Chapter 16: Sex On The Beach

-- SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 29, 2008 --

“So what happened next?” Sasha murmured, taking long, deep breaths, as she continued to undulate in my lap. She was facing away from me, resting against my chest. Although she had my dick inside her, we weren’t fucking very hard. In a way, we were just relaxing in the poolside cabana, enjoying the ocean breeze and listening to the gentle waves on our private beach ... with my dick in her cunt.

I was taking deep breaths myself, feeling fairly “chill”. It was relatively early in the morning and quite serene, as if the islands had not yet awoken. Certainly, I knew the rest of our travel companions were still asleep. I’d awoken to find myself staring at the ceiling with the bodies of two naked, well-fucked, wiped-out 18-year-old babes sprawled out across my bed. I’d tried at first to go back to sleep, but my brain decided it wanted to get up. I also didn’t have a morning wood for once, since the twins had seriously done their best to fuck my brains out until the wee hours of the morning, and they looked rather exhausted themselves, so I had no serious interest in just plugging into one of them.

After managing to slip out of bed without disturbing the twins’ slumber, I padded silently into the kitchen, made coffee, and grabbed some pastries. The staff always left breakfast waiting for us in the kitchen sometime before we all woke up. Then I headed out to the poolside cabana to relax with my breakfast and enjoy the view.

Sasha emerged perhaps fifteen minutes later. Without explaining why she’d also gotten up early, the buxom brunette beauty cuddled herself alongside me on the lounger, pillowing her head on my left shoulder after I reclined it down almost flat. For about ten minutes neither of us spoke. We simply enjoyed the cool morning air and the gentle breeze while listening to the sounds of nature all around us. But eventually she asked how my “date” with the twins went, I started telling her the story, and by the time I started recapping the part about Eden telling me she wasn’t wearing panties beneath her dress and asking me to take her right there in front of an audience, I’d developed quite a boner that Sasha had started playing with.

One thing led to another, I raised the lounger back up to a seated position, and now here we were with my Sasha seated in my lap reverse-cowgirl with my schlong in her sweet snatch. And she’d just asked me, “So what happened next?”

Letting my head rest against the back of our plush lounger, I searched my memory and continued, “Once we got back to the villa, the twins of course immediately wanted to shower and get all that sand out. The three of us went into that big marble shower in yours and Adrienne’s room to clean up. And you can imagine what we started doing in there.”

“Tell me anyway,” Sasha breathed, her hip rolls speeding up for just a second before calming again.

“Well I had plenty of time to recover on the boat ride back here, and taking a soapy shower with a pair of gorgeous teenage twins would be enough to make a dead guy spring an erection. So of course that got both of them soaping up my dick over and over again.” I reached up with both hands, sliding them beneath the hem of her loose linen shirt so I could grip my ex-girlfriend’s big boobs and use them to tug her body down a little tighter against my crotch. “And of course, I had to make sure their boobs were squeaky clean.”

“Mmm, I think we’re gonna need to take a shower after this.”

“I was standing right behind Eden, holding her tight to my chest much like we’re doing right now. I pressed my banana-bent cock into the cleft of her ass, sliding myself up and down through that perfect peach.” Closing my eyes, I fondled Sasha’s firm melons and used my thumbs to tweak her nipples. “At the same time, Emma slid two fingers into Eden’s soaked cunt and used her thumb to rub Eden’s clit.

“Mmm-hmm...” Sasha moaned, and I felt her own hand go to work at her clit. “Did you fuck her there in the shower?”

“No. Eden reached back with one arm to pull my head around to kiss me. That got her twisted out of the way. And as soon as my dick popped free--”

“Emma just had to cram it in her mouth,” Sasha interjected with a laugh.

I chuckled too. “Exactly. The girls pushed me down onto the shower bench, knelt side-by-side, and gave me a tandem blowjob.”

“Did they make you spray all over both of them and then race to lick all your cum off each other’s face before the shower water rinsed it away?”

The thought made me thrust up off the lounger, just once, but I settled back down. “Uh, no. I told you: Eden wanted me to cum inside her.”

“Pity. Adrienne and I should do that for you soon.”

I thrust up again.

“Mmmnnn...” Sasha moaned. Even though we weren’t moving much, she seemed to be getting closer to climax. “Then what happened?”

“Nuh-uh. Your turn again.”

“Mmmnnn, where was I?”

“Adrienne wanted to skinny-dip in the pool.”

