Chapter 43

Sandra’s POV:

I laid on the motel room floor for awhile after Tiffany and those that rescued her left.I thought of everything that happened and started to feel so upset with myself.I never truly wanted to hurt her, but Jaime told me I had to do what he told me to regardless or else I would pay.It took all the strength I had to get up and get dressed.I felt my left eye swelling from the hits I got.Ithurt so bad between my legs.I looked down seeing I was bleeding.I felt tears coming from my right eye thinking I would never be able to have a child.Actually I didn’t want kids anymore because I was scared Jaime would twist them like he had done me.Once I was dressed I laid on the bed thinking of what to do.I couldn’t go home since Jaime would probably show up asking questions before he took his anger out on me for not doing exactly as he had demanded.I thought of someplace I could go and get help.The only place that came to my mind was my mother’s place.Jaime never got along with her and she didn’t exactly want him around.I got up slowly feeling so much pain between my legs.I grabbed my purse before leaving the motel room.I made my way back to the bar stumbling along the way.I got to my car after what felt like forever.Once in my car I sat as comfortably as I could.I sat crying with regrets of what I did to have done to me tonight.Tiffany was a sweet girl and here I had beat her up for another’s twisted pleasure.I started up my car hoping my mother was up.I looked at the clock to be shocked it was so late in the morning.I shook my head thinking this was the worst night of my life.

Once to my mother’s house I park to get out.I feel my innerthighs are wet from the bleeding coming from my vagina.I stumble to the front door.It hurts to walk with my panties rubbing up against my pussy.I get to the door and knock.There is no answer so I start banging yelling for my mother to help me.My knees buckle so I am sitting on the ground but I continue to bang on the door.It’s not long that I hear her yell she was coming.I sit there waiting.I hear her unlock the door before it opens.I look up from the ground to see her.My mother is still beautiful.She is47years old and stands5’7.She weighs around134lbs with curves.Her hair is almost like a golden brown with a little grey and eyes that are so loving being brown.Her eyes go wide when she turns the porch light on.

“SANDRA WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?”She asks loudly while I cry

“I ... I got beat up mom.Please help me.”I answer while she helps me up and in shutting the door

Mom helps me over to the couch.Once I sit I wince in pain.She sees it and that is when my mother gets serious.

“Sandra what’s wrong?”She asks while I think of what to say without scaring her

“Mom I ... I did something bad tonight.”I say while she kneels between my legs

“What do you mean bad?Tell me honey.”She asks while looking up into my beaten and bruised face

“I ... I beat up a young woman.She didn’t deserve what I did but I deserved what I got in return.Some of her friends came to rescue her and this is what they did to me.”I explain to see her eyes go wide

“Oh Sandra why would you do such a thing?I raised you better then that.I raised you to not hurt others but to love and help people.”She asks exclaiming to me

“I know mom, but I ... I got twisted by... “I start to say but my words trail off

“By who Sandra?Tell me who has hurt and twisted my beautiful caring daughter.”She asks being so worried and concerned

“Mom I ... I don’t know if I can say.You will hate me for saying who it was.”I say to see her eyes go wide

“Sandra I will never hate you.I might be upset or disappointed but never hate you.”She says while I lower my head closing my one good eye

“Jaime ... Jaime twisted my mind.He has been blackmailing me the past few months.I have done some bad things that I fully regret now.I will understand if you want me to leave.I will just sleep in my car somewhere so he can’t find me.”I explain and answer

It’s at that moment she hugs me.I am shocked by her embrace.

“That bastard ... I told him to stay away from you and me.Didn’t I tell you to never go around him.He isn’t the sweet young man he was so manyyears ago.”She says holding me tight

“I know mom, but he forced me into helping him.In time I liked what I was doing, but tonight ... tonight I was shown I was not the dominate one as you can clearly see.”I say to feel her nod

Mom lets me go before looking at my face with tears.

“Sandra you are not and I repeat NOT to go around Jaime again.DO you hear me?You are my daughter and I will not have you being a bad person like he has become.Now let me help you out of your clothes so I can look you over.”She says while I nod

Mom and I have never been shy around the other.We would sunbath naked in her back yard when I got older.We would walk around the house in panties or naked when no one else was in the house.I guess it came natural.My father left us when I was young.Mom dated other men that were rough and mean.The last one was when I was eighteen.He raped me while mom went to the store.When she came back he was in my ass which hurt.She took the bat by the door and hit him with it before calling the cops.She made sure I was checked out that day.I think the experience helped me rape and beat a few women the past few months that Jaimewanted it done to.Once mom helped get my top and skirt off her eyes went wide.

