Chapter 4

I looked at him and said “that’s ok Rafiq” and totally disengaged from him. I now had mixed feelings of guilt, shame and embarrassment about what I had done. I hurriedly wore my clothes and turned to him.

He was just standing there looking at me with a depth in his eyes which meant a million things ... things which I was not ready for yet, as I now discovered. I said “just forget everything that has happened between us today...”.

Rafiq did not say anything or even come close to me. I left from there after gathering my belongings including that saree which I had originally come for ... My night plans for my hubby were ruined Anyway. I was in a bigger dilemma if and how to tell Prakash what I had happened today.

There is no way I would want to hide such a big thing from him ever ... So once we were in bed, Prakash went down on me giving me my two orgasms. Then we were lying bed naked with my face on his chest and his soft cock in my hand.

I touched upon the topic after very carefully choosing my words. I said “something very big happened today Prakash and I think you deserve to know about it...”. Prakash said “darling you are sounding like the sky has fallen on your head”.

I replied “yes it is exactly like that only. Promise me that you will not misjudge me for it or get angry and I will tell you everything”. Prakash pulled me up and kissed my lips. He said “darling you know me better than this. Now say it without any hesitation. I will not mind at all”.

Taking a deep breath, I started:

So after your surprising performance last night, I decided to give you another surprise. Now don’t ask what because I still want to give it to you. For that I needed to get some clothes altered so I went to meet Rafiq, my regular tailor since many years.

I explained my requirements to him and then had to remove my saree which I did without hesitating. I have done that many times during trials. During this I was very candid with him about the surprise I wanted to give you and this led to more discussions.

He was very confident that I will never be able to wear what I wanted to for you. The arguments got to a point and I had to remove my blouse and petticoat which also I have done many times before with him during trials.

Then our discussion got more serious and I don’t know how I confided in him that yes I need help with my bedroom life. And he offered to help me as a friend and confidante. This was the turning point where my defenses became very weak and I ended up hugging and then kissing him too.

I am sure the hard thing I felt below touching my body was his erection. Then I quickly realized what I had gotten myself into and disengaged from him. I quickly got dressed and left from there because I felt ashamed and guilty as hell for having hugged and kissed someone other than you.

I have been sulking over this ever since and trying to muster the courage wanting to tell you about it...

Prakash laughed and raised my face to his. He said “darling relax. You have not done anything wrong. Remember what we spoke about last night. What you did was the first step in that direction...”. Now I felt his cock twitch in my hand quickly growing harder.

I was totally confused seeing this. Prakash said “what if I say that what you did, excited me greatly and you have my full permission to go till the end”. I argued “let’s say hypothetically things get out of control between us and we end up in bed ... then”?

Prakash replied “yes I meant to say even if that means having sex with him”. Listening to Prakash, sent the shudder of my life thru me and I stared at him with my eyes wide as saucers. He understood my predicament and at the same time his cock was nearing full hardness like old days.

He said “I know you very well and what I am telling you to do is unthinkable for you ... but trust me and go back to him tomorrow with an open mind and give me that surprise you were planning very soon”.

While I was still trying to digest everything that Prakash said, my focus still was on his nearly hard cock which was still more stiff than what I expected. So I jumped on his cock riding him. I now realized that while I told Prakash about today’s incident, I had gotten wet too.