Chapter 1: Why Incest?

People always ask me why I want to have sex with members of my family. In a way, I sort of resent the question as it implies there is some reason why I would NOT have an interest in sex with them but that’s another issue. Well, there is no simple answer as there is a different reason for each one. I have explained all of this in lots more detail in other article in my diary so this is only a short review to help to explain the events of this day.

First let me reiterate that in my view it’s NOT adultery for a man to have sex with a woman other than his wife provided that woman is a member of his immediate family. Adultery is having sex outside of marriage and a marriage is more than just one man and one woman - the entire family is a part of it. This is why family is so important to me.

My parents believe strongly in their marriage vows. Thus my father would never even consider committing adultery yet he does have sex with several women besides my mother with but ALL of them are within his marriage family. This includes two of my cousins (primarily Kristen), my Aunt Linda (my mom’s sister), and of course me. Similarly, my mother enjoys being with my cousin Rick and his father (my Uncle Jim) but wouldn’t dream of giving herself to any other man (except my husband someday, of course).

So let’s start with the easiest to explain - my parents. I shouldn’t even have to explain why I have sex with my parents; the answer is obvious. I love my parents more than anyone else in the world and would do anything to please them. The bible commands that we honor our parents and in my mind, what greater honor is there than to offer myself physically to them, to present myself totally to them for whatever they desire and need without reservation or conditions?

That said, there ARE difference between my parents when it comes to sex. With my mother it is more of an equal relationship than it is with my dad. When I have sex with my mom it is like being with a female “lover”. The bonds between us from just being mother and daughter evolve to another level to where we become “equals” in bed.

On the other hand, when I am with my dad I am ALWAYS his daughter and as such it is my duty to submit myself to him. Now don’t get me wrong as needless to say, I enjoy it physically but my greatest emotional feelings arise from the knowledge that I am pleasing my father and satisfying his deepest needs. When he cums in me it is not like it is when any other man does it. With my dad, it is more than just a physical turn-on created by the feeling of a man’s sperm filling my pussy. When I feel my father cum in me it is a physical indicator of his love and respect for me, not to mention proof of the lust I have successfully created within him.

As for my cousin Kristen and me, it’s not complicated - we do it just for fun. Period. Really, what more can I say? I love my cousin but she is such a slut, and just loves sex. I simply have a great time being with her. It’s all physical! Besides, not that many people really have an issue with girls having sex with each other, even if they are cousins.

Many people are surprised when I say this but it’s true ... Kristen’s mom, my Aunt Linda, and I haven’t really been together a great deal. When we have, usually it is in conjunction with someone else such as my mom or Kristen. My aunt is an incredibly sexy woman and she certainly knows how to make love to a woman so I enjoy being with her, it just doesn’t happen all that much. While she seems to like younger men, younger girls just aren’t all that interesting to her in a sexual way (other than her daughter of course).

My youngest cousin, Tammy, is more of a “project” for me than anything else. I recognized early that she was going to be the sexy, rebellious girl in the family (her older sister Kate is SUCH a prude). My goal was to teach her about sex so she wouldn’t find out about it in the back seat of some car. Please don’t judge me for this, but I also used her somewhat to soothe my own guilty conscious.