Chapter 34

[Erica & Dozer] Late April

She had talked about it with Julia several times. She never knew whether she hoped Julia would talk her out of it or talk her into it. It had been very frustrating when Julia would do neither, only ask probing questions.

Finally after six dates with Dozer, the last three ending with very warm kisses, she made her decision. There had never been any question, but Julia had agreed immediately. Dozer had agreed to come over right after school, bring his books, workout clothes, and swimsuit, and stay for the evening.

He had been at Lindsey's several times already, so he was puzzled when Erica had him bring all of his stuff and Muriel led them to a door which she had to open with a keypad. Being Dozer, he had to make some funny comments.

"I'm trying to remember if I did something to piss you off," he said, dramatically holding his chin in his hands. "I'm worried that you're taking me into some kind of torture chamber."

"Oh, no! I wouldn't do that to you," Erica countered, somehow overcoming her nervousness. "You've been such a good boy, I got special permission for you to visit our secret naked harem."

Once they were inside, while he was looking around she quickly slipped off the uniform shorts and shirt that were all she wore. "D ... D ... Dozer. I wasn't t ... telling the exact truth," she stammered, causing him to turn toward her.

There are moments in any developing relationship that either destroy it or accelerate it. It was such a moment for Erica and Dozer. After his initial surprise, he read the expression on her face and took both of her hands in his. "This is not the time for jokes, is it?" he said softly.

She could only shake her head in answer. "Do you want to tell me why, now, or should I just enjoy the sight for a while?" he asked.

"I n ... need to t ... tell you,"

"Why don't we talk in the pool?" he said, pulling off his shirt.

She just watched, but when he unbuttoned his jeans, she objected "N ... no! You don't have to!"

He almost reverted to humor and said 'You don't want to have to look at me?' but he remembered the seriousness of the situation. Instead, he said "I think I know why you're doing this, Honey. It makes me cry that you think you have to, but I understand. I may be just a dumb jock, but Mama taught me some chivalry. I, uh, understand that you've seen hardons before. I won't be able to help it."

When he was naked, he took her hand and led her to the hot tub, rather than the pool. "Please don't be angry at me or your friends, but I've been asking a lot of questions about you?"

"Wh ... who did you ask?"

"Promise you won't be angry at them for telling things about you? They all love you and want the best for you," he pled.

"O ... OK."

"Well, Trish and Connie and Missy told me a lot. Then, I talked to Troy and to Trevor."

"You did all that? Why?"

"Now, I think you're fishing. Erica, I really, really like you. There has never been another girl that I felt so comfortable and relaxed with. You know, my crazy sense of humor gets on almost everyone's nerves. You just give it right back. And you're so ... so real. I don't ever get the feeling that you're pretending anything. You don't know how rare that is."

"Wow! S ... so you know why I had to show myself to you?"

"I think so. After all the years of all that shit, you still have to be reassured that your body won't turn me off. Is that about it?"

"Yeah. Um, and ... well, I guess I want to see if there is any, um, appreciation ... that there might be something about my body that you like."

Dozer knew just what he had to do for her sake, but it was definitely not easy. He had made it to the hot tub only slightly inflated, but under the water, he had grown a full erection. Showing it would say far more than he could ever verbalize. Unable to suppress his blush, he moved up on the edge of the tub, exposing himself completely. Her gasp told him that he had made his point.

When he sat back down, she was not ready to talk yet, so he told her "The girls told me how much you had changed since you moved here. But I have to tell you, the way you've changed just since our first date is unbelievable."

She found her voice, then "I guess you just found my funny bone."

"Oh, it's more than just the humor. For instance, that wiggle when you walk down the hall at school is new."

She looked at him astonishment. "I didn't know I was doing that!"

"That's what makes it so wonderful. All those bimbos that work so hard for a sexy walk just turn me off. Only when it's natural is it really sexy."

She pondered that for a while. "Your mother is, um, not slender. Did that make you OK with a bigger girl?"

"That probably helped. You've met her. She is the best, most thoughtful, most loving mom anyone could ask for," he answered. Seeing moisture fill her eyes, he felt a little bad. "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to imply that..."

"Mine's a spineless trophy wife. That's no secret," she snarled. "I'm getting over it, and I know what kind I want to be. So you don't mind a girl like Mama, huh?"

"Not at all. In fact, I prefer one." With that, he gave her a wide grin.

"I guess you know you were my first date," she said.

"I knew that. I feel honored."

That made her blush, and for a while, she just moved her hand around in the water, not looking at him.

"Will you go steady with me?" he asked suddenly.

"G ... go steady? Really?"

"Really. You should ask some questions of my friends and family. I think you'll find out that I've been happier than ever in the last few weeks."

