Chapter 1

I am trying to look calm and relaxed sitting here with you tonight... my heart is pounding, my eyes devour your every move. Your lips are my focus right now, for so long I have wanted to see you speaking to me, your eyes crinkling in humor, the way your hair lays upon your forehead.

An irresistible urge to stroke your hand lying on the table beside me takes over and I grow bold enough to run my finger along the back of it... You stop talking and just look at me... I know we said we would take it easy this first time we met. Just dinner and light conversation to get over the initial flutters of finally meeting, but right now all I see is your eyes upon me with that sober expression I have gazed at in your photos so many times. I feel a bit faint as your hand takes mine and turning it over you run your finger along my palm and lace them in with mine your thumb making an idle stroking motion on my skin as we continue talking.

Can I tell you now that all I can do is sit here and try to breathe? You are so close to me now, mere inches away.

Somehow I get through dinner, I know I did not do the meal justice. And I think that you are not exactly focused on it either. I wonder briefly if I am what you thought I would be but I am scared to ask. I dressed carefully today thinking it would give the confidence to go through with this... We are offered dessert. I shake my head and as you reach to pay the bill, you arm brushes lightly the side of my breast and I feel an instant tightening and pray that my heightened awareness of you will not become too obvious.

As we gather our things together and prepare to go, you lean over and whisper in my ear " You are more than I ever dreamed" I cannot control the shudder that runs from my head to toes and I am vividly aware of how much I want you.

My only thought is to keep my composure and walk out on trembling legs. You had planned this evening; I didn't know where we were going, your hand guides me out of the restaurant and we walk only a short way turning to go inside to a waiting elevator of a nearby building. As we step inside I catch a glimpse of my reflection, looking beyond I see you standing behind me, your arm comes around and turns me to face you...

The silence is so thick. All I can see is you, nothing else exists as lips I had been longing for came close and brush across mine lightly, then across my cheeks, your strong hands are cradling my face and I lift my lips in complete surrender as you quickly capture them and our kiss deepens. Your tongue slides inside and touches mine teasing and drawing mine to return its caress.

We stand here kissing. Time has stood still for now... An embarrassed cough from a man standing in the open doorway is the only thing that breaks the magic momentarily.

Somehow we make it to our room and inside without further touching other then your hand at the small of my back. But as soon as the door is shut your catch my waist and pull me back against you. Your body is tense; I can feel your hardened length pressing into me. I know that you have been just as aware of me all along.

Without a word you lean to kiss me again... Your lips fuel the fire within me. And I reach my arms up and back to encircle your neck. I am still leaning back against you as your hands reach around and cup my breasts, your thumbs making circles on my nipples through my blouse. I can't help the quiet moan of desire that escapes me as you turn me to face you now and somehow my blouse is undone uncovering my lace-covered breast where only a simple latch keeps you from them and that is quickly dealt with... I watch your hands lifting the weight of my breasts, your head bows and I sigh in ecstasy as your mouth quickly replaces your fingers. Your lips pulling and suckling my nipples, you're tongue bathes me then you blow lightly across causing tumult in every part of my body.