Chapter 8

Raven was getting dressed for the show one night. She sat there at the dresser and was putting on her make up and fixing her long dark hair. She looked up into the mirror and there stood Carla standing behind her smirking. She startled Raven.

"I didn't see you there!" I said. "Is there something you wanted?" "No, just watching ya put your face on and gettin' all gussied up for all the horny old bastards out there. "She said with a laugh. "You think you're somethiing special, don't ya?""look Carla, I don't. I don't know what it is about me you don't like. I've tried to be friendly with you but it's obvious you don't want that. ""So better to stay out of each other's way. "

"The way Big Daddy treats ya, like you're his little girl or something. " she continued on. "and I've seen the way my brother looks at ya. ""Yea, you think you're really something special!""Carla, Curly has only been polite to me and nice ever since I've gotten here. Look how he helped me off the stage that disastrous first night. He's just being nice. "

"Ha!Wonder what your precious Rick would say about that!""Ya know, he's not the angel you think he is!"I turned around now and stared straight into her eyes. "Oh, I know he's no angel, far from it. "I said. " "He likes rough sex, don't he?" "What was that?"I said with a shocked look on my face. "Ah, nothin', why don'tcha ask him?"My heart sank to my stomach now. I knew what she was telling me. She didn't have to spell it out"If you don't mind, I'd like to be alone now. "I said. She just smirked and left the room... I put my head down into my hands and started crying uncontrollably now. Mascara running down on my cheeks. I sat there sobbing for the longest time. I couldn't go on tonight, I knew it!

I ran out of the room now, still in my costume, down the back stairs and out of the place. I could barely see where I was going!I felt trapped, helpless and hopeless!I thought he loved me. I thought I could change him. What a little fool I'd been!When I hit the outdoors it was windy and it looked like a good storm creeping up on us. They had said maybe a thunderstorm tonight earlier on the news. The moon was out though. It was full.

The guys were out of town with Roy picking up feed and staples this week end and were expected back very late tonight. I had planned on staying over in one of the many bedrooms at the ranch. But now I needed fresh air and I kept walking, the breeze felt good on my tear stained face. I knew they'd be looking for me tonight but I didn't care. I just walked along one of the horse trails. The trees and bushes swayed eerily in the wind and the moon looked down at me half covered in clouds.

I thought of what Carla had said. It was true, I knew she wasn't lying and my heart felt broken. I was lost in my thoughts when I heard something coming up behind me. I quickly turned around to see a dark figure on a horse riding up beside me. I looked closer and I could make out his features. It was Curly. "You startled me!"I said as I looked up at him. He smiled down at me and said"Sorry, Miss Raven, I didn't mean to. "

"Oh, it's okay Curly!"I said with a sigh. I kept walking, it was hard in those spiked heels but I continued on. He rode alongside of me on his horse. "So why aren't you dancing tonight?You're all dressed up for it. " "I'm not feeling very well tonight, I had to get out of there. I needed some fresh air. "I hope they don't miss me!"

"Don't worry. "Curly said. "I've got my cellphone with me. I'll call Big Mama and tell her you're not feeling too good and I'm bringing you home to your apartment. "'Would you really do that?You think she'll understand?""Sure, she listens to me. I'm one of her favorites, besides everyone needs a day off. "He stopped his horse and smiled down at me and made the call.

"All done. " he said and got off his horse. "Your poor little feet must be killing ya in those shoes. Git up on my horse!He lifted me up by my waist effortlessly with his strong arms onto his horse. Then climbed up himself. I was in front of him and could feel his jeans and flannel shirt up against me. It felt safe and warm up there with him. He was a wonderful horseman and guided the animal up through the trails. He talked to me about how he loved being outside in nature. Things like that. It felt good and clean. Wholesome for a change.

"Curly, I don't want to go back to the apartment tonight. I want to stay with you. He stopped the horse now and said"Would you like to see where I live?" "I'd love it. "I answered back. "Well, C'mon, let's git!" and we traveled through some more trails until we reached a little wood cabin in the middle of nowhere. It was surrounded by a couple of trees and alot of bushes and scrub brush. Tumbleweeds blew in the wind. It looked like a nice little place. Very secluded.

He jumped off his horse and lifted me down. I felt weightless in his arms. We glanced at each other for a brief moment then shyly turned away. We walked in and his dog, Rex greeted us both with a wag of his shaggy tail. He started licking my legs. I giggled. "Rex, be a good boy!" Curly scolded him and smiled at me.

"Raven, you hungry?" "Yes, I am, famished"I said. "Beef stew and hot coffee comin' up!""Great" I said and before you could shake a lamb's tail, we were both sitting at his little kitchen table eating a hot meal. The stew was delicious and so was the corn bread!I didn't realize how hungry I was. We finished it off with coffee and some apple pie Big Mama had made for him a day earlier. She was always fussin' over him and treated him like her own son. This made his sister, Carla very jealous and angry but what could Carla say really?She was after all, Big Roy's mistress!And Big Roy was Mama's husband!

"Curly, mind if I wash up a little?I feel so cruddy!"I'll just use a wash cloth in your bathroom sink. ""No, you won't!" he said. "You're having a nice hot bath!""No, really, it's ok. A sponge bath'll be fine. ""I insist!" he said. "no arguing with me, ya hear!""Ok"I said. He ran the bath water for me and looked into his cupboard"I got some here sissy bubbles somewhere. Never used them. Sis gave them to me for my birthday with some bath towels one year. "

"You may as well use 'em. I never will!"We ran the water and poured the bubblebath in. It looked delicious!I couldn't wait to climb in. I noticed curly checking me out as we were leaned over the tub. I looked over at him, he blushed and turned away. "Well, I'll leave ya now to your bubbles!"He winked and left the small room.

I took off the skimpy outfit. I felt chilled and my feet were killing me. I slipped into the hot sudsy water, deep under the water I let my body sink. It felt so good. I was tired and the words of Carla kept turning over and over in my mind. I'm not gonna let it bother me I tried to convince myself!Just enjoy this bath right now!

I closed my eyes and lay there, my body relaxing and turning pink. The bubbles were almost gone now so I took the bar of soap and lathered up. First my breasts. I soaped them up really good, they looked like 2 creme puffs! Tthen down my belly and then soaped my vagina up real good. It made alot of lather. I let a little water out of the tub and turned over now, took the soap and lathered my buttocks and scrubbed with the wash cloth. I let my fingers playfully touch my crack, I stuck a pinky into my anus and thought what Rick had said about getting me a butt plug so we could have anal sex. Would that ever happen now?I wondered. I sat up in the tub now and spread my legs apart touching myself. I felt much more relaxed now, I let my fingers play along my slit for a bit, stroking myself up and down.