"I can't imagine you being unhappy," she commented.

"Oh, you should know that a lot of jokesters use it to cover up," he explained.

"Do you?"

"Not any more," he said with another of his foot-wide grins. "Well, will you?"

"Huh? Oh, of course I will!"

"Uh, shouldn't we seal that with a kiss?" he teased.

She hurried across the tub, then came to an uncertain halt just as she started to hug him. Seeing her uncertainty, he told her "I need to tell you, Erica that what I want to do is take you to bed and make love to you. I want to do everything with you. You decide what we're going to do, though. If you're not ready for our bare chests to touch, I'll understand. If..."

Suddenly, her lips cut him off. Her arms were almost strangling him as she sat on his lap and pressed her breasts against him. The kiss lasted a long time and they were both panting when it ended. She laid her head on his shoulder and kissed his neck.

"The problem is," she panted, "I want to do all of the same things, too." His cock had been poking against her tummy and she almost sent him into orbit when she reached down and took it in her hand. "I want you to put this amazing thing way up inside me. I just ... I don't know..."

He began running his hands over her back and down over her bottom. "It's alright. You'll know when it's the right time, and it will be wonderful."

"I've been talking to the girls," she said softly. "I don't see anything wrong with doing lots of other things to make each other feel good. Do you?" She had started stroking up and down on his cock, and he could only groan in answer.

"I ... I can't take much of that!" he panted. "You've got me so worked up!"

"What do I do to make you come?" she demanded.

"Just that, just that, just ... ungghhhhh!"

Muriel could not help sniffling, and Julia asked "I guess you don't feel like a nasty voyeur do you?" They were in Julia's office, watching on the monitor.

"Julia, there has to be some luck involved," Muriel said around her sniffles. "How do these perfect guys keep showing up for our girls?"

"You're right, Muriel. I couldn't find them that perfect if I tried. I think there's a lot more to Dozer than any of us expected."

"He's a lot more than a dumb jock or and funny man, isn't he?" Muriel agreed. "I just hope Erica isn't getting set up for a broken heart, here."

"I don't think it would destroy her," Julia opined. "Right now, she is collecting experiences just as fast as she can. If a failed first love was one experience, I think she would go right on to the next."

"You think her self-image would survive intact, huh?"

"Oh, there would be some damage, but that is one very strong girl coming out of her shell. Let's not worry about that, though," Julia urged. "This has all the signs of our other young loves, and not one has come apart, yet."

"Do you think they will go all the way tonight?" Muriel asked.

"I doubt it, but I would not consider it a problem," Julia answered.

"Um, Carol is scheduled to serve them dinner. Do you think that will embarrass the boy?" Muriel asked.

"Probably. But seeing how he reacts will be very instructive."

Back in the hot tub, Dozer said "Here, let me make you come, now."

"Oh, I'd love that. Hey, you ever give a massage?"

"Actually, I have, many times." When she just waited, he chuckled and said "Mama's back freezes up once in a while."

"So, what does she wear when you massage her?" Erica teased.

"You'll have to ask her that. If she ever asks the same question about you, she'll get the same answer. I'll bet there's a massage table around here somewhere."

Not having much for comparison, Erica thought his efforts were fabulous. In the first few minutes, she told him "I hope you can feel some difference on my back. The loose stuff is tightening up, but it takes a while." He chose not to respond with words. Instead, he gave her kisses in several places on her back.

When he had worked on her legs and her bottom, she turned over. Taking his hand, she placed it right on her pussy and told him. "Now you can make me come. Suck on my nipple while you rub my clit. You can rub hard. I like it that way."

She came in only a couple of minutes, but she put her hand over his and panted "That was just a little warmup. Please. Give me another one! When I tell you, bite my nipple."

After he gave her the big one she sought, she looked over and said "You're hard again."

"Never went soft."

"Here. Lay it on my tummy. Just the right height."

It was a slightly awkward position, but very stimulating. With one hand, she cupped and tugged gently on his balls. With the other, she pressed his cock against her tummy and stroked the top of it. Unable to reach her with his mouth, he massaged her breasts with his hands.

It was hard to believe that she was inexperienced. She certainly was inquisitive, and her hands seemed eager to learn every square inch of his crotch. Perhaps by accident, her finger rubbed behind his sac. When he gasped and jerked, she started rubbing the area firmly. In less than a minute, he was shooting globs across her tummy.

He had to grab the edge of the table with both hands as he regained his breath. "I guess you need to get back in the tub to clean that off," he wheezed.

"No way! That stays until you can't stand my stink! Let's study for a while." Study was the farthest thing from his mind right then, but so was arguing with her in any way. They studied.

When dinner time approached, she said "Um, I guess you'd better put some pants on."

