Chapter 1

She met me at the airport, and fell into my arms in a heap of kisses and passion filled embrases.

"I finally get to kiss my Lover, did you have a nice flight, Micky?"

Her angelic black face rose to meet my lips again. Onlookers smiled as we embraced and kissed for what seemed like only a second. She was fabulously dressed all dolled up in a black gown, low cut and leaving no doubt the delights waiting for me there.

"Not bad, but the 5 hours in Frisco was boring. I brought you a souvenir from the Sn Francisco Airport, and something from back home too. You look wonderful, Tams."

"Really? Thank You. You got me something, too. Wow, what is it?"

"Not a big deal really, ever had Maple Syrup, I bet here in California, you haven't?"

"Nuh unh, never had any."

"Ok, well back home it's a specialty, my uncle has a maple farm in Ste Hyacythe, so I get it for nothing. So I brought you a can, out here it's probably like 20 bucks for a 10 ounce bottle, And some maple syrup candy. Your big guy oughta like that."

"Oh yeah, he like anything sweet. Thank you." She kissed my cheek she grabbed my hand and pulled me with her. "The cabs are this way, baby."

"Ok lead on McDuff."

She took me out of the terminal building and out to the curbside, a row of cabs were waiting for thier share of travel weary fliers.

"Cabbie" she raised a long black fingered hand and hailed the closest car in the line. A older yellow sedan trundled up to us and halted just in front of her. She gave the cabbie the address and he threw my bags in the trunk and we sat in the back of the cab and sped off to her apartment.

Rewind

Three months prior to this I was depressed and despondant, and blue to the point of contemplating suicide. My wife of twnty years was leaving me, in fact had left, over a stupid arguement concerning how to treat our 16 year old daughter that was experimenting with drugs. She wanted to kick her out, I insisted she stay and we show her love and understanding, and make sure she knows how much we disapproved of her habits but still loved her. And she decided that my approach was criminal and decided that I was no longer worthy of being her husband, Poof she was gone, like that, over, kaput, no more life long mate, no more lover, no more anything. 45 years old and alone.

I started chatting just typing to words on a screen seemed to make me feel better, I don't understand why it should have, but it did.

One day, I clicked on a new name in the chat room for "Married and looking", and her nicname stood out, "urbabyface" It was a whim, I had no reason to expect anything more than some conversation at most.

What I got that night was an introduction to another lonely soul. Her man was cchaeting on her, and beat her, even to the point of raping her. And she was not alone, she had a small boy to take care of. We talked I told her to divorce the chump, no one deserves to be treated like that. Ithe more I chatted with her the more I found her intelligent, driven and wonderful. We went on like this for several weeks, chatting nightly. Then I found out she was only 19, and black. So, I said, I told her I was 45, she didn't even blink. We started talking by phone. Every night we talked for hours. It got so I craved her company. Needed to hear her voice. One day she e mailed me her picture, and I emailed her mine. She commented that I should smile, I told her that she was the only reason I had to smile for a long time and that the picture was take a few months ago. She also said I should grow a goatee. I told her she had the eyes of an angel, and from that momenet, Tamara was no longer just "hi, Tams", it was "Hi, Angel eyes". She called me her Bunky Bear, cause I looked like a bog ol teddy bear. I laughed. I havent had a reason to laugh in so long, it felt good. We started to exchange more forward mail, she would make me hot and swaetty with comments like " I want to suck your dick deep in my mouth and let you cum in my throat" I would tell her how much I wanted to eat her little black pussy. Then I decided I wanted to see her.

I bought a ticket for San Bernardino Airport and told her i was coming there for Thanksgiving weekend (Canadian Thanksgiving is in October, matching up with Columbus Day) She was delighted. I was in a daze. I was going to see my new love.

Fast forward

"So what you wanna do, you must be tired, running around all day."

"Yeah, a bit, but I'm hungry too, is there a restaurant close by."

"Yeah, lets go to Coco's its just around the corner."

We went and I'm sure the age difference and colour contrast caaused a few heads to turn, I didn't care, I only saw my enchanting Angel eyes. I could not even tell you what we ate, I am sure I could have eaten the cutlery and not have known it. I was so enraptured.

"You Ready, that was great, Thank you, Micky" She leaned over and kissed me on the cheek.

"Yeah lets go, I guess."

