Chapter 12

We went into the kitchen and my mother poured herself a strong drink. I got a glass of juice. She offered me a drink but I smiled and said, "No thanks. I fuck every boy in my class. But I don't drink."

She shook her head and said, "I'm sorry, baby."

I went over and took her in my arms. We hugged each other tight. I hated what we had to do today. But I realized that I felt better now that she knew. I wouldn't wish on her what was going to happen to her now. But I felt such a weight off of my shoulders now that it was out in the open.

We sat down and started asking each other questions. She wanted to know more about what I had been forced to do since last Saturday. I had a few questions about her and dad and their shocking past. I found out that I was the first and only female that she had ever had sex with. We were more embarrassed discussing that than anything else. But we both finally admitted that it wasn't that bad. I said, "If you had not just been raped, and you were not my mother, it would have been kind of pleasant."

She held up her almost empty drink in a toast and said, "Ditto!"

That was enough of that subject. I told her about the kinds of things they were doing to me at school. I also told her how concerned Mr. Finney, Mrs. English and Mr. Petrie were. I didn't tell her about the other things that Mr. Petrie and I did. He was a nice old guy and I enjoyed them. I didn't want to get him in trouble.

I mentioned that they were also making Lisa do things. I didn't tell them how that started. I believed her when she said she had been duped into going along in the beginning. She obviously wasn't the brightest bulb on the tree.

It occurred to me that Andy must be upstairs waiting for me to come upstairs so that he can rape me. As if she could read my mind, mom began asking about him. I felt no reluctance when it came to dropping every dime I owned on that evil bastard. My own fucking brother! God! I think I hated him more than I hated Cody!

I told mom everything. I even told her about him peeing on me in the morning. But then I had to hold her down. She was going to rush upstairs and kill him.

I finally calmed her down. I reminded her of Cody's instructions.

We were startled when we heard the garage door open. Dad was home! We had lost all track of time.

We sat in silence until he came in from the garage. Mom got up and made both of them a drink. She handed dad his drink. He was staring at my tits again. She nudged him to get his attention said, "Hey! Dirty old man! Quit staring at your daughter's tits and sit down. We need to talk."

Dad looked flustered. He tried to tear his eyes away and finally managed. I laughed and asked mom, "Do you want to be alone?"

She smiled at me and said, "Sweetheart, we no longer have any secrets. I guess you should be here for this."

She turned to dad and said, "Martin, drink your drink. You are going to need some alcohol in you for this."

I guess he assumed that "this" was going to have something to do with my tits. He looked scared shitless. I think that he really didn't want to have this talk. He gulped down the drink mom had given him and she got up and made him another.

She sat back down and for the next hour or so we talked. There was a lot of blushing. There were a lot of times that one or more of us couldn't look anyone in the eye. But it all came out. We talked like three adults. I even told them how relieved I was that I didn't have to keep this from them any longer.

Dad said that he had talked to their lawyer today and they were making progress. But progress where lawyers were concerned could be a time consuming thing. They were so damned deliberate. He thought that the DA was going to accept their offer. But there were several people who had to be brought into this and given a chance to have an opinion.

I suggested that he inform their lawyer that no matter who else got involved, they needed to make sure that Judge Cable was not consulted. We had to explain why to dad.

Mom got up and started supper. While she was doing that the three of us continued the conversation. We discussed what we could expect to be forced to do until this thing was resolved. I told them that since they had decided to make sure that dad was informed, I wouldn't be surprised if they started coming over here in the evening. Maybe not all the time. But the opportunity to humiliate us would be irresistible. At least it would be for Cody and his father. I didn't know about the others. And we could count on spending a lot of time in their backyard.

I hadn't told them about the movie I made last night with the twins. I told them now. I told them how much money had been made in those two hours. I thought it unlikely that they wouldn't demand that there be more movies. I would be surprised if the thought of involving an entire family didn't appeal to them.

