Chapter 37: Aftermath

Writer’s corner: ( This part is just a bit of humor as the characters are fictional)

“Hey all it’s me Karen the writer has let me announce the next chapter. He had a bit of writer’s block and is sorry for all the wait. In this chapter you will ... what I can’t tell them. You mean Mr. Hawkrider, but okay. Anyway in this chapter ... I can’t let them know about daddy? Fine.”

“Karen where’s my pacy?”

“Oh no got to go hope you all enjoy.”

“Hey where did she go. Hey mister or miss reader do you know which way my sissy went? That way ok thank you. KAREN WHERE’S MY PACY!?”

“Serena I am sorry, but I threw it in the ocean for the sharky’s.”

“NOOOOO!”

“Sorry everyone our daughters interrupted. This is Diamond and as Karen said Hawk has had writers block, but is back on his laptop. So please sit back and enjoy.”

Tessa’s POV: A hour after Heath was beaten

I am sitting here between Maggie and Jasmine while we wait for Heath’s doctor Jenna to come out to give us any word. All the family are here also waiting for word on the man that has kept us together. If it wasn’t for Karen looking out her bedroom window the man I love could be dead right now. My heart aches to hold him as does his other women. All fourteen of us are in tears after seeing the end result of the beating he had been given. I pray that my ... our baby is alright. I hear the automatic doors open to only look up. I see my son Nick come in. My heart swells up with hurt since he is the main reason Heath is hurt. If he had just kept his mouth shut my love would not be in this place. Heath would never of went down to the beach. He would of be safe sitting between Jasmine and I having a wonderful day, but no my oldest son had to ruin things. I felt my anger start to build up. I stood up quickly while he started to come over. Once to him I start beating on his chest.

“WHY! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO START SHIT WITH MY BABY!” I yell while pounding on his chest

“Mom you need to calm down.” He tells me grabbing my hands to stop me

“You don’t tell me what to do. Your the whole reason why Heath is in here.” I say seeing his eyes go wide

“I’M NOT THE ONE THAT MADE HIM START TWISTING HIS FAMILY AND OURS UP!” He yells at me causing everyone to look

“Nick this family is totally alright with how things are.” Mike says stepping over next to us before continuing “ You think life is fair. What if our family came into a new life. At least we each take care of our own.”

“Yeah take care of your own just like Heath sleeping with anything with legs.” Nick says getting gasps before I slap him

“HOW DARE YOU CRITIZE HEATH!” I yell seeing him rub his cheek

“It’s not critizing saying the truth.” He says before looking past me pointing before he adds “ Just like those kids having different mothers. And my daughters and nieces becoming incest dykes.”

I look at him wide eyed before hearing crying. Before I say anything Nick gets kicked in the knee. I turn to see Karen standing there in tears.

“YOUR A MEAN OLD MAN WHO HURT MY DADDY!” She says crying before running over to her mommy

“You little...” He tries to say before Sierra slaps her father

“Don’t you dare dad. If your going to bring the kids into this then I fit that statement. Mandy, Nicky, Lil Grey, Damon, Kevin, and Simone all have different moms. Growing up I had it hard with the other kids having a dad and one mom. They degraded me until they all got to know me. Karen is not any different then I am dad. If your going to hurt my nieces and nephews then you can forget seeing your grandbabies. As for me and Mandy being dykes we’re not. We just love the same man and each other.” Sierra says with tears walking away

Jack looks at his before asking.

“Ok quick question ... who is Kevin?” Jack asks to only get strange looks

“An asshole.” Nicks says looking at him

“He is the middle child of Nick’s. Kevin and his father don’t get along.” I say glaring at my son

I notice Karen turn to look at Sierra.

“You had it hard like me to Auntie Erra?” I hear Karen ask my granddaughter

“Yes honey as it took years before I had any friends.” Sierra says saying the truth

“Karen honey your aunt would come home crying everyday. Your grandma Megan and I would have to calm her down while she would shake.” Savannah says getting Nick’s attention

“Yeah right she had friends in preschool.” Nick says getting a few nos

“No Nick she didn’t you only thought she did.” Savannah says letting her words sink in before continuing “ And if you really want to get mean so can I. Maybe you should of went on that fucking road trip alone when your life turned upside down.”

