Chapter 109

My head was spinning as we drove home from the mall. We had made love in each of the three most expensive clothing stores in the mall at Cindy’s urging, and we got away with it without getting caught.

It had been risky, but I’d had a lot of fun and Cindy said that she had too. It was amazing because it was something that I never thought she would do. There apparently was more to her than I thought.

Her head was resting against my shoulder and she had a dreamy look on her face, so I asked, “Are you okay?”

“I’m better than okay, it was the most exciting thing that I’ve ever done, and it was way beyond anything I imagined.”

“I saw that you saved the condoms. Why?”

“The other girls brag about when it was, who they were with, and they bring the condoms along to show they did it.”

“So you’re going to tell them that you were with me?”

“No, nobody is ever going to know I did it. I didn’t do it for them, I did it for me.”

“What are you going to do with them?”

“I’m going to keep them. I’ll look at them years from now and remember what a great night this was.”

“It’s something that I’ll remember too. I have to admit that it was a lot of fun.”

“And the night is not over. I just realized there’s something else I want to do.”

“What’s that?”

“I’ll show you when we get to your house. You are going to let me stay with you tonight, aren’t you?”

“I’d love it, but I have a photo shoot tomorrow, so I have to be up early.”

“So do I, I have to go job hunting.”

“Really, what kind of job are you looking for?”

“I like what I do at school and I think my experience there qualifies me for something in the human resources department of a company. So I’m going to make the rounds tomorrow and put applications in.”

“I thought that you were doing okay financially.”

She said, “I’m okay,” then, she added with a wry grin, “But I need a whole new wardrobe according to Erin and Amy, so extra money will come in handy. Besides, it’s time that I got out and saw what the world was about.”

“Well, I’d love to have you stay over, but we can’t make it an all-nighter like we did last time.”

She grinned and said, “That’s okay, what I have in mind won’t take too long.”

“What is it?”

“You’ll see in a little while and I think that you’ll like it.”

Exasperated, I shook my head and said, “Okay, but in the meantime, you were gonna tell me what you and Lori talked about.”

She got serious and said, “I’m going to tell you this because I think it’s important that you know.

I met Lori when she first transferred here. We were never close, but we had some classes together and she seemed like a nice girl. She made friends quickly and we actually talked a little, but she changed not too long ago. She dumped all her friends and began hanging with some rough-looking guys who weren’t from our school. She came into the admin office where I work and asked to see the school nurse a couple of months ago. I overheard the nurse tell the principal that Lori asked for pain killers when she left, and Lori had said that she got hurt playing soccer when the nurse asked why. She refused at first when the nurse asked to examine her, but she let her when the nurse insisted, and the nurse said that Lori’s back and shoulders were covered with bruises. The nurse thinks that someone is hitting her and doing it in places where it doesn’t show. She said that she got hurt playing sports when she asked her about it, but the nurse thinks it was something else.”

“Isn’t there something that the school could do about it?”

“I guess it’s difficult because Lori kept saying that there was nothing wrong, and now it’s too late.”

“Why?”

“She just graduated, and I think she just turned eighteen, so she’s no longer a minor. I don’t know what’s going on with her, but you’re right, she does need a friend and I want to be there for her if I can.”

We pulled behind my garage and I said, “That’s nice. Count me in if you need some help,” when I stopped and turned things off.

“I will, but you have to kiss me first.”

I said, “Gladly,” and pulled her into my arms for a long passionate kiss. She enthusiastically responded, then sat back and looked around.

When I asked her what she was looking at, she said, “I was thinking about the time we made love in the car. We had just come back from picking up some condoms and we made love like a couple of crazy people. I remember you scolding me for yelling so loud when I came.”

“I thought that you’d wake the neighbors.”

“Wanna see if we can wake them this time?”

“NO! It’s chilly out here, let’s to go inside.”

She said, “Wimp,” then she giggled, scampered out of the car, and ran to my room.

I locked the car and I turned the heat on when I got to the room. Cindy was sitting on the bed when I looked over at her. She looked like she was thinking about something, so I asked, “What’s up?”

“It’s about those things that I want to do. You’re cautious when you’re with girls, aren’t you?”

“Uhh, sure, what do you mean?”

“You always wear a condom?”

“Yes, I’m always careful with the girls I’m with. Where is this going?”

“So, you’re, umm, clean?”

“If you mean, am I free of STDs, I believe so, why?”

“You know that you are the only one I’ve had sex with, don’t you?”

“I, uhh, suppose so.”

“Well you are, so I should be okay too.”

She stopped for a second so I said, “C’mon, Cindy, what are you getting at?”

“Are you going to umm, kiss me down there?”

I chuckled, “I will if you want me too.”

“I do, but there’s something else. I want to have sex with you without a condom and I want you to cum inside me.”

“What on earth for?”

“I want to know what it feels like.”

“That’s risky business, Cindy. Believe me, I know.”

“I know, Amy told me what happened, but I want to do it anyhow. The girls say that part of the fun is having the guy cum inside you. I want to know what that feels like.”

