Chapter 1: My first time
When I was 15, I had a huge crush on a teacher of mine, He was tall, sexy, cute, charming, and had a body that was just absolutely perfect. He was 29 years old, married, and had one daughter. He was also black, and I'm not sure to this day if him being black was part of reason I desired him.
As for me, I was around 5' 6" tall, 127 pounds, long brown hair, green eyes, avrage body, somewhat flat chested, but I had what I considered to be embarassingly long nipples.
I was a High School freshman in his Algebra class, I loved watching him walk around, write on the board, and just never seemed to be able to take my eyes off him, So I was pleasantly surprised when he asked me after class if I'd like to babysit his daughter on Saturday night since his wife was gone to her Sister's, and he had to go help a friend move some furniture to his new house.
Without even hesitating I said "YES!! I'D LOVE TO!!" I felt embarassed by the way I'd said it, and he just grinned and said to come by at 7:00 pm, he gave me his address, and we smiled at each other as he told me I'd better get to my next class.
When Saturday came, I decided to wear something sexy. I wore a black leather skirt, and a white tank top with no bra, since my ex-boyfriend loved that outfit, I was hoping he would too.
I felt daring and sexy as I looked at my noticeable nipples in the mirror. I also went light on the make-up with a light base, and a light colored lipstick.
Since his house was just 3 1/2 blocks from mine I decided to walk there, as I didn't want my mom to know where I was going. When I got there, He answered the door, invited me in, introduced me to his daughter Nicole, who was 4 years old. Then he told me where everything was and said he had to be going.
I noticed him staring at my nipples as he was talking to me, and felt them harden as I blushed that Everything would be fine. He said he had to be on his way, and he left.
The Evening went well, and I put Nicole to bed at 9:45. At 10:30 I heard him come in the door. He was kind of stumbling in. When I got closer I could tell he'd been drinking. He said I must've done a great job for Nicole to be in bed so early, and I must have a motherly touch with kids. He then asked me if I'd like a drink, I said sure, as if I'd been drinking my whole life.
He went to kitchen, and I followed him as we kept making small talk. He made us some drinks and said they were called long island iced teas. I didn't really like it but drank it fast as I was kind of nervous being alone with him.
We continued drinking and talking, then he said we should go in living room where it'd be more comfortable. When I got up I felt kind of wobbly, but he just laughed and put his hand on my back and helped me to the couch. I felt very nervous and excited, yet somewhat scared too. He sat down next to me very closely, and put his arm around me, and it got very awkward and quiet.
Then he kissed me, very softly and tenderly. My eyes were closed as it felt so good, and I felt so dreamy as I felt him pull me closer.
He quit kissing me, and told me that I was so very beautiful and sexy, and that he has been in love with me from the first day he ever saw me.
I told him I loved him too.
Then he kissed me again, deeper and more passionate this time. He was getting rougher, as i felt his hands squeezing and pulling on my ass, my thighs, and my legs. I was getting scared as he rolled me over on my back.
I was trying to say No to him, but his mouth was tightly over mine. I felt his hands pushing my skirt up, and I became very scared. As I started kicking my legs and pushing at him, thats when he slapped me.
It shocked me, and it stung. I looked up at him and could tell he was mad. He then told me in a deep angry voice "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?? DAMN! I LOVE YOU, AND YOU CRY AND KICK AT ME, ARE YOU TEASING ME? YOU LIKE TEASING MEN? ARE YOU A LITTLE COCKTEASER?? CHRIST YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME!! DAMN GIRL! I WAS GONNA LEAVE MY WIFE FOR YOU! WE COULD GET MARRIED WHEN YOU GRADUATE! BUT YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A COCKTEASER!! JESUS CHRIST!!! YOU NEED TO GROW UP! I GIVE YOU MY HEART, AND ALL YOU DO IS TEASE MY ASS!"
I was crying, But I couldn't let the man who said he loved me think I teased him, so I told him I was sorry, I started pleading with him to believe I loved him. I told him I was just scared because I'd never been with a man before.
I was crying into his shoulder.
