Chapter 1

I was sitting at a table at the Student Union sipping a Coke and pushing some french-fries around on the plate in front of me. My last class had been English 123, an English composition class, and we had just been given the subject of our next paper - "The Most Memorable and Exciting Event in My Life" - and it had to be double spaced and a three thousand word minimum.

As I pushed the french-fries around in the catsup I smiled to myself. There was no way on God's Green Earth I could put my most memorable and exciting experience down on paper and turn it in. Mrs. Spangler would probably read it and faint dead away and when she recovered she would more than likely call the cops or have me committed. At the very least she would throw the paper back at me and then chastise me in front of the class for making her waste her time reading a stupid fantasy and a piece of garbage.

It would be true, every word of it, but I could understand why she wouldn't be able to bring herself to believe it. Hell, I have a hard time believing it and I lived it.

It all started when my parents died in an auto accident. I was fifteen at the time and my only living relative was my older sister Shelly. Shelly was twenty and she was a newly-wed. She and her new husband took me in and I suppose I should have been grateful and happy, but I wasn't. I didn't let on that I wasn't happy because I did need a place to live and a ward of the county and living in a foster home is not where I wanted to be.

The reason that I wasn't all that happy to be staying with Shelly and Herb is that I couldn't stand Herb. I thought he was creepy and weird so I handled the situation by staying as out of the way as possible. I buried myself in school work, signed up for every extracurricular activity I could, tried out for every sport and in general kept myself busy, out of the house and away from Herb.

Some time went by and then one night at dinner Shelly let us know that she was pregnant. Things got bad after that. I didn't find out until later that Herb never wanted kids, but he wasn't about to deny himself the pleasure of fucking without a rubber so he left the birth control to Shelly. She was on the pill, but she had been taking some medication for some problem she was having and the medication negated the birth control pills and she got knocked up.

Herb was a real asshole about it and as Shelly grew in size Herb got more and more abusive. He never physically hurt her, at least not to my knowledge, but his verbal abuse was constant. They argued almost all the time and Herb started hitting the bar after work and staying there until he ran out of money. He staggered home drunk almost every night and Shelly, afraid of what he might do while he was drunk, started coming into my room and sleeping with me.

I was sixteen by then and I had all the raging hormones of your typical teenager and having a woman in bed next to me, even though she was my sister, was driving me nuts. I'd wake up with Shelly cuddled up next to me, a leg thrown over me or an arm over me. I'd wake up in the middle of the night and find myself up against Shelly's back spoon fashion and with a hard on poking at Shelly's ass cheeks.

Shelly wore loose night gowns and I'd wake up and see her lying there with her tits falling out of her gown or see that the gown had ridden up exposing her pussy. Some nights I would wake up and sit on the side of the bed looking down at her and at what was exposed and I would beat my meat. Once I woke up and found that I had my hand on Shelly's pussy and she was moaning in her sleep and I snatched my hand away before she could wake up. Another time I woke up with her cuddled against my back, an arm thrown over me with the hand holding my cock. I carefully moved her hand away, moved away from her and hurried into the bathroom to beat off. I was horny and I wanted to fuck, but she was my sister for Christ's sake.

Shelly finally got to that point in her pregnancy that she had to leave her job and when that happened the finances got tight. To help out I dropped my after school activities and got a part time job as a bag boy at a supermarket. I didn't make much, but I was able to give Shelly about $35 a week. Then two things happened in quick succession - Shelly had her baby, a little girl she named Sarah, and Herb got fired when he was caught drinking on the job. What little I was making and turning over to Shelly was all that we had and Shelly had to hide that to keep Herb from taking it and going to the bar.

Things were getting bad. We were behind on the rent, had received disconnect notices from the power and gas companies and the phone had already been turned off. I went to Mr. Morton, the manager of the store where I worked, and asked him if there was anyway I could get some more hours. I told him why I needed the money and he asked me what we had done with the insurance money.

"You didn't foolishly spend it when you got it, did you?"

"What insurance money?"

"Didn't your parents have any life insurance? Didn't they have something where they worked?"