“Savannah you don’t mean that?” Nick asks getting a nod

“Yes I do, look I love you baby, but you can’t let people be happy when they find it. Nick, mom loves Heath just as his wives and loves do.” Savannah says standing up for her daughter and granddaughter

Nick looks at her before looking at everyone.

“Well maybe Heath isn’t the problem. Maybe it started with that bitch dyke. Ever since mom got hooked up with her and the other sluts they twisted her mind.” Nick says shocking everyone

It’s at that moment I get shoved to the side to only turn to see Travis, Adam, Jack, Chris, Justin, and Nicky standing there. Travis looks in Nick’s eyes deeply.

“If you ever call my mothers anymore names you will be in a body cast by nights end.” Travis says in a very stern voice standing up for my wives and loves

Nick looks at them all before looking at my youngest son and grandson.

“Nicky ... Justin what are you doing? Are you saying that you agree with this twisted, perverted, disgusting cesspool of a family?” Nick asks to only get nods

“Yep because they love for each other no matter the reason. Sure they fight, but at the end of the day when things get tough they stand together.” Justin says answering his brother

Nick looks at everyone again before looking into my eyes.

“Well guess the only thing left is for you to ask your daughters to spread their legs for ‘ YOUR BABY’. He says getting gasps

I look over at his sisters to see all four are in shock. It’s Shelby that gets up making her way over to her brother. Standing there after shoving Travis out of the way she looks up at her brother.

“If our husbands would be ok with it we probably would just to feel his heart beat against our breast, but we won’t since we love Heath AS our brother. Nick you just need to accept that mom is happy. Now if you will excuse me I need some air for the sight of you disgust me.” My oldest daughter says walking pass Nick in tears after slapping him in the shoulder

I watch while her sisters follow with tears hitting their brother while their husbands go after them.

“Caleb, Simon let them just go by themselves.” Nick says getting a shake of the head

“Sorry bro, but I agree with Shelby. Your not the Nick that your father brought into the club.” Caleb says rushing out to comfort his wife and sister in laws

I stand there until I hear Dakota say something.

“Grammie and Mommies Lindsey in corner crying.” He says getting us to turn seeing what is going on

I make my way pass the guys who are standing around to get to my granddaughter. She is deeply crying.

“I want my family back. I want my daddy. I want my grampie Nick to love me, I don’t want mommy and I to be alone again.” She says rocking back and forth

I squat down as her other grandmothers come over. She looks up to me past her arms that cradle her little legs before quickly moving into my open arms.

“Grammie please don’t let mommy and I be alone.” She asks me with tears while I hold her close to me getting help to stand up as I keep her in my arms

“Shhh I won’t baby girl. You and Allison will never be alone again sweetie.” I say as we all make it over returning to our seats I look over at my son Nick to only say one word “ Asshole.”

He looks at me with wide eyes watching us grandmothers try to calm Lindsey down. She is so fragile shaking with tears that won’t stop. Allison comes over to squat in front of me rubbing her daughters back.

“Shhh Lindsey honey it’s ok and we are not going to be alone. Your daddy will be ok just have faith in him. He loves you baby girl and your siblings.” Allison says as Serena comes over

“Sissy don’t cry daddy Heath will make things all better.” She says getting in Maggie’s lap to only reach over to hug her sissy

Nick looks at us all before looking at the automatic doors as if he is conflicted. It was about that time we hear a cleared throat behind us. We all turn to see Dr. Jenna Daytona standing there. We all stand seeing her face show some sadness.

“First off Heath is going to be ok. We stopped the internal bleeding and reset his ribs. We have his lung working, but it will take time for it to be back to 100 percent. The bad thing is he is not waking up.” She tells us while my heart sinks

“What are you saying Jenna?” Maggie asks with deep concern

“Well he is in a coma. It may just be due to shock, but we hope it’s not for long. I do ask that none of you, and I mean no one causes him any drama or stress.” She exclaims looking at us all

We all nod before she gives us the room number in which the kids start for the elevator in which Jenna just giggles.

“Like always they are the first to go up.” She says as I giggle for a moment

Lindsey stays in my arms while Maggie carries Serena. The family let’s us women that Heath loves go up first. As we go up I feel my heart is heavy as I wonder if Heath will wake up. Once up we make our way to the room. I hold Lindsey on my right hip while taking Maggie’s right hand. She turns to look in my eyes giving me a small grin which comforts me. We make our way to Heath’s room as my heart just stops. There on the bed is our loving Heath hooked up to machines. His right eye is swollen, nose bandaged up. All of us start to cry as I hand Lindsey to Ellie before moving over to take his right hand in both of mine. I break down right there speaking through tears.

