Chapter 6

A rustling on the bed began to rile Joe from his sleep at he washed he cobwebs from his mind. He became aware of Selena slipping in behind him on the bed to spoon him, reversing the position they fell asleep in.

"Good morning," she whispered with a kiss to his cheek.

"Good Morning yourself! Are we sorry for anything that happened last night?"

"No, not for me anyway. There was a lot of sexual tension building and I think we lifted it. My reasoning may have seemed flawed, that a first time was going to happen anyway, but I'm not sorry even a little bit. Now, you wanted to ask me questions and I put you off. I'll answer some, but you have to do some for me too."

"Revealing ones sexual past is not always smart. Some stones should be left unturned, OK?"

"I understand, Joe. You just seemed troubled by a few things."

Joe went to roll off his side onto his back, but Selena leaned back into him.

"No, let's not do this face to face. I'm not ashamed of anything, but it will be easier." She said.

Joe smiled to himself as he prepared to ask his first question.

"You said you never touched a man before, never saw a man ejaculate, and never had an orgasm during sex without masturbating. In my mind it sounded like you were trying to tell me you were a virgin."

"Keep in mind that I'm just 18, well 19 in a week or so, but when I was a freshman I was 16 turning 17 when I started. I was assigned a student life advisor who would make my genesis from high school student to college student smoother.

For the first few semesters she was to make sure I got home every night although I did do most of my studying in what would be my dorm after I turned 18. I did everything there, except sleep. Studying in the dorm was a distraction, so I began to go to the library and have my Dad pick me up. I just had to call my advisor each night and report that I was home. Anyway, I met a senior guy there and we studied together and one night we started kissing and one thing led to another till eventually I would go the library, study for a short time, then sneak off to his dorm. We would neck and he would feel me up and then I would get back to the library for my Dads ride. One night, while under the covers, I let him inside of me. I was on the pill for other reasons so it was convenient. But, I was always so scared of being caught, being called a whore or whatever, I always couldn't wait until it was over, but when I got home I fantasized like crazy and played with my self. I always thought that if I didn't participate too much, it was OK. He wanted me to hold it, kiss it and all of that, but I insisted on a dark room and being under the covers. He never argued much because I was jailbait. I thought I was in love and when he graduated he said he was going home for a few weeks but would be back to work around here and get his own place. That was the last I saw him. I was a dope and felt every bit that part. All I can think of was riding home with my Dad with my panties stuffed with tissues to catch all of him that ran out of me. After a while I realized he was only interested in himself and I was a receptacle. I was mad at myself, but vowed not to get caught in that position again.

So, now you know how stupid I can be."

"Not stupid, just a poor judge of character and immature in some ways. At least now you're smart enough to realize your errors. I'll never use you like that. Being with the older guy made you feel like a big shot. Are you sure that's not what you're doing now?"

"No Joe, those days are over. The fact I slept with you, had penetration sex with you, was well thought out and I was mentally prepared for it to happen. I wanted it and enjoyed it more than any sex I've ever had. What I feel for you is real Joe, and if I didn't think you felt the same way, I wouldn't have been with you."

Joe was bowled over by her maturity and thought process. He thought she wanted sex but assumed it would be mutual wrestling sex. The fact she wanted to hold and hug him and his erection was going to make it hard to create the mood she wanted, just made her skip ahead. He had worried that rushing her would scare her off, and she was the rushee, at this point.

"I am so afraid that my age and experience will put you off or scare you off. When you took the bull by the horns last night you made it easy for me. Although I like a lot of foreplay and I pride myself on my love skills, making a woman happy, it was very satisfying to me, as well."

Selena hunkered up closer to Joe and held him in a one armed bear hug and she coaxed his head to turn so she could kiss his mouth. Their morning breath didn't seem to matter as they freshened each other's mouths with their kissing. Selena draped a leg over Joe to hold him even closer and she could feel his hard cock touch her leg as she did it. He was as randy as she was and she knew a sexual moment of truth was at hand. She broke her hug and kiss and fell back onto the sheets.

