Chapter 1

Things have changed dramatically in the past year and a half since my divorce.

In particular my relationship with my son Ryan has developed and changed in the most dramatic fashion.

Since divorcing Mike I have moved down south and after having stayed with friends for a few months I finally have a new part-time job and a flat of my own.

I now work part time for a couple of very lovely and charming but very gay financial consultants.

I work as their part-time secretary and I’m very content with working for them even though there is no fun in a sexual way to be had with either of them.

For several months I lived with Daniel. One of the black men who I had met in one of my encounters when I was still married.

I have been fucking him, his father, his uncle and his cousin off and on for the best part of the year.

I’ve had a lot of big, black cock in that time and have many fun times to account for. I will add more about my big, black cock experiences at another time as I’m sure a lot of you will want to hear how I have acted the slut for this family of black men and their friends.

In particular how I have been gang fucked on many occasions with three, four or five of them.until eventually I was fucked by a couple of very elderly black men both in their 70s.

Since I moved away from my native Scotland it has been hard for everyone to adjust with our new life ... Unfortunately, Mike (my ex) got quite difficult during the divorce. This led to some very difficult conversations with my kids and has partly led to a bit of a rift between me and my daughter Chloe.

Basically the upshot is that Mike, in his desperation to paint me as the bad parent within our marriage, ended up telling our son and daughter some stuff they probably should not have heard, and all from his perspective.

The upshot being Chloe was disgusted that I had been in her words ‘such an unfaithful and slutty wife’.

Things have turned around slightly following some very in-depth chats between me and her and me quite frankly telling some home truths about the fact that her dad knew all about my behaviour and how he encouraged it from the moment of our marriage and that he was trying to weaponize my sexuality to drive a wedge between me and her.

My son Ryan on the other hand acted and reacted so completely differently on the matter and this led to the position that we are now in which I will try to explain.

Let me say straight off that for those who do not enjoy experiences that include very taboo subjects you are probably better off stopping reading now moving on to a different experience or story on this site.

It all started back a few months ago when Ryan my son and I got bit into a bit of a tipsy state, and he started asking me what it was that had led me and his father to have such an open relationship, he told me he wanted the truth and didn’t want spared any punches and that he was a big boy and wanted to have a frank, adult conversation with me about how we ended up in a shared marriage. What I had felt about it and how it worked for so many years.

Once home he began quizzing me on what his dad had been saying.

Stupidly I asked what he had heard, basically setting myself up for an explicit grilling.

He told me he had heard his dad saying to one of his friends that I had, ‘fucked over a hundred men and women during our marriage.’

He straight up asked me. “So mum have you, have you fucked a lot of guys and women?”

I almost fell off my chair. I have heard him swear, obviously but never sexually and about me!

Again stupidly I answered with the truth ... Don’t know why I just didn’t lie but I answered.

“Yes son, I have. During our marriage we had an open relationship and your dad actually knew all about it, so I don’t know why he is trying to use this against me. But yes, I have had sex with a lot of men and women.”

His answer and follow up questions, of which there were many, shocked even me.

“Oh that’s cool mum” ... His follow up was even more explicit.

“So, did dad like you being fucked by others? Did you play the slut wife role? Have you ever fucked more than one at a time mum? How old were the men and women you fucked? Have you fucked with aunty Tracey?”

Hearing him talk this way was kind of weird to be honest, my stomach was churning but the alcohol and the fact I think I wanted to shock him just had me telling him the truth again, but this time not as politely!

“That’s a lot of questions son! Yes your dad liked me to be fucked by others and so did I.

Yes I was a slut wife as you call it, a slut for other men and women and your father knew all about it. Yes I have been gangfucked many times, just last week as it happens!”

He asked how many men last week ... I told him...”Five in total.”

“I have fucked men as old as 81 and women as old as 65 ... and yes your aunt Tracey and I have shared a lot of men and each other!”

So this continued for a while, with each answer being more honest (except me telling him about the dogs!)

He ended up saying he thought it was,”Cool!”

The chat was so unexpected and I was shocked (takes a lot I know) but yes I have to admit that by the end of it (it was over an hour’s grilling!) I was fucking soaking wet and I know he had a hard on ... cos I saw it in his shorts!