“Oh Sandra your bleeding down there.”She says looking at my crotch

“Yes mom one of Tiffany’s female friends kicked me hard to make a point.I ... I deserved it.”I say feeling ashamed

“My poor baby girl.Lift your butt so I can get your panties off and see what damage there is.”She says while I wince in pain lifting up my butt

She takes my panties off before having me spread my legs.She tells me to stay like that while getting up to head into the kitchen.I lay down feeling exposed.I have my legs pulled back while looking up at the ceiling.I cry from the pain, but also knowing I had hurt a beautiful and nice young woman.I think deep down I always wanted a girlfriend since I was bisexual but never found the right one.When Jaime sent me that picture of Tiffany I guess I wanted to make her my own, but the way I did that was so wrong.Mom came back to sit where she could doctor me.She had a look of worry when she placed the warm wet wash cloth to my labia lips.

“Oh god Sandra your really bruised around your vagina.I am no doctor, but itlooks like some blood vessels busted.Baby you need to be checked out.I ... I don’t have what a doctor has to check inside.”She says while I think on her words

“I ... I don’t know mom.What if they ask me questions of how I got beaten up?”I ask while she wipes my labia gently

“Honey just say you got placed in a bad moment.Say some guy was going to rape you and you were fighting back.”She says while I nod

“Well it would only be half right.They ... they said I wouldn’t be able to have sex anyway.”I say to get a sad nod

“They are right honey, but once the swelling goes down and you heal you might.Look baby you need to make things right with this young lady.I know it won’t be easy, but I will be there with you.”My beautiful mother says while I feel tears

“I will momma, I will.”I say while she gently spreads my labia lips tolook before letting them go

“Let’s get you dressed honey.I will take you to the hospital.”She says getting up before helping me lower my legs

“Mom I ... I am sorry for waking you up.”I say while she shakes her head

“It’s ok Sandra because I wasn’t asleep.I was um well taking care of something.”She says blushing while I go wide eyed

“Oh ... oh sorry for um interrupting.”I say to get a giggle

“Shhh it’s ok baby.I justum ... got a bit horny and needed relief since it’s been like forever since I have had a man or woman in bed with me.”She says while I nod

“I know mom so what um ... were you watching while doing you know?”I ask out of curiosity

“Well honey it’s a little embrassing, but if you want to know I was watching incest porn.”She says while I gulp

“Oh my you’re ... you’re into that stuff?You want your son to ... um have sex with you?”I ask to get a no

“No that asshole is not worth any of my love.No honey I ... well I fantasize about you and maybe someone around his age who would call me mom.You know just one of those things to make it seem guilty without being guilty.”She says shocking me

“Wait ... you want to have sex with me?”I ask seeing a nervous grin

“Yes baby I ... I do.I know it’s wrong to think of such things, but when I was younger I had a female lover.Our relationship if exposed would have caused a strife because it was and is considered taboo by many.I haven’t been with her since she got marriedand started a life of her own all those years ago.We don’t actually talk now.I love her so much just as I love you my beautiful Sandra.”She says explaining while I nod nervously

“Why ... why didn’t you tell me this before?”I ask while she sits on the edge of the couch rubbing my left hip

Mom places her left hand on my belly and caressing it.

“Because honey I didn’t want you to be disgusted with me.I didn’t want to ruin what we had being a mother and daughter.I don’t ever want to lose you.You are my child and I hate to think of a life without you in it.”She says with tears while I place my hands on hers

“Mom you won’t lose me.I ... I have had strange thoughts of you too.All the cuddling and being naked around each other just felt right.I would catch myself looking at your body.I always wanted to well make love to you.I just thought it was teenage hormones and that like you said it was just something to help take the edge off.Your hairy pussy looks sexy by the way.”I say to get a laugh

“Well arewe trying to seduce our mother here?So you have feelings for me?”She asks to get a nod

“Yes mother I do, but never acted.Kinda like you I didn’t want you to hate me.”I say to get a shook head

“I wouldn’t hate you.Now lets get you dressed before I decide to take you to bed and hold you close to me.”She says while I try and smile before she continues, “But I am serious about you making things right.I will not have you go through the rest of your life regretting this whole mess.Look at what your awful brother did and tried to do to us.I want you to be proud of your life not be a miserable person.”