"Oh Joe! Last night as you knelt over me and I saw that cock going inside of me, it was the answer to a thousand fantasies I've had. You were so hard and I was so wet, just like I imagined it would be with my lover. That's why it was so easy for me. I've lived that over and over, masturbated to it a thousand times, alone in my room. I'm embarrassed to tell you I masturbate, but I guess everybody does."

Joe rolled over to his back, his hard cock standing up at serious attention.

"Wow, broad daylight makes it even more beautiful. Is this where I lose my naiveté? What do you want me to do to relieve that?' she said as she reached for his rod.

Joe rolled up to his knees and pushed her hand away. He moved between her knees and brought his hand to his mouth and spit into a pocket he made with middle fingers. He brought it to her pussy and ran the saliva over her lips and insinuated a finger within her for a moment to insure she was as wet as he imagined. He walked on his knees to get closer to her and took his hard penis in his hand. He leaned down and pressed it to her little pussy as he heard her breath catch as he sunk into her.

"Relive your fantasy Selena, just like I am. More than anything, I wanted to be inside of you." He pressed his body to hers and let his hips undulate in and out of her as he kissed her lips and felt her breasts and belly caress his body. He brought his weight back to his knees and pushed up his torso from her body. He began to slam at her pussy creating a slap as their bodies met.

"Oh God Joe, fuck me, fuck me. Unh Unh Unh Unh Unh Unh Unh Unh Unh," she accented each body slam with a cry as she neared orgasm.

"Nnnnnnnnnn, I'm gonna come, Joe. Don't stop, donnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn't stoppppppp!." She said as she ground her hips up to work her orgasm out.

Joe saw her face turn red and turn to the side as she climaxed. When he was sure it had reached its nadir he stopped his plowing at her pussy and knelt back a bit. He took her legs and put them on his shoulders and laid on her, bending her in half, fully impaling her on his cock. He humped her hard and deep and she looked up at him red-faced and hissed through clenched teeth, "You do me soooo good!"

"Do WHAT!" he asked.

"FUCK ME!" She screamed at him passionately.

Joe felt the familiar thrill through his balls and groin as his prostate began to spasm and prepare his load for delivery.

"Oh, you're getting me Selena. I'm gonna come!" He shouted right into her face.

"In me, IN ME!" she shouted. "Spray it in me Joey!"

Her words still rang in the bedroom as the first spray left his cock and splattered inside of her. He drove hard into her slapping at her mound with each shot that left him. "Uh, Uh, Uh," he grunted into her face as he filled her.

Finally he fell on her exhausted and spent.

They lay for a silent moment before he heard her crying. He picked his head from her shoulder to ask if he had hurt her, but the look on her face told him otherwise.

"You made the most beautiful love to me, so passionate with all your heart. I want you in every way." She said as he lifted his torso enough to let her legs down.

"Don't get mad or scared if I say I'm falling in love with you Joe."

"I wouldn't have gone his far if I didn't think it was special with you, Selena. You're far too special too hurt."

Selena wrapped her legs around Joe's torso and pulled him closer.

"Can you stay inside me all day today? We can just talk like this, wouldn't that be great? You feel so good in me and so natural."

Joe chuckled and smiled at her. "In a perfect world I would, but I can feel myself shrinking. God, you're holding me so tight though. You don't seem that inexperienced little girl, are you sure you didn't fib about that?"

"I didn't say I didn't practice a lot alone at home. You're making me tell my secrets. God, I'm so horny all the time Joe. But, that's not why I'm attracted to you! God, I'm saying too much here." She said, sorry for being so honest.

"Shhhh, don't worry. What's wrong with horny all the time? No reason to be ashamed about that. Our world is so sexual at times it hard to forget about it. When I see a body as well taken care of as yours, I know it's sexual as well. You're so beautiful."

"I've never known how good it felt to make another so happy while I was making him happy, I always was so scared before. I mean, it felt good, but I always had to masturbate at the same time to really climax. It just happened with you."

Joe felt himself shrinking and his warm load of come oozing out with him.

