Chapter 4

A flashback

Mani (then 23) and Ratna (20), lived with their parents; Ratna was Mani's stepsister born to his father's second wife after the death of Mani's mother immediately after his delivery. Both the children grew up together, and Ratna's mother was quite equally affectionate towards them. Mani addressed her as 'amma' without any hesitation. As they belonged to a very rich 'mirasdar' family, they had everything they wanted. As years rolled on, when Mani joined college for his graduation, Ratna had finished her school and had grown into a pretty, fair, gorgeous woman with a petite body which would make any man drool. Those days, when Internet and CD/VCR were not in vogue, college students generally resorted to cheap magazines to quench their thirst in knowing about sex. One of Mani's friends had acquired a lot of such magazines and he used to lend them to Mani those books (hidden among his textbooks) to read at leisure. After dinner, when everyone had retired to bed, Mani found pleasure in reading those books in his room and masturbated.

Once when he was busy wanking, Ratna accidentally entered his room and noticed his mischief. Though she was embarrassed, she did not encounter him but curiously enough she wanted to know what and why he was doing that. Girls, in a traditional background and a conservative perspective, were strictly banned to play and to move freely with males. She had never seen a grown 'poolu' before; she was somehow desirous of seeing it again and to know more about the 'deeds'. Being curious, she gained access to Mani's 'books' one day when he was away at the College and started reading them one-by-one and she too mastered the art of 'masturbation' gradually. She could not control herself whenever they were alone at home; she desperately wanted to read more and know more about the secrets and to explore the pleasures hitherto unknown to her.

Mani returned home from the college one afternoon as he was ill. His amma had been to a relative's place and his father away at office, leaving Ratna alone at home who was reading a book 'stolen' from Mani's stock, as she did everyday. After sometime, he took some medicines and slept for a while. Noticing that he slept like a log, Ratna watchfully replaced the book, and took another which had a few pictures depicting the 'act' and returned to her room. She leafed through the book and was mesmerised to see the various poses of 'lovemaking' 'fellatio', 'cunnilingus', 'classic 69', etc., and realised that her koodhi needed some immediate attention. She silently closed the doors, lifted her skirt upto her stomach, pulled her panties aside and started playing with her itching koodhi (pussy). Gradually she became oblivious and was carried away with her ministrations and started to moan (though not loudly) when Mani woke up hearing some strange noise coming from Ratna's room. He wondered what she was doing or was she suffering from pain? He immediately ran to her room and opened the door. He was taken aback; his pretty sister was fingering her koodhi with one hand and with the other caressing her pert mulais with her eyes closed. Mani could not believe his eyes. His sister, who he thought was so innocent, childlike, and naïve, acted like a hungry slut. She was moaning and making strange sounds. She was blabbering "Aah, enna sugam... Hmm... En viralai vida yaaroda 'sunniyo' irundha... aiyooo..." ["Aah, what a pleasure... hmm... instead of my fingers, it would be too good if it were someon'es hot hard cock!"] (She was well versed with those technical terms of sunni, koodhi, poolu, pundai, etc., by reading those magazines) Hearing this, Mani was shocked; and, in spite of his illness, got quite turned on seeing his sister semi-nude, with open legs, and violently rocking hips and moving hands. He retreated to his room to handle his throbbing sunni (cock) and searched for the same magazine which Ratna was reading. When he could not find it, he became sure that Ratna had somehow gained access to those books and became furious. He selected one of those 'dirtiest' books and finished his 'job at hand' and cleaned himself. He thought for a while whether to encounter her for her 'misdeed', at least to the extent of 'stealing' his book. He decided to directly tackle her and went to her room. When he reached there, she had just finished 'cumming' and was lying like a statue, almost uncaring to cover herself. When she saw him staring at her, she could not recover and clumsily tried to gather her clothes to cover up. He confronted her with "Ratna, yendi ennoda book edhavadhu edutthiya? Nee ippadi panradhu appavukku therinja enna nadakkumnu yosichiya? Cheechee, idhellam enna oru ponnu panra kaariyama? Unakke asingamayille? Adhuvum naan veetile irukkumbodhey?" ["Ratna, did you take any of my books? Have you ever thought what would happen if dad knows that you read dirty books? Being a girl, aren't you ashamed to do this? And all the more when I'm at home?"]