"Why?"

"Either Carol or Gretchen will serve dinner."

"Will they be offended if I stay naked? I thought everyone was used to it around here," he teased.

"Yeah, but I just thought maybe you didn't want, um..."

"Bubbles, I have to tell you," he said seriously, "this is the most wonderful day ever. I don't want to change anything until I have to go home."

"So it won't bother you if they see your, um..."

"My penis? Yeah, it will, but I'll bet you'd rather I not dress, right?" Her only answer was a giggle and a blush. That settled it for him. Pleasing her had become so much fun!

It was a complete surprise when Muriel came out naked to call them to dinner. Dozer had been worried about whether he could stay soft when the women saw him. What Muriel did was just playing dirty. She was a very attractive women, and she had caught him by surprise.

She was watching for it, though, and when she saw him react, she turned away and called out "Wash up and come to the table. I'll bring the food out in a few minutes." The tables were glassed topped, so there was really no concealment for him. Still, he appreciated the courtesy.

There had been an interesting little debate in Julia's office when Muriel said what she wanted to do. "Isn't that putting unfair pressure on him?" Julia asked.

"Well, thank you, and maybe it is. Aren't we evaluating him, though?" Muriel challenged.

"You mean you don't mind being naked in front of a kid who's not part of our organization?"

"Julia, I can't believe how much I've come to love all of these kids. I get the feeling that by this little show of, uh, closeness, I can improve their chances of staying together."

"I'm not sure I can reason it out, but I get the same feeling," Julia agreed. "When he talked about massaging his mother, I got the distinct impression that modesty was not given much thought."

"I don't know just how to say this, Julia, but won't it be interesting to see how they both react when there's another naked person present whose, um..."

"Classically attractive, you mean?" Julia said with a laugh. "You really are a shrink at heart, aren't you?"

"Guilty, I guess. So, do I do it?"

"Great idea," Julia said, giving Muriel a hug.

When Dozer saw that there were three places set at the glass table, he knew that he still had a problem. His erection would be visible to Muriel all through the meal.

When Muriel had served the food and sat down, he took the initiative and asked "Why?"

"Well, this section is supposed to be all nude, all the time," Muriel answered.

"But I know you make exceptions all the time," he countered. "You didn't even ask me to undress."

Muriel grinned at him. "Jason, you did a brave, loving thing for Erica. I know you undressed just to support her. I'm hoping maybe this is a little reward for you."

"Oh, it is. It is. It's causing me a problem, though," he said.

"You need to realize, Jason, that seeing your hardon is a real treat for both of us gals. Isn't that right, Erica?"

"Sure is!"

"One of the major things we've discovered here at Transformations is that people are more open, honest, and communicative without clothes on," Muriel explained.

"What do you need to find out from me?" Dozer asked.

"I think I've already found it out," Muriel said with a smile.

"Did I pass?"

"You two are such a great couple!"

"I can't believe you did that!" Erica shouted. She had headed straight for Muriel's room as soon as Dozer left. In keeping with the custom, Muriel's door was not locked, Clark was staying the night with her, and they were in bed. Erica hardly seemed to notice.

"Did it bother you that much?" Muriel asked. She had taken Clark's penis firmly in hand to keep him from saying anything.

"No. It was ... well, it was wonderful, actually. I just can't see how you could do it."

"Honey, you know the attitude about nudity around here. Your young man is a great guy, and..."

"My young man? Do you really think he is?"

Muriel barely caught her self before she mentioned the couple going steady. That might have given away the surveillance. "Just what is the status of your relationship?"

"He asked me to go steady!" Erica replied with a little jump. Muriel could feel Clark's penis twitch as Erica's braless breasts did their own jump.

"Well, congratulations! I guess that really makes him your young man, then, doesn't it?"

"Yes, it does. It really does! Wow!" Clark barely stifled a groan as she hugged herself and wriggled in glee, causing her breasts to make other intriguing motions.

When Erica was gone, Clark rolled over on top of Muriel. "That girl should be licensed!"

"You know I can't lock the door," she warned.

"If someone comes in, they'll just have to get an education," he grunted as he worked his way into her welcoming passage.

"You have to promise never to let on to anyone that I told you, OK?" Muriel said to Erica in a conspiratorial tone. They were in Erica's room early the next morning.

"You know I wouldn't. What did he say?"

"He said you should be licensed."

"I don't understand."

"Your boobs, Honey. Every time you jumped or wiggled, they went in motion. His penis twitched and he got harder. Girl, you have there deadly weapons in the battle of the sexes!" That made Erica gasp and squeal and demonstrate just what Muriel was talking about.