“Oh baby please wake up. You have to wake up for us. We love you my love.” I say seeing Faye come over placing her hands around me

Standing around the bed each of us tell him our hearts once more. The kids speak their’s as it’s Lindsey that takes it hard.

“Daddy please wake up. I need you daddy don’t leave me or us. I love you daddy so very much.” She says with tears in her eyes

It’s a emotional moment for all of us. As the next few hours I did not leave his side except to pee then went to return to the chair holding his hand. Jasmine sat on the other side doing the same. The others find a place to sit as we just wait for the man we love to wake up like other times. All I can say in my mind over and over is.

“I love you Heath baby come back to me.” I say in my thoughts

William’s POV: That night around 10 o’clock

It’s been a long evening with emotions running in every which way. I am sitting on the couch with Debra on my right and Tracey on my left, but she is on the end of the couch with her legs up behind her sipping on her wine. Ron is in his chair with Gina in his lap. They had Serena stay with our family next door since she felt close to Heath. We sat in silence until Gina spoke up.

“You both ok?” Gina asks with concern only to get a nod from us both

“Yeah just thinking of the events of the day.” I say getting nods from them

“We understand William, but Heath would want us to go on and not be down.” Tracey says chiming in

“Your right sis so what do you all want to do?” Debra states asking with a small smile

They all three look at each other before Gina shows a smile.

“Well hun we first want to know how you feel truly about us.” Tracey asks with a hint of concern

“Well we love all three of you. You have always showed caring and love toward us. Besides taking Heath and his family in.” I say getting smiles from them

“Awww we love and care about you both, and Serena just adores you both. The reason why we asked is because well.” Gina says while finding her words before continuing “ Well how do you feel about swinging? Switching partners for the weekend?”

Debra and I look at all three of them before looking at each other. I search her eyes as she does mine. I see a slight grin before she turns to look at Gina.

“So your suggesting I sleep with Ron and Tracey while you sleep with William?” Debra asks getting a no from Gina

“No hun it’s more like you and Ron while William is with Tracey and I. Tracey and I are always a package when we swing.” Gina says while I look at Debra who is looking at Gina and Ron intently

“Debra if your worried that Ron is going to hurt you well he won’t. He is a gentle loving man in every way. Although he does love sliding into a sexy tight ass.” Tracey say reassuring Debra

“Um ok as I don’t want a man to cum in my womb except William. Sorry it’s just William has been the only man to make love to me since I was raped all those years ago.” Debra explains getting sincere understanding nods

“Honey we can understand how you feel, but this might help relax us all.” Gina says as I feel Debra squeeze my hand turning to look at me

“What ... what do you think baby? Do ... do you want to be with Gina and Tracey tonight? Would you be mad if Ron makes love to me?” My beautiful Debra asks as I look deep in her eyes “Debra I will not be mad as long as you don’t. I know this is something new, but we have had threesomes before although with another woman. So just think of it like that with a different man inside you. I will not let anyone hurt you I vowed that years ago.” I say seeing her smile

“Ok baby.” She says as I lean to kiss her lips it’s not long that I feel a hand rubbing my crotch

Debra and I break our kiss to look down. We see Gina and Tracey between my legs as Ron is between Debra’s slowly massaging her pussy through her shorts.

“Ron can I ask you for a favor before we um begin?” Debra asks getting a nod as he works her shorts off to see a hairy mound

“Yes ask away hun.” He answers taking her shorts off

“Can you not cum in my cunt as I only want William to.” She says getting a nod

“Your not on birth control darling?” Gina asks pulling my jeans off

“No as I never needed to since I have been with William for the last 20 years.” Debra says as Ron spreads her legs up in the air

“Debra I will not cum in you. If I have to all I will do is pull Tracey over and empty in her.” Ron says with a smile before going down between her legs starting his advances

“Mmm William your certainly hung darling. How big does this thing get?” Gina asks slowly stroking my manhood while Tracey massages my balls

“He ... is 11 ... inches of ... love.” Debra says moaning as Ron gets her going

“Oh my Gina I think were getting stretched tonight baby.” Tracey says with a sexy grin before licking up the left side of my shaft

“Oh yeah we are I can’t wait either.” Gina says joining Tracey licking the right side of my shaft

