Chapter 2

After fifteen minutes of cuddling she found her panties, slipped them on, then slipped his robe back on. He patted the couch and said they could talk in there and be more comfortable.

She sat on the couch a foot away from him.

"I told you about the first time."

He nodded hoping she wouldn't go into that again.

"I rationalized that by telling myself that it would be the only time and there was no way you could find out. I hadn't counted on one thing though."

She took a breath then said quickly, "I didn't think about how good he could be."

He made a puzzled sound.

"We had sex three times that first time. Each time was better than the last. Afterwards I couldn't believe how good it had been. I wanted more, but I promised myself that I would only go back to him when you were gone again."

He made another sound and as she looked at his face it had an incredulous expression on it, then sadness came over it.

"No, they were wrong. You do know how to make love to a woman, you were always good. Anyone who saw us last night, or this morning, would know you know how to pleasure a woman and that you are good. Even after being out of practice for five years you were terrific last night, and Susan said you were terrific too."

His eyebrows went up and he asked, "You know about her?"

"Yes, I heard. One of her girl friends worked with a friend of mine. Even though it hurt, it was after our divorce, and I knew that I had given away any hold I had on you, so there was nothing I could say about it."

After another pause she continued, "You were like a talented amateur while he was a seasoned professional. He just knew more than you did, as well as having more experience with many women."

"You could have tried to teach me in that case."

"I did, twice. The first time I showed you a technique I ran across while looking over Cosmopolitan. I didn't tell you that it was one that sounded like something he did. I had run across it by accident. but afterwards I decided to start looking through Cosmos and other of those type of magazines to see if I could find any other techniques that he used. I found one more that I showed you before the whole situation blew up.

She paused and said, "The next time you went out of town I went to him three times."

She winced, as he looked aghast, but she continued, "My promise to myself to only go to him when you were out of town didn't last very long. Even when you were home, he and I had sex.

"The night of the fire, he tricked me. He said we were going someplace to have some fun, but he didn't say it was an orgy. I would have refused if he had. Sex with him was one thing, but sex with a bunch of people I didn't know was something else. He thought I was ready for another step on the road of sexual freedom. I wasn't. I tried to argue when I realized what he wanted me to do, but that didn't last long. It was like he was using peer pressure against me.

"He and some of the other participants talked about how everyone there was doing it. It was fun and there was nothing wrong with it; there was nothing to be afraid of. I don't know if he did that on purpose, but I finally gave in because of the pressure and because I wasn't sure if he would take me back home. I didn't know where I was, but I knew it was way too far to walk... So I let two guys I just met have sex with me. He told me they knew what they were doing and would give me a great time. He was right they did know. They must have had lots of practice.

"It was one of the most unusual evenings I have ever had. I've never had so much physical enjoyment while at the same time my emotions were giving me fits. I didn't want to be there, and my conscience was bothering me big time."

She looked up in time to see an incredulous look on his face, "I don't why I was able to rationalize away my conscience when I was with Jimmy but not that night. Maybe it was because those two guys were strangers and there were two of them instead of just one. Plus as I said I didn't want to be there."

She swallowed and continued, "As I have already said they knew what they were doing. They both undressed me, going slow and caressing various parts of my body as they took off my clothes. They had this trick, where one would lick between my legs while the other would suck on a breast. He kept going back and forth to each. After a minute they traded places, but the way they did it was one would start licking downward along my side, while the other went upward along my other side. It was good. I climaxed while they were doing that, but I still didn't want to be there.

"I didn't let them do everything they wanted. I made sure there was no anal. I had done anal with Jimmy. Um, the fifth time we were together I let him do it that way. That was another strange night for me, because his wife walked in on us. She had the same philosophy as he did, so she didn't care that he had sex with other women. I think she even enjoyed the idea. He had gone in very slowly. Uh, his shaft is narrower than yours and maybe an inch longer, maybe that's why it seemed so easy, it just slipped in easy as butter. And he went in so slow. I barely felt him moving, I didn't believe a guy could go that slow.

I ended up having an anal climax and as I was finishing I heard his wife say, "He's very good at that, isn't he?" I almost jumped out of my skin, because I hadn't heard her come in. As I stared at her, she went on, "I don't know how he does that, but it always feels so good when he fucks my butt."

"Even though I knew she had the same philosophy, I started getting nervous. She talked some more and I responded to her, but soon she left, then I went home. After I got home I got ready for bed feeling strange. My conscience was acting up and I was still shook that she saw me with her husband. After I laid down in bed, I suddenly realized you weren't there. I almost panicked. I didn't know where you were. Were you hurt, dead, or at a meeting? I didn't know what it was. I wondered if it was a dinner you had told me about, but that I had forgotten. I knew if it was work related or some hobby of yours, you would have told me. If that was so I had forgotten and I didn't like that. It meant that I was thinking too much about being with Jimmy.

"I thought about calling your cell phone, but if you were in a meeting you would have it off, and if you did answer, I would have to admit that I had forgotten. I searched our room, looking for a note from you, or a something. I had almost decided I needed to call you anyway when I found a note you must have written to yourself about a meeting that evening with some clients from out of town. I was relieved, but still angry at myself for not paying enough attention to you. I decided to cut back being with Jimmy - and I did. In fact the next few weeks I cut back so much that I kidded myself by saying that if I cut back any more I could wean myself from him."

She looked down at this point and said, "I didn't even try... in my foolishness and selfishness I thought I could have the best of two worlds."

She looked at him with her eyes glistening, "I'm sorry... I blew it so badly."

He let her sit like that for a moment, then asked, "What else happened at the orgy?"

He tried to ask it without emotion, but she heard the hurt in his voice.

"Sorry, I got sidetracked. As I was saying they wanted to do anal and I knew they wanted to give me a DP, but I wouldn't let myself go that far. I... I already went way too far, but there were still lines I didn't want to cross. I did suck on one for a few seconds while the other was screwing me. That was kinda fun, and I did it again when they traded places, but I couldn't let myself go totally.

"When it was time for them to have a climax I was determined not to let them do it inside me. I don't know how they timed it so they both were ready to climax at the same moment, but they were. At that time they were both screwing me. One would be inside me for a few seconds then he would pull out, and before he was all the way out his partner would be pushing in. For a second, or two, I had two shafts in me each time they traded places. It did feel good and I had another climax, but I still wasn't emotionally enjoying it.

"I was determined, perhaps as a act of defiance, that they would not climax inside me. I told them to pull out. I wasn't sure which one was in me at that moment, and come on me. I meant on my stomach, but they obviously thought I was being sexy and wanted it on my breasts, for they jumped up and masturbated until they both climaxed all over my breasts. They did it within two seconds of each other. I was kinda amazed at that, but aftewr they were done I had already decided that I was going to find Jimmy and tell him I was done for the evening. The two guys obviously wanted and expected more, but I started reaching for my clothes.

"It was at that point someone yelled fire. I looked around wondering if they were kidding. But more people yelled fire and I thought I saw smoke through one doorway. I grabbed my clothes, which were right next to where we were having sex, and ran from the house. Some other participants joined me, and many of those were naked. I could easily see how some lost their clothes. They had stripped in one room, but had gone to another. They hadn't had time to go find their clothes. So some were naked, while others had an article of clothing on, probably borrowed from someone else. That was how some of them lost their wallets to the fire.