Chapter 67

We sat at Neptune's and looked into each others eyes and we both smiled.

"I can't believe I did this, I'm not that kind of girl. My Mom and Dad would ground me for a month, number one if they saw this bikini, number two if I went on a date without him being screened. But you,... you... you do something... well, leave it. Suffice it to say I'm getting cold feet, er... a guilty conscience." I said stammering through my response.

Phineas stood up and shucked his t-shirt revealing a towel cord tied across his waist with the towel roll behind him. I was amazed I hadn't noticed it, even though it appeared to be a thin terry towel that rolled pretty tight. He took off the towel and rolled his shirt around it and reached into the inner pocket of his trunks and took out some money.

"Would you like something to eat, a burger or pizza or maybe a cone, a sundae?" He asked.

"We had a big dinner and then dessert too, but a small cone would be nice. A kiddie cone?" I answered.

He smiled at me making eye contact again and I felt another tweak somewhere inside of me. When he turned to walk up to the counter I watched his ass move in his tight trunks and the tan muscled back ripple as he walked. He made me think of sex, and sex was something I knew little of except my hand was a great partner. My fantasies were nothing of penises, glutes or hard muscles; they were of orgasms. I remembered when I was 14 hearing my Mom talking to a friend of hers about sex, a conversation I was not supposed to hear. "Men are all alike as I suppose we are too. They want us to be shameless whores behind closed doors, and we love being those whores. The best sex is doing what no one thinks you would do."

I wasn't going to be behind closed doors, but if he found a hiding place out here I was willing to get naughty if I thought it would excite me, being a whore.

When he came back I tried to glance at the front of his trunks and see if the light blue fabric revealed any other mysteries for me but I was afraid of being caught. He handed me my cone and I saw he had one just a bit bigger. We looked into each other's eyes and licked our cones making small talk. Suddenly it hit me, one of the Cosmopolitan magazines we flipped through said you did it like licking an ice cream cone and I remember we all laughed. Now that thought had me horrified as he watched me. I tried to be unsexy as I finished the cone, but I didn't know what sexy was as far as oral sex was. At the time he couldn't have had those thoughts about me, he barely knew me. I knew I was thinking like a jerk. I knew little of oral sex except what was talked about at hormone-infested slumber parties. It seemed so icky you couldn't imagine ever doing it, but you heard of girls in school who did, and they were popular. He finished his cone and then reached across the table and took my hand in his.

"So Lucille," He said, "This where you decide if we continue the date or if I bring you back and sneak you back into your cabin. Would you like to take that walk along the beach? There are benches down by the dunes, or we could even climb a lifeguard stand and watch the lights on the water."

"How many other girls have you taken on this little walk?" I stupidly asked.

"I won't lie, I've had my share of girlfriends, but you're the first one I've asked to walk the beach like this. Lucille, you do something to me and I already know that in four days I may never see you again, or at least for a while. I don't mean to be forward, but... "

"Where do you live, outside of the summers?" I asked.

"Williamstown, Massachusetts. How about you?"

"Just a little north and west of Albany. We're almost neighbors."

That led to other topics of conversation about our lives and he made me feel free and easy. At 10:45 I saw a police car pull in the lot and I thought the worst. I was sure they found I was missing and they were looking for me. Phineas saw the panic on my face and looked back to see what spooked me.

"They're here to close the lot. No one else can drive in and they lock it up at 11:00."

"When does it re-open?"

"The desk clerk at Shores End unlocks it when he makes his rounds around 2 A.M. People are here by 4 o'clock to catch the whole sunrise. This just prevents all night parking." Phineas said standing up and extending his hand to me. "So is it walk or wilt back to the cabin?"

I took a deep breath and said, "walk" and got up. We walked to the steps down to the beach on the breakwater and he stopped and turned his mouth to me and kissed my lips. I was a little taken aback, but kissed him back. It was a wonderful kiss that made me tingle once again. I smiled at him and said, "Remember, I trust you."

"You've never been alone with a guy before, huh?"

"Yes, I have, but never like this. I'm sure you're old hat at trying to seduce young girls."

Phineas laughed and stepped in front of me.

"Is that what I'm doing, trying to seduce you? Do you know how many girls I could be with, and I mean BE WITH, in just ONE walk down the beach any afternoon? I'm not conceited, but I do know I'm good looking and get second looks all day long. I've tried that style and it doesn't fit well with me. When you looked back at me today it was sincere, it wasn't a "C'mere big boy." Yes, I like you and I DO want to be alone with you, but don't think I want anything more to happen than you do. I KNOW I'm more experienced than you, but don't hold that against me." He said with a smile lit by the ambient light.

Then he took my hand and we walked slowly toward the surf as the tide was almost all the way out.

"You've been seduced, haven't you? I mean where things happened and you lost control." I asked him, my curiosity getting the best of me.

"You're pretty smart, or at least perceptive. I let it happen, thinking it would be cool. I was no virgin, but it was not what I thought. Guys like that are jerks. Let's drop it." He said stopping to look out and tighten the grip on my hand.

He pointed out the lighthouses at the points of Cape Neddick and Cape Porpoise way off in the distance, it was so clear. Then he pointed out the mist coming in as warm air was hitting the cool. He explained that the lighthouses we saw would disappear soon and the air would actually get warmer than it had been most of the day. I turned and looked at him as he scanned out and explained things and I saw something in his eyes that I admired.

We walked more and talked more too. The combination of his looks, those eyes, his sincerity was sweeping me off my feet. I had "liked" a guy before, but what he made me feel was totally different. We exchanged a lot of thoughts about life, education and even religion. I showed him I was no dummy as he had proved to me. When we talked future I told him I was going to be a junior in high school, but had already been accepted at PolyTech from my pre-SAT's and SAT's. He was going to U Maine.

