly ever messed with even jokingly... ‭” ‬I nod

‭”‬Yeah I was on triple Delta probation ... basically if I sneezed wrong I was in trouble.‭” ‬They nod and we talk about growing up with four loving aunts and the moms, ‭ ‬well for Justin it was four sisters and the two sister-in-laws.‭ ‬I finally look at him

‭”‬Justin did it feel weird growing up with us... ‭?” ‬He laughs

‭”‬Yeah since my running buddy was my nephew while three of my classmates were my nieces, ‭ ‬then two more nephews a year under me and one niece two years above me ... yeah it was fun... ‭” He shakes his head while ‬I smirk

‭”‬You remember when we started the riot in highschool... ‭?” ‬Justin and Nicky start laughing while I see some other faces coming out, ‭”‬Hello ladies... ‭”

My uncle and brother turn to see all my sisters and cousins coming out.‭ ‬They smile asking if I was ok and I‭ ‬just nod.

‭”‬Yeah just feeling like I had to remember some of the past.”‭ ‬Seirra looks at me and I smile, ‭”‬You remember your senior year and the riot... ‭?” ‬She looks

‭”‬Which one... ‭? ‬The one you four boys started or the one you threw Nicky through the window‭?” ‬I smile laughing

‭”‬Both... ‭?” ‬She sighes

‭”‬Yeah I was having so much fun being the big sister to the Hell’s Henchmen of Birmingham... ‭” ‬I smile

‭”‬Wow we were the Hell’s Henchmen of Birmingham ... I thought we belonged to another club... ‭” ‬Seirra reaches out to lightly smack me while we all laugh as a family.

I see Damon coming over and I smirk.

‭” ‬Come on Squirt ... I guess all us kids should be out here... ‭” ‬He nods taking a seat and I look to the older females

‭”‬Do you know why us boys started that fight... ‭?” ‬They shake their heads while Nicky asks me to shut up... , ‭”‬Because the football team started saying how all four of you were whores and how they planned to fuck your loose cunts... ‭”

They all look at me then to Nicky and Justin who lower their heads.‭ ‬Seirra looks at me.

‭”‬So you started a riot beating their asses to what... ‭? ‬Gain back our dignity... ‭?” ‬I shake my head

‭”‬Nope show they they fucked with the wrong family... ‭” ‬Justin laughs

‭”‬Yeah what was that thirty officers, fifteen ambulances and eighty kids all going to the hospital... ‭?” ‬I nod

‭”‬Yeah and that record still stands... ‭” ‬Mandy and my older cousins smack me saying that wasn’t a record to hold onto.‭

I laugh since a record was a record.‭ ‬I smile looking at them.

‭” ‬And for the record the riot that I threw Nicky through the window was over some smartass Sophmores thinking they could bully us Freshmen ... Names will not be listed to protect some dignity they may have... ‭if they had any.” ‬Justin flips me off

‭”‬You twerps had it coming... ‭” ‬I smile back

‭”‬That was why Nicky went through the window and Gray knocked you out ... then you both cried like little bitches to your mommies... ‭” ‬Nicky laughs

‭”‬Yeah that was kinda funny watching mom being mad at us but not picking a side... ‭” ‬I nod

‭”‬Yeah and Simone trying to make us‭ ‘‬love‭’ ‬each other again.‭” ‬He nods for Simone to hug me

‭”‬But I loved all my brothers and sisters Kevie... ‭” ‬I hug Rugrat

‭”‬I love you too baby girl... ‭” ‬I then kinda relate having my aunts as other moms at times, ‭”‬You remember when aunt Sasha and Lucy had to take all us kids to the fair... ‭?”

Everyone laughs remembering because they said have fun ... just not what kinda of fun.‭ ‬Us boys went to anything sports or weapon related leaving Damon with the adults while the girls went to the photo booths or rides.‭ ‬Three hours later we get texts and us boys walk over‭ ‬seeing our aunts livid since we took like thirty more minutes to show up then we had too.‭ ‬Our uncles tried to calm their wives down while we egged them on.

‭”‬Damn I thought aunt Sasha was gonna blow up her face was so red... ‭” ‬Justin laughs

‭”‬Yeah Lucy told my parents and they grounded me.‭” ‬I nod while Nicky does the same

‭”‬We got that along with extra chores... ‭” ‬Damon smiles

‭”‬I remember that fair ... I won a couple stuffed animals giving them to our aunts... ‭” ‬Nicky picks on him

‭”‬Hey you can like cougars ... just not your own aunts... ‭” ‬Damon punches Nicky in the shoulder

‭”‬Jerk ... I was thanking them for not leaving me at home ... you guys didn’t even tell me about it until mom said something at breakfast ... jerks... ‭” ‬I nod