“Ha! Right.”

Sasha raised her hands to cover mine, briefly directing the way I massaged her mammaries. But then she took hold of my right hand and dragged it southward into her crotch. I caught on quickly and took over rubbing her clit and also bent forward to kiss and suckle at her neck.

Finally, Sasha continued her part of the story. “So we’d just gotten home and could hear you guys going at it in your bedroom. Adrienne announced that we were going skinny-dipping in the pool and promptly dropped her dress onto the floor. She left a trail of lingerie out through the patio and then jumped right in.”

“The pool is nice and all, but we haven’t skinny-dipped in the lagoon nearly enough,” I remarked.

“Totally. We need to put that on the itinerary today,” Sasha agreed. “Anyway, Dawn was still in La La Land. I still wonder if there was something else in the weed we bought, but Adrienne had some and certainly didn’t get all spacey.”

“Adrienne’s used to party drugs,” I reassured her, and then took a deep breath to reassure myself as well.

Sasha shrugged. “Anyway, I told Dawn we were going skinny-dipping and she just nodded quite agreeably but didn’t make a move to take off her dress. So I figured I would start taking it off her. And that’s when she suddenly came to life, pressed me back against the living room wall, and pushed her tongue into my mouth.”

“Fuck yeah,” I groaned at the mere thought of it.

Sasha giggled, and she sat up a little straighter. I had a feeling I was going to get a little more detail out of this section than some others she’d glossed over.

“Dawn undressed me slowly. I wasn’t expecting her to take charge, but once she did, I let her lead. After breaking our kiss, she kissed her way down the side of my neck the same way you’re doing now, and she slipped my dress strap off my shoulder to get it out of the way of her questing lips. She did the same thing to the other side and then ever-so-slowly squatted down while dragging my dress with her, until it was bunched around my waist and my tits were smack in front of her face.”

“Uh-huh,” I grunted, starting to roll my hips a little more to fuck in and out a few centimeters with the springiness of the lounger cushion.

“My bra was a front-closure, and Dawn deftly flipped the catch to open me up like a pair of double-doors straight to my big boobies. My nipples were so fucking hard and big, like they were craving her attention. Her hungry mouth latched onto my left tit, suckling like a starving infant. I moaned in pleasure and cradled her head to my chest. But she only stayed for a little while, nuzzling her nose into my cleavage and using both hands to mash her own face with my titflesh before moving lower to tug my dress down to my ankles.”

“And then what?” I asked, fucking Sasha a little more urgently.

“You want the slow version that teases or the one that gets to the good stuff faster?”

“Nnngh,” I groaned, unable to immediately decide. I stopped strumming Sasha clit, grabbed her shoulders to hold her down, and fucked my dick up and down a few more times.

Sasha continued without waiting for an answer. “When she pulled my panties down, she ate me soooo good. I mean, I love Adrienne and she eats me out all the time. But there’s something so different about the way Dawn goes about it. She’s ... surgical. There’s no wasted effort. Adrienne can get super-excited and enthusiastic and messy and it’s glorious. Dawn reminds me more of you - it’s like she can read my body the way you do and know exactly how to set me off.”

“Big Dawn: Sex Goddess™.” With a sigh, I relaxed and stopped thrusting, forcing myself to calm down rather than risk ending Sasha’s story prematurely. I was enjoying it too much.

Sasha laughed and leaned back into my chest until I reclined myself against the backrest again. I hadn’t even realized I’d sat up straight. “Adrienne was polite enough to wait for me to cum before she started hollering from the pool, ‘Hey! What about ME?’”

Now I started laughing.

“Dawn took one last lick at my cunny, those baby blue eyes staring up at me from my crotch as she audibly slurped up the rest of my girlcum. And then without saying a word, she got up, walked out onto the patio, and totally jumped right into the pool with all her clothes on!”

“Ah, THAT explains the dress.” I nodded to the right of us, outside our cabana, where Dawn’s dress remained draped on a chair (evidently since last night) and was drying in the morning sun.

“I missed the next couple of minutes,” Sasha continued, “still recovering from that incredible orgasm, so I can’t really describe for you what Dawn and Adrienne got up to before I joined them, apart from Dawn being naked by the time I got there.”

“Dammit,” I complained.

“Sorry.”

“That’s okay, I can use my imagination.”

“I can still tell you what they did to each other AFTER I joined them.”

“Ooh, yes, please.”

