Chapter 1

Where to start?

I met Kas years before but we got together in 1980, it was a bit hard at first as I was married, getting divorced but still married. I was seeing a girl called Sharon at the time, the relationship had run its course and it was only really hanging together on the sex element, when Kas came along I dropped her.

We went out on the day after my birthday, initially as a thank you from her to me for helping her to find a car she wanted. One thing led to another and we became an item.

At that time I already had a 'bit on the side' but that was waning fast so in a very short while she was dumped and Kas was everything.

She was or probably still is, about 5ft 7ins, size 12 to 14 36b — 26 — 38, Mousy brown shoulder length hair, mostly highlighted blond, light blue eyes, slightly protruding teeth, glasses, nice legs, child bearing hips, lovely long fingered hands. Small breasts with very responsive nipples, she was unshaved and although not really hairy she had a nice amount of silky soft light brown pubic hair that had a little swirl where it sat at the meeting of the labia. Her little rose bud clitoris was like a small erection once it was caressed. She was not a supermodel but she was the sort of girl nearly all men wanted and probably didn't know why. She oozed sexuality, she was one of those girls that just made you want to talk to her and try it on. I have some topless holiday snaps of her that still get me very horny when I look at them even now!

The first sex we had was after I had met her and her friends in town at Cinderella's, I gave her a lift home and we stopped in a gate way, she was wearing a one piece 'paki suit' that was all the rage at that time. After much groping, snogging, fumbling and wrist bending I managed to get a finger in the magic spot and pretty soon she was on the passenger seat with the suit mostly off. My first look at her nearly naked exceeded my expectations, her gorgeous hairy pussy and small tits fully uncovered left me dumbstruck. She had started to push back against my probing fingers and was obviously expecting great things from me. I would like to say it was a blinding round of mutually orgasmic sexual satisfaction, but I can't. I could only get half hard and as a result of the worry of that we had what could be only described as a quickie, I managed at about the 6th attempt to get it inside the very swollen and juicy expectant love hole, pumped a couple of times and shot my load inside her. It was a disaster but she was very gracious and did and said all the right things, but I felt a total failure.

I am glad to say things improved greatly from then on, but the first time was a bloody disaster.

Sex was good with her, it was always fantastic to slide my cock slowly into her warm tight sex and feel the muscles giving until it reached the inner most depths, from the onset she was adventurous and active giving it everything every time. We went away on regular holidays and fucked for England all over southern Europe and North Africa.

On one early jaunt I discovered that with the right level of alcoholic consumption I could become a super stayer. From then on I always managed to drink myself to the point of undying rock hard erection that let me have tremendous sexual stamina.

She used to sunbathe topless with the skimpiest bikini bottoms, I constantly caught men glancing at her as she lay there smothered in oil seemingly oblivious to their gazes. In the evenings she would wear the minimum she could get away with, short skirt and t shirts were the norm, no underwear of course! I was really proud that she would be fucking me and not them when we got home, my ability to maintain an erection and not come after a few beers meant she was always satisfied, I felt that I had to really satisfy her and accomplished this at nearly every attempt, leaving her spent and sore after each session but always happy and contented. We used to sneak of for quickies sometimes, pulling her bikini off and screwing when and where we could.

One year in Crete a young German guy who had been chatting up a girl from Yorkshire took her out to sea and about 25 yards out in full view of a lot of people so obviously fucked her underwater. Kas was so aroused by this she went on about it for hours. We were going to try it but the chance never really arose again. We did fuck on the beach a few times, mainly late at night when we had had a few! She used to have a lovely white tiny bikini line where she wore her bikini bottoms sun bathing but the rest of her went a really deep brown and she used to keep it topped up using a sun bed.

Back home we carried on living apart. On the occasions we managed a night together the sex was fantastic, we introduced porn and a few female toys and things took off, we found that we both enjoyed giving and receiving pain, mild at first but it got progressively harder and more intense. Kas loved nipple pain as I did, we used clothes pegs and any household thing we could in the beginning but we eventually bought proper clamps and used them to full effect progressing to pussy and cock pain was pretty inevitable. We used to have quite serious pain sessions that left us both bruised but very satisfied.