“Mmmm he tastes good like cocoa butter. Yes baby get hard for your lovers.” Tracey says fondling my scrotum

I looked over to see Debra slide her hand up her shirt with eyes closed. I guess Ron hit her spot as she moaned. I returned my eyes to Gina and Tracey who had taken their hands off me to only take their shirts off baring their braless breast. My eyes go wide as they has I see pierced nipples. Both of them get back on their knees to return pleasuring me. I notice Ron stand taking his shirt off then his jeans. His dick flops out making Debra gasps. She turns to look at me with her legs still up in the air. I nod as to telling her it’s ok. She gives me a smile before lowering her legs to only lean forward taking Ron’s dick in her mouth. I don’t know what to think, but don’t say anything as Gina has my cock in her mouth while Tracey sucks on my ball sack. I hear Ron moan as I moan also to Gina’s warm mouth on my dick. I can’t believe I have this woman that only last year came over to Heath’s to check up on the house. Back then I thought she was sexy, beautiful, and strong willed. I thought her ass was sexy and tonight it was mine to have. I moved my hands to her head running my fingers through her hair. It was so silky as she started to bob her head up and down. Tracey licks my scrotum before she stands up. I watch seeing a sexy smile as she finishes stripping. She had a skirt on with no panties underneath. I looked between her legs to see a nice bush of hair.

“Like what you see baby?” Tracey asks getting a nod before getting on the couch on my left before continuing “ Gina you love sucking that cock?”

“Mmmmmphf.” Gina says while increasing her pace

“Ron darling how is Debra mouth baby?” Tracey asks getting a moan from him

“Very nice ... she can give ... a very wonderful ... blow job.” He answers getting a giggle

“I bet, so William what do you want me to do for you darling?” Tracey asks with a seductive grin

“Play with yourself for me. Get that pussy wet for my dick.” I say seeing her eyes light up

She moves laying back on the couch. Her legs are up in the air with her right hand between her legs. Tracey looks at me spreading her labia lips apart showing me the pinkness. I notice a trickle of her juice’s flow out.

“You like what you see baby?” She asks getting a nod as I feel Gina suck my the head of my dick before Tracey adds on “ Gina baby is that huge cock ready for some pussy?”

I turn to see Gina take me out of her mouth to only keep stroking me with a smile.

“Oh yeah and it’s so thick I can’t take it in my throat. I have no idea how Debra can.” Gina states as I chuckle

Debra stops giving Ron a blow job, but keeps stroking him. She turns to me getting a nod before smiling to speak.

“Actually I can’t hun. My man can only fill my other holes.” Debra says before reaching over to stroke the head of my dick as she continues “ I will tell you though as I have told the other fuck buddies we share. Once you get a taste and feel of this in your cunt and ass you always want more.”

I looked to see Gina and Tracey look at Debra with smiles. Debra let go off me to only keep stroking Ron who was enjoying the sensation.

“So you won’t mind letting us be with him every now and then?” Gina asks while massaging my balls with her other hand

“No as long as I can have Ron. Don’t get me wrong I love William with all that I am, but my pussy gets sore as does my ass. I wouldn’t mind having Ron in me, but after William gets me preggers. Then after we can sleep in different beds. Shoot I wouldn’t mind a three with you and William or Tracey and William.” Debra answers with a smile

“Mmmm that would be nice. I have fantasized of you eating me out with this hunk fucking me from behind.” Gina says getting giggles and chuckles before she turned and looked up at Ron adding “ You won’t mind baby would you?”

“No not at all as I would like a one on one with one of you a few nights as William might. Am I right brother?” Ron answers only to ask me

“No not at all just let Debra get pregnant first so there won’t be no worrying.” I answer getting smiles

“Well that’s the thing baby I am fertile right now. So this weekend would be best for that.” Debra says with a wink at me

“Well that says it there. William when you feel your close just let me know to move from her so you can impregnate your woman.” Ron says with a sincere tone

I nod as Gina looks over at Tracey.

“Tracey darling can you take my shorts off. I want this beautiful cock in me right now.” Gina asks getting a smile

“Ok darling, but I get him after. I want to ride that hunk of love meat.” Tracey says moving off the couch behind Gina

I watch as Gina looks up at me like a love struck woman. Tracey takes Gina’s shorts off as I see Gina’s sexy ass. I smile as Tracey reaches between Gina’s legs.

