Part 1: The fantasy

Have you ever had a fantasy. The kind that turns into an obession, the kind that infects every waking and sleeping moment. A fantasy so disturbing and unlike your everyday persona that its almost eveil, and dirty and seick... and yet wonderfully insane and hedonistic and silky smmoth and sexy. The kind of fantasy you cannot tell anyone about, not your girl friend, not even your best friend and confidant. The kind you keep in your sinfull heart and cherish the freams and thoughts like a precious thing.

That's what I have been living for the last six months or so. Ever since I saw pictures on the net of transexuals engaging in sex. I am a fifty year old man. Divorced fathered two wonderful children, who have since moved away, btu still talk to me every chance they can. I love them. I love women. I love to have sex with women. I am not gay. I have never hever thought of a man as sexy. I still don't think of a man in any way as sexy. I cannot imagine myself ever entreating the concept of sucking a mans cock, never mind actually letting one fuck my ass or my fucking theirs. Yuck. The idea gives me chills. And yet a tranny. A sexy girl-boy. Sliender and willowy, with soft bronzed skin, and soft sexy breasts, large or small, (but somehow small ones are even more interesting.) The thought of getting in a sexual situation with a young sexy tranny, makes my cock start to throb. My skin starts to sweat, and my pams itch. I've had dreams where I am getting a soft gentle and oh so sexy BJ from a petite young thing with a dick, and woke up wet from having cum in my pants...

Tonight I have taken a step towards living that fantasy. I found an ad... I have been looking at ads in the local entertainment papers here for a while now. But never went so far as to call one. Tonight I found an ad featuring a young 20 year old transexual, named Missy. Her-his picture is remarkably the image of my night visions. Young small perky breasted. Dark, tanned and toned. I looked at the ad for a long moment. And put it away On the way home I stopped at the park and sat at a bench I agonized while I pulled it out gain. I stared at the picture. My hands started to shake. My dreams were coming into focus in the sweet face in that ad. I pulled out my cel phone, and started to puch the buttons. One ring... two rings... three rings...

"Hello"

A sweet sexy sounding voice came on. Breathy and youthful sounding. Matching a incredibly sexual woman.

"Hi."

"Hi."

Her voice was so feminine and soft, I was already sure. I proceeded, shakily, completely unconfidant, and surely exuding reluctance.

"Missy?"

"Yes"

"Oh God.I have never done anything like this."

"Yes."

"I saw your ad in the paper"

"Yes?"

"I was wondering, what you charge for a session, say an hour."

She named her price.

"How would i go about making an appointment?"

"Just call me with a half hour notice"

"Really?"

"Yes"

My retisence melted away, with every soft sounding musical note of her voice, I was closer to making my decision. I made it.

"How about Sunday, around 8 or 9?"

"Yes, that Ok for me."

The tentative date was made. I breathed. I needed a small push.

"I have never done anything like this. Is there anything you need to know about me?"

"No, not really. It's all good."

"Ok so I'll call you On Sunday, to confirm."

"Yes, just call ahead. Ok Hun."

My fantasy started to be reality. I was sitting in the park already imagining what was going to happen. What she would wear. What she would do to me. Her hands touching me undoing my shirt and massaging my chest and neck. Her slender fingers entwining in my heair as I breathed in her perfume and kissed and sucked on her young throat and neck. Her hands running down to my legs and feeling my thighs and over to my cock and cradled my cock through my pants. I would take her shirt off and lick her burrety soft breasts my cheeks hollowing as I pulled her nipples into my mouth. Her hands feel my cok more firmly undoing my pants and letting them fall to the floor as she starts to feel my shaft grow hard in her hands. She pulls away from me enough to disrobe completely. She is naked before me, revealing a rising cock. Her breasts heaving as the passion grows her nipples visibly hardning as I fell them in the palms of my hands. I slide my left hand down and reach for her hardening cock. Its skin is soft and silky, the veins feel like ropes in my inexperienced fingers. I hold her softly runninga finger over and over the whole of her shaft, I feel the heat growing inside it. She jumps when I run one finger along the sensitive back side right to the reddening head. Her breathing starts to come in gasps and moans I take the cock inb my hand and hold it in my fist, and start to stroke it up and down the whole of its increasuing length. My other hand gropes her breasts and pinches her left nipple. She moans more loudly and throws her head back. My tongue licks my lips in anticipation, and reaches for it. It tastes hot and mindbogleingly soft. It slips into my mouth and I lick all over it. I stop just long enough to look into her eys and see rapture as I suck it deeper. And harder. She is trembling as I take her deep into my mouth. It's a new and facinating sensation. Her cock sliding all over my tongue dances over her dick, I run it all over her and in the sensitive areas around the cock slipping around wetly, it tastes strangely wonderful Her dick send a precious drop of precum. I lick at the eye of her penis aas I stroke her again and again. I smile at her and ask if I'm doing it right. Her fingers pull my head into her again as I suck her deeper. I try my frist deep throat. She askes to have me turn aroudn so she can do me at the same time. She takes my dick and follows my actions. It's the most incredible feeling. I never trealized how good it is to be really sucked off. She starts to tremble and shake. Her cock twitches her back arches and suddenly my mouth is filled with hot slick cream. Her juice is warm in my mouth, I continue to suck her through her orgasm as she fills me with her cum. She is moaning and creaming as her cock shoots 4 or 5 strands of her white hot stuff in my mouth and I allow several drops to escape and drip down my neck and throat. Her orgasm sets off my own climax. I shoot and shoot and shoot. The hardest and most devastating orgasm of my life is over flowing down her mouth and over her creamy breasts. She breatsh a exaltation of rapure and pulls me from her and gently pushes me onto her bed and asks me to turn around. My virgin ass is being lubed. Her fingers gingerly spread some goop all overthe crack of my never been fucked hole. I can feel her explore me. I moan. She positions her still hard 20 year old boy cock at my ass, and pushes slowly, she asks if I am ok, I reply to go ahead, do it, fuck me. She does, I feel her enter me. My god is this what its liek for a woman to feel a man enter her for the first time. the feeling of completion, its amazing. She takes conmtrol and fucks my ass slowly, but forcefully. She is fucking me hard then soft the rocks into me like a woman. I love it. I feel woinderfu;l i feel like its what I have wanted foras long as I have lived. She reaches around and strokes my cock while she fucks me. Her motions make me hotter. I can feel her inside me going in and out relentlessly, the its happening, she twitches. She jerks, her hot cum is filling my bowels She cums inside me hard her screams increase as she releses her oragsm inside me. I cum, hard again all over her hand all over my stomach all over the bed all over whatever is close to me. She pulls out slowly. She collapses on my back and I can feel her breasts heave on my back... She regains her cool and pulls off me turns me around and hugs me and fills my mouth with her tongue. It swishes and searches and strokes my tongue.I return the hot sexy kiss, and tell her I love her. I mean it. I want to do this again and again. I make promices to see her again soon. She smiles and accepts her fee. And kisses me again as I leave with the knowledge that I am never going to be the same again.