Kas loved porn films with a story, sex in water, huge cocks especially black men, and multi men on one girl, she was also very aroused by a forced rape scenario that turned out to have been part of a bigger plot. Her juices would flow and we rarely ever saw the end of the video. She loved me to force her onto her hands and knees facing the TV as I ram fucked from behind in time with someone on screen getting the same.

On one occasion I used a vibrator on her clitoris, she had dressed in basque, black stockings, matching French knickers and suspenders and patent high heeled fuck me shoes, Clitoris vibration always got her worked up, on this occasion she really went to town and she squirted, a cupful of clear juice all over my hand and vibe. We were both shocked and surprised which soon turned to lust and I slid my hardness into her soaked pussy and bought her off as I pumped inside her. From then on we always strived for this when we had time, I loved the taste of her just cum pussy as the juice dripped from it, and I would advise anyone to try it if they ever get the chance.

She loved hard dirty sex, once she was ready pretty much anything went, her favourite was missionary position with me ram fucking her as hard as I could bruising her deep inside the harder the better, she was always vocal swearing and cursing me, begging me to fuck her one minute then calling me useless the next, sex was always good, there was hardly a time that we met that we didn't fuck. She used to bite and scratch me drawing blood really made her go wild, she also liked me to give her a love bite on her inner thighs or tits as a strange ownership sign. She was awesome at oral, she had a habit of looking into my eyes sending all sorts of messages as she ran her tongue over my hard cock prior to pushing her onto her back or her hands and knees and fucking her as hard as I could. She was the one girl I have been with that didn't ever want me to 'make love' to her she just wanted fucking. Whenever she had her period we would spend hours fondling and stroking each other until we reached mutual satisfaction. She would take ages sucking me off just to the point of coming then stopping until the threat resided then doing it all over again, I often lost control and shot all over her face. If I could get her to agree to it sex during that time was outstanding.

Early on in the relationship Kas had to go to Perth on a course with a few other guys from work. They went on a night sleeper train and met up with a few of the other staff from round the UK. While there she and her friend got talking to a guy from Southampton and Kas and him ended up shagging on the last night and in the night sleeper cabin on the way back, I was suspicious as she was really funny for a few days when she got back but I didn't find out the truth until years later. She also went sex mad on holiday when she went too Ibiza with 2 of her mates, screwing a Scandinavian guy almost all the 2 weeks. Again I found out years later. I was almost seduced by her best mate Shaz and she spilled the beans, she knew too many details to have made it all up, she also revealed all she knew about Kas's sordid past, I put a lot of it down to rivalry but a lot must have been true. Kas told me she had only had 4 or 5 men before me but the real total must have been lots more than that, I never did get a definitive figure though.

I was no saint though and like any young guy took every opportunity that arose, a couple of times I nearly got caught but always managed to get away with it by the skin of my teeth.

Eventually Kas and I moved in together and had 4 years of real fun, I loved her and I think she loved me as much back. I would say that was probably one of the best periods of my life. We went on holidays, dinner parties (the then done thing) bought a horse for her and generally had a ball. Sex, as always, featured very highly on the agenda. Once or twice a day was the norm. I used to love it when she came in from work feeling horny, I would sit her on the chair or settee, pull up her skirt or dress, peel off her knickers and slide my cock straight inside her waiting sex, filling her with my juice, often we would then have dinner and resume in bed. I spent ages licking her pussy and clitoris, trying to get her to orgasm but that only happened with a vibe at first. I loved to get her nipples hard and take her out, I don't think she ever realised how erotic she looked with her nipples so obviously poking out through the material of her clothes. Of course there was a great deal of 'straight' sex, we would go to bed and maybe chat I would stroke her breast or pussy and she would reciprocate by stroking my cock, sometimes a blow job then we would end up in the missionary position, even then she want a bit further and used to pull her legs up and as wide as possible, she would then be able to use her back muscles to push against my thrusts. She had phenomenal muscle control and she could use her virginal muscles to grip and milk your cock when it was inside her. It was a fantastic time.