Now at this point I have to tell you that I had confessed this to a dear friend of mine from on SOL.

We have been corresponding for years now, and he has written fantasy stuff based on me. Indeed many of you may have read them.

So we started an email chat re the whole situation and I am trying to write this experience up with that email conversation at the heart of this. Sorry if all sounds a wee bit disjointed.

He asked me if I thought it may go further, and that it may get physical between us.

I explained in an email.

‘Not sure if we would ever actually take that step but our chat was explicit, as was one the next day. I think he set me up and now I look back on comments over the last year or so I can see he has been building up to something like this.

After I had told him of my gangbang fun, of me screwing older men and with Tracey he asked some pretty direct questions about a lot of it ... from memory it went like this:-

“Was one of the old guys Frank and his pal Bill mum?” - “Yes it was son.”

“How long had Uncle Frank been fucking you?” - “A long time and often and with a lot of his friends”.

This seemed to get him twitching in his seat.

“How many of his friends, and all at once or separately?” - “Both son” (I was quite explicit in my answer as I think I wanted to stun him a bit!)... “Frank had been fucking me for years and most of his friends had me over a period of 5-6 years. Gangfucking me and single/threesomes moresomes etc. They fucked me for years son.”

“They must have liked that, playing with a younger woman?”- “Yes son they did and I liked the older man thing too, your dad did too.”

“Did they wear a condom mum? Were you not scared of getting pregnant?” -

“No son they didn’t mostly. I was on the pill and most liked to cum in me or spunk up on me.”

“What do you prefer mum being shot a load of cum into you or on you?”- “I like being cummed on, I like the feeling of it, most women do.”

“Over your body? “- “Over my body and face, yes.” (He clearly liked this)

“Yeah Hannah (his girlfriend) lets me give her a facial and likes it over her tits mostly.”- “Yes son I like a good titfuck too and all the better with a happy ending.”

“Yeah Hannah’s tits are massive, just like aunty Tracies. She likes them cum covered “- “So does your aunt Tracey son!”

“Just the one guy cumming on you or lots? Like a bukkake thing, Do you know what that is mum?” - “Yes son I know what that is, your lot didn’t invent sex! And yes to both. Sometimes a single guy and other times multiple men would unload all over my face and tits ... Does that bother you?”

“Fuck no mum, it’s cool! How many is the most?” - “The most to cum on me in one go? Probably seven or eight, yeah I think about that.”

“Jesus mum you must have been covered? I mean seven or eight hot fucking loads!”

(I wanted to shock again with the answer seeing as he was now freely swearing) - “Yes I was son but I love it, love having a few fucking hot loads over my face and tits at the same time, even better if I am being fucked hard as it happens!”

“Oh that’s cool mum, Like a proper hot wife, like a proper slutwife you see on the internet” - “Again son, there was sex before the internet son! But yes like a proper slut.Your dad liked me being a filthy, fucking slut for others ... you like that or does it bother you a lot? Cos’ if it does we can stop the questioning right here!”

“Fuck no mum it’s awesome ... I’m trying to get Hannah to be more, you know sexy, slutty” - “Just find out what really gets her going and what she likes and I am sure you will be fine.”

“Have you seen aunt Tracy with her tits spunked on? “- Yes son, a lot of times.”

He twitched in his seat at that bit!

“So you two did this a lot together?” - “Yes son Tracey and I have had a lot of fun together, with a lot of men and women.”

“Awesome! What’s the biggest cock you have had? Do you like them big or average?” - “I like them big son, big and thick. Longest is probably Henry, he’s a good ten to eleven and a bit when fully hard. Thickest is probably his dad!”

He was twitching again!

“Oh jesus mum that’s fucking great ... Wait, have you fucked them both? “- “Yes son I have, and both at the same time and in a gang as well. Shocked?”

“Oh god no mum! My fantasy is Hannah and her mum! Did you enjoy the father and son thing? Did they cum in you? Did they DP you? You know what DP is mum?” - “Yes son I did, I have had a few father and son, and grandfather and grandsons too! Yes they have cum up me many times, and many times over my face and tits like I said. Yes I know what a DP is! And yes they have done that to me and others have too.”

