Chapter 7

Diary entry 7.

Knock, knock. "Are you two going to stop shagging long enough to come to the cafeteria for dinner?" Connie's laughing voice came through the door. She and Sarah shared the next room and from the giggles I knew her roommate was with her. Knock, knock. "It's no good pretending he's not there, we saw him earlier kicking Penny out." Ben looked up from his computer as I got off the bed to answer them and winced as I walked. As soon as I opened the door they burst straight in, no doubt hoping to catch Ben with his pants off. Immediately they sensed something was wrong. I guess my face still showed signs of my crying and I stood awkwardly, feeling the pain of my body weight on the sore muscles, just by standing although it wasn't anywhere near as bad as earlier.

"What's wrong Em?" Connie sounded concerned and then looked round at Ben who still sat at Penny's desk working on his laptop. "What happened? Where's the boss lady? It's not like you to have a boy in here and Ben's not..." Sarah gave her a nudge in the ribs and she didn't finish the sentence.

Sarah was the less exuberant one of the pair. I kept quiet. "You and Penny had a row yesterday about teatime. I heard it through the wall but knowing you were into kinky stuff I didn't want to interfere. She spanked you, didn't she? But you didn't seem to be screaming or anything so I thought it was a play type thing. Maybe I should have knocked but I thought it best to keep out of it." Sarah looked apologetic. "She must have hurt you badly because the spanking went on for quite a while."

I nodded and said, "I won't be sitting on a hard chair for a while."

Then the questions started. Why did she do it? Why did I let her? Why did I ask Ben to come over and not one of the girls? Why Ben and not one of the other boys? What was I going to do about classes? Was she coming back? I tried to field these questions without giving too much away but I'm sure they got the picture.

"What are you going to do about dinner?" Connie asked.

"I was going to pop out for a Chinese takeaway," Ben answered for me.

"Okay, you do that now and we'll sit with Em until you get back, then well go for our meal. When we get back we'll do the boy and girl in the shower routine, that is if you don't mind showering with him." I knew what they meant. When a girl had a boy staying with her and they wanted to shower together without anyone walking in on them, they asked someone to stand guard at the door. The showers are open plan but with all girls in this block, it didn't matter.

It would have worked out fine had not the girls netball team turned up, sweaty after a match and wanted a quick shower before the cafeteria closed. They only laughed and ignored the warnings that Ben was in there with me. I think he was more embarrassed than they were. Although I tried to keep my bum turned away from them, first one caught sight of it and when she commented, the whole crowd came and had a look. I'm sure they would have lynched Ben had I not assured them of his innocence. It didn't take many micro-seconds for them to deduce who the real culprit was and I had to appeal to them not to harm her. Now it wouldn't be long before the whole university knew.

After the initial aggravation and questioning and comments on my being with Ben, the girls tended to leave us alone and I let the water flow over my back and arse. Another luxury my fictional character didn't have. Poor Ben hardly knew where to look. I doubted he'd seen many naked girls before and now they filled the room with several sharing showerheads with much good-natured pushing and shoving. All were in a fun mood as they'd won their match and a few flaunted themselves in front of him. Inevitably he got an erection causing further merriment and comments on what they and I should do about it. Had not it all ended quickly, I would have whisked Ben out but the girls wanted a meal and hurriedly dried and scampered back to their rooms to get dressed.

"You won't be able to keep it a secret now," Connie commented when quietness returned, "Sorry, there was no way we could keep that crowd out but at least now Penny's the one who is up against it. They were all on your side even though you are not part of the sporty crowd." Seeing Ben's rigid prick she threw a towel at him, "You'd better cover yourself up before Sarah drags you back to our room!"

Sarah of course protested. "You're more likely to do that Connie, especially as I doubt Em will want to do it for a while."

The remark make me think again about what I had written and the way Emily in the story had been raped after a much more severe thrashing. "Should I see what the realism was like even if it pales into insignificance against what was done to her?" I wondered. Certainly seeing and feeling his prick in close proximity to my body had aroused me too and it had been over six months since I last had a prick inside me but would the pain be too great? Ben wrapped the towel around his waist and I donned a dressing gown and we headed back to my room.

"If you need help again, scream or knock on the wall," Sarah called after us. I knew they had a key to my room, and I had one to theirs in case we were locked out.

"More likely I'll need to put a 'Do not disturb sign outside'," I called back.

"Have you done it before?" I asked when we'd dried each other in the privacy of my room. Like I suspected, he hadn't. Very tentatively I laid on my back on the bed and spread my legs for him and found the pain wasn't too bad. Possibly it would have been easier for me to have leaned over the side of the bed and let him fuck me doggy style but that didn't seem intimate enough for his first time. "Be gentle please." I knew he would but he was nervous and unsure of himself. This weekend must have been traumatic for him too although in a very different way to mine. "I'm sure you've watched videos on the net so you know what to do, just take your time and well have fun together."

"I grabbed a pack of Pete's condoms when I collected my stuff this morning." He blushed as he whispered as though everyone was listening.

"Don't worry, I'm on the pill and have been since I was sixteen."

I felt the pain immediately his weight was added to mine even though he tried to hold himself up but I did my best to suppress any moans or cries and when he thrust into me, I felt a stab of pain each time. However, after the first few my body seemed to accept it more and I did indeed start to get some pleasure from him. He took a lot longer than I expected before he sent his sperm into me and I came long before he did which was unusual but very satisfactory for me. Perhaps I should have remembered that from I wanked him earlier. When he collapsed on me, I did cry out but he soon raised himself and then we lay side-by-side and cuddled and kissed.

Chapter seven. Abused by her ladyship again

Mrs. Evans was most put out because I'd spent the night in Robert's bed and not hers and worked me extra hard during the day as punishment. Again punishment for something that was not my fault and by bedtime I was exhausted. My face hurt and I could hardly open one eye, and the chafe on my breasts and arse from all the bending a lifting of coals and water, caused me considerable pain, but she didn't seem concerned. Cook even spoke quietly to her but by then it was too late. At this rate my recovery would be very prolonged. I might have been fit and strong when I arrived only a few days earlier but with all the suffering I had to endure, I was quickly going downhill.