“Not yet though. Your turn first.”

I pursed my lips and sighed. “Fine.”

Sasha giggled.

“Well, after we dried off from the shower, the twins sat me on the foot of my bed. They knelt down in front of me to resume the tandem blowjob, and then Eden got it in her head to reminisce about the first time they’d ever given me a blowjob. Did I ever tell you that story?”

“Nuh-uh, but I’ll bet it’s pretty crazy.”

“Not sure I want to tell you. It’s borderline pedophilic.”

“Seriously?” Sasha stopped moving for a moment and turned to look back at me. “How old WERE they when they first did it?”

I sighed. “Too young ... It was very early in the morning. I was so out of it, Eden actually made me ejaculate in her mouth.”

“Wow. You serious? THAT must’ve been a memorable morning.”

“Kinda traumatized me at the time, actually.” I winced. “But last night it wasn’t so bad. Strip away the part about their age, and just listening to them describe how excited they were to play with my cock, how hot it felt in their hands, how big it stretched their little mouths ... Nnnghhh.”

Sasha giggled and started undulating around my dick again. “I actually felt you throb in there just now.”

“Then Eden moaned about how she wished she could’ve been brave enough to mount me then, but that she was happy she could do it now.”

“So of course, she climbed on and mounted you.”

“Exactly.”

“And did you cum in her tight teenage twat like you promised?”

I chuckled. “Eventually. Emma had to go for a ride first, of course. And then the girls stood at the foot of the bed, bent over so I could pound them from behind, switching back and forth while fingering the other. But yeah, I totally blasted Eden’s pussy full.”

“And did her teenage twin sister suck all your nasty big brother jizz from her teenage twin sister’s cunt?”

“Yes, she did.” I chuckled again. “And you’re saying the word ‘teenage’ a lot.”

“What can I say? Turns me on. Maybe I got that fetish from destroying Tri-Delts with you. And your teenage twin sisters are soooo fucking hot. I only wish Adrienne and I could spend more time with them. In fact, I don’t think I’ve spent nearly enough time during this vacation with my face in one of their crotches.”

I laughed. “Go for it. We have a couple of days left. Oh, and you should probably get Adrienne to tell you about how she was the one who taught the twins how to masturbate.”

“Seriously?”

“Uh-huh,” I confirmed. “Or get Dawn to tell you about the twins tying her up and blindfolding her and then assaulting her with a bunch of Ben Juniors.”

“Nnnghhh ... Keep going...”

“Nuh-uh. Your turn now. What DID the three of you get up to in the pool?”

“Nnnghhh...” Sasha groaned before sighing and collecting herself. “Well I already told you Dawn was naked by the time I joined them. She had Adrienne pinned into the corner and they were making out hot and heavy. Soooo fucking gorgeous. A pair of beautiful blondes like that? Wet, slicked-back hair. Amazing eyes. Incredible bodies. Seriously, Ben. You are SUCH a lucky bastard to have had your love life orbit around the two of them for all these years.”

I chuckled and nodded. “I know.”

“Anyway, they looked so perfect - like a Renaissance painting – that I didn’t want to interfere. But Dawn noticed me standing by the pool and beckoned for me to join them. I slid in, and as I approached, she got this funny look in her eye and intoned ... no, she practically ordered us, ‘I wanna watch you two kiss.’”

“Real hardship for you and Adrienne.”

Sasha giggled, her inner muscles fluttering around my imbedded prick. “Adrienne was ravenous. She had that golden glow in her irises – you know what I mean – as she surged across the pool a few feet and practically tackled me into the water. I managed to grab onto the edge to keep my head from going under, and she wound up pressing me against the wall, her big tits crushing into mine, as her tongue delved deep inside me.”

“Fuck yeah.”

“But then Dawn was beside us again. I squeaked when I felt her fingers suddenly invade my asshole.”

“Just like that?”

“Just like that. And Adrienne too. Dawn started fingerbanging my ass with first one, and then two, and finally three fingers. The way Adrienne started shuddering I figured Dawn was doing the exact same thing to her too. Adrienne and I broke away from each other a bit to moan at the feeling of Dawn’s fingers inside each of us, and then Dawn’s lips were on my shoulder and neck, like a vampire going after my blood. She kissed me, then she kissed Adrienne, then she ducked her head into the water and started sucking on my breast, and then she switched and started sucking on Adrienne’s. She kept moving back and forth between us while never letting up with her anal fingerbanging until Adrienne and I finally grabbed each other and started making out again and Dawn pushed her face into ours and stuck her tongue out and then all three of us were twisting our tongues together and licking each other’s faces and then Adrienne started fingerbanging my pussy at the same time and I just threw my head back and screamed while Dawn took my nipple into her mouth again and Adrienne started sucking on my other one and oh my fucking GAWD I lost track of how many orgasms I had back-to-back-to-back like that and fuck-fuck-fuck! Ben! Fuckity-fuck!!!”

