Chapter 25: Wednesday (Jenny)

It's really been wonderful since I started sleeping with Dana and Ed. Wonderful. The sex is great, of course. I get lots of it from both of them, and I can give back all I want. It's not a continual orgy. But I can be sexy whenever I want; I can grope someone anytime, and I never know when I'm going to get rubbed or hugged or felt up. It's sort of like being on the edge of something loving and sexy all the time. And if I don't feel like it, I can just refuse. The most unusual part is, there's no pressure at all, and I like it a lot.

When Dana suggested that mantra, I'd already had a lot of therapy, and it simply pulled a lot of things together for me. Now, living with them, I feel my strength, my self-confidence growing. At first, but only now and then, I shied away from Ed when he'd get interested. But, of course, if I wasn't interested, Dana almost always was, and I realized that Ed wasn't being dominant, he just wanted to love me, feel me, or whatever. I learned to relax for the first time in my life.

And the way we dress is fun. Sometimes we're just bare, but a lot of the time we wear stuff that invites things. Like Ed will wear a t-shirt and no underwear and his cock hangs down, just asking to be touched or sucked or something. Or Dana and I will go topless, or leave our shirts open, or wear panties you can get your hands into real easy. The results are wonderful. I'm always at least a little turned on. Dana says she is too, and I understand why.