Then things went wrong. I have no idea why or really when but they did, probably because I wouldn't marry her. Typical man you may say but I couldn't see the point we were happy as we were or so I thought. I didn't realise how much she wanted or needed it. I do now though!

I got a new job that kept me away for 6 weeks, then she won a very lucrative job that put her in contact with the 'beautiful people' and the boat set, maybe we were just not mature enough to handle the temptation. Or maybe insecurity had something to do with it. Kas joined a gym and became quite toned, her shape stayed the same she just got firmer and fitter I still think that was to compete with the other women that she worked with. She started to have nights away with work and to be honest the green eyed monster reared its head and I was a real pain in the arse to her.

We kept it going for another year but eventually we sort of fell out and she moved into her own flat, we had been living our own lives for about two months, trying to be 'adult' (what the fuck does that mean?) We still saw each other, went out most weekends together and had a lot of sex. I was looking for something in one of the draws in her flat one day and I found a post card from another bloke, he obviously was closer than just a friend putting 'throw another log onto the fire for us' gave me a clue.

The bottom seemed to have dropped out of my world, who was this guy and what was she doing with him when she still had me, or at least me when I granted her my time, I was an arrogant arse then! I decided to discuss this with her that night, I visited her flat and as I entered I said something along the lines of "who the fuck is this" and waved the post card in her face.

She went ballistic, accusing me, and quite rightly, of prying. When she eventually calmed down she told me that she had been chatted up by a married boat dealer from the south coast. She was flattered at the attention and as I obviously only wanted her for one thing she had flirted back.They had met for lunch one Wednesday in Oxfordshire and she had been his starter. I was gutted I can tell you, I made her tell me every detail. I have to admit the telling really upset me but got me really excited, she thought it was over between us but after doing the mandatory male hard done by routine we struggled through.

If you want the details here is how it apparently went.

They met through work, first on the phone then at some boat show or other, the conversation got more and more intimate and sexual until they were virtually fucking over the phone. She took a day off to see him telling me she was going to Oxford shopping. She didn't dress for sex, as far as I knew, just jeans and t shirt, normal undies and flat shoes if I remember correctly. They met up in a car park at 11.30 and they had spent so much time psyching each other up the result was inevitable. He was over her like a mad man and she responded, within minutes she had her tits exposed and well sucked and fondled, in a few more moments her leg was out of her jeans and knickers and he was working on her clit and cunt with his fingers. She unzipped him and got his cock out, she told me he wasn't as big as me in that department, (I didn't believe it either!) he then refused her offer of a blow job and taking her a bit by surprise (yeah right!) he rolled onto her, pushed his cock straight up her waiting soaked pussy and fucked her, finishing himself off deep inside her but leaving her frustrated. He did have some tissues that she cleaned up with but she told me she had been slipping and sliding in her knickers all afternoon. They then went for lunch and she went shopping in Oxford. Apparently I had fucked her that night but she had resisted my early advances and managed to bathe and clean herself up first. She had been feeling really guilty and bought me a shirt as some sort of token guilt gift. She only saw him once more but insisted she didn't fuck him again.

Funnily our sex life then went up a gear from then.

I had met a girl through work that I was seeing off and on, I told Kas about her as sort of revenge and rubbed it in that she was a glorious screw and she was only 20. I promised I would drop her but never really did and kept her on the back burner, but that's another story and not for here and now, maybe sometime in the future.

Kas had mentioned a new guy at her work, a small bloke that looked like a monkey, they seemed to get on ok and she had lunch with him a few times. I found out that during one of our 'were finished' moments she had visited her cousin on the coast and met up with him. He had taken her for a meal. Of course it came out that it had been a bit more than that, it had been a planned sex session. He had taken her for an Italian meal including a couple of bottles of Barolo then back to his hotel where he had fucked her several times on the king size bed, he was married and had a vasectomy apparently. He was terrified his wife would find out especially when Kas told him that I knew all about it, she made me swear to say nothing.