"We're going to make a mess on the sheets here. After I get up I'll get something for you, but don't worry about it. I can change the sheets later." Joe said as he knelt up and fell out of her. He stepped to the bathroom and grabbed a towel for her and with one knee on the bed and his other leg on the floor he dabbed around her pussy and wiped the sheets. He folded the towel to give her a dry side and placed it over her pussy. His eyes caught her watching him and they smiled.

"You do that lovingly," she said, "Like you treasure that little spot as much as I do."

"Oh, I do." He said as he bent and placed a kiss between her bikini patch and clit.

Ooooooo! I've never been kissed there before!" She said with a shrieking giggle.

"You won't be able to say that about any part of your body by the next time you wake up here, that's a promise." He said as he kissed her on the lips and extended a hand for her to get up. She held her hand to the towel protecting her still oozing pussy.

She headed for the bathroom off his bedroom but he took her hand.

"Use the bath in the hallway. That has a bidet and a king sized shower."

"A bidet, how fancy. I don't know if I know how to use one."

"Just straddle and adjust the water temperature and you won't want to be without one." Joe said as he showed her the room.

She went through the door and turned to him.

"Aren't you going to shower with me? I guess I sort of assumed you would."

"Yes, of course, if you want me to. I'm sorry, I always thought I would go slowly in this relationship and you kind of pushed it along last night, not that I'm disappointed..." Joe said.

"I'm the one who should be saying I'm sorry. I just felt there was a lot of sexual tension that we needed to break. I knew you would e overly patient with me, and I, well... " She said losing track of her thought.

"Hey, what's done is done, and it was beautiful, wonderful, in fact. When I hear the water running, I'll join you. Take your time. There are lots of soaps and shampoos in the basket on the shelf below the towel rack." He said as he closed the door for her.

"Joe!" she said quickly before the door shut.

"Yesssssssssssss?" He exaggerated and he pushed the door back open to see her still standing before the bidet, the towel still held to her crotch.

"You're very special to me. I think I'm falling in love with you. I didn't want to say that to you. I don't want you to think I'm an infatuated little girl. I'm not, you know." She said sheepishly.

"I know what you're feeling. We'll build it day by day, I promise. OK?" he said with a little knowing grin for her as he closed the door again to leave her to her personal ministrations.

He went back to the bedroom and stripped he sheets and changed them as he heard the shower begin to run. He gave her a few minutes to get accustomed to the water and newness of her surroundings before slipping in the bathroom door.

"How are you doing in there?" Joe said, his voice cutting through the steam.

"I'm doing great, I'm just rinsing my hair, Are you going to join me?" She asked, not knowing he had already opened the door of the semi-circled unit. Her eyes were still clenched shut to keep the soap out.

Selena started a bit when Joe touched her elbow as she held her hand to her face to shield herself as she rinsed her blond locks.

"Ooo, I didn't know you had slipped in!" She said as her fingers wiped the water from around her eyes.

"You seem more surprised than when I slipped in last night and this morning," he said with a leer and a chuckle to break any ice of the moment.

After a confused second she got the entendre and draped her arms around his neck and kissed him below his ear, whispering, "God, it was wonderful. Nothing like my first experiences, but just like I imagined when I played fantasies in my head."

"You don't know the thrill of watching your orgasm, seeing you give in to the ecstasies and pleasures of your own body." He said as he hugged her tightly to his body.

"Oh Joe, I saw yours and knowing I caused that made me happy and excited me even more." She whispered back.

"Here, let me wash you, so I can touch every inch of your body, feel every curve, wrinkle and fold. I want to know the vessel of the spirit I love, the person I am falling in love with." He said to let her know he was getting the same feelings as she was feeling.

"You want to feel EVERY inch of me, do I keep nothing sacred?"

"It is all sacred to me, and that's why I want to touch it."

"You told me before you wanted to kiss everything."

"... and I will... everything,... I promise."