She retaliated with "Mani, summa irudaa... nee andha maadhiri book padikkire naan padikka koodatha? Andha bookai padichittu nee enna pannuvennu enakku theriyaadha? Nee koodatthaan unn poolai kaiyyile pidichuttu aatuvey. Naane rendu moonu thadavai paarthirukken. Aana enna, naan adhaippatthi un kitte ketkalai. Nee kettuttey. Nee veetile irukkumbodhu naan seyrena? Appo illaadhapodhu seyyalaama? Nee kooda naan veetile irukkumbodhudhaan, adhuvum naan paarkira madhiri seinjey. Ippo ennaangarey? Appatte solluviya? Sollikko. Naanum solluven... enakkku indha book engeyrndhu kidaicchadhu, adhaiyellaam yaaru padikkira, padicchittu enna panraannukooda naan solluven. Poodaa." ["Mani, keep quiet. When you can read those dirty books, why not I? I know what you do after reading them. Though I've seen you a couple of times wanking your dick while reading such erotic books, have I ever asked you what you are doing and why? But you dared to ask me. Again, am I not supposed to do what you had seen when you are at home? Do you mean to say that I'm free to do that in your absence? But, you wanked when I was very much at home and you were not aware that I was watching you. What now, you want to inform dad about this? I'm least bothered. I too would certainly tell him from where I got these books, who reads them, and does what after reading them. Should I?"]

Mani was taken aback. He did not expect such a strategical defence from her. Spellbound by her retaliation, he decided to have a truce, kind of peace treaty, with her. He said, "Ratna, yendi ippadi kobama pesarey? Enakku nee panninadhu thappunnu pattadhaalethaan naan unnai ippadi ketten. Aana, nee sonnadhukku appuramatthaan idhellaam thappeyillainnu puriyaradhudi. Sari Ratna, enna mannicchudu, nee ippadi kettuporadhukku naaney oru kaaranamayittendi. Inimela naan indha maadhiri bookai padikka maatten. Veetukkum kondu vara maatten... aana idhellam namma rendu perukku mattum therinja vishayama irukkattum. Naan appakittey solla maatten. Neeyum, please, sollidadheydi. Appavum ammavum romba manasu kashttapaduvaanga. Romba sorrydi." [Ratna, why are getting agitated? I felt that what you are doing is wrong and so I encountered you. But, on hearing your explanation, I feel sorry. I'm responsible for your wrong doing because I brought those books and made them available for you. I won't bring any of those books in future. But, please, don't involve dad in this and let him not know any of this. Let this be a secret between two. I will not tell anything to dad. I request you too not to tell anything. Dad and Mom will certainly feel bad about this. I'm really sorry Ratna."]

"Mani, aiyaiyo ivvaluvu varutthapadumbadiya naan ennada sollitten. Illeda, enakku idhellam padikkavum, thiruttu thanamaa ippadiyellam enakku naaney seinjikkiradhum nijamavey romba pidichirrukkuda... nee eppollaam 'adhai' pannuviyo, naan appoellam ozhinjirundhu unnaiye vedikkai paapen. Patthuttu, bathroomkku poyi ennoda koodhiyile viralai vittu aattippen. Ippo ennadaanna, nee rombavey kashttappattu vedhanaipadarey. Enakku idhellaam thappa padalayada. Rathiriyile appavum ammavum idhellam pannuvangannu enakku indha book padicchappurama theriya vandhadhu. Adhanaleyum sollaren. Eppadiyum naama therinjikkapora vishayamdhaney. Enna, konjam munnaleya therinjikittom. Avvalavudhan. Unakko ille enako vayasaagalaiya? Naama enna chinna pasangala? Viduviya?" ["Mani, no need to feel so sorry on this issue. I do love to read these books, and to play with myself. I used to spy on you whenever you wank your cock, and would rush to the bathroom and finger my pussy. But, you are so disturbed when I don't see anything wrong in this. I came to know only after reading these books what mom and dad do right on their bed every night. We would know these things at some point of time; but, we came to know of them somewhat early. That's all. Are we not adults now? Forget it."] Saying so, she came near him and patted him on his cheeks.