Chapter 10

For a week, Yuri tormented himself, telling himself he could live without that sudden, dirty little stimulant. He tried to have sex with his wife, but though she said nothing, it was obvious that by contrast she was disappointed. It’s better for a blind man never to have seen the sun. As long as Anna had lived for years with their usual below-average sex, she hadn’t needed anything more. But after her husband had really fucked her well twice, he had awakened her appetite. And it was already hard for her to go back to enjoying their old sex.

So in the second week, afraid of disappointing her again, Yuri didn’t even attempt intimacy. More and more he wanted to fuel himself again with that forbidden stimulant. The question “Is it allowed?” turned into “How do I do it?”

The idea came. But it was so wrong, so treacherous toward his beloved, faithful wife that Yuri himself was frightened by the way out he’d found. He waited two days, scared to do something unthinkable. But when Anna herself started seducing him and he felt he wouldn’t be able to perform, Yuri, angry at himself, decided it was time.

To avoid humiliating sex, he pushed his wife down and ... went between her legs. Yes, he went down on her. He buried his mouth in her sex and for a moment drove his wife crazy with a bright orgasm. Not like during their “good” sex, but still a pleasant one. He refused any return favor, saying he was burned out and exhausted from work.