Chapter 2: The White Ceremony

Now that I’m 18, Pirot would visit our cabin often. Boss and the Pirot would look at me and talk to each other. Sometimes Boss would tell me to go stand near Pirot and he would look me over, touch my breasts and ass and squeeze me like a piece of meat, talking about my breast development and the shape of my hips and ass, and then whisper to Boss.

I heard him tell Boss, “You got a good one there, let’s pray she’s very fertile. She will bear many! We need to increase milk production.”

Boss tells him, “She’s ready to begin. She’s my first virgin!” Pirot tells him he will consider returning her after the ceremony. Pirot tells Boss to come to the sanctuary and the lead Bearer will explain the process to him. The bearers are the protectors of the Pirot.

I can hear my mom and Boss talking because my room is right next to theirs. My mom talks low, but I can hear him and fill in what she may have said. He says, “She was born to bear children and according to Patriarchal law, I can ask to give her the first or many. Have you talked to her yet? She’s been 18 for a while. This is your life now; this will be her life! There is no life outside of the Community for her now! She will learn just as you are, what her place in life is!”

I hear movement in the room and mumbling and physical struggle. In a deep evil voice, I hear him, “Suck it! Make me hard!” I can hear my mother gagging and coughing. “C’mon, open!” he yells. “I spoke to the Pirot and next week he is scheduling her White Ceremony and you’ll be there to help!” he tells her.

Days later, the lead Bearer comes to our cabin to talk to Boss. He brings a sheer white gown that I am to wear for the ceremony. He also gives him the white cloak I am to wear when outside of the cabin with my head cloaked as my mom wears a red one. He tells my mom that I am only wearing the sheer gown to the ceremony, no bra or panties. My mom will be there for support and all the men from the community will attend to bear witness. He tells Boss that the ceremony will take place in 2 weeks at sundown.

Since I am Boss’s first, the lead Bearer meets with him at the sanctuary a week before to make sure he knows the process. He tells Boss, “On the night of the ceremony, you will arrive at the sanctuary 1 hour early and will be in the meditation chamber with 2 other men chosen by Pirot. Upon the seating of the Community men, Pirot will offer a blessing and introduction of your daughter who will be escorted in by her mother. She will wear only the sheer gown that was provided to her mother. She will be escorted to the altar and her mother will blindfold her and we will place her on the altar and secure her legs into the stirrups.

“Whoever Pirot chooses to give custody, will be called out to take a position by the end of the altar and will be given the purple cloak to identify him as her breeder and custodian. The other 2 men will be dismissed to the congregation seating. Her mother will stand aside and may hold her hand. Pirot will take position between her legs and your wife is to kneel before him and arouse his sacred phallus.”

“Boss interrupts the bearer. “Wait what? My wife arouses the Pirot?”

The bearer says, “Let me go step by step so you know. I thought you had some idea.”

“Pirot blesses your daughter by taking her virginity. He can only be inside her for 12 thrusts before the beast overtakes him. Women have not survived when he was allowed to come to orgasm normally and completely. Pirot’s phallus is very large and, when the Patriarchal spirit touches him, it awakens a beast, called an Incubus. Pirot wears a mask so that his face is not seen, as a blindfold because it is said he changes in appearance when he is near a woman sexually and the Incubus is released. Many women were unable to bear children when he was done with them. There will be Bearers present with equipment to subdue him if necessary.

“Your wife will use her hands and mouth to arouse him. When his sacred sperm erupts, the head of his phallus will be placed against your daughter’s virgin canal. He will push into her and rupture her hymen. She will endure extreme pain as the sacred phallus opens her to begin the opening and cleansing and blessing of her reproductive system. He will be allowed 12 thrusts as he fills her. The volume of his sperm is measured in quarts, so it will flow from her like a hose as he thrusts into her. It is said that Pirot is sterile. After the 12 thrusts, we will pull him from her and take him to recover and your wife will finish him with her mouth and hands until his ejaculation subsides.

“Boss says, “I had no idea about this. I don’t know if I want to do it.”

The bearer says, “You have no choice. The Pirot can have any woman in the community whenever he wants. If he orders for your wife, we will come to your door and take her and deliver her to him! Pirot takes all virgins upon the beginning of their most fertile time, which is eighteen years. If you choose not to be on board, we will place you in confinement and if your daughter survives, another man will be chosen to breed her!

“Whomever Pirot chooses to breed her the first time, is given the purple cloak to wear from the ceremony and be witnessed by the men of the Community so that her custodian and sexual status is known to them all. No other man will under any circumstance be allowed to approach or attempt to interact with her sexually. The chosen custodian will then leave to go to a conception cabin to await her delivery to him for seclusion with her. She must not know the one to breed her until she enters the cabin. So, from this point on, this is to be in secret.” Boss acknowledges he understands and will ensure that her mother does as well.

This is a special time for the man and at some point, the female will learn to appreciate a man showing interest in her. Boss in days up to the ceremony begins to gather what he needs to take to the conception cabin, should he be chosen. Community law requires a minimum of 3 months of seclusion with the virgin. The custodian is to teach her the laws of the Patriarchy in addition to breeding her to carry and birth her first spawn.

The cabin is one room that has padded walls and a massive, padded mattress floor for sleeping and breeding. There are many restraints and fetish tools for use as desired by her custodian. There is a kitchen and a bathroom with a big bathtub. There are 8 such cabins and sometimes on a quiet night, you can hear screams coming from the hills as a virgin begins to get accustomed to and learn the necessary lessons.

Outside I see a girl my age at the community park. I’ve seen her before at the sanctuary service. On this day she wears a white cloak. I sat next to her and said hello. I asked her why she wears a white cloak. She’s reluctant to talk and says she can’t tell me much and I must ask my dad. She tells me that her mom told her that she’s taking her to the sanctuary for a ceremony tonight so now she must wear this. I asked her how old she is, and she says she was eighteen. Her mom calls out to her to get inside the house.

I ask my mom and she only said that once a girl wears white, she is not supposed to be alone without a man, a chosen man. I asked her what it means to wear white. She tells me, “It means you will find out when the time comes, and her business is none of yours!” My mom knew that my white day was near but couldn’t say.

On the day of the ceremony, I woke to find a white cloak. Boss was not home so I ask my mom why it was there. She tells me, “Tonight will be your White Ceremony at the sanctuary.” I asked her what that meant. She tells me. “It’s a transition to womanhood kind of ritual that the Patriarchy requires. Tonight, you wear a special gown and when you are outside the house you must wear the white cloak now. You’ll be told more after the ceremony tonight.” I asked her if she had to do it. She said no because she was already too old for it and had given birth to a child when we moved there to live with Boss.