Part XIX - 5: Just the Three of Us

With only three weeks of school left before our graduation, Joey and Suzi made all sorts of plans for the three of us to do together, and while I didn't really care to do any of it, I didn't have it in me to object.

In fact, I didn't have it in me to object to anything anyone wanted to do. I excused Brad and Gloria I don't know how many times from their classes so they could go off and spend time together, they having decided they were perfect for each other after Brad asked her if she would like to tie him up that night after the prom.

I broke in my back seat by making it up to Rachael for skipping out on our fuck after prom, but after I fucked her ass and she left with a smile on her face, I cried for having done it in the car Jennifer helped me pick out.

I became very dependant on letting my feelings out with Suzi, less so with Joey. Oh, Joey and I had our moments, and once he ended up holding me in his arms as I cried. But I only went to him if Suzi wasn't around which she seemed to make a point of not letting happen too much.

A week after the prom, Suzi stayed with me the whole day while Joey was with his mom and dad shopping for a new house in Kenton County. We watched Saturday morning cartoons all morning, then Suzi talked me into going shopping with her. We both got some new summer clothes, something I actually was needing at the time.

We got back to the south mansion around five, and after putting some lasagna in the oven for dinner, we went swimming together, in the nude of course.

Well, I say we went swimming, but I did very little spontaneous swimming myself. In fact if Suzi hadn't been constantly asking me to do something, I would have been sitting in the shallow end probably watching her the whole time.

But instead, I dived the dives she asked me to do, I went down the slide with her when she wanted me to, and I even raced her once, but she gave up on trying that again when she beat me without really trying.

So by the time the lasagna was ready to come out of the oven, you could say we were pretty much all swimmed out.

I had put my jockey shorts back on after getting out of the pool, but I didn't think anything of it when Suzi remained nude. She tried very hard to keep some sort of dialog going as we ate, but since my appetite hadn't returned, I only ate a couple of bites before getting up from the table and started cleaning up the kitchen for the night.

Suzi came into the kitchen after finishing her meal and helped me clean up in silence, but once we were finished, she said, "Timmy, am I depressing you?"

"Huh? No Suzi. I think if it wasn't for you and Joey, I'd probably have gone off the deep end by now."

"So you don't want me to leave?"

"No... I'm sorry, Suz. I guess I haven't been too good of company. If you want to go home or something... "

"No, I want to be here with you. I just can't read you very well anymore. Just whenever you don't want me to stay, tell me and I can go."

We had been walking to the elevator to go up to the study, but after a few moments of thought, I hugged her from behind and stopped us to say, "But I want you to stay. More than anything."

She turned her head and gave me a kiss on the lips as best as she could from that angle, then after I loosened my hold on her, she turned herself around and reapplied her lips against mine and started to lick.

My eyes closed and my arms pulled her tight as she licked the insides of my mouth, then she withdrew and said, "I won't do anything you don't want us to do."

Opening my eyes and staring down into hers brought back so many familiar feelings and thoughts that it only seemed natural to pick her up and carry her to my room. But before we reached my bed, I realized didn't want to fuck her like that.

"Suz? Let's do something we've never done before. I don't want to just fuck and suck like we have in the past. I need to do something new."

"Like what?" she said, trying to calm her own desires down.

"Maybe go outside and run around until we drop, then make love wherever we fall?"

"Its raining and it's not very warm out there," she said hesitantly.

"You're right... " I sighed, putting her down on her own two feet.

I sat down on the edge of the bed with another sigh, then after a few moments of thinking without coming up with anything, I laid back, closed my eyes and fought my desire to cry.

"Why?" I suddenly said out loud.

"Why what?" Suzi said softly as she crawled up beside me.

"Why did she deceive me? And then why did she just disappear like that? Not once did I feel anything from her but... <sigh> But then maybe she never even loved me."

"You know she did, so stop thinking like that," Suzi said sternly.

"Then why did she leave me? How could she? I know I scared her when I blew up like that, but... Why, Suzi? Why?"