Joe reached for a bottle of liquid soap and squeezed some into his hand, rubbing his hands to create lather. He stepped back in the big shower and said, "Come here," as he intimated she turn into his arms. She pressed her back to his chest as his hands encircled her body and began with her full breasts, massaging the later over and over them, his fingers strumming her ever hardening nipples. He slipped his hands to her belly and made ever widening circles with the later and then brought his hands up her sides until she was forced to raise her arms as he stepped away from her back and washed her pits and then her arms, right to her fingers. She was about to turn to him when he caught her eye and shook his head no. He squirted a bit of additional soap to her back and began to massage and lather it clean, using his nails to give her a satisfying scratch as she rolled her shoulders forward with a purr.

He pulled her back to his chest again, relishing in the body-to-body slippery feel as he raised his right hand to soap and massage her neck, while his left held her tight to his body, then he switched hands and repeated the other side of her neck and upper shoulder.

He gathered later from her front and ran his hand over her abdomen and cupped her vagina, running his lathered hands over it a bit, soaping the outer lips, being careful not to get any inside her sensitive inner flesh. She just began to enjoy the nether massage when he whispered, "Rinse," into her ear. She stepped away from him as the water began to run over her shoulders and neck, washing down her sleek tanned body. His hands assisted the spray in getting the soap from her as he worked them down her body. As he got to her vaginal lips he was gentle with his fingers. He smiled at her and said "Squat," and they both did. He ran his fingers through her vagina lips to remove the soap and then brought 2 fingers to her and pressed them into her, wiping them back and forth in a wet scrub. She rolled her eyes back in pleasure and reached to steady herself on his leg. He swirled one finger up within her and drew it out with a wad of his come from their earlier lovemaking. She saw it wash from his fingers and then he repeated the swirl to catch any more of his seed that might remain. He half stood to move behind her and leaned her back to open her pretty trimmed pussy to the shower to wash it clean. She was just enjoying the spray on her sensitive parts when his hand slid behind her down between the cleft of her butt to wash her private anal opening. She started and leaned back into him, her eyes seeking his, but he gave her a reassuring look. His left hand reached for the soap bottle and he squeezed a few drops amid the spray to his right hand, now reaching from under her. Before it had a chance to wash away he returned his hand to her underside and lathered her butt split until he centered on her asshole. He rubbed gentle circles as she tensed in his arms. "Relax," he said. "Everybody has one and we all use it the same way. Mmmmm, lots of nerve endings there too. Stop me if it doesn't feel good." He said as he continued his massage of the muscle, although never trying to penetrate at all.

She threw her head back to his shoulder giving into the pleasure.

When he was through he asked her to stand and he duck walked backward a bit and asked for her foot on his thigh. He dripped a few drops of soap and began to lather her leg, foot and toes. They repeated the process with the other leg and he motioned her to rinse.

Joe stood up and handed her the bottle of liquid soap.

"Do you need a map, or are you familiar where everything is?" he asked jokingly.

"One part is already up and waving to me." she said with a smirk. "Aren't we just going to cause more trouble by doing this now?"

"It depends on what you mean by trouble." He said with a grin.

Selena turned a deep shade of crimson as she looked back and forth to his eyes and his penis contemplating his comment. She then realized she had the bottle of soap in her hand and she squeezed some into her other and began to lather his chest. She worked her way methodically around his body, skipping the obviously engorged parts. When she knelt down to wash his legs and feet she kept looking nervously at the penis that bobbed near her face. Joe said nothing as he wished she would take it in her mouth, but was aware that she had probably never done that before.

Selena stood up and put more soap in her hand and put the bottle on the rack, She rubbed the soap in both hands and brought them to his penis.

"I've barely touched or looked closely at one of these before Joe. Be patient with me. I know what you expected a few minutes ago and I don't want to go that far yet, if I can do it at all." She said shyly as she put both hands on him and stroked him two handed.

Joe took her chin in his fingers and raised her face to his.

"Selena, I didn't expect anything before. I know you are going slow and feel intimidated and afraid. I will never force you or ask you to do anything you don't want to do. That's not what love is, and I want to build on love. We have plenty of time for exploration and getting to know each other, making each other happy."

Selena leaned up and kissed him, her hands never leaving his cock. She averted her eyes back to his stiffness and stroked it with both hands until she dropped one to feel his balls.