“I will mom, but can I not wear anything tight against my vagina?”I ask to get a nod

Before mom goes to get me some clothes I get a kiss on my lips.I am stunned but return it.She gets up breaking the kiss giving me a loving smile.She goes to get me some clothes from my old bedroom while I lay there thinking of all she told me and of all the things that has happened.I look up at the ceiling feeling thepain in my head, face, and between my legs.I let out a sigh before wondering how do I make things right.How do I make a woman I hurt accept my apology.

Megan’s POV:

It’s been a long night for this family.We all still are waiting for a chance to see the one we each love as a husband, son, uncle, dad or brother.We are all either sitting or standing in anticipation for the ok to go up and see Heath.The two doctors that performed the surgery wanted Heath to rest because his body had a hard time during surgery.I look around seeing sad, but hopeful faces.I am holding Tina Faye while my wife is holding Maggie May.Theyhave been quiet since we arrived.I think deep down they sense somethingis wrong.Lil Verna and Lil Jackie have been crying off and on while Anthony and the twin boys have been sleeping.The older kids of Heath’s have been sobbing while holding the flowers.Karen made it a point to get some for Serena to give since Ron, Gina, Tracey, and Serena also came.The directors of the hospital were not happy being woke up, but fully understood from what Mike told us.I guess they remembered Heath from all the othertimes he has been in the hospital.It’s at that time when I see Karen get out of the chair she was in to face her mommies.

“Mommy.”Karen says before going towards them

I see Tiffany slowly get out of her seat to go to one knee.Karen makes her way past Tiffany to Kendra.

“Karen why are you coming to me?Tiffany is your mother.”Kendra asks saying after Karen got in her lap

“Because she hurt daddy.She bad mommy.I love you mommy Skittles.”Karen says while Tiffany gets up to sit back next to Kendra

“Honey she is sorry for hurting him.She needs your love again Karen.She has been through so much.”Kendra says while I see Karen looking from Kendra to Tiffany who has her head lowered

Kendra turns to look at Tiffany before reaching placing a finger under Tiffany’s chin to make her look at her.

“Tiffany I was never trying to take your place.I love Heath just like all you do that share his heart.I want to be a part of him with you.And even if I was trying to ... no one ever can replace the other.”Kendra says while I see Tiffany nod while Kendra adds, “Can I have a kiss and make up?”

Us ladies giggle before Tiffany shows she is thinking before Kendra leans in placing her lips on Tiffany’s gently.Karen watches as her two mommies kiss.Karen then looks down at her hands.I don’t know what she is thinking when Kendra breaks the kiss.

“So are we friends now honey?”Kendra asks before Tiffany nods

“I would like that darling because the baby in my belly needs another mommy to love him or her.”Tiffany says while Kendra smiles.Karen pops up looking at her while the other kids do too smiling.Tiffany, Jasmine, Hannah and Diamond are a couple months along and just starting toshow.They haven’t told the kids but us ‘moms’know that look

“Just like the one I will have one day will need you also.”Kendra says before Karen moves over to Tiffany’s lap

Tiffany turns her head looking down at her oldest daughter.

“Karen can you forgive your mother?”Tiffany asks while Karen looks up at her mother

“Yes if us kids can play the tickle game.”Karen says confusing us all

“Tickle game?What are you talking about sweetie?”Tiffany asks to get a giggle

“You know the game daddy plays withthe mommies at night.The game that makes them make strange noises.Why doesn’t daddy play it with us?”Karen says pouting making Tiffany and the others that are with Heath blush

“Sweetie um once you get older we’ll explain more on that, but right now how about some hugs and cuddling?”Tiffany says while Karen nods

“Ok mommy because I have missed you.So I’m really getting another little brother or sister?”Karen says while Tiffany wraps her arms around Karen while Karen placed her’s around Tiffany.Tiffany tells her and the kids yes.She also tells them about the others to see the kids look to all of their moms who smile rubbing their bellies.