I felt Suzi's tears fall on my arm as she leaned over me to say, "I don't know Timmy. Maybe she just needed some space like Joey and I did for a while."

"No, it can't be that," I said with certainty. "We knew that might happen and agreed we would just tell the other... Oh my God, Suzi. What if she's done something to someone and she's afraid what I'd do if I found out?"

"I guess that's possible. But who?"

I opened my eyes as a shiver passed through me, and then I stared at her afraid to even speak.

"Me?!?" Suzi said in surprise. But then she shook her head and said, "No, Timmy. Joey would have found it by now. We've been in each other's heads so much I sometimes get confused who's who."

I relaxed as that sank in, then I sighed and said, "You're right. But who else could it be that I would get so upset of her tinkering with?"

"Brad? Or Sandi?"

"No... I wouldn't have been all that upset if she had done something to them. I mean, they're pretty messed up anyways, thanks to me."

"Now you're not being fair to them or yourself."

"Perhaps."

"What about your mom or dad?"

"No... Suz, you and Joey are the only people I wouldn't have tolerated her messing with like that. She always considered you two to be a threat to our relationship, and that's the only reason I can believe she might've harmed someone. Anyone else that she might have messed with would have been only to help them become better people or something. She wouldn't have run away for doing something like that."

"Well then I doubt you'll know why she left until she comes back and tells you," Suzi said softly.

"Yeah," I said sadly, then brightened up and said, "Hey, you're right. She can't stay away forever. And I just remembered... She took her coin with her!"

"So?" she said confused. "Will that help you find her?

I sat up with just little sparkle in my eye and said, "Not exactly. It's like a string tying us together. I gave that to her when I asked her to marry me."

"You did?" Suzi said surprised.

"Yeah, and if she took it with her, then maybe that means... or... or maybe not," I said as all my hopes fell to the floor as I realized it was much more than an engagement present. She might just not been able to go without it because of what it really was and could do.

I laid back down and didn't say anything else, and Suzi didn't either as she rubbed my tummy a while before snuggling up against me and letting out a peaceful sigh.

I looked over at her and watched her lay there with her eyes closed, then smiled at her when she opened them and caught me staring at her.

"Thanks, Suzi. For staying, I mean."

She raised her head off my shoulder and said tenderly, "I stayed because I love you, Timmy. I don't want to leave you alone unless I know you're happy again."

I smiled even wider, then rubbed my nose against hers before reaching over and pulling her on top of me and initiating a loving kiss.

Once both our engines were running, I rolled us over and slipped off my jockey's to release my stiff pole, then laid back down on top of her, teasing her by only laying it across her cunt instead of entering her wet hole.

Her expression was almost comical from the way she went from desperation to satisfaction when she thought I finally was slipping it into her. I teased her for probably a good five minutes like that before getting my fill of it. Actually, I didn't have any choice. Suzi gave me this look as she dug her nails into my back and said in a demonic voice, "Fuck me, damn you!"

"Shit," was all I could say before feeling her claws start to go in deeper, so I moved forward a bit to let my cock sink into her, then found us both shivering from delight as she moaned a heavenly moan.

When I was all the way in, I paused to make sure she was okay, and I smiled when she looked at me with an apologetic expression as she rubbed the dents in my skin her nails had made. Her own smile made me kiss her tenderly at first, but as her cunt's warmth and wetness drew my arousal out even more, the kiss became more passionate until I broke it to start a slow humping.

Suzi became rather passive except for the approving moans she knew I loved and running her hands down my chest once in a while to feel my sweat as I labored to get us both off. It was a new side to Suzi I hadn't really seen before. Her eyes seemed a little unfocused, and her mouth couldn't stay closed. Yet it never once felt like it wasn't Suzi, especially when she gripped my nipples as she came before I could. That definitely was the Suzi I knew.

Not that she ever had grabbed my nipples like that. But it wasn't unusual for her to grab 'ya when she came, and her hands were just starting another pass down my chest when her orgasm peaked, and my nips were the closest things to handles she had.

