I was mugged by poor rough interracial lowlife rapists thugs many times already. But the first time when they touched my virgin genitals I got aroused. Ever since then I have been masturbating reliving my defilement molestation violation in my mind.

Not only that but I became interested in interracial rape porn videos and true stories. i particularly want to watch rough nigger thugs who are poor bullying harassing pretty white decent ladies to submission. I could see myself in their situation being mugged dominated against their will until they being forced to submit. What gives me further arousal was not only the rough spankings but the public humiliation they do to decent well off ladies and becoming a personal slut bitch milking cow of all of her savings. I don’t know why it gives me added arousal the feeling of being defiled degraded shamed used and abused by filthy black bad boys gangs thugs from the slums ghettos or the hood. Maybe there are others who experienced the same way and felt the same way.

My mom was fucked impregnated and milked of our family money. I should be bitter about it. I caught our poor employed worker houseboy who played the gigolo impregnating my mom milking her money, touch my younger innocent sister inappropriately. I could see the lust in his eyes while his hands went all over around her body. I was afraid to protest because I was already mugged to submission ordered around by other guys that fucked my mom, and groped mashed molested violated by other guys who also wanted to fuck my mom. So I just watched in disdain and helplessness as he brazenly groped my sister in front of me. He is daring me if I attack him I know what’s coming to me. He even taunted me his snake was the most venomous that is why he was able to knock up my mom. His evil grin staring at me while gloating about it was too much for me. It would be our problem and hard time how to raise their bastard children while they just freeload our home and milk our family’s heirloom money. In all those setbacks I masturbated further like a nymphomaniac slave.