“Now that is so worth being a mommy.”Jasmine says while all us ladies nod in agreement

I watched as Tiffany and Karen held each other with Tiffany in tears.I looked down at Tina seeing her looking up at me.

“Your big sister and mommy Tiffany are back to being a mother and daughter.What do you think about that?”I say asking to get a smile

Yep she is just as smart as her father.It was at that time I heard the ER doors open.I looked over to see Adam coming in only to be followed by Maggie, Faye, Jackie and Mom.Even though Tessa was with Maggie and Heath she was still a mom to me.I noticed Ellie stand up makingher way over to them.Once Adam got out of the way Ellie shocked us all.She pulled her right arm back to only deck Maggie.Maggie stumbled backward.

“Ellie what are you doing?”Verna speaks up asking to make herway over followed by Kiko

Ellie didn’t say a word while just standing there.I looked around at everyone to see shocked faces.I stood up to only hand Tina to Kendra.I made my way over to get Ellie’s attention.She turned to see me standing behind her.

“I love a good fist fight just as much as the next biker bitch but what is going on?I love Heath just as much as you ladies but as a little brother.So are you going to tell me or do I have to beat it out of someone?”I ask telling her my opinionbefore she has Verna, Kiko, Savannah, Shelby, Lisa, Lucy, Sasha, and I follow her

We made our way over to the far side of the waiting room while Faye and mom helped Maggie to a seat.Once huddled Ellie starts explaining why she hit Maggie.It was really amazing to hear while I turned to look at Maggie looking over worried.How dare her and the others do that to Heath!I couldn’t believe mom would hurt Heath like that.Once Ellie was done I went over to mom to stand in front of her.I tell them we needed to go outside.The four get up and we head out to bealone.Once far enough away that no one can hear us I look at my mother-in-law mad

“Why mom?Why would you hurt Heath like that?”I ask to see fear in her eyes

“We ... we didn’t hurt Heath.He wouldn’t let us explain what really happened.”Momma Tessa says while Savannah comes over holding Maggie May

“Then explain it to us mom.You have never hidden anything from us.What did you do that you couldn’t explain?How could you let Heath think those things?”My wife says while mom nods

“That day Heath swung by the house in Oklahoma we were talking to one of Faye’s friends.He wanted to know where her and Jasmine have been.So she told him out East with a great man and their loving family.I promise we haven’t strayed or cheated like hemust think.”Mom explains while I see her eyes show mixed feelings of worry and love

“So what was with the smell of sex?I only know of two ways that comes ... self use or fun with another.”I ask to see her blush

“Well um earlier that day us four had anorgy with each other.If Heath had looked behind the seat of the chair he would of seen our toys, a strap-on and dildos.”Mom says while we all look shocked

“Wait ... your saying that Heath mistook the situation?”Ellie asks to get nods

“Yes Ellie, pleasebelieve us.I wouldn’t hurt my son.I love him more then my life.I have seen him hurt so many times and I would never do it again.”Maggie says with tears just like Faye

We all turn to look at one another before Ellie looks at Maggie.

“Maggie if your lying to us things are going to be hard on you.”Ellie says to get a no while I nod clenching my fist to prove a point

“We’re not lying hun.We tried to talk to Heath but he just walked out the door not letting us explain.”Faye says while the others nod

“Ellie I believe them.Isn’t Heath trying to change his way of thinking?Maybe he had so much on his mind that he didn’t rationalize with them?”Verna says while Ellie looks at Verna

“Maybe, but until our baby accepts them I don’t want him hurt again.He needs to have time to think things through.Sorry but I don’t think they need to be around him.”Ellie says shocking Maggie, Faye, Jackie, and mom

“WHAT!”They all four ask in unison

“You heard me, because you have to prove yourselves to me to get to him.”Ellie says while I see mom sit to only break down

Mom looks at her hands before looking up at all of us ladies that are standing.She looks back down at her hands with tears.

“Maybe I need to go back to Alabama.At least I didn’t hurt anyone there, or better yet maybe I should of died when my Gray did.”She says shocking all of us

I quickly go to my mother-in-law to kneel at her feet taking her hands.