There was a long, uncomfortable silence for a moment. Dad finally said, "There is no way that I am going to go along with this. Not that! I won't molest my own daughter."

Mom sighed loudly and said, "Martin, they don't offer you options. Well, they do. They offer you the option of doing what they want or going to prison. We are going to have to do whatever they want until the DA accepts our deal. And even then, we may have to sell the house so that we can meet the terms of our offer before this is all over with."

Dad said, "But Linda! I ... she's my daughter!"

I looked at mom and laughed. She looked at me curiously and I said, "What the fuck dad! I've already had sex with mom! You'll be happy to know that I prefer boys to girls. We'll do what we have to do."

First, he couldn't believe I had used the word fuck. But he looked like he still couldn't do what we were suggesting they might require of him. I smiled and said, "Come on, dad! I saw the way you were looking at my tits!"

Dad blushed and said, "Surely you are not suggesting that it's alright for us to have sex!"

I shrugged and replied, "No. It isn't alright. But I have had sex with a lot of guys in the past six days. I like you more than I like any of them."

I could see that he remained unconvinced. But mom changed the subject. She turned to dad and asked, "What are we going to do with that little rat bastard upstairs when this is all over? I don't want that little rapist in my house."

Dad wasn't sure what to tell her. He was only fifteen. They couldn't just kick him out. They had no close relatives that could take him in. And even if they did they didn't think it would be right to burden them.

The only possible solution that they could come up with was to put him into some kind of counseling. It was either that or bury him in the woods some dark and stormy night.

I snickered and said, "You might want to see if they can to anything about his control problem. He never lasts longer than two minutes."

Dad blushed a pretty, bright red color. I turned to mom and said, "That's the color of the car I want!"

When supper was just about ready I set the table. Dad asked me to go up and get Andy, and please put on a more substantial top. I explained that I was required to dress this way and that I would be punished if I didn't. I had already been punished twice for changing when I got home from school.

He shook his head and went to wash up. I went upstairs to get Andy.

He looked up when I came into his room and asked, "What the hell happened to you tonight? You promised me that I could fuck your ass after school."

The little bastard was actually pouting because I hadn't come running home from school so he could rape my ass!

I told him that I had to go to Cody's house. That was all the excuse I needed.

I said, "Mom sent me up to get you for supper." Then I turned and started to leave.

He called out, "Hey! Wait a minute! Come here. At least you can suck me off before we go downstairs!"

I saw that image of him with a knife in his chest again. But I knew it would only take two minutes. I went back into his room and he quickly shucked his pants and his underwear down to his knees.

I dropped to my knees beside his bed and sucked him off quickly. He is a disgusting little turd. But it was over so quickly that it wasn't all that unpleasant.

I swallowed and got up and went downstairs without another word.

All through supper my parents kept looking at Andy. They didn't say anything. They just looked. He noticed and I could see that it made him uncomfortable. It brought me a lot of pleasure. But I knew that he was going to get the last laugh. Cody and his dad were going to let him know that mom was fair game soon enough and I would be shocked if he didn't take advantage of it. In fact, I would be surprised if they didn't make sure of it.

Andy ate in a hurry. He didn't even clean up his plate. He excused himself and went back upstairs. The three of us had a more comfortable meal after he left. We didn't talk much. But all of a sudden I wasn't the only one that wasn't comfortable around Andy.

After we ate I cleaned up the table and the kitchen. I went up to my room and checked my email. I had a half a dozen from Cody with a dozen pictures from today in each one. It made me sad to see my mom being abused like that. She looked so sad.

His last email reminded me that I was going to be going with him after school tomorrow. I still didn't know what that was about. He ordered me to open my blinds and leave them open from now on. I was to keep my lights on at night until it was time for bed and I was to always be naked in my room. He also asked me for Andy's email address again. I had given it to him once but he lost it.

I sent him the address. But I knew there would be unpleasant repercussions from that!

