Chapter 24

Lucy rolled fitfully on the bed, uncomfortable from the warmth of the sun coming through the casements along the eastern facing bedroom wall. She threw off the covers and sighed happy to feel the cool air on her naked body. She looked over to see Selena, but she was gone. Rolling over to her stomach and reaching to the floor on the side of the bed she found her sleep shirt that she had shucked last night and sat up to put it on. Just as she lay back again she heard the padding of feet in the hallway. She held her breath to see what the morning mood of her friend was.

"Good morning!" Selena greeted her as she plopped down on the bed. "It's after eleven. I got up about a half hour ago and showered. Let's talk about last night so we can both be straight and honest with each other. You know that I love Joe and nothing can ever change that, right? I know I cheated last night and may have given you a wrong idea about things."

"Selena STOP." Lucy said holding up her hand. "You're thinking too much. You didn't cheat on Joe last night, and you didn't have an affair with me, and I don't expect a thing from you. We had a girlfriend's show and tell like 10's of millions of girls have at one time or another. Some things aren't written in books and some questions have no answers unless you talk with someone who's experienced it. We shared that last night. We took it a step further by sharing our ultimate pleasure with each other. Guilt set in with you and you couldn't get over the top. Just like I would loan you $5 if you were broke, give you a push if you were stuck in the mud, scratch your back if you had an itch you couldn't reach, I helped you. You could have pushed me away but you didn't. You didn't because it felt good and you trusted me. I got nothing from that, except that I made you happy."

"You had oral sex with me, though!"

"No, I did not. Yes I flicked your clit with my tongue, but I never kissed you there. You may not see the difference, but I know the difference. We had nothing together. My satisfaction came at my own hands. Please don't make more of this than it was. I didn't fall in love with you last night, and you didn't do anything to make me think you wanted me sexually. I was simply playing the part of your toy."

Selena sat and looked away after hearing her friends' words. "I'm sure I should feel ashamed, but you put a different perspective on it. I woke thinking I brought it on myself."

"You didn't. It was all my doing and the fact that you didn't freak out and push me away made me sure that you trusted me and you trusted what was happening. It was nothing. What wasn't "nothing" was the orgasm you had. How often do you squirt like that?" Lucy asked breaking into a bright smile.

"Oh," Selena acknowledged with a grin, "not too often. I knew right away last night that it was going to happen. It's like my g-spot gets ripe or something. I've only had 5 or 6 of those and it usually coincides with "hiney play". But last night I just knew it would happen and then I let guilt get the best of me I guess. When you put your mouth on my breasts all I could think of was Joe and then I got real guilty and it made everything worse. When I gave up I wanted to cry myself to sleep. When I felt your tongue on my clit it was like the end of a blackout, suddenly the lights came on. I was on autopilot then. It was even a few minutes until I realized you were doing me with the toy too.

I'm glad we talked, I feel totally different about it now; just don't let me drink so much anymore. Hahaha"

Lucy sat up and came to Selena's side on the bed. "I'm glad you see this as it was, and nothing more. I know you would never cheat on Joe and I was happy to make you feel better." Lucy said before giving her a big kiss on the lips and then hugging her saying, "you are my friend, whose advice and counsel I value. If last night was a thank you for just that, I'm glad it happened."

Selena kissed her back and returned the hug.

"Ok, lets get the sheets off and wash them. We gave them a workout last night!" Selena said, happy they had the talk, and in her heart, happy Lucy was there for her last night.

As they pulled off the sheets Lucy had a look on her face that caught Selena's attention.

"OK, WHAT IS IT? Something has gone unsaid here, and I know it's bothering you. What is it? For God's sake you had your tongue between my legs last night. You couldn't get any MORE forward."

Lucy chuckled and sat on the bed, the half stripped sheet still in her hands.

"You said you had those big peeing orgasms before with "hiney play". I don't get the whole thing. Can you explain?"

"First of all, it's not pee. It's an actual ejaculate. It's a little milky and has a sweet/sour type taste according to Joe. When you excite that g-spot area just the right way it's like your whole orgasm muscle cramps in a deep spasm and the contents of whatever gland that produces your wetness just flushes, I guess. Last night was the first time I ever got it alone, well, almost alone. (smiles) If Joe puts his finger up behind my clit along the upper wall and gets it just right, while teasing me with his mouth, I've had them. But if he is in my... ummm,... this is sooo embarrassing. If we're having anal sex and I play with my clit, I can make it go off that way too. But they knock the hell out of you. The first time I thought I lost control and pee'ed on him."

"You don't mind, ah... umma... anal sex?"