We still lived apart but we used to go out for meals several times a week, I used to call and ask her to dress nicely for me and she would oblige wearing a variation of outer clothes but always sexy underwear if she wore any that is. She sometimes wore a severe suit with her hair in a pony tail with no make up, you knew then that she had stockings and skimpy undies on underneath. Sometimes a very short denim skirt and bare legs, the variations were endless and always worked.

One of my favourites was when she put her hair in pigtails or bunches, she looked so young and tempting. I had a job restraining myself knowing what was on the menu later.

We would go for our meal and if possible I would try to 'feel her up' under the table we would finish and leave and drive somewhere private and have sex, we rarely needed foreplay other than to slightly part her soaked labia.

A few times we would choose a pub we had never been to before, not local and arrive there separately and act as strangers. We usually did this on a Friday or Saturday. We would try to get chatted up while watching each others performance. We always broke off and using some excuse left with each other. She did get into a heavy clinch in the corner of a busy pub in Northampton one evening and escaped after the bloke had managed to slide a hand up her skirt, she told me he hadn't quite reached her pussy but was close. She confessed it had really made her horny.

As time passed we started to get more adventurous, she would suck me off while I was driving to wherever we had chosen for sex. I think it really kicked in one warm spring evening, we had been for a meal in a local pub. Kas was wearing a short denim skirt, white tight blouse black patent high heeled court shoes a very skimpy pair of knickers, no bra and was barelegged. We drove down a very small track, I made her get out, it was quite bright and we were about 50 yards from the road, I sat her on the bonnet of the car, pushed her skirt up and pulled her knickers off, placing her feet on the bumper with her legs as wide as possible exposing her gorgeous pussy I undid her blouse and teased her tits and fondled her taking care not to touch her sex. She was nervous of being seen but really excited and aroused by it all really putting everything into it. She unzipped me and stroked my already hard cock, begging me to fuck her. I held off as long as I could, she was shaking and sobbing as I placed the head of my cock just inside her, she was absolutely dripping wet with no resistance I slid right inside as far as I could, she shuddered and came a long rippling moan and she dug her nails into my shoulders as her pussy muscles pumped and gripped my shaft. It took seconds and I came too as she sobbed and cried very loudly as she continued to orgasm.

We didn't discuss it but a few days later we went out again, this time I drove to one of our normal haunts for sex, after a bit of snogging I had undressed her and she was sitting dressed in a cream silk basque, matching French knickers and suspenders, black seamed stockings and fuck me shoes. Without saying anything I started the car and drove to a large lay-by on the main road that had several trucks parked up in it. When we arrived I parked between 2 of them, turned on the interior light and proceeded to finish what we started. She was possessed, I whispered that she was on display, anyone could see her and I took her basque down exposing her tits and peeled off her knickers. I fucked her then in full view, she kept asking if anyone was watching and really responded to every thrust I made pushing against my thrusts as I tried to really hurt her. I came deep inside her then and she was so disgusted that I hadn't held off and made her come. She got dressed and we went home, nothing was said.

We repeated this a few more times, I am not sure if anyone saw us in those early days but the thought of it did the trick.

We moved further a field in the hope of not seeing anyone we knew and got more and more daring, with Kas sitting naked in the passenger seat and me driving down busy main roads, we always ended up fucking in a lorry park or busy lay by. One night as we fucked she let out a scream, I whipped round to see a face at the window, I made to get off but she dug her nails in and shouted "no let him see me" so I carried on shooting gobs of spunk up her in very quick time. When I looked again the guy had gone I looked at Kas and she was smiling. We were not watched every time, but it did get more often. She really got off on being watched as she took my cock or gave me a blow job. We always left the interior light on, sometimes we wound the window down a little to stop it steaming up.

