When I Dom, I’m definitely a sadist! 😁 I love to hear my sub whimper and whine and cry and beg. I love to see them squirm and writhe and watch the expressions of fear, pain, and anxious anticipation in their eyes. 😈🥵 The extent to which I would like to be able to inflict pain on my submissive is quite extreme, but obviously consent and communication are the priority. As much as I love watching them suffer, I want them to enjoy themselves too. ❤️ That is above and beyond the most important thing for me, so I don’t get to really cut loose and go for broke pretty much ever. I did get close one time though, and it was with Jay! It’s been a while for anyone who has read my older stories, but Jay was the guy who took me to The Bath House on a leash! 🥰 This experience actually took place the night before that!

I was talking with Jay about the plans for The Bath House while he was at work, and setting the expectations for that night had gotten both of us quite worked up! 🥴 I had only hooked up with him once prior to this and was still new to hookups in general since he was the first guy I ever did that with so I still had somewhat rigid expectations of things and didn’t really consider having him over when he got off work until he offered it. I was also very self conscious of my appearance without makeup and honestly still am. He got off work late, and by the time this offer came up I had already taken off my makeup for the day and was not about to put it back on just to hook up with him. He really wanted to come over though and I was definitely horny AF myself. 😫 Jay had done an amazing job of making me comfortable around him during everything leading up to and including our first hookup and literally every girl he had ever dated was trans so I decided to swallow my anxiety and let him come over and see me without makeup on. 🤷‍♀️ I told him I was going to keep the lights low and he agreed without hesitation so that helped a lot. 🥰

Jay is the adventurous type, and I had done a LOT of experimenting with different kinks in past relationships so he asked to try something new with me. ❤️ He was a switch but hadn’t gotten many chances to be submissive, let alone with someone as sadistic as me. 😈😘 He told me he had a high pain tolerance so I could be rough with him. He told me I could even make him bleed if I wanted! 🥵 We discussed a variety of ideas and settled on a few things he wanted to try that I had experience in, one of which required him to stop by the store and pick up some raw ginger root on his way over to my place. 🤭

When he arrived I was ready to have fun torturing this lovely man. 😊 I had just put on a fresh set of nails the day before too so I was about as ready as I could be. 💅🏻 When he arrived I started off simple and moved him to where I wanted him to stand by the collar of his shirt and began gently running my nails across his skin to test for subtle reactions. I wanted to see if he had any weak spots I could use to my advantage once I had him tied up. 🤔 Unfortunately, his warning that he wasn’t ticklish at all was pretty on point because he didn’t really respond to anything gentle. After I took a moment exploring him I told him to get naked and he obeyed immediately. Jay wasn’t really the bratty type. Once I had him naked I bound his wrists together and affixed them to a leather collar behind his back with my cute little cuff and collar set and shoved him down onto my bed. He handled the fall surprisingly well for someone without the ability to catch himself with his hands and managed to stay upright.