"Wow, they feel funny. Are they really THAT sensitive? You wouldn't want me to squeeze them?"

"Gently, just gently. You are doing fine."

Selena was paying close attention to his cock and balls now, looking them over, studying them. She heard Joe catch his breath a little and she startled."

"I didn't hurt you did I?" she asked stopping her stroking.

"No God, don't stop. You're about to bring me off." Joe said excitedly.

"Is that what you want? You want me to finish you?"

"Mmmmmmm YES, keep stroking until I ask you to stop, OK?"

Selena kept her stroking up with one hand and just held his balls in the other glancing at his cock and then his face to get a reaction.

Joe began to grunt a little and threw his head back. "It's there, squeeze it a little harder and stroke!"

Selena did just what he asked and she got instant results.

"Enrrrrrt Enrrrrrrrt," Joe wailed as a load on the creamy stuff jumped from his dick to the floor of the shower. Selena kept stroking as creamy semen oozed from his cock and she used it as lubricant.

"Ooo Oooo ease up the pressure now, stay off the head. Mmmm very sensitive!"

"I did OK then? Did I give you a good orgasm?" Selena asked quietly.

Joe pushed her hand away from his sensitive shaft and chuckled out loud to her.

"Ha, yes you did just fine! Couldn't you tell? You know how good a nice orgasm feels, wasn't it obvious you just gave me one? Your sweet little hands and the look on your face were enough to push me over." Joe said as he rinsed his member clean of soap and semen.

"That was kind of fun, to feel that surge. I've felt it inside of me but to be such a part of it like this was,... um, different! I'm sorry about the other thing, though." Selena said turning her eyes from his.

"What other thing?" he asked.

"I know you wanted me to put it in my mouth, a blowjob like I heard some of the girls talk about."

Joe put his hands on her shoulders and stepped from the spray of the water.

"Selena, I only want what you want, and you should only want what I do, and I only want you to be happy. Would I like you to make love to me with your mouth? Of course I would get great pleasure from that. But, if you didn't want to do it, how would that please me? In time you may feel more comfortable with it as we get to know each other. Plus, blowjob is something a slut does. If and when you decide to do it, you will be making love to me. If I make love to you with my mouth it will be the same. Remember that anything you don't feel right about, you shouldn't do. I want you to trust me, and me you. OK?"

"The girls at the store talk so casually about..." Selena started to say.

"What they're talking about is sex, not love. You said you liked to pleasure yourself, that wasn't you making love to yourself. It was you having sex for pleasure. I hope we are different than that."

"Of course we are. I'm sorry for thinking out loud."

"Here," Joe said. "Why don't you rinse off and get out and dry. I'll wash my hair real quick and make you breakfast."

Selena did as he asked and gave him a quick peck on the cheek as she got out.

Joe did as he said and donned a robe and went to the kitchen to find Selena in a pair of his jockey shorts and a t-shirt. Two safety pins held the shirt and shorts together and from falling from the lithe body of the little blond.

"Are we OK?" she asked.

"We're perfect! I'm happy, are you?"

"I am!"

"Selena, don't try to over analyze things. It's great to be honest with your feelings, but let things happen." Joe said as she stood to fall in his arms.

Joe hugged her back and spoke. "Now the big question, do you like blueberry pancakes? I have fresh blueberries from Maine."

"That would be perfect. I haven't had homemade pancakes in years."

Joe busied himself in the kitchen preparing coffee and breakfast as Selena watched. Before she knew it, he was serving her breakfast at the table and the two hardly spoke as they ate, both obviously hungry. When Joe finally finished his last bite he sat back in his chair and slouched a bit picking up his coffee cup.

"So, what are you planning on wearing today. I thought we could take a ride into the mountains and see the early colors. It might be nice to clear our heads and talk." Joe asked, knowing she had no change of clothes.

"Bring me back to my dorm and I'll find something. Home is closer, but my Dad will give me the third degree. We'll face him when you bring me home tonight." Selena said, knowing she would have to listen to his objections to Joe.