I swear she dislocated my nipples from the rest of me. I mean I felt a pop in both breasts just before losing myself in the intense pain/pleasure which followed. Without realizing it, I thrusted into her deep and came, making a God awful moan that startled her enough to let go.

It took Suzi a few moments to see I wasn't seriously hurt, then suddenly gasped as she realized my cock's head was pushing up against the bottom of her front door.

Just as all the tension in my body faded from my release, Suzi started trying to hump from beneath me and knocked my chin silly with her head when I sank down to relax.

"Ouch! Suz, stop. I came already," I said as I got off her.

"Ohhhh!" she said with disappointment as she rubbed her head. "You were in so deep too!"

"I was, wasn't I," I said, thinking out loud. "Huh. You think I got longer while I was dead?"

She giggled slightly before saying, "Well, either that or... No, you definitely got longer."

I moved on top of her again and let my semi hard cock slip inside her before sliding down a little to exchange a few loving kisses.

I rolled us over so I was on bottom, then said, "So has Joey... grown at all too?"

She grinned before exchanging some more spit with me, then said, "You tell me. He fucked you last."

"Shit," I said as my rose tingled as if to remind me. "It felt like it was five times as large, but I know it wasn't."

She wiggled her crotch a bit, causing my cock to perk up a little inside her, then said, "After he brought you back from Mexico, I thought he was a little, but I hadn't fucked anyone since you and Eric... Do you remember that? It was that day I brought Brandon over and you let us have a two way?"

"Yes, I remember," I said softly, recalling how torn up I had been before accepting it, but then realized Eric's love was all I needed at the time.

Suzi also was thinking back to that time, and after a few moments she said, "I lied to you back then, but you didn't know it, did you?"

"Huh? I guess not. What about?"

"Right before I left I told you I didn't want to fall in love with you again."

"You didn't say it like that, Suz. I could feel you wanted to, uhm, fall in love with me again, but you were afraid of letting it happen. You never actually spoke a mistruth. Wait... You were trying to tell me this in the limo on the way home from the airport too. Why are you feeling so guilty about what you said?"

"I don't know, Timmy. I guess because I regretted it when Brandon and I started having problems, and then you died... " she said getting emotional.

She laid her head down on my shoulder, so I stroked her soft body while listening to her sniff a few times then sigh.

I couldn't help but grin to myself before saying, "So I guess we'll never know for sure if Joey's any bigger than he was, huh?"

She snickered into my shoulder, then gave it a little kiss before getting up on her elbows and saying to my face, "Joey's just bigger all over, but you grew just in the right places."

She slowly raised her crotch up while squeezing her cunt muscles as tight as she could, and then I shuddered all over when my cock finally fell out.

As my cock finished standing up on its own, she lowered herself back down onto it, then repeated it a few times before her muscles tired out. Without needing to ask, I rolled us over and started fucking her like mad, but then slowed down after a minute realizing we wouldn't have that many chances of just the two of us making love.

She groaned when I paused a moment, but accepted my kiss never the less, and then she said the second most beautiful three words I know...

"Fuck my ass."

"Grrrrr," I said with eagerness. "Man. I'm not used to you talking dirty like that."

"You don't like it?" she said as I got off.

"Just the opposite," I said getting off the bed as she rolled over to the edge.

"Good. Then fuck my ass, Timmy. Fuck my shit hoLE!" she cried as I slipped my little finger in.

"MMMmmm... Yeah, that's nice," she said after a few grunts.

"How does Joey usually loosen you up?" said as I contemplated a dirtier thought.

Suzi looked between her breasts and legs at my cock waving in the air behind her, then said, "Depends if we're in the shower or not."

"The shower?" I said, instantly conjuring up all sorts of possibilities.

"Uh huh. He'll clean me up really good then... "

"Damn," I said, seeing Joey had beaten me to it. "He munches your ass?"

I could just feel her blushing and smiling before saying, "After he told me what you two did at college, we couldn't resist."