“Oh god that’s fucking great mum. Hannah uses a vibrator up her as we fuck so its like a DP for her.”-- “That’s a good way to start. Just be careful and make sure she is lubed or wet enough.”

“Did you use lube or was your, your, you know ... pussy wet enough? “- “At first I had to yes, but I have had many DP son so now I can take a cock up my arse and cunt (I wanted to shock again) using my wetness.”

“Holy hell mum! That’s great ... I bet it’s amazing is it?” - “Yes son it is fucking amazing!”

“Can your cunt take it easily now? Once you are really wet I mean?” ( He was getting very bold!) - “Yes once I am soaking wet then I can take cocks or other things up my wet cunt quite easily ... Now if it’s okay I am going to bed. Hope I haven’t shocked you and if you want to ask other things I will be honest with you. Just remember I am your mum and I love you and whatever happened it was also your dad too.”

“Oh no worries mum. I love you and I never thought badly of you and what you tell me stays with me.”

So that was kind of the first nights chat, the morning was a bit awkward at first, with no alcohol but we chatted some more and I think honesty is the best, Plus I was teasing a lot!’

I was asked in the reply email if I thought he had wanked later in bed and if I was thinking of screwing him.

My email replay went like this:

‘We will see. I can’t imagine it but yes the atmosphere was highly charged and I am not naive enough to think he wasn’t wanking later (I was frigging myself like mad!)

The next morning he did ask me more and then about my ‘dress sense’ as he put it and admitted to having had a peek in my wardrobe from time to time and seeing all my toys, outfits and sexy lingerie!

This led to a line of questioning on uniforms and mini skirts etc ... He was eager for some details let’s put it like that- He stopped short of asking to see me in the, but not far short of it, and I think it is where he is heading!

He asked if I dressed up for the gangbang I had recently and yes he asked if anyone took pics.

He also complimented me on my looks as well. Then told me some details of his sex life and antics ... Blimey a chip off the old block! He says his sister Chloe is a prude.

Anyway he is with me again tomorrow for part of the day before heading home, and then he is planning on coming down in a week or two’s time with his friends. I will behave myself!

Well maybe not! I already have plans to get two of them alone ... I will certainly be wearing an outfit that lets them know they are in for fun if they want.

As Ryan put it “You sometimes look a bit slutty in your dress sense mum, it’s the stockings I think” Well slutty it is then!

I have no idea how this is going to play out, the fantasy is one thing, but could I actually do it? I haven’t seen his cock since he was about ten or eleven ... He did tell me he liked my mini skirts and as I said he admitted that he had ‘rummaged’ in my wardrobe and saw my maid, nurses and St Trinians outfit etc and found my dildos and vibros!

He complimented me on the outfits - “I bet you look fit in those mum!, and at the size of my toys ... he asked if I could take them all! No pretence at any words at this point. - “Can you take the full length mum? Right up your cunt?”

I have zero idea what is about to happen to be brutally honest, my mind is swirling.

I have moments of utter regret of even thinking the thoughts I have been having ... How big is his cock? Has he wanked it thinking of me? Is he hitting on me? My son is hitting on me? Is it because I was too open with him and he now knows his mum is a bit of a slut?

I pounded my cunt last night thinking of outrageous things, I must be such a fucking tart to even think them!

Oh god what if he does ask to see me in an outfit or asks me to model some lingerie (stockings, heels ) for him etc? What the hell do I do?

I know he has wanted to shock me by referring to my ‘cunt’ etc and I have been doing the same to him!

Oh god, I have been teasing my own son haven’t I! Oh god!

When he asked me that question I was creaming! Literally creaming! My answer was so teasing and I know that now, oh god.

Yes Ryan I said, “I can take most of them deep, apart from the big, black fist one, that is too wide for me to get it more than halfway up me. But my white vibro can get right up me, right to the hilt. My double ended dildo I can take all halfway and if I bend it over can take it all ... Tracey and I can take it all lengthways and have done ... My other favourite one is my purple one, that really fucking fills me up, and my cunt can take most of it now, right up the end until I am cumming so fucking hard.”