"God, don't let him know your age. He might take you for 30 or so and believe me that will be bad enough. Make sure you let him know you're interested in my education. That'll calm him down a bit." She said rolling her eyes.

"I can't blame the guy for wanting to protect his little girl. I'll protect you just as hard, just let me know if I'm being over-so." Joe said with a chuckle.

After picking up dishes Selena found a modest wrap-around she could wear to the dorm without having to put on any of her dirty clothes. Joe drove her there and left to go to the Corner Store to get his papers.

When he pulled in the dorm lot he saw the door swing open and Selena come out. She wore a denim print pocket T and white jeans. Joe snickered to himself as he wore a white pocket T and denim slacks.

The conversation was small talk as they drove from the city and began to get to the open country. As routes began to branch off Joe found the one he thought of that would bring them up into the low mountains of Vermont. They both enjoyed the sights but soon the car fell silent. It was obvious that they were both doing reflective thinking. Joe finally spoke.

"We dove in too deep last night. I don't want sex to color the picture before we draw it." Joe said looking straight ahead at the road.

"I'm sorry, it was my fault. I let my frustrations and stress get to me. I promised myself I wouldn't cheapen our relationship like... "Selena said before Joe interrupted her.

"I can't let you take all the blame. I was there too!" Joe said as he pulled into an overlook parking area.

"But Joe, I've been so horny lately that as soon as my butt hits the sheets I'm reaching for the relief valve. I knew that if we got in bed it would happen, I wasn't kidding myself. I used you. I couldn't wait to see if it would be as good as my dreams. I told you we could just lay together, I saw you were hard and it was simple, just do me and then it will go down and we can have a sexless night of hugging. I'm afraid I ruined us forever, didn't I?" she asked while fighting tears off.

"Selena, don't cry. Nothing has changed between us; we just went a little faster than we wanted. I suppose the alcohol jumbled the thought processes a bit as well. But, making love to you was wonderful." Joe said trying to calm her.

"It wasn't making love, it was fucking! Horny rutting! I had to have you as payback to those little sluts in the store, I guess." She cried.

"Ohhh Selena! You're rewriting history now, letting your mind tell a story that isn't true. You really believed we should spend the night in each other's arms, but my excitement couldn't be hidden. The obvious solve to our relationship stress was at hand and we went to for it. But, this morning was true love making. You can't deny that. It was your spirit and mine reaching for each other. Then, in the shower we touched each other everywhere, getting to know each other's bodies. Everything about our relationship has been fast, and I promised myself this wouldn't be. However, our desires won out. Let's just recognize that we got ahead of ourselves last night, but not discount what it meant to us. I was making love to you."

"Joe, you make me feel so sexual. I wanted you inside me last night, but this morning it was all making love. I was horny last night but you really made love to me. I could see in your eyes. It made me cry for a second, but then I realized how much I cared for you, and then I came. I never done that without my own help. We say that we rushed things, but it really does feel right, Joe."

"I want you to fall for me, not for the sex. That's what I'm afraid of. Good sex can be intoxicating and addicting. Sometimes you take it away and the relationship is an empty shell." Joe warned her.

"Oh God Joe, No. You are the most interesting person I've ever met. I love your mind and the way it works the numbers. When I sit with you and you watch sales and quotes come up I try to think along with you, to draw your conclusions. You're using what I'm trying to learn and master, the logic of it all and recognizing it. If I hadn't had that interest, I would never have flirted with you."

"You flirted with me?"

"Showing up on your doorstep at 2 in the morning and TELLING you that I was going to sleep in your bed to be with and talk to you is what I call a flirt."

Joe just smiled back at her; glad she was the aggressive one early in the relationship. His conscience had told him not to make play for a girl less than half his age, but she had been insistent.

"I'm glad I was able to make you happy, satisfy you and show you how much I cared for you. Last night I was a little put off that you just wanted to have sex to make us glow, you know to lie together. I couldn't do that with you. I wanted to feel you around me, to see your eyes, kiss your lips, smell and feel your breath. I'd hoped you realized I was making love to you, not just having sex." Joe said to her, getting aroused again from just looking in her eyes.