‭”‬That’s because you always whined... ‭” ‬Nicky‭ ‬laughs

‭” ‬Yeah remember that one Halloween we lost him... ‭” ‬I nod

‭”‬Yeah I thought the moms would kill us... ‭” ‬Seirra even joins in

‭”‬So we all head back out half dressed in costumes looking for him... ‭” ‬We all laugh while Damon shakes his head

‭”‬You’re all evil... ‭” ‬I look at him

‭”‬Correction... 99.8%‭ ‬evil ... I have momentary lapses in sanity... ‭” ‬Nicky and Justin high five me while the girls laugh.‭ ‬Damon sighs speaking his mind

‭” ‬You know it was nice when you left Kevin ... so much less drama and whatnot... ‭” ‬I look at him,

‭”‬Yeah I miss the road ... not having to fight with Nick or my annoying older brothers ... I mean uncle and brother... ‭” ‬Nicky and Justin laugh telling me they didn’t have to fight with me and I see Squirt looking away disenchancted with the conversation

‭”‬You know I missed the weddings and the birth of my‭ ‬neices... ‭ ‬I mean that is something I regret.‭ ‬Not being there to see gramps get buried or see granny getting remarried.‭ ‬Hell I didn’t even know Jessie had gotten married until I got back home.‭” ‬Seirra sighes

‭”‬I know little brother but you’re here now right... ‭?‬” I look to my oldest sister

‭”‬Of course sis ... I promise to make the fourth gen the toughest yet... ‭” ‬Someone smacks me in the head and I turn to see Mandy glaring at me

‭”‬Kevie... !‭” ‬I look smiling trying not to laugh

‭”‬What... ‭? ‬They need to be tough in this family... ‭” ‬We all laugh‭ ‬and share more childhood memories when Seirra adds one none of us kids knew

‭” ‬Grandpa was very caring and loving.‭ ‬I remember him introducing dad to a cop.‭ ‬It seems grandpa had a godson.‭ ‬I just can’t remember his name.‭” ‬We all nod because cops were ok in our books but just barely ... Seirra smiles

‭”‬He was so nice to me ... Auntie Sasha and Lucy would stay over after that one visit and take naps with me ... Then they had school or something and I remember our moms going away for dad to get weird.‭” ‬I look and remember what dad and I had discussed.‭ ‬I had to ask something

‭”‬Hey sis what is the earliest memory you have of our aunt Sasha and Lucy... ‭” ‬She looks at me

‭”‬The one day mom went missing for dad to come home with them.‭ ‬He called them his cousins but afterwards he‭ ‬told me he was really mad at them and they were really his sisters ... why do you ask Kevie... ‭?” ‬I smile

‭” ‬I just remember mine being sick and puking on aunt Lucy who smiled cleaning me up and then herself ... You know we have some very loving aunts to help raise us at times... ‭ I mean they were like more moms.” ‬I watch everyone nod before we start talking about gramps

‭ ‬He was a good man and I can honestly say I miss him everyday.‭ ‬He was my hero on so many levels.‭ ‬He taught me how to ride a bike and how a man acts.‭ ‬He listened then acted‭ ‬which was something I was never good at.‭ ‬I chuckle to myself while I see Mandy look at me.

‭”‬Kevin you ok... ‭?” ‬I nod

‭”‬Just remembering gramps ... I wonder what he would say.‭ ‬I mean you and Seirra being with the same guy while Jessie and Vanessa are with another‭ ‬guy.‭ ‬Then the same second guy having Renee and Simone ... then to top it off him having as many loves as what he has... ‭” ‬I see Renee take a deep breathe

‭”‬ ... Kevin are you against Heath with us too... ‭?” ‬I look to her and wave it off

‭” ‬No I was serious who‭ ‬you are with doesn’t matter so long as you are happy and that person or persons treats you good.‭” ‬I smile, ‭”‬Hell if you girls just wanted to hook up with each other that is fine ... just so long as you’re happy.‭ But if he hurts you so help me he’ll see a monster.”

I see them all smile and I wonder of I could‭ ‬ever meet someone like that one day.‭ ‬I had my fair share of flings ... I mean hell I had cut everyone off ... even Gray for almost four years.‭ ‬It took losing another brother from where I was staying with to make me reach out.‭ ‬Oh all days I called it was my mother’s birthday.‭ ‬I remember that call...

Flashback:

It’s a very cool California morning.‭ ‬We had just laid Ricky‭ ‘‬Seven Fingers‭’ ‬Jameson to rest.‭ ‬I don’t know why but I think of my family.‭ ‬Nick hated me and I left just as soon as I could.‭ ‬I had taken the test to graduate early and I left right after New Years.‭ ‬I mean I had to show the rest of the family I cared.‭ ‬I headed to California because that was where they had some of the sickest choppers and hot rods imaginable.‭ ‬Once out here I found a group that accepted me ... more like after a couple dozen bar fights they knew I could and would hold my own.‭ ‬I meet some hot ass sluts and dipped my brush once or twice.‭ ‬I shake the past from my head and look at the phone in my hand.‭ ‬I guess I should call home to let them know I was still alive.‭ ‬It is seven in the morning here so it would be ten back in‭ ‘‬Bama.‭ ‬I call a number that was still glued into my head.‭ ‬It rings a couple times and I hear a voice.