Oh god why didn’t I just refuse to answer!’

Further emails were exchanged between me and my SOL friend as he asked me how things have progressed.

My reply was like this:

‘I am justifying this as a) he is an adult and b) I have never wanted to hide myself from my kids, albeit trying to protect them from things as children they didnt need to see or hear, but fuck it, he is a grown man and clearly is enjoying this. Maybe it’s just a bit of a fantasy thing, maybe not but I am not pulling back from it and have decided to be open and honest.

He is phoning me tonight after work and I am going to lay it on thick.

When we chat later I am going to answer each question honestly and also take my lead from him about language and tone. Apparently he says Hannah likes it a bit rough and asked me if I like being spanked etc.

I will let him know in graphic terms if he asks again! He now is easy asking me if I like spunk and the taste and using words like cunt, fuck and slut to me so I think you may be right ... he like me (and you) enjoys a bit of filth!

Honestly the first time he said the words to me I almost creamed myself automatically!

“So have you ever had two cocks at the same time mum, like not a DP but up your cunt at the same time?” I was fucking soaking telling him! “I have Ryan yes, many times and it is amazing, having two cocks banging away up me and feeling really fucking full always has me cumming hard and I love having my wet cunt stretched out by cocks and toys and fists” ... I hope he was hard as I replied!

I had the phone call with Ryan and then emailed my SOL friend again with the details.

The email went like this:

‘Well where do I start?! Yes we had a call ... and yes it was filthy ... this time really fucking filthy and any pretence is pretty much gone. I am sure he was wanking as we spoke ... in fact I know he was and that he came ... or at least I am 99% sure.

LOL knickers wet ... as if I was wearing any! (my email friend had asked if I was soaking my oanties on the call) My fingers were right up my cunny to start with and then I fucked myself with a toy and I came off twice, second time I think he must have heard as well.

So it went like this...

Phone went and it was a call rather than Facetime ... I think I know why as I think he was naked and wanking! I immediately stripped off too, down to just my heels and went and got my big purple vibro off my bed (I had it ready in case! ... oh god what a slut I am LOL)

We started off with the usual opening chat about how the day had been then he started.

“So I was thinking of coming down a day earlier mum and letting the guys come down to see us the day after. Is that ok?”

I of course said yes and if there was a reason.

“Well I have been looking online for outfits for Hannah and wondered if we could look together, maybe go and look at some, maybe in like an Ann Summers or similar and maybe if it is okay you could show me the ones you have?”

“Sure son, what do you mean show you them?”

“Like maybe show me them and if ok then maybe show me them on? And we could go shopping after finding some for Hannah.”

My fingers were now playing with my clit and I think I audibly sighed!

“Well we could see Ryan, would you be ok if I was to wear them for you to see? Some leave little to the imagination?!”

“Hell yeah mum, I bet you look great in them!”

“Flatterer!”

‘It’s true mum, you have really good legs and a great figure. I bet you look awesome in them ... which ones would you show me and wear?”

“Ah thanks Ryan, well I could show you all? May take a while to change etc but I could wear the French Maid one with either stockings or crotchless tights? The nurse one is best with stockings, the school girl one can be stockings, tights or just socks and the secretary one is best with crotchless tights I think ... But you could decide?”

“Oh god yes mum, I love stockings and that sounds hot!’”

I am sure he was wanking now! As I heard him sighing.

“Some are really short and I normally don’t wear knickers with them obviously, so you may see more than you bargained for son” ... we both laughed. My fingers were really fucking deep up my pussy at this point!

“Oh god mum yes, no worries, best to see them as they are meant to be worn I think?” I am sure he was wanking.

“Yeah you are right son, best to see them as they would be worn, with the stockings and crotchless tights too ... Well I will need to shave too ... can’t have a hairy pussy on display! Does Hannah shave?”

“Oh fuck mum yes ... Oh yes she does and I prefer it like that! Love fucking her when she is bald.”

I ramped up the teasing as I finger banged myself to a first squirting climax!

“Yeah I like to be really smooth, so I will shave cream and oil ... Get my cunt really bald and smooth. I love shaving and being really fucking smooth, helps a lot when you cum, I bet Hannah feels the same as you fuck and I hope you lick her too, lick her to orgasm?”