I honestly didn't know and I told him so. He asked me where they worked and I told him and he told me to get back to work and that he would make some phone calls and see what he could find out. Later that evening as I was getting ready to clock out he called me into his office and handed me a slip of paper with two names and two phone numbers on it and told me to call them the first thing next morning about some insurance policies that my parents had.

"They have been trying to find you, but you didn't leave a forwarding address when you moved in with your sister and they couldn't find you or your sister in the phone book."

I hurried home to tell Shelly and when I got there and walked into the house I found a half dozen guys standing around. Herb was sitting on the couch with a beer in one hand and taking some money from one of the guys with the other.

"Oh lookie here" Herb said, "Baby brother the bread winner is home."

I could tell he was already drunk and then he said, "Well I got you some help little brother. Your sister is helping to pay the bills."

Just then some guy came down the hallway from the bedroom pulling up his zipper and said:

"Who gets next?"

Another guy got up off the couch where he had been sitting with Herb and said, "That would be me" and he headed toward the bedrooms. I started to follow him and Herb said:

"Whoa up there little brother; no free rides, but I will give you the family discount. Only cost you twenty-five bucks."

I looked at him like he was crazy and then headed for the bedrooms. I found Shelly in my room and on my bed and she had four guys in the room with her. She was on her hands and knees and there was one guy in front of her pushing his cock into her mouth while he held her head with both hands and another guy was fucking her from behind. There was another guy putting his clothes on and the guy from the couch was taking his off.

Sarah was in her crib in the other room and she was screaming her head off and I could see that Shelly was trying to get up and go to her baby, but the men wouldn't let her up. I ran in and started pulling at the guy fucking her from the back and someone grabbed my shoulder, turned me around and then the lights went out.

When my eyes came open I found that I was sitting on one of the dining room chairs and my mouth was sore. When I tried to get up I discovered that I was tied to the chair. There was duct tape over my mouth and all I could do was sit there and watch Herb drink beer and collect money from a seemingly never ending stream of guys. From the bedroom the sounds of Sarah crying and the yells of the men fucking my sister came at me.

"That's it Dave, slam your cock into her pussy."

"Fuck her Mike, fuck the bitch."

"Damn she is loose. The next time we do this I want to be at the front of the line."

Finally a guy came into the room pulling up his zipper and he said, "She's done Herb, she's all fucked out. She passed out on me. I'm heading for the bar."

"Hold on," Herb said, "I'll take a piss and I'll go with you."

Five minutes later I was alone in the house with a passed out Shelly and a crying Sarah.

The pain brought me awake. I opened my eyes to see Shelly standing in front of me with the duct tape that had covered my mouth in her hand.

"I'm sorry honey; I thought pulling it off quick would be best."

"Sarah?" I managed to croak.

"She's okay. She's sleeping now."

She untied me and when I tried to stand up I almost fell and Shelly caught me and helped me stand. "I'm sorry you got hurt honey. I know you tried to help me. It's all my fault. I should have left that asshole months ago. If we weren't here you wouldn't have been hurt."

"What happened?"

She told me that Herb came home from the bar with three of his friends and when she had bitched at him for going to the bar when they didn't even have enough money to keep the lights from being turned off. One of his buddies asked how much it would take to pay the electric bill and Herb told him. Then they guy said he could help out, that he would pay fifty bucks for a piece of my ass. She had tried to slap the guy, but Herb had caught her wrist and had held her while he turned to his other two buddies and said:

"How about the rest of you guys? You want a piece too?"

Their answer was to reach into their pockets and pull out money. Herb took their money and the three men picked up Shelly and carried her down the hallway to the bedrooms. My room was the first open door they came to so they carried her inside and two of them held her down while the third stripped her. Once she was naked they took turns on her until more men started arriving. After that it was all a blur as man after man used her.

"What are we going to do now?" I asked.

"I don't know honey, but on the bright side we have the money to keep the lights and gas on and maybe get the phone turned back on."

"I wouldn't bet on that Shel. Herb went to the bar with the assholes he let use you. I wouldn't put it past him to spend it all buying rounds for everyone."