Switching holes had been surprisingly easy. The thought of Dawn sodomizing both of the gorgeous babes with her fingers made me just HAVE to lift Sasha off my lap, adjust her angle, and then sit her back down so that my upright and erect prick skewered her colon straight up to her spine. Reaching around, I started fingerbanging her recently-vacated pussy, giving Sasha the same kind of double-penetration she must’ve felt from Dawn and Adrienne last night. Only this time she had a fat eight-inch cock lodged in her rectum instead.

“Soooo good...” Sasha wheezed. Her volume had not gotten very high, perhaps in the knowledge that our companions were still sleeping, but her moans were intense. “I’m cumming, Ben ... I’m cumming on your big dick ... I love your dick. I love it so much. Never stop fucking me ... I want it forever ... Fffuuuccckkk...”

“Keep telling me what you did with the girls,” I grunted into her ear from behind as she lay back against my chest and flopped almost helplessly atop me like a fish on the deck.

“Dawn was ... shit, Ben ... Dawn was just SOOO good last night ... I told Adrienne we needed to find more of whatever stuff she’d been smoking. She was just in this trance the whole time ... she was in the zone ... So fucking good. The three of us ended up in bed. Dawn put on one of the Ben Juniors and then just demolished us. She defiled us, really. She pinned my wrists to the mattress and hammered the hell out of me. She grabbed Adrienne’s head and skull-fucked her with the strap-on. She folded me in half and spanked my ass until it was bright pink. And she flipped Adrienne over doggy-style and railed her cunt until my girlfriend saw stars, and then she pulled out, slammed that fat phallus into Adrienne’s ass, and railed her rump instead! I’m not even sure she had another orgasm of her own. It was all about US. I fucking LOVE your best friend, Ben! I mean, I’ll want your dick for the rest of my life, but if for some reason I can’t have it, I might be able to settle for Dawn, you know? Holy shit that girl can use a strap-on! Fuck-fuck-fuck I’m cumming again just thinking about it!”

“Ungh-ungh-ungh!” I grunted, getting pretty close to cumming myself.

“Are you gonna fill me, lover? You gonna blast my bowels with all your creamy cum, huh? That’s the one thing Dawn’s strap-on will never have. I wanna feel it. I wanna feel you filling me. I was fantasizing about Dawn’s fake phallus spurting inside Adrienne’s asshole while she pounded the hell outta her. I grabbed my girlfriend’s head and slammed it into my crotch, making her eat me while I stared intently at the sight of Dawn’s naked body ... so sweaty and gorgeous as she thrust over and over and over again into Adrienne’s bubble butt. The sounds of Adrienne cumming made ME cum, and I could almost visualize Dawn’s cockhead opening up and spurting gooey jism all over the insides of Adrienne’s rectal walls. Just like you’re gonna spurt gooey jism all over the insides of mine, right? Cum for me, Ben! Fuck my slutty asshole! Fuck me and fill me! Now, Ben, now! Fuck me! Fill me! FILL MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!”

“AAARRRGGGHHH!!!” I growled as I started filling her. Sasha stopped humping her butt up and down in my lap, slamming herself all the way down while I gripped her tits and clutched her body against my chest.

“AAARRRGGGHHH!!!” I grunted again, reveling in the relief of my pent-up sperm erupting vertically into Sasha’s relaxed rectum.

“AAARRRGGGHHH!!!” I groaned one last time as I blasted the last of my baby batter into the buxom brunette beauty’s bountiful booty.

Sasha’s head flopped over my shoulder to lean against the backrest as she went limp in my lap. I cuddled her close, both of us gasping for breath. And it felt like it took several minutes for us to recover from our incredible orgasms.

“Gawd that was so much fun,” Sasha sighed. “We should really do that more often: fucking while telling each other about our sexcapades.”

“Works for me,” I wheezed with a grin.

