Chapter 19: Being gay

Matt Parker couldn't wait to get back home, after school, that Monday morning. He arrived as soon as possible and, when he did, he quickly said:

"Jack, we need to talk."

"What? Why?"

"Upstairs, bro."

As Jack was going upstairs, Matt told everybody:

"No one interrupt us."

Lucy asked:

"What's the problem, son?"

"No problem. I just have to talk to him. Everything's okay, it's just a little thing. Late I'll talk to you."

Lucy was a little worried. But hell, they were teenagers, she had not sensed any rage in Matt's tone, so everything was okay. Soon she started to think about the things she would do and see that night. With Roger and his brother. Wow!

In the bedroom, things were not as easy between brothers. Jack had not gone to school that morning. His grades were too good, and his parents didn't even ask him why. If the boy didn't want to go to school, okay, as long as his grades were good. After all, it was just a day, right?

Obviously, no one knew that Jack didn't want to go back to school so soon. Or ever. After his failure with Kate Shaw, Friday night, he was too ashamed.

But Matt knew. And Jack knew it. From his tone.

They went to Matt's bedroom, and Matt sat on the bed. He told his younger brother:

"Sit down."

"What do you want?"

"Sit down!"

Jack sat next to Matt. And asked:

"What?"

"I want to know what happened between you and that cunt Kate Shaw Friday night."

Jack almost had a heart attack. He didn't want to talk about that. He said nothing, he was almost crying, but he couldn't.

"That's why you didn't go to school today, isn't it?"

Again, Jack said nothing.

"Jack... Are you gay?"

"No!"

"Because, if you are, that's okay with me. I... I have a confession to make, Jack. Look at me. Jack... I'm bisexual."

"What?"

"I'm bisexual."

"What's that? First Julie, then Laurie, now you... What the fuck?"

"Look, Jack, I have no problems with it. I like both girls and boys, okay? So, I'll ask you again: Are you gay?"

"No. I mean... I don't know."

"Kate talked to me, and he said some bad things about you. She called you a faggot, she said your dick is small and everything. I told the cunt to shut up, and later I'll think on what I'll do to her, but I was more worried about you. Talk to me, Jack. I think you just need to talk to someone."

Jack started to cry:

"She's right, you know? I tried to fuck her, I wanted to fuck her, but my dick is too small, and then it got soft, I guess I cannot fuck. I guess I'm gay, I don't know, it should not get soft."

"Look, Jack, I know Kate. She's hot, yes, but she's a bitch. I've fucked her a couple of times, but she does a lot of things that turn me off. Why do you think she can't find a boyfriend?"

"It's my dick. It's too small, Matt!"

"Let's take a look at it."

"What? No."

"Come on, Jack. I know cocks, you need someone to tell you if you really have a problem, or if it's only in your mind."

"No."

"Jack. Come on, bro. You'll have to go to school again, eventually, and you will see her again, and... It will be easier if you know that's nothing wrong with you. Let me see."

Jack removed his pants. And, then, his boxers. And showed his cock to his brother. Matt saw it, and did not resist:

"It's soft. I have to see it hard."

So Matt held Jack's cock and started to stroke it.

"What... What are you doing?"

"I told you, I need to see it hard."

And, indeed, Jack's cock was quickly getting hard. Matt smiled. Jack was feeling so good that he thought he had to be gay. Funny enough, he wasn't scared. Matt knew what he was doing, he was trying to help, and Jack knew Matt would never try anything gay with him; after all, they were brothers. But, he kinda wanted Matt to try something.

When Jack's cock was completely hard, Matt said:

"Well, it seems normal to me."

"Isn't it too small?"

"No. It's normal size."

"Yours are much bigger, isn't it?"

"Not that much, no. Maybe an inch, or two, I'm not sure."

Matt didn't want to leave anything for imagination, so he removed his clothes. All his clothes.

Then he sat next to Jack, again. His cock was semi-hard, so he started to stroke it.

"I need to be hard for us to compare," he explained.

As Jack watched Matt masturbating, he almost did it too. But he couldn't. He was afraid he might cum.

Obviously, Matt noticed it. But said nothing.

In a minute, both of them were hard. And Matt said:

"See? Just an inch or so bigger. And my cock is big. Yours is completely normal. You can fuck anyone with it, I had already guys with cocks like yours. No problem."

Jack blushed. And asked:

"Were you serious when you said you're bisexual?"

"Sure! Look, I don't want anyone to know, at least not now, but... If I have a gay brother, he has the right to know."

"I don't know if I'm gay. I mean, I like to look at girls in magazines. And porn videos."

"Jack... Do you have any curiosity about having sex with men?"

"Yes. I kind of wondered about Greg and Troy, this last couple of days."

"I see. Well, I think you should try."

"I could never... Do anything about it."

"Do you want to have sex with girls?"

"Yes. I don't know why I couldn't, but..."

"Hey, man, Kate's full of shit. She probably did it to you, and made you blame yourself, it's her fault. Are you a virgin?"

"Yes."

"Well... Look, Jack, you failed. Okay? There's no reason to lie to you. You tried to fuck a girl and you couldn't, so you failed. Even if, as I believe, it was her fault, you failed. So you have to try again. You need some success, as fast as possible, or this thing will scare you through the rest of your life."

"I don't think I... I mean, I... I... I'm always nervous around girls, I don't know what... What to say to them. I blew my only chance."

"You have to try again. If you want to have sex with men, try it. After that, you'll probably be more comfortable around girls."

"I can't ask Greg or Troy to... Fuck me."

"Well, I think you're pretty, Jack. And my cock's hard, and so is yours, and we're not touching them for several minutes, now. And I'm bi. So? Do you want to try?"