"God damn him!"

"When mom and dad died did they have any insurance?"

"Just enough to pay for their funeral and pay off their debts. Why?"

"I'm just looking for a way to get away from Herb."

"Hopefully I'll be able to get back to work soon and then maybe we can save enough to find another place, but until then we are stuck here. I can't even pay the rent honey, so where would I get the money to change the locks to keep Herb out?"

"I don't know Shel, but I'll figure out something."

I stumbled into the bathroom and splashed water on my face as I thought about I was going to do when Herb came home.

When Herb staggered in at 3 AM I was waiting for him. He fell to the floor when my baseball bat crashed into his right knee. I kicked his legs apart and used the bat on his crotch a couple of times and then took a solid whack at his left knee. His screams brought Shelly into the room and she got there just in time to see me nail his crotch one more time.

"Oh my God Robbie, what are you doing?"

"Teaching this low-life that I'm not happy with what he did to you and showing him how unhappy I was to be tied to a chair with duct tape over my mouth."

I dropped the ball bat and bent down, went through his pockets and gave Shelly all the money that I found. I took the house keys and car keys off his key ring and then I grabbed a handful of his hair and his shirt collar and told Shelly to open the front door. I drug Herb out onto the front porch, kicked him three hard ones in the ribs and the told him if he ever tried to come back into the house I'd beat him to death with the ball bat. I kicked him in the balls one more time and then went back into the house and locked all the doors and windows.

"Did he still have enough to help some?" I asked my sister.

"There is enough to keep the lights and gas on, but not enough to pay all the rent; maybe half, but not all."

"It's a start."

I took the ball bat with me when I went to bed. If the asshole did get back into the house I wanted to be ready to follow through on my threat. I climbed into bed to try and get a couple of hours of sleep before I had to get up to go to school. I was just nodding off when Shelly got in bed with me. She snuggled in next to me and I heard the tears in her voice when she said:

"Hold me Robbie; please honey, I need to be held."

I put my arms around her and then I fell asleep.

When I woke up in the morning I had a raging hard on and Shelly had her hand wrapped around it. She was slowly stroking my cock and as I came fully awake I went to push her hand away and she stopped me and said:

"No baby, you are the man of the house now and I want to do this for you."

I know I should have stopped her, but her touch was 'feathery' and light whereas when I jacked off I was heavy fisted. No one but me had ever touched my cock and the way she was working my dick felt exquisite and so I just settled back and enjoyed what she was doing. When I started hunching at her hand she knew I was close and she tightened her grasp and picked up the tempo. Suddenly I let loose and she got my stuff all over her hand and wrist and the sheets. When I was limp she said:

"You better hurry or you will be late for school. I'll clean up the mess."

As I got out of bed I told her to keep the doors locked and that if Herb came around to not let him in.

"He will take it out on you and maybe even Sarah for what I did to him. If you have to, call the cops."

"I'll be careful honey" and she leaned over and kissed me on the lips. At the time I thought she had been aiming for my cheek, but I must have turned my head at the last second.

I spent all morning at school worrying about Shelly and Sarah and what might happen to them if Herb came back. At lunch time I called the two numbers that Mr. Morton had given me and talked to the two men whose names he had given me. The first, a Mr. Burton, was the Human Resources Manager where my dad used to work and he told me that dad had life insurance as part of his benefits package. He had two polices, one on himself for one and a half times his annual salary of $32,675.00 so the policy would pay just a bit over $49,000.00 and another one on my mother for $10,000. He made an appointment to see Shelly and me the next day. I would have to miss school, but it would be worth it. A little over $59,000; it was enough to boggle the mind.

The second call was to a Mr. Ingleside and he was the owner of the firm where my mom had worked. She also had two policies as part of her benefits package. One on herself for $25,000 and one on my dad for $12,500. I made an appointment to see him on the next day also. I was so excited that I almost peed my pants. There was almost $87,000 waiting for me and Shelly. I couldn't wait to tell her and so I skipped my afternoon classes and hurried home.