She gasped as I switched to my index finger, then moments later groaned as she opened up and swallowed the other finger I was trying to work in. So I lined my self up, plowed my cock into her pussy, then pulled my fingers out of her ass while pressing my cock up against the closing hole left behind.

Shit, I had never glided into an ass that easily before, but I didn't let that fact spoil our fun in any way. I did a few slow pumps to make sure she wasn't having any serious discomforts, then started working myself up in speed while watching my cock slide in and out of her small but sexy ass.

Suzi startled me when she suddenly got up off her hands to be upright on her knees, but I had enough sense to slow down so I wouldn't knock her back down. I wrapped my arms around her and frenched her passionately before she pulled away and said huskily, "Fuck me both ways like only you know how."

I couldn't help but put on a nasty grin as I formed the invisible cock at her front door, then after she laid down on her back with her ass hanging over the edge of the bed, I reentered her ass with a full thrust, then did the same thing with my virtual prick.

Suzi's expression contorted to many lovely and unique expression of physical lust and pleasure, and I think I liked watching them as much as feeling her ass throbbing and jumping as I pounded her ass with great haste.

I blocked my orgasm off after her first cry of release came, then brought her up to four more before letting myself explode inside her and collapsing next to her on the bed.

After I caught my breath and looked over at Suzi, I was surprised to find her with her legs spread open and gently fingering her ass.

"Did I hurt you?" I said with concern.

"No, I just... I didn't want to get up and run to the bathroom right away, that's all," she said with an amused smile.

I grunted my understanding, then as she started to get up, I got this really dirty idea and stopped her.

"You're not serious," she said as I slipped off the bed and moved her legs up to expose her seeping rose.

I got a case of nerves as moved my head down to her shit hole, and after making the mistake of breathing on her rose and taking a breath in through my nose, I was seriously having trouble going through with it.

"Timmy... Please don't. I didn't wash," she said sound more nervous than I felt.

"Okay," I said after a moment. "I can feel you're not comfortable about it."

But before I stood back up, I frowned with determination and licked her rose just once, then nearly got run over after Suzi made a wet fart and she went running to the bathroom.

I followed her to the bathroom to use some mouth wash, then started the shower to wash myself off before catching Suzi's cat like grin.

"What?" I said with an uncertain smile.

"Oh nothing... " she said in her teasing voice. "I just wonder what Joey's going make of this when he gets back and watches the replay in my head, that's all."

"Shit," I groaned. "But to tell you the truth, Suz, I was about to chicken out when you stopped me. I don't know why I went ahead and licked you anyway."

"I do," she said standing up and wiping her butt. "You couldn't stand the thought of Joey having done something with me that you haven't."

"No, that's... " I said before she gave me one of those, "Don't even try to deny it" looks. All I could say after that was, "Shit. In that case, do you want wash my ass if I wash yours?"

"Okay, but only with your hands and soap. No tongue," she said in a teasing voice but meaning what she said anyway.

After playing around in the shower a bit, she surprised me by making me get down on all fours and fucking my ass with her fingers. I wondered what she had in mind when she kept using a lot of soap, but all my worries were put to rest when she rinsed me off and told me I could get up with a loud slap on my ass.

I found her old tickle spot as I toweled her off, then after making her have to go pee from that, she demanded that I carry her to bed which I naturally did.

After settling in under the covers, I ended up holding Suzi against me with my left arm while she stroked my chest and stomach with her left hand. We laid there in silence for what seemed to be an eternity before Suzi broke it softly saying, "You were fantastic tonight, Timmy."

"I was?" I said with honest surprise. "I mean, I loved it and all, but I didn't think I... "

"I meant what I said about you fucking me like only you know how."

I looked over at her with a frown, then had to lift her chin with my right hand in order to get her to look at me.

"Oh Suzi," I groaned, having recognized in her eyes some residual desires from when I had made her my penis.

"It's not like I lose control of it," she insisted. "But I get all turned on thinking... You know. About doing it with you because of it. But that's not really what I meant when I said you were fantastic."

"Then what?" I said, not sure if I wanted to know.