And speaking of the devil! Just at that moment Andy came into my room. He closed my door and came over to my desk. I managed to close my email program before he saw all the new emails from Cody. But I was pretty sure he would be getting his own copies pretty soon.

Andy asked, "Did you see the way mom and dad were acting? What's up with that?"

I would have loved to tell him. But I didn't think it was my place. I shrugged and said, "I don't know, Andy. They weren't talking much."

He stood there looking thoughtful for a moment. Then he shrugged and said, "Oh well. Get undressed. I want to fuck you before I go to bed."

I sighed and got up and undressed. I suddenly remembered the last email and went over an opened my blinds. A light was on across the way. I could see the twins in their room. They saw my blinds open and they dropped what they were doing and turned to watch.

Andy asked, "What did you do that for?"

I gave him a look that let him know what an idiot he was and asked, "Why do you suppose I did that?"

It finally dawned on him that I must have been ordered to by Cody. He grinned and said, "Cool. I like an audience."

He made me get up on my hands and knees on my bed. He dropped his shorts and climbed up behind me and went right into his two minute sprint. I waited patiently for it to be over. He came in just about exactly two minutes and slowly pulled his cock free. I turned around and cleaned him up, as required.

The twins had seen it all. They had a good view of my bed from their room. I don't know if there had been an audience on the ground. If there was they were disappointed. They couldn't see my bed from down there.

After Andy left I took a shower. I was nasty after all the crap I had been subjected to today. I returned to my room and turned out my light and went to bed. I lay there in the dark for a long time thinking about what had happened at Cody's house this afternoon and about having sex with my dad.

I am not one of those girls that are in love with their fathers. Not that way! The thought of having to have sex with dad was just about as hard for me to get used to as it was for him. But I knew it was going to happen. I tried to force it out of my mind and go to sleep. It's funny about that. The more you try not to think about something the more you can't stop thinking about it.

I was still wide awake when there was a soft tap on my door. I asked who it was. I was lying on top of my sheets, naked.

It was mom and I invited her in. She noticed my blinds were open and cocked an eye at me. I shrugged and she knew without being told what that was about.

She sat on my bed but for a long time neither of us said anything.

Finally she said, "I feel so bad. I keep thinking about everything they have done to you and it makes me furious. It's my fault. Everything that happened to you is my fault. If I had done the right thing that afternoon none of this would have happened. Oh god, Carin! I don't know if I can live with that!"

I sat up and put my arms around her. I just held her for a few minutes. Then I said, "I was mad at you at first. I think I was madder at you than I was at Cody. After all of those years of telling us to do the right thing even if it hurt, you went and pulled that stupid stunt. But I understood. I know you panicked. I was just mad at everyone. I don't blame you now. It isn't your fault that your boss and his son are evil creeps. But mom ... I'd appreciate it if the next time you run over somebody you'd stick around. You know. Leave a note on his forehead or something."

Suddenly we were both laughing again. She finally turned me loose and stood up. She said, "Thanks. I needed that."

She started to leave but she stopped and sniffed. I saw her expression change and she said, "I gather your loving brother has been in?"

I shook my head and said, "Yeah. And he made me suck him off when I went up to get him for dinner. But altogether it took less than five minutes. The kid really has a problem."

She leaned down and kissed me and said, "I love you. Goodnight."

I said goodnight. After she left I felt more relaxed. I finally got to sleep.

I noticed a lot less tension the next morning. I didn't have to hide anything from my parents. My stupid brother apparently slept through my shower. I dressed in the revealing blouse and skirt that I was forced to wear. I stuffed a bra into my purse. Then I went down to breakfast.

My poor father still had a hard time finding a safe place to focus his eyes. I still felt self conscious about exposing them to him like this. But since it was highly likely he was going to see a lot more than this before it was all over, why not break him in gradually. At least there seemed to be a light at the end of the tunnel. Our lives were not as hopeless as they had seemed to me at this time yesterday.