“Oh god yes mum ... err I do mum, she loves oral.”

“You need to ask her son, be attentive, help her prepare ... Its is exciting to be shaved by a man ... you should ask her, I bet she would be creaming for you, you have to ask her what she likes, how it makes her feel when you eat her wet pussy, how she feels sucking your big hard cock.”

I was now using my purple toy! Not switched on but sliding it up my sopping pussy as I sat spread legged in a chair!

“Do that and she will love it son, she wll be fucking soaking for you and be ready for to do anything you wanted.”

“Oh god yes mum, sounds amazing. Do you always shave and let others help?”

“Oh yeah son, I always prepare myself well, shaving, oiling, getting myself ready, it’s all part of preparing for fun isn’t it, and it really turns me on.”

“You get excited doing it for the men you fuck with?”

“Really fucking excited Ryan, I get so wet and turned on and not just for men remember, I love a bit of hot pussy too!”, we both laughed.

“I hope Hannah likes pussy too mum, I would love to see her with another woman ... and a man too!”

“That’s great son, ask her. Two cocks is great and I am sure you would both love it!”

“So will you be excited when we do it?”

“I will son, I will be wet and open I bet! Do you think you will be excited too? Like hard, will you be hard, will your cock be hard do you think?”

“Oh fuck mum ... Oh fuck, yes I will be I think ... Oh fuck yes!”

I am sure he came at this point as I heard him really moan... ‘

“Oh that’s nice to hear, your old mum still has it! You come down and I will model them for you and you can let me know what you think of them and if your cock gets hard that’s fine, no shame in having a nice big hard cock.”

“And you too mum, I will let you know how amazing you look in them, and if you get wet then that’s okay too!”

“Flatterer! And I will wear them as I would for a fuck session with my lovers ... I will wear them exactly as I would for getting a hard fucking in...”

I was almost cumming again now and was banging my toy in faster and breathing heavily!

“Oh fuck yes mum, will you, god that will be so hot!” I am sure he was wanking again already!

“Just like I was going to be fucked like a slut, I will wear them with no knickers, my cunt shaved and ready for action, like a fucking slut ... Oh god ... Oh god ... I will show you how I have worn them for all the cock and cunt I have fucked with ... and show you what it’s like so you can enjoy Hannah in them too. And if you are hard and I am wet no harm eh? ... Oh fuck yes Ryan.”

I came heavily at this point and I think he knew it!

So that was it, we had both been really filthy and he is coming down ... and yes I am going to look online at outfits, model some for him and go shopping to a sex store with my son! I am going to suggest we watch a film too ... to set the scene ... Fuck it! In for a penny as they say!

Hope you approve and have some advice?’

The email replies kept coming back and forwards between me and my SOL friend.

‘ I am pretty sure he was cumming by the sounds coming out and the way the ‘Oh fuck mum’ sounded!

He texted me saying he is so looking forward to the visit and having such a caring, open and sexy mum is the best! I almost came again ... sexy!

What the heck am I doing, seducing my son and being seduced by him!

The thing is I am honestly fucking soaking thinking of it, and I feel so turned on but at the same time a bit ashamed too. My cunt has been sopping for days and I am fingering myself thinking of it regularly!

I messaged saying that was lovely and having such a handsome, caring and naughty son is the best too ... I couldn’t help myself! His message back was a smiley face with a big hugs emoji and two xx I sent back a smiley one and one with three x saying triple x just like this week will be!! OMG ... wtf am i doing!

He came back with a oh I do love tripple X and another smiley face.To which i said, I love triple X as well and I swore ... I fucking love triple X Ryan!

He said I love it too and love the dirty talk as well, fucking love it!

We then exchanged a few more and it ended with me telling him that I am so looking forward to modelling for him...”I am really looking forwards to it, if I can help you have a better sex life and get Hannah all ready for a good fucking by you son I just want to help and I am fucking feeling hot as hell hoping you like me all dressed up like a fucking slut for you, is that wong?”

He said., “No mum it isn’t and I can’t wait to see my sexy and slutty mum all dressed up too.”