‭”‬Hello... ‭?” ‬I smile hearing that questioning tone

‭”‬Hey Shadow... ‭” ‬Gray’s attitude changes

‭”‬Dude where the fuck are you... ‭?” ‬I tell him I am safe and I get told dad had every charter on the lookout for me

‭ ‬I tell him I went where we had no charters or friendly clubs.‭ ‬I get an‭ ‘‬I gotcha‭’ ‬from my little brother. His next statement shocks me before I get angered

‭”‬You know momma still has‭ ‬your vest... ‭” ‬I tell him how I felt

‭”‬Fuck that vest and tell Nick he can go fuck himself ... tell him he is a millionth of the man gramps was... ‭” ‬I remember the night at the start of my senior year comes back to me

‭ ‬Nick and I got into some stupid argument and every time I tried to just leave he would get into my face until I snapped beating his ass.‭ ‬Then the bullshit until I left.‭ ‬It felt awesome heading up grabbing my bag to return.‭ ‬Mom looks at me and I see her start crying.

‭”‬Kevin why do you have that... ‭?” ‬Momma hears her to turn seeing me and she starts to cry.‭ ‬Nick looks.

‭”‬I take it you are going to stay at a friend’s house... ‭?” ‬My aunts and uncles look to see my pack and the vest we all treasured in my hand.‭ ‬I shake my head tossing him HIS club’s vest.

‭” ‬Here’s your piece of shit colors bitch ... I’m out of here.‭” ‬I walk out to get on that old stretched Sportster I had.‭ ‬I fire it up to look at the house.

Mom and momma are trying to get around dad to get to me and I fell their pain ... I didn’t want to‭ ‬leave my famly but if i stayed I’d have killed the asshole.‭ ‬I rev that engine before kicking it in gear.‭ ‬I head out to have two cars coming in.‭ ‬I gun it to get past them seeing my grandparents all stopping asking where I was going.‭ ‬That old memory stops when I hear Gray.

‭”‬Dude you know what today is right... ‭?” ‬I look at my watch

‭”‬It’s March‭ ‬15th ... shit it’s my mom’s birthday... ‭” ‬He tells me yes and asks if I want to talk to her.‭ ‬I tell him no but he keeps prodding until I have to ask

‭”‬Is the fucker around... ‭?” ‬He tells me no that Nick was getting her something.‭ ‬I hear him walking to down the stairs and he stops talking to me before he starts to talk to someone else.

‭”‬Morning my beautiful mothers... ‭” ‬They tell him good morning but I hear the sorrow in mom’s voice when Gray messes with her, ‭”‬Oh momma you have a phone call ... here.‭” ‬I hear her speak

‭”‬I’m sorry baby but can you take a message ... I really don’t feel like talking to anyone... ‭” ‬Gray pipes in letting me hear some things

‭”‬Momma Kevin is alright ... I just know it.‭ ‬And I see‭ ‬you are wearing his vest... ‭” ‬I am surprised Nick hadn’t throw it away but then again Gray and myself were the very last ones gramps swore in before he died.‭ ‬We were both sixteen and had been prosphets since we were ten.

‭ “‬Yes it helps me feel close to him ... I just wish I knew he was safe and where he was... ‭” ‬Gray had to have this shit eating grin on his face because I hear a click

‭”‬You hear that Bison... ‭” ‬I laugh, ‭”‬Damn you have momma’s sadistic streak you know that... ‭?” ‬I hear my mothers

‭”‬Bison where are you... ‭?!?” ‬I tell them I found a new home but was safe

‭”‬Oh and mom ... Happy Birthday ... I love you guys... ‭” ‬I hear her crying,

‭”‬Please baby come home... ‭” ‬I tell here no not as long as Nick was alive.‭ ‬The next thing that gets said surprises me‭,”‬ Seirra and Mandy left too... ‭”

‭ ‬I‭ ‬ask what happened to be told they left in the middle of the night.‭ ‬I tell them if I saw them I’d keep them safe.‭ ‬We talk for a little bit more before I tell them I have to leave for club business.‭ ‬They ask what I meant to be told I had joined another club.‭ ‬Gray speaks.

‭” ‬Dude what about the family club... ‭?” ‬I remind him of four years ago.

