Part VII - 4: Lessons of Trust

We were all getting dressed in Suzi's tent before Suzi noticed something was missing.

"Tim, did you do something with the open container of the drink?"

I turned and stared at the corner where we had kept them, finding only the still sealed full container. I reached out with my mind to ask Joey, and found he hadn't been to the tent since the night before.

"Shit. It was there when I came for the vibrators. Damnit!"

"Who else knows about that stuff?" Eric asked.

"Nobody. We hadn't even given it to our friends. As far I know, you're the only one."

I started jumping from mind to mind, pretty randomly, and spent ten minutes getting nowhere. I finally sighed and said, "Everyone is too spread out and moving around. I've scanned John Davis three times without realizing I had done him before. Let's just wait for dinner. If they get tanked up on it before then, I'll know it."

I finished eating my dinner after scanning every one present. I was very discouraged when I hadn't found our thief.

"This doesn't make sense," Joey concluded. "If no one here at the camp took it, then who did? And why?"

"And why take the open container, and leave the full one?" I added.

"I know the answer to that. I nearly collapsed from carrying them from the bus one at a time," Joey said.

"Okay. But I can't believe anyone outside the camp would even know about them being here. Except the bus driver."

"He thinks it was Koolaid," Suzi said.

"Yeah. He even said so when he helped carry it to the end of the bus lot. Besides, I don't think he could have carried the half empty one. He was pretty wimpy. He started complaining about his heart and shit. That's why he only carried it as far as he did."

"Well, who then?"

"Could there be someone else in the camp we don't know of?" Suzi asked.

"I wouldn't think so. I would have... " I said feeling around the camp with my mind. I felt something, homed in, and stiffened with shock.

"What? You find him?" Joey asked.

"Not him. HER! Shit. Penny's had a big fucking glass of it, and has one of her little girls... I didn't think about anyone missing dinner. Joey, you better stay. Come on Suzi."

For the second time of the day, Suzi and I raced to prevent someone from screwing up their life because of my father's drink.

"The first thing <gasp> I'm gonna do <gasp> when we get back <gasp> is pour that <gasp> shit out!" I yelled to Suzi as we ran. "She's tried <gasp> giving it <gasp> to Anne, <gasp> but Anne's too young!"

We reached the cabin, but found the door locked. Only the adults had access to the keys, and since we never locked them anyway, I had never bothered to get one myself.

"Shit," I gasped. "Suzi, what should I do? Penny already wants to kill me. If I force her to open the door... "

"Better that than let her rape Anne... " Suzi insisted.

"Wait. That maybe the key," I said before yelling inside the cabin, "Penny, stop! Anne is too young to get horny! Can't you see her tears? She's scared! You're doing to her what that man did to you! Please Penny! I know you're horny, but you can stop before you... PENNY NO!"

I said to Suzi, "Shit. She's licking Anne out. Hey, help me."

I started to yell, "RAPE! THERE'S A RAPIST IN THE CABIN! RAPE!" Suzi joined my shouts, calling Penny a rapist and the like for what seemed like forever, but was probably less than five minutes.

"PENNY THE LITTLE GIRL RAPER, RAPER PEN... Come on Penny, you know I'm right! Open the door and let Suzi in. I'll stay out here. We're not going to hurt you. We want to help you. Now, come on and let Suzi in. That's it."

The lock clicked, and Suzi turned the handle and went in. I watched through Suzi's eyes as she helped the frightened little girl put her clothes on, then helped her to door. I picked her up and held her while Suzi stayed inside and shut the door once more.

I calmed Anne down, luring her to sleep. She was too heavy to keep holding like that, so I sat down on the steps. After adjusting her memory, I woke her up and sent her to eat.

My dick went instantly hard when I tuned back inside the cabin. Suzi had let Penny strip her, and the two girls were now in a sixty-nine position. I could tell Suzi had drank a fairly large glass herself, seeing she would need it to help Penny fulfill her needs.

I almost went in to watch, but I knew even though Penny was hopelessly lost in a fog of sex, she would still resist my presence.

But then I had an idea. I ran to Suzi's tent on the other side of the camp and grabbed every different size and shape of vibrator and dildo I could find. I couldn't carry them all in my hands, so I grabbed one of Suzi's dirty shirts and tied the sleeves and neck closed. I put the toys in my sack, then at the last moment, grabbed the KY for myself. I didn't really think I would get the chance to use it, but I didn't want to have to come back to get it.

I was gasping again by the time I reached the cabin door, so I waited a minute for my breath to return while I checked on their progress. I was surprised to find Penny had also raided the toy box, but had only brought one vibrator back with her. Suzi was busily using it on Penny while Penny's tongue attempted to return the stimulation.