“Why are you talking such crap?We all love you mom and need you around.Just don’t give up on Heath orus.Don’t you love Heath?”I ask to get a nod

“Of course I love him.He is the only man I want in every way.It’s just you all make it seem like the family doesn’t want us to be near the man we love... “She says while I nod

“Then don’t give up mom.”Savannah says to get a nod

“So how is he?”Jackie asks getting our attention

“He made it through surgery, but the doctors want him to get all the rest he can before he has visitors.”Shelby says explaining to getnods

“Ok, is it ok if we stay?If we can’tsee him at least we can be close to Heath.”Maggie says to get a nod from Ellie

Igive my mother-in-law a loving hug in which she returns.She cries on my left shoulder in which I let her.After a few minutes we head back inside.I notice Chris is missingand Jack said he needed some air.I don’t remembering passing him but then again there were a few exits.We tell the family it was a mother conversation and everything was fine for right now.I look back at mom and her wives who smile back.I turn to seeJasmine made her way to Faye to only do the same crying telling her Heath would return to the family.I guess they are closer then most would ever know.Michelle went to Maggie while Kaye went to Jackie telling them the same.I guess the love of a daughterworks for now until the man they love returned to their hearts.

Gina’s POV:

While I sit here with Serena in my lap I think of the first time I met Heath.It was a nice summer day and May wanted to introduce a young man that she took in as her grandson.I thought he was a very nice and loving man.Serena really has took to Heath in which I am very glad because Ron, Tracey, and I have made arrangements just in case the worst should happen.Ron always wanted us prepared and I can understand why with everything that has happened to Heath but he had a large family to help.It’s around four in the morning when I see a familiar face that I have not seen in quite a very long time.I have Serena go to Tracey while I stand and make my way over to see the woman.She is still very beautifulbeing only three years older then I am.Once I get over to her I stand in front to only makeher look up.We stare at one another while Tracey comes over

“Gina is ... is that you sister?”She asks while I nod with a smile and tears coming to my eyes

“Yes ... yes it is Maddie.”I say while she quickly stands up to hug me

“Oh god I have missed you so much little sister.”Maddie says while we hold the other tight

“And I have missed you too my big sister.Why are you here?Are you ok?”I ask while she breaks the hug to have me sit with her.Tracey goes back to Ron who looksover worried but smiles after a second with Tracey smiling

“Yes I am ok and better now that I have gotten to see you.Do you remember Sandra?”She says asking while I nod, “She got hurt tonight by some up young ladies.She did something wrong and they stopped her.”She says while my eyes go wide

“Oh my sis.Will she be ok?”I ask to get a nod

“Yeah the doctor is checking her out right now.I came out here to relax for a bit.”She says while I nod

“I hope she will be alright.I am sorry for hardly beingaround you.I do miss our sisterly talks.”I say to see tears

“So do I Gina.”She tells me while I take her hands

“So tell me about what happened to Sandra.”I say for her to nod

She looked into my eyes before letting out a sigh.

“She told me that earlier tonight she did something wrong.Something that hurt a young woman so bad.I was shocked because I never raised her that way.She told me that Jaime called and had her do it.She told me the girl’s name was Tiffany.I told Sandra she needed to make things right for hurting an innocent woman.”Maddie tells me while I go wide eyed, “Gina what’s wrong baby?”

“Um Maddie I think you need to meet someone.”I say to see confusion in her eyes.

I stand up to only make her stand up with me.I take her left handto lead her over to my extended family.I felt worried and nervous, but wanted her to meet Tiffany.I wanted my dearest sister to know who my niece hurt.Once over passing the family memberswe stood in front of Tiffany and Karen.

“Oh my Gina she looks bad.Who is this young lady?”Maddie asks while Tiffany looks up at us

“Well ... um Maddie please meet Tiffany.”I say for my sister to look from Tiffany to me

“Wait ... you mean this is... “She starts to say but trails off to get a nod

“Yes sis this is the one you mentioned.”I say for Maddie to look back at Tiffany

“Oh god she’s pregnant.No she can’t be the same one that... “Maddie says before turning to see me nod

“Yes sis it is, and she is pregnant.She was lucky not to lose the little one she is carrying.Thank God for small miracles.”I say to see tears

“Aunt Gina who is this lady?”Tiffany asks while I look from my sister to Tiffany

“Well honey this is my sister Maddie ... Maddie Lohr.”I say to get wide eyes

“Wait ... this is... ?”Renee starts to ask to get a nod

“Yes Renee, but she is not like you know who.She actually despises him with passion the last I knew.”I say to get a nod before Maddie speaks up

“Who are you talking about Gina?”Maddie asks while I squeeze her hand and lean to her leftear

“Jaime, he has well ... hurt this family more then once.He raped Renee, the one on Tiffany’s left.”I say whispering to get a gasp

I look at her eyes that show anger.