[Erica & Kathy] Late April

Jason (Dozer) was the only child of a single mother. Kathy had gotten pregnant with Jason late in her senior year of high school. It was an accident with a boy she would never consider marrying. Abortion was never an option. Adoption, although considered, became impossible once she saw her baby boy.

Sturdy and buxom, Kathy was an exceptional athlete. She had been a high school girl's softball coach for many years, along with teaching social studies. Her parents were loving and supportive, providing funding and child care for her to get her degree.

Despite being short on traditional sex appeal, Kathy had a high sex drive and was completely hetero. Early motherhood and accelerated graduation kept her busy enough to survive without a man through college. Since then, she had gone through a number of fairly long-term partners. She currently had three 'friends with benefits' who had kept her at least minimally satisfied for several years.

One of the men was married and old enough to be her father, but very vigorous. It had been agonizing for her to get involved with him, and she had first verified that his marriage was indeed completely sexless.

Neither of the other two men were interested in marriage. One had soured on the idea after an extremely painful divorce. The other was married to his business and had a travel schedule that made marriage unthinkable.

Jason had always been aware of the men, and they had always been aware of each other. That was the only way Kathy would do things. On a very few occasions, such as her thirtieth birthday, the men had gotten together to give her a fantasy night.

The two single men had made honest efforts to fulfill some of the father role for Jason, and were avid supporters of his football success. Despite her unusual relationships, Kathy was in no way an immoral person. She lived by and and raised Jason by a strong code of behavior and achievement. Her son loved and respected her deeply.

After their breakthrough evening in the nude section, Dozer could not wait to get Erica out to their home for dinner. His mother and girlfriend had met only twice, both times at softball games, since the season was in full swing. During the dinner at her home, Kathy recognized a lot of herself in her son's girl, whom she liked instantly and strongly.

The evening after Erica had been out for dinner, Kathy told Dozer that he was alone for the night, and that she was the one going to see Erica. Kathy had planned ahead and Muriel was there to lead her and Erica to the center section. Erica was not at all surprised when Kathy stripped, and followed suit. Soon, they were in the pool together.

"I assume this is where you two were the night Jason came home all starry-eyed," Kathy said with a smile. Erica nodded. "Did you ask him to strip?"

"No, he just did as soon as he saw me."

"You were naked, of course," Kathy stated.

"How did you know that? Did Dozer tell you?"

"It's what I would have done, Honey, that's how I know. You needed to do it, didn't you."

"We'd been out several times," Erica explained. "I loved it, and I was falling in love with him. I had to know if he could stand my body. Otherwise, it was better to end things right away."

"How long did it take him to get hard," Kathy asked.

"Kathy!"

"I'll tell you more later, but I have seen Jason's erection many times since he first had one. How long did it take?"

"We just walked right to the hot tub, and he was already hard."

"Well, he must have been really impressed, and I can see why," Kathy complimented. "Let me explain some things.

"My mother is not big like me. She is quite trim and very attractive. I take after my dad, who was an NFL lineman in prehistoric days. Mom, though, never, ever said anything negative about my body, like I hear yours did.

"Even when I was little, they let me run around naked. It wasn't all the time, or anything, but you know how little girls like to show off their bodies."

Seeing Erica's head drop and her shoulders slump, Kathy quickly apologized for bringing up a sore point. "Daddy would hug me and let me sit on his lap and cuddle when I was naked, just like when I was clothed. When I grew up, they did the same thing. I tell you, it was like I was addicted to their acceptance and approval. Even today, if I'm at their house and I shower, or after coming in from the pool, I'll have a naked cuddle with Daddy."

"That's ... that's so sweet," Erica murmured.

"Don't you have anyone you can be naked with and feel good about it?"

"Well, there's my cousin Troy." Surprising herself, Erica told Kathy all about her times with Troy."

"That's great. At least there is one person."

"Two. Now there's Dozer - I hope," Erica interrupted.

"Oh, there certainly is Dozer. How about your your younger brother? Could you cuddle naked with him?"

"Oh! He's, uh, seen me, but we didn't, you know, touch or hug or anything."

"Anyway," Kathy continued, from the time I left the hospital, I started nursing Jason naked. I was living with Mom and Dad and I knew they didn't mind. In fact, sometimes Daddy would sit and watch and have tears in his eyes. Sometimes, I would sit against him and he would wrap his arms around me as Jason nursed.

"When he stopped nursing, I decided I would still hug and cuddle with him when I was naked. As he got older, I would catch him naked and we would cuddle.

"When he started puberty was the critical time. Boys get pretty body-shy, then, but I wanted to prevent that. The secret was to be really open about his erections and his wet dreams and stuff. I think it worked. He massages me a lot, and I'm always naked. Lots of times he is, too, and he'll get hard."