Penny's view was blocked by Suzi's crotch laying on top of her mouth. I brought the sack in, pocketed the KY, then dumped the toys out for both to see.

"Penny, I promise I won't touch you without your permission, and I'll leave if you tell me. But I would really like to stay and help. Or at least just watch."

I held up the double headed dildo to her gaze. She reached out and snatched it from me.

"If you keep you pants on <grunt> you can stay and help. Take them off, and I'll rip your fucken balls off with my teeth."

I shivered from the raw viciousness in her voice. I didn't doubt her words. But as I watched the two girls fuck with the double headed dildo, I knew there was no way I would keep my shorts on for long.

I grabbed a vibrator and was about to insert it into Suzi's ass when Penny rolled them over. Penny's ass was bouncing in front of my face as she fucked herself and Suzi with the plastic organ. I tested her willingness by pressing the head against her rose, and instantly got a moan. Her pumping stopped in midstroke, and was pushing her ass against the head.

Penny had never tried anything sexual with her ass hole. Until the moment I had touched her rose with the vibrating tip, she had never felt the sexual stimulus from her anus like she was feeling right then. The drink not only had amplified her lust, but allowed her to focus on any pleasure sensation her body had.

I teased her hole, driving her arousal up without cruelly postponing the pleasure too long. Once I had it inside her, I pulled it back out and set the vibrator back down.

"I'll make a deal with you. Let me take off my shorts, and I'll do whatever you say. Well, anything within reason. I won't eat shit like you're thinking. Or, if you can trust me and Suzi, we can give you the best sex you can imagine."

"Fuck you, you bastard. I trust Suzi, but not you. You... tried to make me suck you when I didn't want to."

Suzi stopped her motions and said, "Penny? If Tim had really wanted to make you to suck him, you would have. If you don't believe him, believe me. Tim wouldn't make you do anything you didn't want to do. If he had, you would have done it."

"Now I don't trust either of you. He's lying, and you believe him. All men lie to get sex. Can't you see that?"

Penny rolled off Suzi and was pumping the two headed dildo in and out of her. Then she grabbed a vibrator and used it instead. She had satisfied her chemically induced lust enough to gain control of her actions. But she was still very horny, and the only way to reduce the lust in her blood was by orgasming.

"Timmy, I hate to say it, but maybe you should just... you know. Fix her so she trusts you."

"I don't want to do that. Penny, despite everything, I like you. Not for your body, but because... I can feel how sensitive, caring, and loving you are. Because of men who couldn't control themselves, you don't let these parts of you show through. The worst thing I could do to you would be to use force." Then to Suzi, "Even I made her trust me, I couldn't make her trust other guys without being victim to another jerk.

"But if she can learn to trust me, then I think she will be able to trust other guys without falling prey to the sickos. But right now I don't know how to do that."

Suzi sat up with a look of concentration. Then she too grabbed a vibrator and started to use it on herself. I placed my hand on top of hers, and took over the task for her. She laid back down and appeared to be thinking.

"Well, what about letting her feel around inside your head. That's the only way I would trust you if I were her."

"I think you both have lost your minds," Penny said. "You talk like he's some kind of super being. I'm surprised you haven't claimed you can fly."

"Hey, I never thought about flying. I wonder if a bird's mind... Uhm, okay. I have an idea."

I indicated to Suzi she would have to do her own pumping, then crawled over to Penny.

"You see this hand?" I said holding one up to her, showing her both sides like a magician. I held it out to her and said, "If you hold it, you will feel what I am feeling, hear my thoughts, even control my body if you wish. If for whatever reason you want it to stop, just let go of my hand. Okay?"

When she didn't respond, I added, "Would you like to try Suzi instead?"

Suzi held out her free hand, and Penny looked at her and started to reach for it.

"Wait a sec. Would it be okay if I did that for you?" I indicated to her pumping hand. I moved over between the two girls, and started taking care of Suzi's. "I promise to behave." I said.

Still not trusting me even a little bit, she shook her head no.

"Okay. Well, any time you're ready," I said.

Suzi held her hand out to her again, and as Penny reached for it, she said, "I don't know what you think you're gonna prove by... "

The instant her skin made contact with Suzi's, I formed the connection. Suzi was disappointed by not feeling Penny's side of the connection, but I wanted to give Penny the appearance of having the privacy of her own mind. Of course I was quite aware of every thought in her head, but she didn't need to know that yet.

Penny spent twenty minutes feeling around Suzi's mind and body. I didn't allow her to control Suzi's body like I had offered with mine. That would be part of the reward for doing it with me. And I also knew Penny would have eventually used Suzi's body to stimulate her own arousal somehow.

