Chapter 6

Anne woke on Monday with Nathan’s arm draped across her stomach, already panting from arousal. The usual filthy dreams had played out in her head all night, but this time she hadn’t come from them. Her body was still throbbing, wet and aching, every nerve screaming for relief.

She desperately wanted to grab the vibrator and satisfy herself right there on the spot, but the weight of Nathan’s arm around her waist stopped her. For a moment she thought of Nathan, of being a better wife.

Then Sunday came flooding back.

Alex spanking her, her drenched pants, The man with a dog, her jeans around her ankles. Everything came back. With those flashbacks, She couldn’t hold herself anymore.

I need to come so bad. I’m not here to be this noodle-dick’s comfort while he leaves me wanting.

Anne felt bad about thinking like that but it was true.

She slid out from under his arm and sat on the edge of the mattress. When she sat, the plug shifted and her whole aroused- body responded with guilty pleasure.

I let a cashier spank me in a park and He thinks I went for a walk.

She took the plug out in the bathroom. It came free with a wet sound that felt obscene in the morning. The itch woke before she had even reached for the hidden vibrator.

Wait Anny. You’ll get your relief

She knew the itch will amplify the pleasure from masturbation and she had got addicted to this pleasure now. Also there was the benefit of removing the buttplug and cleaning herself after coming will help her to avoid infections.

But she couldn’t come.

She tried so hard, pressing the thick vibrator deep inside herself, thrusting it hard and fast, but the release stayed locked out of reach. She already knew why. After last week, the only way she could finish was while texting Alex. secretly messaging, the thrill of it ... that was what pushed her over.

Still, she refused. Nathan’s betrayal yesterday had shaken her too deeply. He had broken her trust, and she didn’t want to speak to Alex again. So she kept fucking herself with the vibrator alone, chasing the orgasm that wouldn’t come, for a full twenty minutes, until Nathan finally called her outside bathroom.

“Good morning babe. Can you come out quick? I’m running late”

“Okay” Anne felt annoyed.

He can’t even satisfy me, and when I finally try to get off myself, he has to get in the way again.

Nathan kissed her when he about to leave, but Anne felt nothing except disgust. His lips were wet against hers, and she had to fight the urge to pull away and wipe her mouth.

Why I am like this? I used to love his touch.

“You still look tired. Stay in today, yeah? I’ll grab dinner on the way back.”

“I’m fine.” Anne wanted him gone and be herself.

He smiled like that settled it. She smiled back until the door shut, then stared at her phone.

Alex hadn’t texted.

He had told her not to text first. He would text. She turned the phone face down on kitchen table and did the dishes from last night. But she knew she can’t keep working with this aroused body. Her mind screamed to text back Alex and get the relief she is craving. But she got it together and resisted the urge.

By 10 O clock, she was again in the bathroom tub with the vibrator between her thighs. But how much she tried didn’t matter. Her aroused body didn’t respond to vibrator.

But She got through the day without texting Alex.

Maybe I shouldn’t look down on Nathan just because he have a noodle dick. Maybe he could still satisfy what I’ve been craving. It might be worth giving him a chance. After all, Nathan has never betrayed me the way Alex did.

So that night Nathan reached for her in bed the way he always did, gentle, checking her face first.

“You sure? You haven’t been in the mood in a while”

“I’m sure.”

She climbed on top and sank down onto his dick, taking him to the base so the plug in her ass stayed hidden. She had done this exact thing before. Nathan groaned, settling hands lightly on her hips. She started to roll her hips, fucked herself on him in steady strokes, and forced out the moans that always made him think she was getting off. Her desperate body kept waiting for her cunt to catch up and actually feel something.