"You're my brother! No!"

"Jack. Look. There's no romance between us. I would like to fuck, in fact, I will try to fuck a girl tonight, but I would also like to have some sex right now. And I think you need to fuck as soon as possible. So?"

"I... I can't."

"May I just suck your cock? We'll see if it stays hard. Just that."

Jack wanted to accept the offer. He truly believed he was gay, he had to be gay, that was the only explanation for his behavior Friday night, but... Could he? I mean, it is a big step.

"I don't know."

"Tell me if you don't like it."

And then Matt Parker went down on his little brother. Jack's cock was hard, and Matt didn't suck a hard cock since Friday afternoon.

And Matt knew how to suck a cock! He had the experience, he knew when to move his lips, when to really suck it, when to lick it... He knew where he should lick, and the result could be only one:

"Oh, Matt!"

Matt licked Jack's peehole and asked:

"So? Is it good?"

"Yes."

And Jack blushed again.

"Well, let's get comfortable, okay. Take all of your clothes off."

He did. And they went to bed. Again, Matt put his brother's cock in his mouth. And sucked it.

"Oh, Matt! Yes! It is good! So good!"

Jack could not believe it. That blowjob was everything he always hoped a blowjob would be. Everything. It was so much better than Kate's. Jack knew he was gay and, if he was, he should better enjoy it. His hips started to move. He was being sucked by his big brother, and it felt so good!

Matt was so excited! Let's face it, he was, really, trying to help his brother, and everything he had said was true. He thought that Jack should try to fuck again, as soon as possible, or he would be too scared. But, in the meantime, he was sucking his brother's cock! And Jack seemed to like it. Well, of course he was, who wouldn't? Matt even started to wonder about fixing Jack and Sally. Yes, first Sally, now Jack... Maybe, one of these days, he could get his hands on Martin, Laurie, Julie, Linda or, even, Amy. Yes!

"Oh, Matt! Yes, you know what you're doing! This is too good!"

If Jack couldn't stop thinking when he was with Kate, everything was different with Matt. He knew what was happening, his big brother was sucking his cock, but... That seemed okay. In his mind, it made more sense than his attempts with Kate. He wasn't thinking too much, not anymore. He was just enjoying his sensations. He wouldn't put his hand on Matt's head, if he was thinking.

Matt felt his brother's hand. And he knew that the battle was over. He would suck Jack until Jack came.

And he did everything. He deep-throated Jack. He licked the underside of his cock, he licked his balls, he licked the peehole. Jack was not the first boy Matt seduced, he knew what he was doing.

When Matt started to play with Jack's balls, Jack lost control.

He came!

Jack was a little ashamed. He had never had an orgasm induced by someone else, he had no idea he was so close, he knew he should have warned Matt, but... He didn't.

Matt didn't mind. He swallowed everything, and licked the cockhead in search for more. Then, he said:

"Wow! You came really hard and fast!"

"Sorry. Was it wrong?"

"Oh, no, it just showed me that you liked it, that's all."

"So... I guess I'm gay, uh?"

"I guess you're bisexual. But that's okay, it just proves that you cum when someone sucks your cock. There's nothing wrong with this. In fact, everything is too right."

Matt smiled. And Jack asked:

"Now... Do you want me to... Do the same for you?"

"Well, if you want, yes! Sure! Why not? But only if you can, you owe me nothing, bro. I already had my reward when you came in my mouth. That's all I wanted. Well, if you get hard again, if you want to fuck my ass, that's okay."

"I... I... May I touch your cock?"

"Oh, sure! Be my guest, Jack!"

Jack held Matt's cock. And started to move his hand, up and down, he knew how to do it, but it was so different to do it with someone else! And Matt's cock was much bigger than his. But it was too exciting to stop.

"Yes, Jack, that's it! Oh, you have lots of experience masturbating, uh?"

Jack looked at Matt. Matt answered:

"That's okay, so do I!"

That's what Jack liked about Matt. Matt had no fear. He was saying everything, and everything (Jack could tell) was true. Unlike Kate, Matt wasn't trying to be superior. He was just being himself, and he didn't make a big deal of it, and that made it easy for Jack to not make a big deal either. If he liked men, so be it. Matt did, and it was obvious that he was not worried or disturbed. He just relaxed and enjoyed. For instance, while Jack was jacking his brother off, Matt had his eyes closed and was moaning:

"Yes, yes, that's it... Hm, bro, your hand's so hot! Yes. Oh."

And, if it wasn't a big deal, Jack found the nerve to do it. He put his lips around Matt's shaft.

Then Matt opened his eyes. He said nothing, he decided to leave Jack alone. Pressure could only ruin this moment.

And Jack sucked Matt's cock. Once. It was a funny feeling. First, it wasn't unpleasant. In fact, it felt kinda nice. To have a big cock between his lips. He had already wondered about it, and... It was maybe even better than he expected.

Jack started to move his head. He decided to suck on it, really suck on, and Matt's approval was obvious:

"Hm!"

Jack looked up. He saw Matt. And, with his brother's cock in his mouth, Jack blushed.

Matt said:

"If you want, keep doing it, because it's very good."

Jack thought about it for a second but... Hell, he liked what he was doing, Matt liked it, why should he stop?

He moved his head, up and down, around Matt's big cock.

"Lick it, Jack! Lick my cockhead!"

Jack took Matt's cock out of his mouth. It was wet, thanks to his saliva. He saw the cockhead, and it was also wet, thanks to both saliva and precum. Jack licked it.

"Oh, Jack! Do you like what you're doing?"