We got to the second lifeguard station and we started to walk away from the water to get near it where ambient light from the houses made it easier to see. He wanted to climb to the seat but I just wanted to kiss him. The bottom of the stand had a framed floor and you only need duck the middle rung of the frame to get in it. He moved to climb up the front to the seat but I ducked and went under the rung pulling him with me. As he straightened up I slid my arms around him and kissed him pulling him towards me. I led him into the kiss but he quickly made it his to me as his tongue slid into my mouth and played. We thoroughly tasted each other mouths and I was kissing a man like I had never kissed or been kissed before. He may have had the experience, but I was learning quickly. Suddenly I was quite warm as the temperature was changing as well as our moods. I stepped back from him and took my cover up off revealing my bikini and body to him. He pulled me close to him and he kissed my shoulder and whispered in my ear that I "looked like an angel" as his hands ran over my back and down over my ass but quickly back up to my waist before breaking the kiss. He unhooked his towel roll and laid out the terry beach roll and took my hands and began to sit down and I followed. We kissed again and he pushed me back, his upper torso criss-crossed to mine, his mouth pasted to mine. Being with a man and what he was doing to me for the first time physically and sexually excited me. Our kisses got deeper and more intense as well as sloppy. His hands came up to my face and he stroked my cheeks while trying to hold my face closer, as if it were possible. My arms went around his head and we were intertwined, his weight on my rib cage and breasts. I felt his lower body shift and I let go of him and his hands moved lower, one to my arm that had just held him as he ran it down the length of it to hold my hand, the other covered my left breast. Before he could squeeze and excite my nipple (which I knew would drive me crazy) I quickly pulled it off and said in my kiss "NO", which he quickly respected. We rolled back and forth rocking to different positions with him on me as we necked and before I knew it, he was on top of me entirely and I must say it felt awesome to be held and dominated in this manner. As we necked and rocked side to side I became aware of the fact he was lying between my legs, his hands under my shoulder blades. Our side-to-side rocking changed to a to and fro head to toe cadence. It was as if he were fucking me though, as I became aware of his hard presence rubbing over my bikini-covered pussy. I should have stopped him, but I couldn't, it felt so good. My chest was heaving just the way it does when I'm alone in my bed with my fingers strumming my puss. The only thing was that there was just not quite enough contact to get fully off. I wanted it so bad but I knew we had to stop. When he adjusted his hips and the hard end of his penis pressed against my love lips and would have thrust into me, if not for our clothes, I called it all off.

"No Phineas, it's too much. You're scaring me; I'm scaring myself. We should go, I have to get back." I said pushing him off of me in a way that panicked him.

"Lucille, I'm so sorry, we just got carried away, please forgive me!"

"No, I'm not mad Phin, I went with you where I wanted to go but I'm scared now. Scared they found I was gone and... "

"I understand." He said as he rolled the towel and got my cover-up.

We ducked out of the stand and began walking back to the breakfront at Neptune's at a faster pace than we came for sure. I sidled close to him and put my arm around his waist, and he did the same to me.

"Once we get to you cabin, let me go ahead a bit to be sure there's no commotion." He said.

"If there is you just take off and I'll say I went out on my own, I was hot or something." I answered him.

"Are you sure, I'll take the blame."

"No need for that, I'm a big girl." I said as I dropped my hand and squeezed his butt quickly before returning my hand to his hip.

He smiled a big smile and kissed me awkwardly as we walked. We seemed to get back to the parking lot much faster than we took leaving and everything was quiet as we cut through the motel parking lot to the end of the back street where he stole me away.

He ran head and came back with a smile saying it look OK and took my hand. We got to the cabin and he swung up the screen and I kissed him as I ducked in. He pushed the screen shut and I hooked the eyelets. I put my hand to the screen and his put his to mine.

"I wish I could come in and sleep with you" he whispered before he quickly embarrassed.

"That didn't come out right, I meant, to hold you as you we sleep."

"I know." I said with a smile before backing from the screen and letting the curtain fall.

I turned and my cabin was dark the way I left it. I looked out the little front window and the whole little compound was dark. I went back to the rear window and peaked around the shade and there were no lights, no movement. I was safe.

I took off my cover-up and bikini and looked for my nightgown and smiled to myself knowing I wouldn't need it, I was going to be playing for a bit. That night I wrenched many orgasms from myself as I strummed, squeezed, rubbed and pummeled my little pussy. I never ever tried to put anything inside myself and was tempted tonight as my fingers snuck in and thrust in and out of me. My other hand pinched and pulled my hard nipples until I shook like a tree in a hurricane. I fell asleep exhausted from cumming, but happy and satisfied. We I woke from hearing voices in the courtyard I was nude and uncovered, my fingers smelling of sex. Even alone, I had been the whore behind closed doors.

I got up and showered and joined the others for breakfast. The tide was going out and the sun was bright and we planned for a day of sun and fun and by 10 o'clock the four of us were laid out on the beach with a cooler of soda and snacks. Only Jess and I wore bikinis although Carrie easily could have, she felt she was too flat, but I know looking around the beach she would have been OK. Others with less on top wore less to cover it. Marilee, while not fat, was a bit too chunky for a two-piece, but I though we all looked sexy and Jess had hoped we would draw boys our way all day.

After oiling each other up with sunscreen I set a timer and laid on my stomach to soak up the suns rays. I was just about in my sun sleep when I heard a voice call my name.