“Oh my Gina baby your soaking wet.” Tracey says lifting her fingers to her mouth to taste Gina’s juices

“What do you expect I been horny all day thinking of this moment. I have had some feelings for William since that first night seeing him. His muscles bulging out, and the hard on he had in his jeans.” She says with a smile making me blush

“You saw that uh?” I ask getting a grin

“Yes I did sexy for you made my pussy wet. I came home and raped Ron.” She says as Ron laughs

“Yes she did I was so sore the next morning. I thought my dick was broke.” He says getting awes

“William you should of took her that night with me listening on the phone.” Debra says with a sexy grin

“I would of let him. I was so horny just looking at him. Damn I am getting so wet.” Gina says before getting up off her knees

Gina straddled my hips placing her hands on my chest caressing my muscles. I felt her wet pussy on my hard cock that laid on my abs. She leaned forward placing her lips on mine. We kissed as I placed my arms around her. Pulling her to me as she moaned. Once I broke the kiss I moved my lips to her left hard nipple. She places her hands on my head pulling me in.

“Yesss ... oh William ... suck my nipples.” Gina says moaning softly

“Mmmm that is so hot.” Tracey says from behind Gina

Gina’s nipple tasted so good. I licked around her quarter size aerolas with my whole mouth around her nipple. She moaned in my arms her body inviting me.

“William oh baby ... I need you ... please make me your ... your slut.” She says making me stop my sucking her nipple

I leaned back as she looked at me with confusion. I picked her up placing her on the couch on my left. I stood up putting my jeans back on. I made my way to the back door as Debra spoke up.

“William what are you doing baby?” She asks as I turn to see her sitting there worried

“Going for a walk I need some fresh air.” I say opening the back door

“But what about tonight?” My love asks with deep concern

“I just need some air sorry, but you can enjoy yourself honey you deserve it.” I say seeing her slowly nod before looking at the others who looked at me with shock in their eyes

I made my way out saying not another word. Walking through the backyard I went down to the beach. The sand felt relaxing under my feet. The moon was high in the sky with being the only light. I didn’t know what time it was, but didn’t care while I made my way to the rock not far. Once to the rock that I have sat upon so many times since knowing Ron and the two ladies. I took a seat leaning back upon it. I let out a deep sigh not knowing what to think now. Why did Gina have to say that to me? I don’t like the word slut or whore. I never have since my sister died. Her letter made me upset when I read it. Of all the people who knew of my past Gina just had to say it. I am brought out of my thoughts as I saw someone walking towards my direction. I sit up as the person gets closer and closer. Once to me I see it’s Ron.

“What are you doing out here? I figured you would have Debra moaning your name and cumming on your dick.” I say seeing his eyes go wide

“William I would, but it didn’t feel right leaving Gina and Tracey without a man giving them pleasure and love.” He tells me as I just shrug

“Well just do all three of them man.” I say seeing what looked like shock come across his face

“William that’s not me. I don’t do a man’s woman unless he is with mine. Look what ever Gina said she is sorry. Right now she is crying with Debra and Tracey trying to calm her down. Gina thinks she lost a man she cares and loves.” He explains only to see me shake my head

“Ron how can she love me as she is with you?” I ask seeing him grin

“William you really have to ask that when our nephew Heath has several that love him. Look Gina loves you man in every way she can. The thing she didn’t tell you earlier is after she rode me for hours she cried after.” He exclaims getting a shocked look

“Ok um why was she crying for?” I ask seeing him then smile

“Because Gina felt she cheated on me thinking of you. I told her no because it was me she was with. Then she told me about you. Then ever since we met I have finally started to see why. Look I love you bro as my own, but as Gina loves you I have the same for Debra. William I am not into just fucking Debra I want to make love to her as I do Gina and Tracey who loves you also.” He confesses to me sending shock through my body

“Well I don’t know what to think on that. I am still very upset with what Gina said to me.” I say seeing him look confused before I continued “ I don’t like the word slut. Never have or will. Debra doesn’t even say it in my presence.”

“Oh crap is that why you left the house?” He asks getting a nod before adding “ Damn I should of knew, but I was so into Debra stroking me to hear what she said. I am sorry bro I should of paid more attention.”