“That little bastard how could he do such a thing?Where the hell is he?I will beat his ass personally... “She says asking to get a shrug

“We don’t know sis.That is what the men of the family want to know.”I say to get a nod

“Gina can we go somewhere and talk alone?In fact will you go with me to the rest room?”She asks to get a nod

Maddie holds my hand to quickly lead me to the rest room while we both get confused expressions.Once in she locks the door before going to the toilet.I watch while she reaches under her dress to pull her panties down then sits.

“Sorry sis if I am embrassing you.I just had to pee.”She says to get a shook head

“No I’m not.I go to the bathroom with Tracey all the time.Sowhat’s on your mind?”I ask stating for her to motion me over

I take the few steps over and lean up against the wall.

“I am sorry for what my bastard of a son did to them and your family.I don’t know what has gotten into him.He has changed so much since he was a teenager ... I don’t know him anymore.”She says looking down at the floor while I hear her pee

“Don’t worry sis because it’s not your fault.You raised him and taught him right from wrong.What he does with that knowledge is on him and him alone.When was the last time you saw him?”I say asking her

“Not for three years or has it been five?He doesn’t come around me anymore.I guess I am dead to him.But then again with what I am hearing he is dead to me.”She says while I feel for her

“Well I can relate since I haven’t seen Albert in six years.I guess he doesn’t want to come home.Although maybe it’s for the best since I have a few I took in as my surrogate nephews/sons.”I say to get a confused look

“Adopted?”She asks while I nod

“Yeah the young men out there in the waiting room.I took them in as my nephews or sons.I love them as they love me as a aunt or mother.”I say to get a smile

“That’s so sweet Gina.I just wish I had a son that loved me, but I do have a daughter that does.I just can’t get over what she did to Tiffany out of my mind.That poor young lady.”She says before she wipes herself then stands up to pull her panties back up

“I know sis, sorry I introduced you both.I just thought it would help to know the person.”I say stepping over to undo my shorts and pushing them down with my panties following before I sit down

“No it’s ok baby I am glad you did.I have been wondering if she was ok.”Maddie says while I pee

“Well she is a strong young lady.”I say to get a nod

I look up to see Maddie looking me up and down.I blush since she hasn’t looked at me like that in so long.

“Gina can I um ask you a question?It’s kind of um ... personal.”She asks while I nod

“Of course you can.I always loved you and always will.So what’s on your mind?”I say to get a nervous look

“Um do you remember when we would ... um sleep together?”Sheasks hesitantly while I give her a grin

“Yes I have never forgot Maddie.I cherished those time I was in your embrace.Why do you ask though?”I say getting a wipe out of my purse

“Well I have been thinking of those days lately and I suppose I miss them.I know you had your own life being busy and all, but deep down I have missed my best friend and sister.I ... I love you Gina.I have never stopped hoping to feel your arms around me.In fact tonight I kinda told Sandra about us without being specific.”She says while I wipe my pussy

“I have missed you too Maddie.I have missed your embrace also.I know I haven’t been there for you and I wish I was, but now I can be if you want me to.And what did she think?”I say standing up about to pull my panties and shorts up before Maddie stops me.She tells me Sandra kinda understood but that she never told Sandra the one she loved was her little sister

I look in her eyes while she places her hands on my hips before pulling me close to her.Our eyes look deeply intothe others.Next I know Maddie places her lips on mine stunning me until I relax and return it by placing my hands on her shoulders.I hear her moan before I open my mouth to give her access to my tongue while I feel her’s entangle with mine.I feel her tears on my cheeks before mine fall.I feel her hands slide onto my bare ass while I slide mine down to her’s.I break the kiss to look into her eyes.