“I’m sorry, but I won’t do that, Cindy. It’s too dangerous and...”

She put her hand up to stop me, and said, “Do you know why I’m so crazy about you?”

“Uhh no, why?”

“Most guys would jump at the chance to go bareback from what I hear, but you never forget who you are. You’re a good guy, my love, and you care about the people you’re with. But I’m cautious too. We’re not really taking a chance. I’ve been to the doctor and I now have the very latest IUD. It’s a ring of some kind and it’s supposed to be safer and more effective than the pill. Plus my period is only a couple of days away, so I’m probably safer than anyone you’ve been with.”

“So why did we use condoms today?”

She looked at me and touched my cheek. “Those were keepsakes like I said. What happens now is about memories and I really want to do this with you.”

I hadn’t realized how important this was to her. This wasn’t just about sex, there seemed to be more to it than that and I realized that I really didn’t understand women again.

It sounded like she was safe, and I would do my best to make it happen if she wanted this night to be that special. So I said, “Okay, memories it is, but there are some things that I want to do before we go on.”

“Like what?”

“I want to take a shower first, and I want you to let me guide things from here on.”

“But I don’t mind the way you smell.”

I shook my head, “But I do. I don’t want you to remember being with someone who smelled like a goat when you think of this night,” and I began taking my clothes off.

She giggled and said, “Okay Goat-boy, I’ll join you,” and it became a race to see who got to the shower first.

We didn’t spend a lot of time there. We washed all the important parts, but she was anxious to get started and I have to admit that I was pretty turned on as well.

I grabbed a dry towel when we finished drying off, led her to the bed, and asked, “Do you trust me?”

She gave me a curious look and said, “Of course, I do, why?”

I spread the dry towel on the bed, lowered her on it and kissed her. She tried to put her arms around me, but I said, “Not yet,” and I got up, closed the bathroom door, and turned the bedroom lamp off. The only light came from under the bathroom door. There wasn’t much but it was plenty for what I had in mind.

I grabbed the box of sex toys, put it next to the bed, sat down next to Cindy, and asked, “You’re sure about this, eh?”

“Yes, and all this hocus-pocus isn’t going to scare me.”

I reached into the box, took a sleep mask out, and said, “Then you won’t mind putting this on.”

“Why, it’s already dark in here?”

“I want it to be completely black for you. Don’t argue, put it on.”

She made a face, said “Okay,” and put the mask on.

I asked, “Can you see anything at all?” when she got it placed where she wanted it.

“No, I can’t see anything at all. What’s going on?”

“No talking, hold still.”

I got a set of handcuffs from the box, clipped one to the bed frame and I was attaching it to her wrist when she said, “I know what you’re doing, and I’m not scared.”

She sounded brave, but her voice quivered a little when she said it. I didn’t answer her and just went ahead and attached another set to her other hand.

I said, “I want you to relax,” when she was secure. “I want to make love to your body. Say ‘more’ if you like what I’m doing. Say ‘enough’ if it’s too intense and I’ll move on. Say ‘stop’ if it starts to bother you, and I’ll immediately stop doing it.”

“What about you? I want you to have a good time too!”

“I will. If tonight is about fantasies, making love to you like this will be MY fantasy, but I just want you to think about what’s happening to you right now.”

I began by kissing her, but I tried to make it more than just kissing, I spent at least ten minutes making love to her lips, her neck, and her shoulders. She kept trying to put her arms around me, but the cuffs wouldn’t let her and I had to keep telling her to relax and lie still. She was able to do that until I got to her breasts. Her nipples were sticking straight out and she stiffened and cried out the second I put my lips to one of them.

I asked, “Are you okay?”

“Oh God, yes, I-I just came. Please do that some more,” so I did it some more. I did it until she begged me to stop and it took her a minute before she quit squirming around and settled down.

She finally said, “Wow! I didn’t know that my tits could be so sensitive.”

“Are you ready for something else?”

“Yes, but first take the handcuffs off. I don’t need to be restrained in order to concentrate on what’s happening, and turn a light on. I want to look at you while you’re doing these things to me.”

Surprised, I shrugged, released her, and switched the lamp on. She took the mask off and I pulled her next to me for a kiss. My dick brushed against her when I did. I was hard from what was going on and she pushed me on my back and started to go down on me as soon as she felt it.

I stopped her, saying, “You’d better not if you want to save something for later.”

“C’mon, Pete, I’ve been with you before. I know what you can do.”

She began kissing it and playing with it. It was really feeling good and I guess that it pulsed or something, because she stopped and said, “Wow, you really are ready, aren’t you?”

“Of course I am. Why are you surprised?”

She answered, “It makes me feel good that I can affect you that way,” in a quiet voice.

“You’re a pretty girl, Cindy, and you turn me on, but enough talking, I think that you asked me to do something tonight.”

It took her a second to understand what I meant. Her eyes got big and she got a silly look on her face as soon as she did.