One summer night as I was feeling her up in a lorry park with the window down a little she gasped and as I turned I saw a guy with his hard cock out, the rest of him was a blur but I could see his rather large manhood very clearly and it was obvious that he was very aroused. I carried on but Kas's focus wasn't on me she was staring at the other cock. Eventually she pushed me off and wound the window down more, she reached out and touched the other cock, I could now see it belonged to a guy of about 50, a bit overweight wearing dirty work clothes. As she touched it a shiver ran through her and I swear she orgasmed. She then wanked him off until with a grunt he shot gobs of sticky cum over her hand. I had just sat there watching, she then did the most erotic of things, slowly she put her hand to her mouth and licked his spunk off of it until it was shining with saliva but all the spunk was gone, she had swallowed the lot, something she always resisted with me. She then made me fuck her with the window fully down as the guy watched, limp cock still out.

You have to understand that this was before the days of dogging, so we thought we were really daring.

We started visiting the same sites on the same 2 or 3 days of the week and soon we had an audience most evenings. Kas would wear something easy to open to give me access and them a better view. The guys got more daring each time we did it and it wasn't long before one of them reached in and stroked her tits as I fucked her, she would look at them as complete strangers fondled her as she was being fucked. It progressed as I suppose it was inevitable that it should and she would be groped by several blokes at once. Then as she was sucking me off one night I felt her tense up and she suddenly stopped with her mouth half open, I opened my eyes and looked over to se an arm through the window with the hand disappearing behind K's bum it was obvious she was being fingered by someone, she resumed her ministrations, albeit somewhat more erratically, as the hand was replaced by another then another until she came. I then fucked her.

It got to be a habit, her being fingered and wanking off anyone that had their cock in view then us fucking.

One night it took the inevitable jump, she was sucking me off and one of the watchers said he would love her to do that to him as he fingered her, he was a regular and we had seen him quite a few times. She immediately stopped sucking me off, reached out of the window grabbed his cock and she pulled a guy towards the car and started to suck him off until suddenly he stiffened and jerked as he shot into her mouth, she swallowed it all even going as far as licking him clean, that night there were three men watching us. I saw on her face that she was very tempted to do something else, suck the others off I thought, but she seemed to chicken out at the last minute and she let me fuck her.

A week later there were a few more guys, our fame had obviously spread. As normal she started sucking me off with the window down. An arm reached in and started to finger her as usual, she stopped and started to suck a cock that was presented too her through the window he soon jerked and came, she turned and kissed me I could taste the salty spunk of another man on her lips, I expected her to pull me over to fuck her but instead she smiled and opened the door, crouching down she took the next cock and sucked that off before moving on to the next one, she even let the guys finger and fondle her as she sucked. She eventually finished them all and with a contented sigh she got back in the car. I was sitting in the drivers seat mesmerised, wondering what had happened to trigger this.

The following week we had the car door wide open and the guys had unrestricted views as they fingered her, she repeated the performance and sucked them all off before dragging me out of the car, bending over the bonnet and making me fuck her in front of the half a dozen men she had just sucked off, I shot up her as she stood panting, stocking clad legs wide apart. Before I could react one of the guys was on his knees behind her lapping at my juice as it squeezed out of her, I went to push him away as I was terrified it might get out of hand but she growled "no" in fairness to them they stopped and moved away after he had cleaned her up.

We often performed over the bonnet for our audience, she sometimes sucked a guy off as I fucked her but it was difficult as she was always so into the sex she couldn't concentrate on the blow job. She especially loved it in the rain.

This carried on for a couple of sessions with them taking turns licking her after I had serviced her. She took to getting out of the car and bending over as she sucked my cock allowing them access to her dripping sex, she absolutely loved all of it, I think she loved the sexual power she had over us all, performing for a crowd that all desperately wanted her and it being her decision alone gave her such a power buzz.

