Chapter 4

A lot of things happened right around my eleventh birthday. My mother had met a guy from up north and they were getting really serious. She had all but stopped doing things with me. She had cut off everyone else including my Uncle.

One day she told me that she had decided to get married. I knew how lonely she could get because we talked about it. I did not like this guy. Yes, it was jealousy but it was also that I had never had a father figure and did'nt want one. They were married and we moved away from Grandma. I only stayed with them for about six months. It was decided that I should go live with Grandma for a while. That was fine with me but I knew I would miss Mother and my sister.

Also my body was going through a drastic change. It seemed like over night I grew a foot. I started getting hair in all the right places. And for the first time I had a wet dream. Of course I was dreaming of my mother. I woke up just as I came. It was messy and I had to scramble to keep the cum off the sheets. I knew all about cum. For the last three years I had watched my Uncle and a couple others cum in and on my mother. I watched her swallow Uncle's cum until she could'nt keep up and watched it drizzle down her chin. Only this time it was my cum she had been swallowing in my dream.

Now is when my problems started. I was masterbating three or four times a day. I was horny all the time. I started peeking on Grandma when I knew she was'nt looking. We still had an open door policy and modesty was no where to be found. I could walk in on her and she thought nothing of it. When she asked me to wash her back, I started taking my time. I would wash up, down, side ways and around to her sides sometimes lightly brushing her breasts from the sides. Then I would go to my room, mother's room had been converted to my room, and jack off thinking about Grandma's breasts.

Did I mention that during this growth spurt, my dick grew to a respectable five or six inches and was thick. When hard for me to get my hand around.

One summer afternoon when Grandma had gone out to her garden, I went to the clothes hamper and got a dirty towel to jack off on. As I reached for the towel I accidently picked up Grandma's bra. Grandma's breast were not as firm as mothers' but they were just as big. I also saw a pair of her panties. I took all this to my room and laid them on the bed. I put the towel down first then laid Grandma's panties on top and put her bra up above them. I knelt in front of the panties and had no sooner touched my dick until I came. I squirted cum almost to the headboard. I had never cum this hard. As I settled back on my heels to relax, I heard my Grandma say " Are you OK?".

There she stood at the doorway and there I was with her panties and bra covered in cum and my dick in my hand. At first I could'nt move, I was in a daze. Then as I came back to reality I grabbed everything and ran passed her to the bathroom. I closed the door and threw the soiled clothes back in the hamper. I sat down on the toilet and tried to think. What do I do now? My face was blood red when Grandma opened the door and came in and sat on the edge of the tub across from me. She took her hand and brought my chin up so I was facing her and said " I love You. What you were doing was only a natural thing that people do. I am not mad at you."

I looked at her in disbelief. I told her I was sorry. I truthfully told that was the first time I had used hers things and I would not do it again. She told me to hush. She did not care if I used her things. She asked me if I could keep a secret. Of course I did not tell her how many secrets I shared with her daughter, I just said yes.