What happened next was amazing. I was going to spend some time kissing her around her belly button and the insides of her thighs, but I didn’t realize how much she was looking forward to this. She started to tremble when I first touched her and it got worse the closer I got to her pussy. I guess that she finally couldn’t wait, because she grabbed at me and tried to push my head between her legs.

I went for it. It was like an electric shock went through her as soon as I touched my mouth to her pussy. She began thrashing around and she pulled me so tight against her that I couldn’t breathe at one point, so I pulled her hands away and held them as I began really working on her. I used every trick I knew, but I stayed away from her clit until I could tell that she was ready then I put my mouth directly on it and sucked hard. She screamed and exploded.

She came so quickly that I didn’t have a chance to back off and I was covered me with her juices the next thing I knew, so I reached for the towel and began wiping my face when she twisted away from me and lay on her side, shaking.

I asked her if she was okay when I finished, and it was a few seconds before she answered, “Wow! I mean fucking, wow! The girls said that it was fun, but I had no idea that it would be so intense.”

She added, “Is it because you know what you’re doing, or is it that much fun if anyone does it?” a minute later.

“I obviously can’t answer that, but I like to think that I do it well.”

She suddenly pushed me on my back and jumped on top of me. She gave me a huge kiss first, then she said, “Bullshit! I bet that you do it better than anyone.”

She kissed me some more then surprised me by licking the side of my face.

She asked, “Y-You don’t mind the way I, uhh, taste?” when I asked her why.

“No, you taste like you, and that’s fine with me.”

“So, umm, all girls don’t taste the same?”

I played it safe and said, “I don’t know about all girls. I only know that you taste great.”

That seemed to satisfy her and she grinned when she said, “Okay, let’s get back to business. I loved your tongue, but I want you to put that wonderful thing of yours inside me now. I want to cum a bunch more times.”

She’d been sitting on my chest. She got up on her knees, put my cock at her opening, and slowly lowered herself. She looked down at me when I was completely buried, and said, “I love it when you’re inside me. I’ve read about lovemaking since I was a little girl, and I listened to the girls at school when they talked about it, but it’s more wonderful than I thought. Will it feel this good when I’m with someone else?”

“I’m sure that it will, and it’ll be even better when it’s with someone you love. You’ll see.”

She stared at me for a long minute. It looked like she was about to say something, but she seemed to change her mind and began moving around.

My urgency had subsided and she was so wet that there wasn’t a lot friction even though her pussy was tight, so I was able to hold off for a long time. She began slowly moving up and down on me at first, then faster as I began to thrust my hips up to meet her. She watched me watching her for a few seconds, then she closed her eyes and leaned her head back. I looked at her as she rode me. Her ponytail and her tits were moving up and down in unison and I felt something I didn’t expect.

The thin, pale girl I first met was gone. A strong, pretty girl was having sex with me instead, and she kept asking me if she would feel this way when she was with other guys. I began to feel that something odd was happening and it took me a second to realize what it was. I was jealous! I didn’t want her to find out what it was like to be with other guys.

She came while I was staring up at her, thinking about this. It wasn’t a big one, but I could feel her pussy tighten and a small rush of hot fluid ran onto my stomach. She came several more times after that, each one a little stronger than the last and I suddenly forgot about everything but sex and started pounding into her. She responded by meeting my every thrust and perspiration was pouring off both of us before long. I decided that I’d try to cum with her the next time she came. I was almost ready, but she beat me to it and it must have been a big one this time, because she shuddered and stopped moving for a few seconds.

She then opened her eyes, looked down at me, and said, “I love you, Pete.” I went over the edge and burst inside her when she said it.

It felt like everything but my toes came and it must have felt different to her because she dropped forward onto my chest and whispered, “Oh my God, I can feel it, Pete. The girls were right; it doesn’t feel the same when you’re wearing a condom. It’s like you’re filling me with ... life!”

An icy cold chill went through me. The last thing I wanted to do was create a life. I wondered if I’d made a mistake and I asked, “Uhh, are you sure that you’re safe, Cindy?”

She sat up, touched my cheek and said, “Wouldn’t you like to see a little Pete running around?”

She jumped off me when I shouted “CINDY,” laughed, and said, “I’m just teasing. Don’t worry I’m not crazy; the doctor said these new IUDs are safer than anything. He also said that... , “ suddenly she looked down, blinked, and rushed into the bathroom.

She came out a minute later and said, “Wow, you should have seen all the stuff that came out. Is there always so much?”

“I-I don’t know, I guess so.”

“There was an awful lot of it.”

“Well, I was pretty turned on.”

“You were?”

“Sure I was. You’re a very sexy girl.”

She rushed over, jumped on the bed next to me, and said, “I am?”

“Of course you are, and I love making love to you.”

She started bouncing up and down and she cried, “Do you really!”

“Of course, I do.”

“Even though you’ve been with all those great looking girls?”

“You’re great looking too.”

“I’ve seen pictures of Kristen. She’s drop-dead gorgeous. Is Nell that pretty too?”