Giggling, my luscious lover leaned her head back and turned to peck my lips. “I love you, Ben,” she told me sweetly. “You know I would marry you. I understand that Adrienne’s dead set against it, but if it wasn’t for her--”

“Let’s not get into that hypothetical right now,” I interrupted her. “I appreciate the sentiment, but you belong to Adrienne and I’m not going to steal you away from her.”

“I know, I know. Just ... Open communication, right? I’m NOT a lesbian. I love you. And I love your cock. You’re the only man in the world for me, alright? I want you both, I NEED you both. That’s my endgame, and I’m gonna do whatever I need to do to get it.”

I smiled, thinking of a world where Adrienne, Sasha, and I could grow old together. Plus Dawn. Especially if Dawn would give me a few more opportunities to watch her ... defiling ... Sasha and Adrienne. It was a very pleasant thought, and Sasha kissed me again with a dreamy smile that told me she was thinking the same thing.

So I cradled her head, kissed the tip of her nose, and replied warmly, “I love you, too.”

“I don’t WANNA go home,” Eden whined as she languidly stretched her arms out behind her in the water.

Too wiped out to verbally respond, I groaned from my position directly atop my baby sister’s naked body, my cock still plugged into her pussy as it slowly went soft inside her. We were laying in only a few inches of water, Eden’s face above the surface but her ears and hair wet. Likewise, her tits rose volcanically into the air, only occasionally covered up by the very gentle waves of the Bora Bora lagoon, having just finished our semi-submerged water fuck.

Emma reclined naked beside us, as I’d been switching back and forth between the two of them. The shallow water hadn’t proved much of an impediment to fucking, since the majority of my body had been in the open air, so it had been pretty easy to give them both orgasms amidst the novelty of being naked and fucking on a private Bora Bora beach until I finally blasted my baby sister’s pussy full of incestuous brother-sperm. The girls would later complain about sand wedged into unfortunate crevices, but for now we had no regrets.

“Why the fuck did we do this trip over Thanksgiving and not like Christmas or something where we could have a full week?” Eden complained.

“Just be happy Adrienne invited us at all,” Emma reasoned. “She didn’t have to have us come crash this private little getaway for her, Sasha, and Dawn. I mean, I kinda feel bad about it. Feels like we’ve been taking up all of Ben’s time instead of letting them enjoy him.”

Eden blew a raspberry. “I don’t feel bad about it at all. Adrienne and Sasha get to stay here until Wednesday with him. They can have him all to themselves then. We have to fly home with Dawn tomorrow night.”

“We won’t arrive until midday Monday. Missing one day of school is maybe no big deal. But I don’t want to fall behind by missing more than that.”

“Would it have killed us to miss two days instead? Or three? Seriously, who gives a fuck about school? I think A.D. should retire, buy a big compound here, and then we can all move down and spend the rest of our lives having sex on the beach. What do you think, Ben?”

I groaned and nuzzled my baby sister’s neck with my nose. “Sounds good to me.” And then I finally withdrew my spent prick from her soaking wet box and rolled over onto my back. The lagoon water started rinsing out Eden’s gaping open pussy almost immediately.

“Halfway around the world where nobody knows our names...” Eden mused dreamily. “Nobody knows you’re our big brother. Think about it. Two nubile twin girlfriends showering you with PDA everywhere we went together? Find out how many more public places we can have sex? The two people I love more than anyone else in the whole universe with me?”

Emma rolled onto her side. “We have to go back to the real world eventually.”

Eden waved her off. “We could fly back for the major holidays. See our families a bit. But in the end, we could always come back here. Hey Ben, whaddaya think about a beach wedding like ... over ... there?”

Eden rolled up onto her side and pointed at a picturesque little copse of three trees with a small lawn of green grass in front of it just up the beach from where we were.

Emma’s eyes narrowed, and she said quite deliberately, “I’m sure Adrienne and Sasha would love to have their wedding there.”

“Not them.”

“I’m sure you don’t mean to suggest what I think you’re suggesting.”

“Why not? Like I said: nobody knows we’re related here.”

“Eed...” Emma sighed, and by now I also rolled up onto my side. Eden was between us, and Emma and I shared a significant glance at each other.

“I love you, rugrat,” I intoned softly. “But you know we’re never getting married.”

“Why not?” Eden pouted as she twisted around to face me.

I sighed. “You know why not.”

“But I LOVE you. I’m in love with you!”

