Chapter 1

It's going to happen today, I know it is!

I kiss his father goodbye and watch as he drives away, I feel him behind me even before he kisses my neck.

A shiver runs right through my body and I feel my nipples straining under their lacy covering as he slips a hand round my waist,

"Morning mum" he says softly, "You look beautiful standing there like that"

I lean back against him and smile as he kisses my neck again,

"Thank you darling" I tell him, "I like to look nice to see your father off"

"You know he's not coming back don't you?"

"Oh God" I laugh, "I hope that's true"

"I can see through your robe you know"

"I know" I say almost inaudibly,

His hands pull open my robe, but stay at my waist, I'm almost trembling with my emotions, this isn't how I'd imagined it would be,

"Turn round mum" he says gently and as I turn to face him, I realize he's stark naked and as he draws me into his arms, I can feel his urgency, his need,

"I want to kiss you mum"

I lift my head and we touch lips just for an instance in a dry, soulless kiss, he steps back and holds my hands for a moment as he looks into my eyes,

"Shall I go and get dressed mum?" he asks, but I shake my head,

"No darling that's not what I want, I'm sorry, but this is so very difficult"

I see his eyes roaming over my body, he looks at how my breasts bulge out almost completely over the cups of my white satin corset, they move downwards to where the tiny white panties are stretched tightly over my freshly shaven cleft, his hands run down my thighs, following the lacy little suspender straps holding up my stockings,

"Do you know what I need darling?" I ask him, "I need a drink"

"Am I that bad mum?"

"No" I cry, "Oh no darling, you're, you're beautiful, very, very handsome, but I'd like to drive out to a quiet little pub somewhere just to relax myself"

"Ok"

I slip a white summer dress on over my underwear and add a little dab of perfume to my neck, I look at myself in the mirror and smile at my reflection, a little bit wide in the hips? probably, a little top heavy? definitely, but apart from that, I know I look good.

"Are you ready mum?"

"Coming" I shout and feel a surge of pleasure when I see him, he's wearing a white tee shirt and his thick, muscular arms bulge with power as he opens the car door for me, his white trousers fit him well and cling tightly to his buttocks, he's fit and healthy, strong from his stint under the hot desert sun and he smiles at me as he watches me getting into the car, I know he's looking up between my legs and I return his smile feeling yet another surge of love and desire for him.

There were very few people in the pub as it wasn't yet dinner time, but nevertheless we opted to take our drinks out into the garden to enjoy the warm weather.

"You've got beautiful breasts mum" he says as we sit down and I feel myself blushing,

"You haven't seen them" I tell him, "Yet" and he smiles with pleasure as he agrees,

"No but I hope to soon"

"You will darling" I promise him, "You'll see all of me"

I lean forward and take hold of both his big hands in mine,

"I hope I don't disappoint you"

"You won't mum, you know you won't, you're the sexiest woman I know"

"I feel as though you've put me on a pedestal, but I wish you wouldn't, I'm only a woman"

"Don't say that mum please" he says and squeezes my hands, "You're on a pedestal because that's where you belong, you're 42 years old, you have the body of a thirty year old woman, the sex drive of a seventeen year old and the mind of a twenty year old, you're the only woman I've ever wanted, sure I've been with women, but I've fucked them mum, you're the only woman I've ever known who I want to make love to, the only one I want to wake up with in the morning, in short mum, you're the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with!"

I look into his eyes again and I see that he means what he says, in one gulp I swallow the large brandy and stand up,

"I'm going to get us both another drink, I want you to look at me when I walk into the pub"

"That'll be my pleasure mum" he tells me, "But why?"

I laugh softly and tell him that he's already doing things his father wouldn't do and then I kiss his cheek and whisper in his ear,

"You said that just looking at me gives you an erection didn't you?"

"Yes and it's true"

"Good" I smile, "Because I want to be able to see it through your trousers when I come back"

It only takes me a second in the ladies room to slip my panties off and ease both breasts up and out of their cups, the nipples are already hard and the barman can hardly take his eyes off them when he serves me!

"So tell me mum" he says when I return with our drinks, "Why have you took your boobs out of the corset?"

"Because I want you to look at me just like you're doing now, and I want you to get hard too" then I slide my hand over his groin and giggle when I feel his length, I squeeze it gently and tell him that his father hated me to show myself off in that fashion,

"He got so angry with me on holiday if I went topless and he always insisted that I kept my underwear on even if it was a blazing hot day"