I am going to fuck him ... I am definitely going to fuck him if he wants!

OMG!’

Another email exchange followed

‘I know it is going to happen. I am just so conflicted but I want it to happen if you know what i mean? Felt the same the first time with Bruno and the other dogs to be honest ... part of me disgusted at myself, the other part knowing I fucking needed it LOL His messages are now pretty clear and all are explicit! He sent me a pic of the DVD he is bringing, asking me what I thought!

I told him how much I liked it in no uncertain terms! This is the one!’ ( I had emailed my SOL friend the DVD cover).

I then made the pretext of calling my son to ask about something else, but then dropped in that I loved the look of the dvd. He was busy but said he would call me back when free for a more ‘private chat’.

I was waiting with my knickers off, just a pair of my heels on and had been playing with myself looking at online stuff when he rang.

“Hiya mum, sorry I was busy with a work thing, but I am free now ... and alone. Is everything ok? You sounded flustered on the phone earlier.”

“I was a bit son, and I have been all morning! God that video looks amazing, wow. Hope you don’t mind me calling but I have been thinking about it and it had me really flustered and hot and bothered!”

“That’s good to hear (he laughed), not that you were flustered but that you like it ... It’s a really hot one and I think it will help us won’t it.”

“It certainly will son. It is fucking great looking, oh my god their look to be some enormous cocks in it ... and some hot women as well. Got me going I can tell you!”

“Oh that’s great to hear, yeah some of the guys are fucking huge and the women all look great in the outfits and uniforms, not as great as you will look I bet though!”

“Oh you flatterer! If I look half as good then I will be happy, looking forward to it being on as I show you the outfits and we have fun.”

“Oh I can’t wait, Yeah will be hot to have some good fucking on in the background as you model and we ‘have fun’ whatever that means!”

“Well it means whatever Ryan doesn’t it.”

“Yeah I guess ‘whatever’ eh mum! ... So did you look to try to find it online or any clips of it?”

“I did son! And I found some like it but not that exact one ... Got me all worked up I can tell you, and yeah whatever ... I think we both maybe mean the same thing?”

“Oh that’s awesome, you were naughty then (he laughed) naughty and watching porn! ... and yeah maybe we do mean the same thing... ‘whatever’”

“(I laughed) Yeah very naughty son ... very fucking naughty ... You wanna hear how naughty? or will that freak you out?”

“Not at all mum, maybe if I tell you what I have been thinking and am doing now that may freak you out!?”

“You cant shock me ... Well your mum got all worked up and found a great clip of a nurse being fucked hard by two men ... Just like the scenes we will be watching together!”

“And?!”

“Well I was soon playing with myself wasn’t I! Soon I had my knickers off and I was enjoying myself!”

“Mmm nice mum ... fingers?”

“To start with, then I got one of the toys I am going to show you and really got to work, really got to fucking work on myself son. Really pounding myself with the toy I will show you.”

“Oh fuck yes, just like a proper slut eh?”

“Yeah, just like a fucking slut who loves cock ... Oh fuck ... You doing what I think you are doing?”

“Yeah! You ok?”

“Fuck yes son, I am doing the same!”

“Oh god mum, this is so hot!”

“I know, I am fucking so turned on Ryan. I am so fucking horny.”

“Me too.”

“You naked? Your cock hard?”

“Yeah and yeah very!”

“Stroking it for me as we talk? I have a toy up me now ... Oh fuck yes, I am fucking myself now so hard ... Oh god.”

“I can hear ... FacetIme?”

“Oh fuck yes ... I want it son ... I want to see you!”

We hung up and then he called.

Oh my god he was naked, his cock was standing up, all red and wet looking (he spat on it as he wanked!)

I was almost at the point of climax when the call started ... when the FaceTime started and I saw what he was doing then I just gave in to it.

So the call came in.

He was naked, standing with a full erection ... nice size, not huge but nice! I haven’t seen him naked since he was about 11!

I was sitting in the chair, naked too, tits aching and just my black heels on...

“Hiya, oh god son, oh fuck!”

“Hiya mum oh god you look amazing. So you like the dvd choice then,”(he laughed again)