“Eed, don’t let one great date go to your head,” Emma cautioned from behind her.

“I’m not letting it go to my head. Date or not, I’m just saying the option is there. If we hire an officiant and file paperwork in Tahiti, they’re not gonna run background checks on us to figure out if we’re related.”

“We are NOT getting married,” I repeated.

“I know, I know. But I can dream, can’t I?”

“That’s a dangerous dream.”

“I don’t care! I love you! I wanna have your babies!” Eden whined to me.

“EED!” Emma exclaimed while I merely had my eyes go wide.

Eden seemed to realize she’d gone too far, and with a sigh, she rolled over and got up onto all fours. After standing up, my baby sister turned and walked deeper into the lagoon, getting just above knee height before sitting down with her knees up and wrapping her arms around them.

Emma was already getting up, while I took a deep breath and followed. This was going to be messy.

Sitting down beside her sister, Emma wrapped an arm around Eden’s back just at the waterline.

Eden’s eyes were moist as she screwed up her face. She shook her head and glanced over at Emma for a brief moment before staring down at the water between her and me. “I just want what you have with Marcus,” she muttered a little despondently.

“I don’t want to have babies with Marcus,” Emma pointed out.

“Not that,” I corrected, taking a seat in front of them. “She means everything else, right Eed?”

Eden took a halting breath and nodded at her twin sister. “I see the light in your eyes when you’re getting ready for a date. I see the way you can’t help but smile at the mere sight of him whenever we meet on-campus. You love having a boyfriend. You love going to parties hanging onto his arm. You love our friends getting all jealous about how he’s so handsome and ripped. You love snuggling together on the couch exchanging little kisses and touching each other’s faces.”

Emma glanced at me quickly, wariness in her gaze, perhaps worried what I might think of her being so lovey-dovey with her boyfriend. I merely gestured with my eyes to focus on Eden.

“I’m not going to claim I don’t enjoy all that. But what do you want me to do, break up with him?”

“No, of course not. I’m just saying I’m jealous, that’s all.”

“Jealous of me for having a boyfriend? Or jealous of Marcus for spending time with me that would otherwise be with you?”

“It’s not about you,” Eden snapped heatedly, before breaking and looking miserable. “Yes, I miss you. And yes, I’m jealous of Marcus sometimes stealing you from me sometimes and even feel abandoned, okay, I said it, but that’s not...”

Eden’s voice trailed off. Emma and I waited her out, and Eden remained silent for several seconds while closing her eyes to the world.

Eventually, I asked quietly, “Why did you want me to fuck you in the middle of the party last night?”

Caught off guard by the change of subject, Eden looked up into my eyes. “What?”

“You’re not an exhibitionist or a slut - wild fantasies and dirty talk aside. So why were you so insistent last night?”

“I ... I was really hot. I needed you in me.”

I shook my head. “But why? What made you so hot?”

Emma looked on in confusion, not sure where I was going with this, but I let my gaze penetrate Eden, willing her to understand that I knew and would drag the truth out of her. Finally she relented.

“They thought I was your girlfriend. I could hold your hand, I could squeeze your ass, I could kiss you, I could be a real girlfriend in love with her man for a night. And it was everything I thought it would be. I wanted them to know. I wanted them to see me at my most intimate. I didn’t care if they thought I was a slut, I just wanted for one minute to show the world exactly how much I love you.”

“No consequences?”

“No consequences.”

I shook my head and muttered, “Adrienne should have never invited you.”

Eden looked at me hurt. “You don’t want me here?”

“What I want is what I said at the beginning: I want you exploring all that college life has to offer and finding romance with someone your own age.”

“You promised you wouldn’t tell me to go fuck any other guys.”

I sighed. “I’m not telling you anything of the sort.”

“I don’t WANT to fuck any other guys but you.”

“I know.”

“I LOVE you!”

“I KNOW!” I almost yelled back, the sudden heat in my voice surprising us both. “I’m not trying to convince you that your feelings aren’t real. You’re in love with me. I can see it in your eyes. It’s real. But you’re not the first girl to have stronger feelings for me than I have for her, and I’m not going to lead you into thinking you can somehow change my mind if only you love me harder or fuck me better or anything like that. At least with someone like Andie or Paige, they theoretically could have changed my mind. Hell, DJ even succeeded. But you’re my sister, Eed. That intense feeling of the world ending and beginning right behind your breast, I’ve felt it. But I don’t feel it for you.