‭” ‬I left it and turned in my patch ... I am free to join whoever I want.‭” ‬I hear the door open and Nick speak,

‭”‬Happy birthday my beautiful Savannah... ‭” ‬I smirk,

‭”‬And on that‭ ‬note ... have a nice day and Nick ... Go fuck yourself bitch‭!” ‬I hang up and grab my vest.‭ ‬I put that old‭ ‬1911‭ ‬I had bought in the small of my back.‭

End of flashback:

Once that memory ends I look to Seirra and Mandy.

‭”‬Hey my big sisters ... why did you leave a couple years ago ... Shadow over here never said... ‭” ‬Nicky looks to them and Seirra tells me it was nothing and Nicky shakes his head,

‭”‬Dad was going through and wanted me to take over if something happened to him.‭ ‬Seirra thought she could handle it and I told her she‭ ‬couldn’t.‭ ‬I was being egotistical and drove her away.‭ ‬It seems Mandy caught her leaving and left too.‭ ‬We then had everyone looking for them ... and you.‭” ‬I look

‭”‬Why me... ‭? ‬I told the moms I was safe... ‭” ‬Mandy looks at me,

‭” ‬You think we didn’t even go out‭ ‬looking for you... ‭? ‬You were and ARE one of us ... we are family and family never gives up on family.‭” ‬I nod,

‭” ‬True ... but you know Jack gets on my last nerve ... I mean hell I’ll take old Nick over Jack... ‭” ‬Nicky and Justin nod while Seirra gets a little defensive

‭”‬Is it Jack or the fact Mandy and I are with the same guy... ‭? ‬Are you going to be like dad... ‭?” ‬I shake my head

‭”‬Barring the fact you’re my sisters ... you both are drop dead gorgous and having you both I am envious of any man.‭ ‬Then add the fact you’re sisters that makes it hotter ... Hell if you both left Jack and joined up with Heath I would be fine with that ... although I will admit I don’t quite get how you being related and being together works... ‭” ‬Nicky and Justin nod again laughing ‭ ‬Seirra smiles just‭ ‬like mom.

‭”‬Watch and learn baby brother... ‭” ‬Seirra steps over to Mandy laying on a sexy as hell kiss.‭ ‬Even though they were my big sisters it was breath taking.‭ ‬They break it to look back,

‭”‬Still jealous... ‭?” ‬I look to Justin and Nicky who look at me and we‭ ‬turn to our sisters nodding.

‭ ‬They laugh while Jessie and Renee kiss to break it for Jessie and Nessa to kiss followed by Simone and Jessie while Renee and Nessa kissed.‭ ‬That one would break for Simone and Nessa to kiss before they shared a very breath taking four way kiss.‭ ‬They break it looking at me and I look to those of us that was watching.

‭”‬Ok I feel like I saw the show ... who the hell do I pay... ‭?” ‬My oldesr sisters laugh making us all join in

‭ ‬Damon though I noticed covered his eyes the whole time.‭ ‬I look to my younger sister and my cousins before my older sisters.

‭”‬Can I ask you girls something‭ ‬ ... well it’s kinda personal... ‭?” ‬They nod and I look to Seirra and Mandy, ‭” ‬What do you both see in Jack... ‭?” ‬Seirra smiles,

‭”‬He has a beautiful soul and makes me laugh ... though at times his sense of humor sucks... ‭” ‬I see Mandy, ‭ ‬Nicky and Justin nodding.

‭ ‬I tell them ok and then look to my cousins and little sisters.

‭”‬What drove you four to Heath... ‭?” ‬Jessie tells me Justin hurting her feeling and her going to‭ ‬sit on the beach.

How Heath came out like a knight to save his princess and her telling him how she fell for him watching him fight Nick.‭ ‬I nod to be told at the time Jasmine, ‭ ‬Diamond, ‭ ‬Hannah and Tiffany were pregnant to be asked to marry in too.‭ ‬Jessie smiles.

‭”‬I was so happy and the sex ... oh my God... ‭” ‬I look

‭”‬Ok sex I don’t want to hear about... ‭” ‬Nicky and Justin nod,

‭” ‬Dude how Heath isn’t skin and bones with all his loving he does... ‭” ‬I shake my head, ‭”‬TMI assholes... ‭” ‬Renee laughs,

‭”‬Well basically at that time Jessie was the only one able to have sex and they had a discussion with Ellie, ‭ ‬Kiko, ‭ ‬Verna, ‭ ‬Maggie, ‭ ‬Faye, ‭ ‬Jackie and me.‭ ‬Jaime had just turned against the family crushing what I felt for him.‭ ‬I joined to help out Jessie and see if my heart was leading me to my true love.‭” ‬I smile,

‭”‬I see it did... ‭” ‬Renee smiles while Simone starts

‭”‬At Christmas and the weddings I fell for him.‭ ‬His eyes were so dreamy that every wet dream I had the man who was with me had them.‭ ‬After that ... well you can kinda figure it‭ ‬out.‭” ‬I nod,