The combined stimulus of feeling two cunts with vibrators finally caused Penny to break the link. She had become so aroused by this, Penny didn't resist my offer to take over at her crotch. It didn't take much effort to push her over the edge. By the time she finished her squirming, I was very aroused myself.

"Shit. Down boy," I said, pointing at my obvious lump in my shorts. The lump immediately deflated.

"Neat trick," Suzi said. "Can it roll over and play dead too?"

I looked at Suzi with raised eyebrow, then said, "No, but it can fetch pretty good. And it has this really looonnngg tongue. Here boy... go lick pussy!" I said, pulling Suzi's vibrator out and pointing at her crotch.

Suzi started wiggling, gasping, and giggling as I produced the sensations of an extremely long tongue licking her out. Penny stared as Suzi's juices started to surge out intermittently. By the time Suzi had cum, her crack was covered with her clear slime.

"Shit," I said, pushing down on my restored hard on. "Now that you two aren't horny any more, I'm hornier than hell. Oh well. Down boy."

"How can you do that?" Penny said, staring.

I held out my hand to her. After a moment's indecision, she took it.

And just like that, WHAM! she was everywhere in my mind. She searched out and learned my most private secrets, found my hidden desires, went through my memories of the showers, the beach, and Bethany. She spent a long time on the regrets I had concerning Bethany, and my mistake concerning Penny herself. Penny was looking in every corner of my mind to find something to use to convince Suzi and others to hate me.

Despite the arousal she got from the sex I had with the girls, she stuck to her task. She knew I was monitoring every thought in her head, but then she was doing the same to me. I tried to help her, I even pointed her towards my worst qualities, literally showing her all the dirt I could personally think of about myself.

Suzi had gotten bored. She got dressed, then asked Penny if she would be done soon. When the reply came back uncertain, Suzi suggested we take a break and head for her tent. No sooner had she said that, someone tried the door, then knocked on it because I had locked it.

Since Penny discovered earlier I didn't need the hand contact, I didn't break the link while she got dressed and we all left. After spending the entire free time that evening letting her freely browse through my mind, she still wasn't satisfied. I disabled her yet unused ability to control my body, and turned my attention to getting my boys to bed. Suzi took care of Penny's girls, and ended up sleeping in Penny's bed that night.

Once my duties were finished and everyone in my cabin was sound asleep, I set up a link to listen through Johnny's ears, then joined Penny in Suzi's tent.

"I'll do this as long as you want, but it is getting kind of late," I said to her.

"You just want to... No... you don't," Penny said, her instincts wrong.

"Well, you have to admit the thought did occur to me, but no, I wasn't thinking seriously about it. You still don't trust me. Can you at least tell me if you think you ever could?"

"Sure. If you cut off your balls and... I'm sorry. I guess old habits... You say you are trying to help me. But I just don't believe everything you claim. You could be faking all of it. No. I don't think I'll ever trust you."

I thought for a few minutes, and several ideas swirled around my head. The one I threw out right away, she immediately grabbed.

"Do that. If you really can take control of me, make me lust for your dick, then turn me back again. I give you permission."

I recalled my experience with Joey, which only fed her disbelief.

"You can't do it, so you want to find excuses. Tell you what. Before you change me back, let me suck you off. But if you can't," she said, standing up, turning her back to me, then pointing at her ass, "you eat my shit."

"Deal. Tell me when," I said, shedding my shorts.

She hesitated, doubting herself from my quick reply, then got a hold of herself. "Go ahead, bastard."

She watched my mind while I constructed my commands, and even watched me send them in complete disbelief. The shock on her face when they took hold only lasted a few moments before her face filled with hunger for my cock. I dissolved our link, seeing we wouldn't need it anymore.

She fell to her knees, and was between my legs ready to take it in her mouth when I stopped her and canceled her commands. Her face changed back momentarily to shock, then she looked up at me angrily.

"You fucking bastard!"

"Huh? But I stopped you before you did it."

"You want to eat my shit?"

"NO!"

"Then finish the deal!"

I blinked a few times, and saw she was sincere.

"Are you sure?"

"Men. You're so... Stupid," she said before bracing herself and took the plunge.

I gasped from her... stubbornness. She was determined to do what she thought she had to do to prove that men only wanted one thing from women. Sex.

"No. Stop," I moaned. She gave me a crazy look, and continued to suck. It was in her mouth, and she was sucking on it. She wasn't enjoying it, and for that matter neither was I. There was no... sensuality about it.

When my dick started to go soft on her, I helped it deflate with my control.

"Penny, this isn't going to work," I said, trying to stand up. She was holding my shrunk dick captive with her teeth so I couldn't walk away.