As soon as I walked in the door I knew there was going to be trouble. There were two guys sitting on the living room couch and I recognized one of them from the night before. They watched me as I headed for my room, but didn't get up off the couch. As I entered the hallway to the bedrooms I could hear what was going on in Shelly's bedroom so I ducked into my room, grabbed my ball bat and headed for her room. I had a good grip on the bat and was ready to swing as soon as I entered the room.

I walked through the door and stopped dead. There were two men in the room with Shelly and they weren't holding her down to fuck her. She had her legs clamped around the man who was slamming his cock into her and her nails were digging into his butt cheeks as she moaned, "Fuck me, oh yes fuck me." The second man was getting dressed and he turned and saw me and I saw that he was another one of the men from the previous night. About that time Shelly noticed me with the ball bat and she cried out:

"No Robbie, no. Put the bat down. It's all right Robbie; everything is okay."

The man fucking her turned and looked over his shoulder at me and I saw the he was another one from the night before. I hesitated and she said:

"Honestly Robbie, its okay."

I took one last look and then turned and went back to my room and closed the door.

It was two hours before the noises from Shelly's room stopped and I spent those two hours staring at the wall and wondering if the previous night was Shelly's first time. Is what she was doing what she did during the day while I was at school? I heard Sarah start to cry and then she went quiet and I figured that Shelly was taking care of her. Half an hour later there was a soft knock on my door and then it opened and Shelly asked if she could come in. I shrugged and she came in and sat down on the bed.

"I'm sorry that you had to see that. I thought I'd be done before you got home from school."

"Is this what you do every day while I'm at school?"

"No honey, it isn't. Except for last night, this was my first time."

"Why Shelly? Why did you do it?"

"For the money Robbie. We needed the money for the rent. You took enough off of asshole last night to bring us current on the lights and gas, but I still had to come up with the rent. One of the guys from last night stopped by this morning and said he would like to do it again if the price was the same. After what happened last night I saw no reason to say no. When we were done he asked me if I would like some more customers and I said yes. He made some phone calls and but the time you got here I had made enough to take care of the rent, get the phone turned back and go grocery shopping."

"Damn it all to hell; I should have called you."

"About what?"

"If I had called you, you wouldn't have had to do what you did."

"Robbie honey, please understand. We had to get money for the rent or next week we would have been evicted."

"But if I had called you when I found out about the insurance money you would have said no to those guys."

"Insurance? What insurance?"

I told her about talking to Mr. Morton and him making the phone calls and putting me in touch with mom's and dad's employers and what I'd found out. Her face lit up and she threw her arms around me and kissed me and just then Sarah started crying and Shelly went to see about her baby.

We were eating dinner when we heard the front door knob rattle as someone tried to turn it. The door was locked so whoever was there started to bang on it. I had no doubt as to whom it was so I got my ball bat and went to the door. I opened and Herb was standing there. He saw me, screamed "You mother fucker" and came at me. I swung the bat and got his left knee and he screamed and went down. I swung the bat into his rib cage as hard as I could and he screamed again. I started wailing on him with the bat and Shelly ran over and grabbed my arm.

"Stop it Robbie, you'll kill him."

"I told the bastard if he ever tried to come back into this house I'd beat him to death and I meant it."

"You can't Robbie, you'll go to jail and then what would Sarah and I do? We need you Robbie so stop it."

I kicked Herb twice in the balls as he lay there crying and then I drug him outside. I leaned down and hollered in his ear:

"Just keep coming back shit-head and I'll keep wailing on you and one day you will end up dead."

I went back in the house and locked the door. I slept on the couch that night with my bat next to me. I expected that ignorant asshole to try again and I wanted to be ready for him.

Shelly called me in sick to school the next morning and then we went and kept the appointments that I'd made. Things weren't going to be as easy as I thought. Dad had made mom the beneficiary on his policy and himself the beneficiary on the one he had for mom and he had not put down any secondary beneficiaries. The money would go to dad's estate and that meant that we were going to have to go through a long paperwork hassle and probably have to get an attorney to handle it for us. Bottom line is that we would get the money, but maybe not for months.