He then said "You serious? You're a virgin? You saved it for me baby? Damn baby!!! Why didn't you say so? Now we gonna do this right!!! I love you, and you love me, we're going into the bedroom, and i'm gonna make you my woman, no more bullshit! You understand???"
I was still scared, But I didn't want to lose him, so I nodded my head yes, he grabbed my hand and led me to the bedroom.
He told me to get undressed, that he wanted to watch me undress. I slowly started undressing, I was trembling as I began undressing, I could feel tears well up in my eyes, but I continued until I was standing in front of him nude.
He just stared at me, roaming his eyes up and down my body. He pulled me to him, and kissed me passionately. He pulled me onto the bed, and rolled me over to the other side of the bed on my back. He stood up and pulled off his t-shirt. His chest was hairy, muscular and big.
He pulled off his jeans, I was too embarassed to look when he pulled his underwear off, so I just looked at his face. He crawled into bed with me again, and began kissing me, caressing me. He began kissing his way down my neck to my breasts and nipples.
I shivered when I felt him suck my nipple into his mouth. It made my body feel so wonderfully alive and excited, but it made me tremble wih fear too. he kept sucking and squeezing my breasts and nipples, then he began licking down toward my tummy, playing with my belly button for a bit then downward, he began lightly blowing on my pubes. He wiggled down lower on the bed, and he raised up, opened my legs and layed between them with his head between my thighs. He kissed and licked my thighs, then he put his mouth over my pussy.
I could feel his hot breath on my wet pussy and it made me tremble, then I felt his tongue push into me. I tried closing my legs, but he was too strong for me, and held them wide open. I tried squirming away but it only made his tongue seem like it was wiggling more and more, I felt like I was on fire, I could feel sounds coming out of my mouth but I could not tell what they were. My body was shaking, and quivering. I then noticed I had my hands in his hair tightly squeezing his head. He raised his head up and started moving upward again kissing my tummy, my breasts, my nipples, then he was kissing my mouth again. I could taste my juices on his lips, on his tongue. Then he reached down and I could feel him placing his cock against my pussy, he began sliding it against me, moving it against me.
I was so excited, yet so terrified. I didn't know whether to cry, scream, beg him to stop, or beg him to put it inside me.
He raised up and placed my ankles on his shoulders. I grasped the sheets as I felt him place it between my lips, then I felt him pushing forward. It was stretching me. It was going in further, stretching me wider.
I started moaning, begging him to stop, But he pushed further, then he pulled back a bit, then pushed forward hard.
It made me scream out. He pulled back again, and pushed forward harder, again and again, finally I felt it go deep inside me, as I moaned out. I felt like I was being torn open, it stung, it hurt, but he kept moving. I could hear him telling me how tight I was, how hot and wet, and good it felt.
He leaned forward making my knees come back into my breasts, then he began pumping it into me, back and forth, picking up speed. I was going delirious, it felt like it was being driven through my entire body, it felt like heaven and hell, pain and pleasure. I felt like there were tears of pain, and tears of joy both going down my face.
The more he pumped, the better it got. That was when he asked me if I was on any birth control, I moaned out "nooo" to him. He then pulled out. It felt like he pulled my stomach out when he pulled completely out of me. That was when I saw it, his cock, it looked huge, menacing, wet, slick, angry, and hard. I could not believe he had gotten all of that inside me.
Then he told me to get on my hands and knees, I shakenly rose up, not sure what he meant, then he turned me, and pushed my head down on the bed, "like that" he said. I could feel my ass up in the air this way, I coud feel a wetness on my thighs and on my lips that the air seemed to intensify.
I felt him crawl around behind me. He spread my legs wider, then I felt him put his cock against my lips. I felt it part my lips and enter me, I tried crawling away from it, but he held my hips tightly and he began fucking me in that position. It felt like it was going to go clear through me at times. I was moaning, gasping, making noises I'd never heard before as he fucked me. I could barely hear him telling me how good it was, and what a sweet little bitch I was, I began feeling my body start quivering, shaking, I felt like I couldn't see, or hear, like my body took on it's own life. I could feel his balls slapping against me, I could hear his waist hitting my ass.
Then I felt my body explode, I could see flash of wild colors, my mind went into another world. My inner body was quivering and squeezing. It seemed to last forever.
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