"Hey, come on now. I've been more than fair to you."

She spit it out and said, "Fair? You've been toying with me!"

"You know what... If I wanted to toy with you... Oh, I give up. Go away. You don't want my help, so I don't know why am I bothering. You just can't admit to yourself you're wrong. I'm not going to keep wasting my time. You can go fuck a hundred little girls for all I care. At least I never tried to rape someone."

Penny ignored all but my last comment. I had turned to put my shorts back on and felt her rage build inside her. Penny threw herself at me, intending to use her nails, her teeth, and anything she could get her hands on to hurt, mangle and destroy me.

I figured if I couldn't reason with her rationally, I would do so emotionally. I spun around and caught her in my arms. I pulled her close, disabling her fangs and claws, then making her go limp in my arms when her knee raised towards my bare crotch.

I gently lowered her to the air mattress, her eyes glowing with rage and fear. Her fear increased as I started pulling her clothes off her helpless body. The temptation to go ahead and rape her was incredibly strong. My dick was even starting to make precum from the idea.

I spoke no words as I laid down beside her. I turned her head towards me and smiled, gazing into her cold eyes, stroking her cheek. I pointed to my forehead, then to hers, indicating I was about to do something.

The fear hit me like a wall of water that washed my smile away when I formed the empathic connection. I forced my feelings of tenderness and hope to rise above her flood of fear, finding it very difficult to even keep the connection.

Once I had stabilized myself against her rushing emotions, I forced a smile and looked deeply into her eyes again. I softly touched her cheek with the palm of my hand, rubbing it gently against her soft skin. I gave her control of her neck, then continued to give her more control of her body when she didn't turn her head. Our eyes never parted, and as I gave her complete control back, I saw the fear slowly diminish. The rage in her eyes wavered and followed her fear, her flood of emotions becoming a small trickle.

The rape that had devastated her trust had begun similarly to what I had done. The man had taken off his clothes, then stripped her while she was bound. The man threw her onto the bed, and immediately had used her body as a sexual toy, keeping her tied up for two whole days. She had only been three years old, and that man had been her father.

Penny's mother killed him on that second day. She was institutionalized for ten years for his murder, and Penny was sent to a total of six foster homes. In two of those, the husbands had again taken advantage of her, noticing her eyes on their crotches countless times. Even though they had not tied her up or molested her for the long period her father had, her mind had linked the events by their similarities, and then found men to share many common traits. These traits all became things to look out for and hate, and by the time she was ten, she hated all things male.

My own actions were my attempt to repair the damage at the root of the problem. If necessary, I resolved to even go as far as to eat her shit, knowing how to control my digestive system to pass it immediately without absorbing any of the toxins it contained. Luckily, I didn't have to go that far.

I motioned to her I wished to simply hold her, giving her the option to object. A twinkle of trust formed when she saw she could just get up and leave. She shared my joy due to her momentary trust, and because our empathic connection allowed no room for falsehood, she couldn't help but smile herself as the trust grew to beyond just a twinkle.

I held her with her back to my chest, letting her trust grow with the innocent caresses I gave her. She permitted me to kiss her cheek before I turned off the light, and we fell asleep together, sharing the emotions of our dreams through our empathic link.

The next morning, she awoke with a gasp, feeling my morning hardon pressing up against her ass cheek.

"Sorry... I, uhm, it happens almost every morning and I... "

"Okay. Stop stammering." Penny said as she moved away from my body.

"Penny? Why are you shaking?"

"What... Don't you know?"

"I don't usually peek into other people's heads without a good reason. I can ask you as easily as I can look for myself. Besides, their answers sometimes tell me more than what I want to know."

"Well, I don't know why... And I can't stop... " she said, breaking down into tears.

I moved over to her to hold her, but she jerked away from my contact. I felt her pain of losing her convictions. She had betrayed herself by giving in. Her hatred had been the only thing she could count on in her life.

"Penny, I want to share something with you. Something you'll enjoy. It's not sexual. Actually, it's probably the most innocent thing there is. Is it okay if I do it?"

"I don't... care."

"Okay, but... never mind."

I began seeking out the boys in my cabin and the girls in hers. I hesitated as I linked her up with so many minds, but since the links were one way, it wasn't too much of a strain.

"Oh my God!" Penny said as she felt the nine year old minds. Only about half of them were dreaming, but each mind had a pureness about it. Innocence has a cleansing feeling if taken in conservative doses. But since Penny had that taken away from her at a very young age, this level of nearly pure innocence was needed to wash away her wrong ideas of how people worked.

"Penny, compare the boys to the girls. How do they feel to you?"