One particular night after what appeared to be a pretty standard performance she was really quiet on the way home, as I pulled up and leaned over to kiss her goodnight she told me that one of the blokes had put his cock in her as she sucked me off, she thought it was his thumb at first but she as convinced it was his hard cock. He didn't do anything else just pushed it in her, waited a couple of seconds, and then pulled it out. I hadn't seen anything I was concentrating on not coming in her mouth. I didn't know what to make of this new development I was quite upset that it had happened but again strangely aroused at the thought of it, I had no idea when it was actually happening, she just took it in her stride.

By this time she was pretty much in control I just sort of followed her lead and did as I was told.

After a couple more sessions she got quite distant. She phoned one afternoon when we were scheduled to meet, she was a bit on edge and she just asked to make sure I was on time that night. I picked her up as usual. She was wearing a long coat, fishnets and boots. Instead of going for a meal she told me to take her to the lay by on the main Oxford road. I did as ordered. Kas informed me that she had decided to get out and I had to service her as she sat on the bonnet.

We pulled up and she told me to park right in the middle, it was only just dark. She sat in silence for nearly 40 minutes then suddenly turned to me and told me outright if I still wanted her I would have to do as I was told. I had no choice but to agree.

She then got out and leaned back against the bonnet, I followed and she told me to get out and 'do' her She opened her coat and as I suspected she was naked but for the stockings, suspenders and boots, there were none of the regulars so as ordered I started to fuck her, nobody was there. Half way through and before I had come she told me to stop and take her for a drink. It was really strange, she sat in the pub in silence drinking large Vodka's wearing her coat with very little underneath, she went to the toilet and then she ordered me to take her to the lay by again, by this time it was 8.30 about our normal time.

We pulled up and were soon joined by 3 guys. She looked at me, smiled and got out, and started to suck the first guy off, then she stood up, went round the front of the car, told me to put the side lights on and undid her coat and sat on the bonnet with her legs wide open. The three had followed her round, she was slowly wanking one after the other, suddenly a spotty youth gasped and shot spunk over her hand, she reached out and wiped it off on his shirt.

"Do you want to have me?" she asked the middle aged guy that she had first wanked and sucked and was now a regular. Pulling a packet of durex out of her pocket, she said smiling at me "come on he wont mind".

I just shrugged, I didn't know what else to do. He asked me if he could do her bare back as he hated condoms, before I could answer Kas said yes and smiled at him. She slid off the bonnet and walked round the car to the rear door and opened it and layback on the seat with her legs wide open.

"That's better, now go on" she sighed.

He needed no other encouragement and kneeled between her legs. He was very well endowed and obviously very excited and horny, he caused her to sob as he pushed his very hard, circumcised cock up her, and then slowly started to shag her pushing in as deep as he could each stroke, slowly he speeded up until he was ram fucking her as hard as I ever had, she was screaming and sobbing at him to fuck her repeating "you cunt, you cunt, you cunt" over and over again. We all looked on mesmerised, the look on her face was one of total rapture, like she had been born for this moment, she cried "yes, yes, yes, harder, deeper you cunt is that the best you can you fu ooohh..." it trailed off as she came he carried on without a pause.

I could only look on in awe as she was royally fucked, he lasted for ages and reduced Kas to whimpering and head thrashing as he relentlessly screwed her gorgeous sex until his back straightened and he threw his head back as he jerked and jerked, he was obviously coming deep inside her Kas screamed and shuddered. It was one of the horniest things I had seen.

He pulled out and sat on the wing of the car as Kas sat in the same position getting her breath back. Eventually she got to normal and looking at me ordered me to clean her up, I had no option but to go down on her and lick her clean of spunk and juice while being watched by the man who had left his cream inside her, Kas stood and kissed her lover on the mouth, a long tongue twisting hard kiss as she pushed her sex hard into his groin. His hand slid between her legs and he dipped his fingers in her honey pot as they kissed, he whispered something in her ear that I didn't catch she nodded and smiled at him. One of the other guys asked if he could have a go, I told him it wasn't up to me but I doubted it.