"Lucy there is a time and place for everything. I knew Joe loved it and I never had tried it. After we had a lot of relations and he had never asked about it, I did. It's not for everyone, so I hear. But I think it has more to do with the guy than the girl. Well prepared, it can be very exciting, very different. Oh, and very dangerous if you don't know your partners sex history. You have toys to try it with first before you offer yourself to a lover.

Now, that's all the sex therapist talk I have, OK?"

"OK," Lucy said standing up and gathering the sheets again. "I didn't want to sit and wonder all day about that."

"Speaking of the day, what's going on today for you." Selena asked.

"I sort of have a "date" with Mallory to spend the afternoon with her. IF you want me to stay here with you, I will, though." Lucy offered.

"I can't offer what Mallory can, despite last night. I have a paper I'm working on, so I wouldn't be much company. If you just want a quiet place to study, you know you're welcome."

"I'll study tonight. I've sort of had my heart set on spending the afternoon with Mallory. I've told her what I like when I called her to make sure we were still on she told me how horny she was. She sent away the guy she had set up for us the other night. I talked to her about my rape, and I think she was afraid." Lucy admitted.

"You didn't get enough last night?"

"No, I made my pussy happy and I helped make you happy, but I didn't really get ravished and that's what I like. We had a lot of fun though."

"I'm sorry I couldn't do you like that, but it's just NOT my thing."

"Selena, don't think that I hold anything against you. I never expected anything."

"Actually I thought I would feel terribly guilty this morning, but you really made it like you said before, like a toy. You let me use you for a toy. I could never do that for another woman, but you let me use you last night and GOD, was I in need!" Selena finished the exchange with a kiss to Lucy's cheek.

Selena laundered the sheets and made a light breakfast for the two of them while Lucy showered. After sipping coffee and making small talk, Selena freshened up and brought Lucy back to the dorm, saying she would meet her later.

Back at Joe's house she hummed as she did a little housework and checked stock transactions. It only bothered her a little that she felt so satisfied and "fucked out" without Joe being there. She knew guilt played a part in her body's denial of pleasure the night before, but was happy that Lucy could wring such wrenching orgasms from her. She toyed with telling Joe the whole story, but decided that what happened was not cheating and was simply a moment between two girlfriends in a private moment akin to growing up and learning about being a woman.

By two in the afternoon she was locking up Casa Joe and headed back to the dorm for an afternoon of study and review preparing for the final leg of her school year. The almost 10 days without Joe and the prospect of another week alone did not set well with her, but knew his return would be a happy fulfilling time in their lives as a couple. If absence made the heart grow fonder, she was about as fond as she could be. Each moment of her day was filled with the image of Joe and the stability he brought to her life, as well as the security of feeling and giving love.

After 4 hours of reading, homework and study, Selena stood to stretch and think about dinner. Chinese delivery was on her mind as the door flew open and Lucy came in humming and happy.

"Hello sunshine! What's got you in such a happy mood, as if I didn't know?" Selena asked to her beaming friend.

Lucy got an embarrassed smile on her face and giggled.

"Does it show that much? I am feeling pretty awesome right now. I'm not one to kiss and tell, but can we get in that true confessions mode like last night? I just have to talk to someone and let my joy ooze out."

Selena laughed a big belly laugh at her friend's words and hugged her.

"Yes we can, just as long as we don't get into the wine and go overboard like last night. I don't need an order from Guilt Trips 'r Us." Selena chuckled.

"Oh God, don't worry about that! I don't think I'll be able to touch myself for a few days. I am WORN OUT." Lucy proclaimed as she shot a hand to cover her crotch over her jeans.

"Well, I'm jealous, then. Last night wore me out, but I really need to feel that special way Joe leaves me." Selena told her friend.

"I know the feeling well, and Mallory left me that way. If she was a lesbian and wanted me for her slave I might move in tonight! When I got there she was wearing silk pajamas and smelled awesome. She hugged and kissed me, then sat me down on her bed and we kissed and she undressed me halfway before she suggested a shower. I didn't know she meant together, but she did and it was awesome. She almost jumped out of her skin when she saw me all shaved and clean. We had never been together before, but she has seen me in the locker room before. She couldn't keep her eyes off me. She washed me and even shampooed my hair for me. THAT is unbelievably sexy, running her fingers through my hair and scalp. Afterward she dried me and put me in a silk robe and brought me back to her bed. I decided I needed to do something for her so I took the upper hand for a bit and laid her back and opened her robe. I opened mine and pressed my breasts right to hers and we necked like teenagers in the back seat of a car. She begged me to go down on her, but that's something I have a little problem with. I used my tongue on her like I did on you, but I can't get into that whole "eat out" thing. THAT makes me feel like a lezzie and I hate it."