I grabbed the bill, and paid and left with her hand in mine. we walked around the block, it was a warn and starry night sky. Perfect for lovers, I thought. We had gotten to a more secluded spot on a side street, It was dark and devoid of any people in within earshot. I stopped and pulled her into my arms and crushed her into my chest and kissed her hard, making sure she could feel my hard dick pressing into her.

""I thought you said you were a shy man?" She scowled and smiled at me waggling a finger at my face. :You aren't shy at all, you devil. I love you too, you nut." hse gently slapped me upside the head. This is no place to do this though, some dummy be callin the cops on us, and I'll get me arrested for solicitation. My place, ok, just here." She laughed. I had grown to love that laugh and heard it so many times over the phone.

She grabbed my hand and pulled me along at a faster pace.

We got to her place and she shut off all the lights, only moonlight streaming in from the shuttered windows gave us any light to see by. I didn't care, I could see her eyes shining with love. She asked me to wait for a sec. She left and returned quickly clothed differently.

She sauntered to me in a long orange nightshirt, actually more of a tshirt as it stopped just above her thighs. She took my hand and led me to her bedroom. I was shivering. I had never been with another woman. All my experience in sex was invested in the likes and dislikes of one partner. I was afraid, I had no confidence in my abilities to please her. I sucked up my guts and pulled her close to me. She was warm, and soft, and and and NAKED!! She had nothing on under that tshirt! Ok so I was silly, what the fuck did I expect, her to come to bed in a suit of armour. Oh man This was completely unfamiliar territory. This 19 year old black honey actually wanted me, ME a 45 year old, short ball of fat, and wearing thick enough glasses to keep Coca Cola in business making bottle bottoms for decades. She envelopped me in her arms and kissed my neck and face. I slid my hands up her sides and touched her face. She pulled away and asked me to get undressed.

"Oh yeah, sorry,"

I turned away and undid my belt and shucked off my shirt and pants, leaving my fruit of the looms for last. I turned around. She held me in her waiting arms softly, knowing I was a bit scared.

"It's Ok, Bunky, if you don't want to, I know you love me anyway."

"No Angel, you know I want to, look," I pointed out my tented shorts." see! I just want to love you the best I can, I know I won't be your best lover, I just want to make you happy."

I held her close to me and felt her soft pillows warm against my chest, but still inside the tshirt. I slid my hands under the shirt and up her soft back. Lifting the shirt with my movement. She pulled it over and off. Now she was naked, Really naked, and she was beautiful before., now she was a goddess, nothing less, my own personal Venus had drifted down form a star and alighted in her bedroom just for me. Her breasts were just promises before, now were enormous lovely ballons of silken brown flesh. Her nipples were so hard and inviting they pointed streight out at my waiting hands. Her skin was perfect, and in the limited light of the moon and stars, glowed like a golden aura. Her sparsely furred pussy was trim and droplets of wetness appeared at her slit. "My god, she is actually hot for me, she isn't just flirting, she wants me, ME for crying out loud!" I thought to myself

She offered her hands out to me and invited me to join her as she lay on the large bed. I sedately sat next to her and nervously stoked her breasts exploring the wonderful softness of her skin. Running my hands over her tummy in slow and ever increasing circles. I hefted her breasts and enjoyed their weight as I lowered my mouth to her neck and ears licking my way all over her face and neck. She moaned when I kissed the hollow of her neck.

I started to feel bolder. I lowered my mouth to her neckline, over her throat and down between her breasts. I moved to the left and held her breast again. I looked into her angelic brown eyes as I took her nipple in my mouth, and licked at it gently first, the started to suck it in deeper, deeper,

"OOO baby, yeah all for you, you know what I like, do it, suck on me.mmm, eyah." she writhed and wiggled under my ministrations, and gentoly pulled my head into her chest and played in my hair as I swallowed her sensitive orbs. I let go of one of her breasts and moved my now free hand slowly down her torso, gently ever so gently, barely grazing her beautiful glossy skin. Slowly ever so slowly edging down her tummy and into her navel circling that spot a few times and gently probing the little innie. Lower still, ever slower and even more gently sliding my fingertips over her pubic area, and over her mound, She moaned and pushed her groin up at my hand I was starting to have a hard time holding on to her breast in my mouth with her ever increasing undulations. I slowly; ever so slowly, I edged one fingertip in her slit. She went even more ballistic throwing her head back and moaning and telling me how much she was enjoying what I was doing to her.