"Joey tried to do that thing with the imaginary cock a couple of times with me, but he can never make it feel as real as you do. And even on the rare occasion that Joey will join someone else in doing me both ways, it just isn't as good as what you do. They can't really coordinate well enough I guess to make it come off as well."

"Huh," I grunted as she squeezed my semi hardon with her hand. "What about when the three of us are in a three way?"

"That's different," she said, finding my cock responding again and starting to masturbate me.

"Suz, I really don't think I have it in me to go another round," I said after she didn't stop right away.

"Oh, come on. You telling me you're getting old?" she said wickedly.

"Maybe not old, but... Shit, I don't care. But you'll have to do the work. I'm pooped."

"That's what I had in mind," she said, sliding the rest of the way on top of me and wiggling her crotch around until she captured me with her cunt.

But once she had me all the way in, she laid down on top of me and just suckled at my throat and shoulders for a while, letting her resulting body movements provide the motion to keep me hard without actually pumping.

I fell asleep with my cock inside her like that, and I slept really soundly for the first time in a week, and didn't even know I had gone to sleep when I awoke and found my really hard cock still inside Suzi as she licked my neck and wormed her arms behind my head.

It wasn't until I saw the light streaming in the window after she fucked me slow and steadily for a good fifteen or twenty minutes that I realized what time it was and took over the fucking from her.

This time I used my ghost prick in her ass and really fucked her good with it and the real thing. But after I got her to orgasm three or four times, I pulled out and came on her stomach and tits, then spent some good quality time smearing it between us and finally licking it off her perky nips.

We showered separately afterwards for we were going to go to church with my mom and knew we would never get there if we did it together again.

Suzi made excuses up to make sure Joey and I were alone together for equal time that week. Joey was very loving and sweet while we were alone, almost to the point where I was getting sick, and then on Monday night he stayed the night, and naturally he suggested we shower together.

I went along with his wishes, and I tried, really, I tried to get excited about it, but... Joey took the fact I couldn't get hard pretty... well, hard. Heh. Hmmm. I considered forcing myself to get hard, but then he would think I wanted to do it and I would only have to deceive him again in the future. I didn't want to do that.

He tried kissing me. That didn't work. He tried teasing my rose, and that didn't work. Okay. So when he got down on his hands and knees and started licking my balls, that worked. But my heart wasn't in it when I blew my load in his mouth like that, and for the rest of the night we both felt just a little uncomfortable about it.

Tuesday morning at school, Suzi saw the tension between us right away and made us sit down and talk it out. I admitted I simply didn't have any sexual attraction towards Joey any more, but had been willing to give it one last try the night before to see if he could get it to spark again within me. Joey tried to lie, saying he had only been doing what he thought I wanted and hadn't really needed to do it himself, but Suzi slapped him (pretty hard too) and told him to knock it off.

So after a long drawn out discussion where the three of us searched his emotions on the subject, we finally rationalized that his desires towards me were more to regain the trust we had had for each other. The sex we had in the past had been the greatest expression of trust for him, especially in the case of the dirty sex. Joey ended up going on another guilt trip by the time we got that figured out, but he perked up after I gave him a hug and told him I loved him and did trust him, and that's why I had showered with him.

Once Joey sobered up, he made it clear to me he didn't want to push me into anything and that I should tell him whenever he does something that makes me uncomfortable. The three of us exchanged kisses before breaking up to go to our second hour class, but then I wondered all day how long our little understanding would last before he got depressed about it again.

That Thursday I was home doing homework when I got into a mild depression and started crying again. Joey was staying with me that night again and had been outside working out when he sensed my change of mood. He came in dripping with sweat to rub my shoulders, and because of the emotions he was broadcasting towards me, I stood up and hugged him before kissing him on the lips.

I was comforted to find him not pushing it any further than that, and after we had gone to bed, I asked him if he would let me fuck his ass next time the three of us were together.