We enjoyed a little quiet conversation at the breakfast table for the first time in a long time. That ended when Andy came down. I waited for him to get his breakfast and sit down before I went back up and brushed my teeth. When I came back down they were still sitting there in total silence and it was obvious that Andy was uncomfortably aware that he was the reason for it. I went around and kissed my parents goodbye for the first time in a week. Then I headed for school.

I followed my normal morning routine. I picked up my books from my locker. I went to the restroom and put a bra on under my blouse. Then I went to homeroom to see what new indignities awaited me there.

The crowd that gathered around Cody had grown every day. Today, in addition to all the boys that were normally in our homeroom, there were boys from the other sophomore homeroom who had been hearing about the morning shows that Cody was staging. This morning there were also a couple more girls who had come in to watch. Erin's friend Dani was there and Carol, who was in the other homeroom. Carol was new in school this year and I didn't know her very well.

One change was immediately obvious when I walked into the room. Instead of being forced to take boys to the audio/visual room and let them have sex with her, Lisa was bent over a student desk with her skirt up over her back and a bunch of boys gathered around watching in rapt silence while Donny fucked her from behind.

I understood the boys and their pack mentality. Or at least I was beginning to. I still had trouble understanding Erin and her friends and how they could find our constant torment so entertaining.

Cody watched me drop my books on my desk and make my way through the boys to report to him for my morning inspection. It had become a cursory thing. I dressed the way that I had to dress. I had planned to buy more revealing skirts and blouses and some lacy bras this weekend. But in light of the fact that this nightmare was almost over I thought that I might just put that shopping trip off and see what happened.

When I came to a stop in front of Cody he ordered me to lift my skirt up to my waist. He ran his hand up between my thighs and said, "I had a good time fucking your mom yesterday, Carin. She is really hot. And it really turned me on when you two were eating the cum out of each other's cunts. I invited a bunch of the guys over to my place this Sunday to meet your mother. They are really looking forward to it."

"And on Wednesday I'm going to let you star in another movie. This time your mother can join you. My friends say your movie with the Clarke twins is the hottest selling movie they ever made."

I could only stand there in front of all of those people that I had thought were my friends and let him humiliate me. His fingers were probing my pussy now. But we could feel the impatience in the air as the boys waited to find if anyone was going to be given the opportunity to fuck me before class started."

There was some disappointment when he said, "If anyone wants a blowjob you can borrow my cunt. But I need to keep her pussy clean. I have plans for it later."

I ended up sucking off Reid and Kerry before kids started coming in and taking their seats. I also had to lick and suck Lisa's pussy clean when they finished raping her.

I spent my lunch hour with Dieter in his storeroom office in the basement. He noticed a change in my mood. I hadn't planned to tell him the good news until it was more than just a dream. But I was so excited that I had to share it with someone. I threw my arms around his neck and told him that my nightmare might be nearly at an end. I told him, without going into any of the details, that my parents were working on something that could put an end to Cody's control over me.

He seemed genuinely excited for me. But he was sad too. He enjoyed our lunch hours together. I kissed his cheek and said, "Dieter! I will still come to visit you at lunch time. And we are going to keep having sex, too!"

He tried to be firm and insist that the sex had come to an end. I smiled and reached down and squeezed his cock. It was nearly hard and I said, "I don't think you really mean that! And even if you do, you can't win. I love you for being so nice to me. I could not have gotten through this without you. You are a sweet man and I like being nice to you. So don't give me anymore of your shit!"

I tried to give him a taste of my gratitude. Just a nice little blowjob to get him through the day. He gently but firmly pushed me away and forced me down into my chair. He got us both a Coke and today he brought a sandwich for me. I told him that I didn't want his food but he insisted that he had made it for me. It was the first time I had eaten lunch since last Saturday. The sandwich was delicious. But I was touched that he thought of me.