“No it’s ok bro no worries. Look it’s getting late and I am mentally exhausted.” I say seeing him nod

“It’s ok man besides I think Debra is really worried about you. She stopped and started getting dressed saying if you wasn’t going to be a part of tonight then she wasn’t either.” He says getting a nod

“That sounds like her. Sorry man for turning the mood off.” I say seeing him shake his head

“No worries maybe another time.” He says as I nod

We talked on our way back to the house. Once to the back door I let out a sigh before stepping in. It was at that moment Gina ran to me with tears in her eyes. She wrapped her arms around me crying on my chest.

“William I am so sorry for what I said. Please ... please forgive me for what I said.” Gina says with a pleading voice

“Gina it’s just you should of remembered all I told you months ago.” I say feeling her nod

“I know honey, but I said it in the heat of passion. I promise to not say it any more, but I ... I do want to be yours also if ... if you let me.” She tells me with a sincere heart

“Gina it’s late and I a mentally tired. It’s been a long day.” I say as she looks up at me

“So your ... your not going to be with me tonight? Or Tracey?” She asks getting a no

“No not tonight as I need Debra. Sorry but I got some things to think on.” I say as she lets me go stepping back looking up at me

“It’s ... it’s ok hun I understand. Just ... just know William that ... that I love you so much. I love you as ... as Debra does.” She tells me just to turn going to Tracey

Debra gets up coming over to me taking my hand. We say our goodnights to only make our way up to our room hearing Gina and Tracey crying. I felt bad, but was not in the mood to continue what was started earlier. Once in our room Debra shoved me on the bed to only straddle my hips looking down at my eyes.

“Baby I know Gina messed up and all, but she deeply loves you very much as does Tracey. Look maybe we all five have grown close as those in the house next door across the way, but with us it’s a mutual thing. I love you deeply baby and Ron, but I will never leave you. Dammit baby I want to be pregnant with your baby. And only YOUR baby. I am 44 years old and can still have children and dammit I am having yours. I love you William Grim so fucking much.” She tells me with tears

“I love you too Debra, but what your saying is weird from you. You never wanted another to love me like Gina and Tracey do.” I say seeing a nod

“I know baby, but since we have been here I am loving them too. I want to be with them and you. You are my man who shall only ejaculate in my womb, but I also want Ron to make love to me too. Hell I want you both at the same time, and that doesn’t make me what we don’t say. It makes me accepting two men who have my heart. Fuck now I know how Ellie, Verna, and Kiko feel.” She says with a smile

I look at her with new eyes and a new warmth in my heart. She leans down placing her lips on mine. We kiss for a moment before she breaks the kiss to only look in my eyes.

“Now fuck me baby I am so fucking horny it’s unreal. My pussy it’s dripping from watching Gina suck your cock, and seeing Tracey play with herself.” My love tells me as she raises up taking her top off

I reach for her shorts unzipping them sliding my hand up the left leg feeling her wet pussy hair. She moans feeling my finger on her clit.

“Yesss ... mmmm baby ... take me ... fuck me.” She says moaning as I raise up to only shift us placing my love on her back

I take her shorts off as she lays there naked. I get up to take my jeans off before getting back on the bed between her legs. Debra raises her legs pulling them back towards her. Looking up at me with wanton eyes filled with love and lust I place the head of my dick at her wet entrance to only slide in.

“OH YESSS ... FUCK MEEEEE!” She says loudly as I do for the rest of the night

Gina’s POV:

It was a long night for me as I hardly slept. After William and Debra went up to their room. I cried in Tracey’s and Ron’s arms. They both tried to tell me to be patient because William just needed time to think. I told them that I was trying, but July would make a year that my heart was wanting to love another as I loved them. I confessed that I wanted William to love me as they did. I wanted William to hold me as he made love to me. It should be me in his bed right now. Tracey said she felt the same, but we had to let William feel that spark that was our hearts. I nodded crying on her right shoulder. It was around midnight as they went to bed asking if I was coming up. I said no since I needed some time to myself. They nodded as Tracey took our man’s hand leading him to bed. I sat on the couch with my thoughts going every which way. After about 45 minutes I quietly went up to check if William was ok. When I stepped up to the bedroom door I heard Debra moan his name with what sounded like a hard powerful orgasm. I felt my tears return as I backed up a step placing my hand on the door. I lowered my head hearing Tracey moan from down the hallway. I guess tonight was just not meant to be. I returned to the living room to only lay down on the couch crying my eyes out for a man I was deeply in love with. Sleep came two hours later with dreams that was just that dreams.