If I had realized Suzi was entering her window of fertility, I wouldn't have mentioned it, for it turned out that Suzi couldn't have unprotected sex until after finals were over. It was a principle to us that we could always wait to have sex and not have to resort to using condoms or other pregnancy prevention, so we made it a date that we would have a three way after our last day of school.

We had two weeks left when I decided I wanted to do something special at the all night graduation party sponsored by the school. I knew what I had in mind would take a lot of preparation and practice, and to Joey's dismay I wanted to do it on my own. I tried to explain to him it wasn't anything to do with our... sexual differences, but he still acted hurt when I kept turning down his and Suzi's offers to do something after school every day.

On the last day of classes before our finals began, Joey surprised me by saying he bumped into Sheryl, one of our old ring slaves, and talked her into having a double penetration after school that day. I almost said okay, but realized I didn't really want to do it and said so. Once he got over his shock, he asked why, and I told him the truth.

"I just don't want to start having sex with other girls, that's all. I appreciate what you were trying to do, and I can't tell you how much I appreciate you sharing Suzi like this, but when I'm over all this... "

"Are you saying what I think you're saying?"

"I guess."

"You? Tim Brandton? Go celibate?"

I grinned weakly at him and said, "That does sound strange, doesn't it?"

"Sounds fucking impossible to me," he said returning the grin. "Shit. Well I guess that means you won't want to fuck my ass tomorrow, huh?"

"You're really getting nervous about that, aren't you?" I said having sensed some discomfort to his words.

"Fuck, Tim. To tell you the truth, I think my ass has gotten so tight, your big thumb would hurt."

"Heh... You do have a way with words," I said before sticking my thumb in my mouth.

"Shit. Now you're teasing me."

Just before I was about to pull it out, our Spanish teacher drew everyone's attention to me, catching me with my thumb in my mouth.

"Uhh, I hurw eh whe I saa doww," I made up.

After kicking Joey in the leg for his baby sounds, I finally took my thumb out and wiped it off on my shirt before focusing myself on the class work.

"You know, I hate to say it, but I'm going to miss high school," Joey thought to me a few minutes later. "Where else can you have so much fun screwing around?"

"Oh, I don't know, Joey. Seems to me you have a knack for screwing around. And I know you'll be doing a lot of screwing college girls."

"But it just won't be any fun without you," he thought flatly before closing the thought channel.

I sighed, knowing it would be tough to get along without Joey and Suzi after this summer, but I had my mind made up not to go to Central State, and there wasn't any point of trying to talk them out of going.

Joey didn't understand my reasons, and to tell you the truth, I guess I didn't either. Part of it was I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life. I had no idea at what kind of profession to take up, for despite my father's influence, I wasn't interested in business, nor did I find getting a medical or engineering degree intriguing like Joey did.

Actually, the only thing that came close to sounding good was... Now don't laugh. I liked Suzi's idea of social work. The idea of helping people with their problems, getting involved with the community got me kind of excited. The problem was my stupid pride kept me from really considering it, for I thought it wasn't the glamorous or money making job that the other professions were.

I wouldn't admit this to myself or anyone else at the time, but the biggest reason I had was simply Jennifer. I didn't want to leave the area incase she came back looking for me, and I felt I had to put some space between me and Joey and Suzi to prove my loyalty to her. Like I said, I didn't want to admit these things to myself, so I kept trying to come up with other reasons for not going.

That night as I reviewed for my finals, Joey's words kept coming back to me. He had been right about high school, and even though I knew he would have fun without me at Central State, I couldn't imagine finding someone else to have real fun with myself. The kind of fun Joey and I had done together almost all our lives. In the past few weeks, the class I had with him had become my favorite because we goofed around and did stuff like we used to do before my telepathy surfaced. It was just like the good old days.

The next day was filled with stress for me. The finals were a breeze, but class by class I said goodbye to my teachers feeling a little numb, not really believing I wouldn't be back again next week with the rest of the class. I knew a lot of my fellow seniors felt the same way, but they all countered it with their excitement of finally after thirteen years they were done with going to school and playing it by someone else's rules.