Chapter 1

She came online, and it was the best feeling that I have ever had. Not knowing if she was the type of person that appears to be offline, while all of her fans try to talk to her, or if she was truly offline... it did not seem to matter now, as the icon came that said that she was there.

As I started to type out the words that I would first say to her, I could feel my heart pounding as well as my penis start to swell. The person that I was talking to was no mortal woman, at least, not to me. She was a person that could cause emotions and feelings in me... ones that no other person could cause. You know that song "Girl on TV"? Well, she's that kind of person. She writes erotic novels. Not the kind that you get in the book aisle, but, the kind that you find on some adult sites on the internet.

Finally, the words took form, and as I sent it to her, I began to wonder what she would say back, or if she would say anything at all. I was certain that she received a million IMs as soon as she got online, and that she only talking to her closest friends. Surely, she would toss my IM to the wayside, and not think twice about it. As this thought crossed my mind, the IM window reflected that she was sure enough writing something back. At that moment, my heart skipped a beat.

"Hi.", she wrote back. So simply, yet, so elegant.

"Jessy19, right?", I replied. A moment passed, and I thought that I had reminded her of some bad memory that she did not want to remember, and that she would go offline, never to be heard of again.

"Yeah, that's right. Who is this?"

"Just a fan of your writings." Yet another pause. "I bet that you are busy."

She asked, keenly, "Why would you say that?"

"You are taking a long time to answer back, so, I thought that you might be doing a few other things.", I replied, hoping that she would say that no, she wasn't busy, and that she was just talking to me. I was in luck, because she came back, "No, I am not doing much of anything right now, just talking to you."

"Well, I just wanted to let you know that I really admire your work."

"Wow, that's really nice of you to say that, I did not realize that I had such an effect on people... I did not realize that I was that big of a person."

"Well, to one person, you are. Are you single?", I asked. Knowing that 10-1, her boyfriend was some big fellow, who could easily pummle me, at the mere thought of another male talking to his woman. "No, I am not single... are you"?

"No, I am not single, but the relationship that I have right now is on the rocks. It could end any day." It is not something that most guys are willing to admit, but they love the idea of having a woman leave their boyfriend that they have, for them. This is the idea that I was having at this very moment, but, I did not want her to think that.

"Well, I am sorry to hear that your relationship is on the rocks... how long have you been with your girlfriend?"

"It will be two years this coming December. I hope that we are able to work things out, because I do love her." I said this, because it is true. I love my girlfriend very much.

"I am sure that she loves you, and that things will be alright."

"I hope so, too." At this point, I thought that our conversation was going great, and I want to let her know exactly how I was feeling about it. "I hope that you and I can become friends. I think that it would be cool to have a person that I can talk to."

"Sure, we can become friends. You seem like a true person. Most of the guys that I talk to are really fake, and they do not seem genuine. You seem different than those guys." I did not want to admit it to her, but her saying that did touch my heart, and made me feel special, but it also caused the growing erection in my boxers to throb.